Fentanyl Addict interview-Everett 

Everett, we went to school together and I remember you well. I know there's a lot of people here from Melbourne who care about you and want to help you. People trying to help you is what brought me to this video. I also became addicted to heroin for 13 years. I finally kicked it in 2012 and haven't looked back. By hearing you talk, I know that you can do it, especially with the help of all those who care about you still. Don't be ashamed to accept help. It helps others when you let them help you. I hope to see you again, doing well, someday soon. God bless you brother!

Everett is on his way home. ❤️ His brother and friends found him.

Went to school with him and his brother. I hate to see anyone hurting, but its harder when its someone you know. I hope Everett gets help to get healthier. UPDATE: hes in Florida and going through a rehab program, hes got amazing compassionate friends and they helped get him back Lets hope he stays on it and makes a change for the better, hes an incredible person and he deserves to live a full happy comfortable blessed life

I grew up with this dude. I remember my dad taking him, his brother, and me to spring training games. We were on baseball and basketball teams together. We all figured Everett was dead. Now that we know he's not, tell a brother to reach out. There are a lot of people who'd be happy to help him.

My heart broke into a million pieces when he started crying, and telling his story about his Great grandmothers baby slippers getting stolen. Oh….Everett-- you poor sweet angel! I wanted soooo badly to wrap my arms around you, and give you a warm, loving hug! You really need one right now! God Bless your sweet soul!

You get your butt to the VA my man. You earned whatever treatment they can provide. Thank you for your service!

I know your grandmother wouldn’t want you to grieve the slippers. They meant a lot to her but not as much as you meant to her. She wouldn’t want you to be so hard on yourself over someone else’s bad actions. I hope to see an update video on you in the future where you’ve had time to rest, reflect and persevere past this time in your life. You seem like such a beautiful soul and have touched my life today. XO

This completely shattered me. If you can, please do an update on Everett. Everett, if you see this, you have an entire community believing in you and only seeing the GOOD and POTENTIAL in you. Please never give up! We are rooting for you to get sober and live a full, joyful life.

I'm a recovering opiate addict and it's so nice to look in the comments and see people understand and not look down on people like this.

I’m glad to hear Everett is getting help. I met him in Hollywood at the train station and we were both trying to get well … it’s such a trip to see him on Soft White, he’s a real one for sure. He could barely walk his feet was so messed up at the time, I’m so glad that there are good people who care about him enough to come look for him and take him to treatment back in Florida .I’ve been clean for over a year now off the fentanyl and crystal and not on the streets anymore. By the grace of God I was able to get myself into treatment for 90 days then a sober living for 6 months with my medi cal. Wish you the best Everett, thanks for sharing your story brother.

This guy reminds me of a guy I met in Berlin. I was on a train and sat opposite this guy who was taping together broken cigarettes. I watched him struggle with it. I had my last two cigarettes in my pocket and gave them to him, he just looked at me. Said nothing but looked at me for what felt like forever. I thought about him for the rest of the day. I bought another pack of cigarettes and went back on the train because I felt I wanted to see him again and I found him. Gave him two cigarettes and he did the exact same thing. Stared at me until I got off. This happened everyday for 4 days. I was on holiday. On my last day I did it again. Couldn't find him. I got off the train and he was on the platform. He said he was looking for me but thought I was part of a dream he was having. We hugged, had a cigarette and said goodbye. This video brought this memory back to me. Same posture and same look. Typing through tears. Always thought about this guy. I don't know why. I hope he's OK.

I'll be thinking about this interview for a long time and I vow to NEVER ignore another person living on the streets. They are all worthy of human kindness and compassion. Everett, never give up.

He is such an eloquent and honest conversationalist, a natural writer. Breaks my heart he doesn’t have a room to live. I wish he was my friend

This is one of the hardest ones I’ve watched. He breaks my heart. He seems like such a kind soul. “That was my connection to a better day.”

“since I became without an address” - nice way of putting it to keep the situation light. Good luck Everett! You’re a shining star.

I have just found your vlogs and I think they should be mandatory curriculum for every high School in this country. If I would have watched these in highschool I probably wouldn't have lost 20 years to addiction. When ever I feel the urge to use I just watch one interview and that person's pain reminds me why I'm clean now.

What a kindhearted guy. The sentiment he has for them baby shoes tell me his Grandma was larger than life to him, she must have been a great woman ❤️ I had a little pair of Boxing Gloves about 2 1/2" long, real leather, actually laced, my grandfather bought them for my dad a bit after he was born- he was diabetic and had some issues during birth, my grandpa said he was going to be a fighter. And God was he ever. That's a story for another day. Anyways, lost them in a eviction many years ago. I get how he feels.

Everett's story is so heartbreaking. This is the hard truth of Fentanyl addiction from what I have come to learn from this channel. I hope he gets a warm shower tonight and can stay warm.

One of the most articulate, well spoken people you’ve ever interviewed. Someone please help this man who can. I wish I could hug him 😔

I'm so sorry Everett, everyone who knows you knows you are a great person. We are rooting for you man, you can do this!! I hope you see this and know all your buddies in Melbourne care about you.

Everett, we haven’t seen each other since high school, but I am pulling for you! You have so many people that care about you back home. Please know you are prayed for and loved. Better days are ahead!

So often during Mark's interviews I feel like I'm getting BS from the people. Not here. This guy is refreshingly honest. Like most he's broken from an early age, I can only hope that he fines the desire to get help and kick this drug forever.

Im sorry I hope things get better for you. You seem like a good guy but don't let your mistakes define you. You have the memories of your grandma who loved you. I know the baby shoes meant alot to you. I did the same thing with my kids baby stuff,it got thrown out or auctioned when I couldn't pay my storage due to my gambling. I push it out if my head Everytime it crosses my mind but I don't gamble anymore and my kids turned out to be phenomenal human beings. You deserve the best of what life has to offer you are not the only one who has fkd up. You are not alone. Everytime the sun comes up and you get up with it is a new opportunity to change things around. Start with something small. I'm sending you favour, love and respect. 💞

What an angel. I wish we could find those baby shoes. I also wish he could see how incredible he really is. 🤍 so much love and light to Everett! I hope he gets the help he needs.

Everett, im not sure if your gonna see this but everyone misses you so much man. I cant tell you how many conversations ive had about you and your whereabouts. We love you, we miss you and we want to help if we can! -poly

I love the fact that he still hasn't lost his sense of humor and is dropping some witty one liners here and there during this interview despite his situation. I liked the cliffhanger one especially after he had one dangling from his nose followed by "to always have a tissue" when Mark asked him what's the most important thing he learned in life. That's the sign of there still being a spirit I believe at least and that there is hope and believe in himself. I hope he's going to make it and gets better soon! 🙏

Everett, it’s Pat Schmidt. Probably haven’t seen you since 10th grade at Mel High but just know I’m here for you if you need anything. Keep fighting and beat this shit!

This was one of the most powerful interviews you have done.

My heart breaks for how his body has taken such a toll on him. He looks so frail. I pray he gets a room with a bed, shower, kitchenette and he feels safe. 🙏🏼 ❤️

I’m not a doctor but it’s obvious that he’s in physical pain as well as emotional pain. He need a safe comfortable place to reside. I pray he gets the help he needs.

I’m sorry Everett, you seem like a lovely person and I hope things get better and you can find some peace ✌️❤️

I keep hoping Everett is okay, there's something to him..that really tugs at my heart strings. Everett, you are deeply cared about!!!!

Everett, you were always a kind, funny, sweet boy growing up with my son. My kids always loved you. You are always welcome here in Melbourne Beach. I remember my son going to church with you and your grandparents. I wish you all the love and peace that you deserve. 🙏🏼

It's so obvious Everett has a good heart and just trying to survive. His self-esteem is low and I bet he gets panic attacks with social anxiety. Enough to keep you on drugs to cope and down and out. I hope everyone helps him. Good luck and God bless you Everett.

Another perfect example of what childhood trauma can do to people. To other parents out there, please think long and hard about the shitty decisions you make and the effects they can have on your children.

For Everett ... health and peace of mind, combined with your insight, self awareness, individual qualities shown here - you are the most precious of human beings. Sending good vibes out to you.

My heart literally ached/aches for him. I wish for a warm light to shine on him. He is a lovely human.

Just when you think you have heard the saddest story on this channel and along comes Everett. My heart broke into a thousand pieces and my tears were hot, running down my cheeks, and I don't cry easily.. Oh God, please get some help Everett. You are still young enough to have hope. At least go to the VA and take care of your back and your health. You deserve it Everett.

This man has a lot of pain but he is lucid and he is coherent. He is one of the ones that can be saved. I can see it in him that he's not too far gone, and that he could be rehabilitated and healed with the right people and the right treatment. I know it. I wish I could do something for him. For now, I truly believe that the prayers and good energy that we send to these people have a positive effect on their lives. So I will pray for him, and hold him in my heart in God's name. And wish for nothing but healing and a straight and narrow path to recovery. Bless you Everett.

When he spoke on someone stealing something so valuable to him I undoubtedly felt his pain. This world is so corrupted!! Your definitely in my prayers ❤️

I love you, Everett. I'm a heroin addict sober 13 years. Recovery is possible and you are SO worth it.

This man is extremely coherent for the situation he’s in

You are a beautiful human, Everett. We all love you and wish the world turns around for you.

I live in NYC and have been watching this channel for over a year now. I want you to know that these videos have made me view homeless and addicted people in a whole different light. I feel more compassionate now and know that everyone has a story to tell. The other side of the story is usually one fraught in disfunction and chaos, starting at a very young age for many of the people we see on the streets. In some cases, they didn’t even get a fair shot at life. This video touched me. Another recurring theme is the way society dehumanizes homeless and destitute people. All they want is to be treated with the simple respect that you would want for yourself.

15:15 I see a glimmer of hope for Everett. He jokes about the seven surgeons and right away looks at Mark very astutely, evaluating whether his delivery got Mark to crack a smile. Addiction is an abyss, but I do hope he has the courage to climb out of it.

Once he told that story of the baby shoes….man, my heart just broke. I hope to see an update on him, I want to see him succeed! He deserves the world, I hope he knows that. It’s getting cold in LA, it was 35 degrees when I woke up at 5 to go to work this morning. I hope everyone was able to stay warm last night. Every tent I drive by makes me feel nothing but shame that there are HUMAN BEINGS living in them. I had a partner at work recently speak so negatively and harshly about the homeless, probably never volunteered in a shelter a day in his life. Let alone hear their stories. I just looked at him and said, “Since when did we decide these people were unworthy? At the end of the day, they’re still human beings that deserve better than they’ve been given.” and proceeded to not speak to him for the remaining twenty minutes of our drive. I was fuming.

This man is not completely lost. He still has his emotions. I will pray for him.

We hear you Everett!! Your friends hear you and want to help! Stay strong - Melbourne is sending their love and support!!!

“I don’t have an office to go to right now and eat” just hit me so hard in my lungs I cannot breathe right now

He's clearly very intelligent and is just stuck in a bad way. I have so much love for him

That baby slipper story really touched me. If you have ever been in a place in life where you have little to nothing and survival is day to day, you know how that feels for someone to steal what little you have of value from you. I haven’t cried in a very long time damn. Great interview even greater person thanks for this.

This is the most heartfelt interview to date. I’ve seen hundreds!!! The trap that drugs put these good souls in is heart wrenching 😥

He’s right a lot of people take for granted being able to look half decent everyday👍 ( I feel for them and his story inspires me,seems like a great guy )

Dude seems like he is a legit kind and good soul.

The scary thing is this guy's life could have been so different. My thoughts are with you Everret.

I cried during this interview. I had to donate. Everett is one of the most articulate, genuine and beautiful people I've seen on this channel. Mark please help him as much as you can! We ALL make bad choices in life people should not be judged or denied access to shops/basic needs. Sending you all my ❤ and positivity Everett. I hope everything gets better for you soon!

Everett, you know what you have to do to “win”. You can do it, we all wanna see an update with you sober and headed to a better life. ❤️ much luck to you.

Not all of these make me cry, though many do. This one did. A lot. Bless Everett. I hope he can find some help and rest and peace.

I’m so sorry Everett. Whoever took the bag with the baby shoes will pay 10 fold, trust me. I cried with you during your story. Life is not fair sometimes. 😢

Everett you have a good heart. Your reaction to the unconditional love of your grandmother is obvious. You need support and help. Utilize the VA and all the services they have. That's what they are there for. You deserve all the second chances you need ( or 20th or 22nd chances). You have to love yourself. I am concerned you may have a neurological condition that may be causing the poor posture and lost muscle mass in your upper body. Please go to a doctor ASAP. You deserve help. You are a good person. You are worth it. Go to the doctor today. Ask Mark for help and take it!!!

Such a kindhearted guy. I hope he gets the help he needs. After hearing his story, I will definitely be less judgmental towards homeless people who I see in the street. Thank you Mark for making these videos so we can see what others go through. I love your channel so much.

I'd love to give Everett the best of whatever he needed. He seems like such a kind, gentle soul that just feels to cold shoulder of life right now. Hang in there, Everett. I hope someone watching that is local can give him some extra help.

Everett, you took care of the slippers..two years is taking care of them. Your tears are so genuine. 💕

His granny must have given him so much love. “My grandmother still believed in me even that point in my life… that’s (the slippers) all I had to help me have a better day.” I cried with Everett while he talked about his grandmother.

Damn, when this man sobbed... my heart goes out to you, wherever you are tonight. I'm deeply sorry life has been so tough for you. Wish I could give you a solid, meaningful hug.

Everett's a good human! Really breaks my heart to see him cry in such sorrow. I absolutely hate street drugs. 12 years of Adderall did me in, as well. May Everett heal! Sending much love to Everett from SoTexas!

"That was my connection to a better day" Wow. Your heart is pure, man.

Someone take Everett surfing and then to the VA the next morning ☺️ he has a gentle heart and needs some external support since he’s too humble to ask for help.

Keep on keepin on brother. You can still do it. Life is set up to give you as many chances as you need. You can always get better.

The moment about his great grandmothers shoes might be the hardest thing I’ve watched on this channel.

You showed us you share the big- heartedness of your Sweet Grandma! As a grandmother myself, l can almost guarantee that she would have been more hurt about your tears than about the fact that the slippers were stolen ( especially since it was through no fault of your own! ). In reality, you taking care of them for 2 years was quite an accomplishment. I am sure l'm not the only person who saw great potential in you. The world needs more good men like you! I have faith in you, Son.! Wishing you all the best in 2021.

When he started crying, my heart dropped to the floor. I just want you to know that I love you very much and I really wish and pray that life gets better for you and you get clean.

This one really hurt. Ask for help man you CAN do it. It seems so long and far now but it's not. I'm just coming out the other side of a rough life to know you can do it. Don't stop looking or asking for help. You CAN DO IT.

Man I can feel his pain. I've been clean off fentanyl for 7 weeks. This opiate addiction has been the hardest thing I've ever been through. I've been on methadone for over 5 years I was using methadone and fentanyl everyday for the past 2 years. I'm still on methadone. Maybe one day I will be able to kick it as well but for now I'm happy to be clean off the fentanyl.

Nothing but peace and love all the way from the East Coast, I know how terrible addiction is bro, I live it. Just try to stay positive and spiritual, we can never lose hope

There are so many stories that I’ve watched. I followed this channel for years…. But recently I’ve felt so connected to people struggling with addiction. You can look at Everrett and see that he’s a beautiful man….. addiction has stolen everything from him …. I hope that he can find the strength to take his life back. It’s never too late!!!

Everett please heed your own advice and don't give up on yourself! Please go to the VA and get enrolled into the system. They will help you obtain housing and help you with your addiction, your medical needs and job placement. You earned it! As a fellow veteran l'm praying for you and hope to see a follow-up how things turned around for you. Please go to the VA.

Everett: " the connection to a better life" is in the love you have to your grandma and the beautiful memories you lived with her. It hurts so much to loose something so important to you😭. God bless you and I hope you find something better to your life. 🙏💕🙏💕🙏💕

When I was addicted, I used to keep my belongings at my Father's house, and all I had was a backpack. After my Grandfather passed away, I came back from Arizona with a few items that were my Grandfather's, a couple hats, some antiques. Those items ended up at my Father's place. One day, I went to my Father's to pick up all my stuff and found out he threw away everything. I was completely shattered. I understand what this man went through with his grandmother's stuff.

Please please do a follow up. I have watched many of these and this interview has really hit my heart.

So much pain, that’s just pouring out. Prayers he finds help and a listening ear to process all the hurt in his life before it’s too late. Peace be with you Everett.

Out of the countless number videos of yours that I've seen Mark, this one is by far the most heart breaking. I pray that Everett is getting the help he wants, as it appears from a lot of the comments that there are quite a few of people who love him, miss him, and want to support him any way they can. I am praying for you Everett!!

Everette you seem to be such a gentle soul. Thank you for sharing with us how much it hurt when your bag was stolen. Releasing the pain you are carrying is a part of healing. I had a lump in my throat watching your video. I just wanted to give you hug. Also, thank you for your service. Your Grandparents would want you to be good to yourself. Even though you don’t like to ask for help I hope that you ask for help get the help. You deserve to be good to yourself and do things you want to do (like you said) Praying for you 🙏🏽

This is my favorite video. I feel this dude so hard. I live in Melbourne where he is from and he's right, the beach here is a spiritual place. And when asked what his biggest regular was he said moving away from the beach I've also had that same regret once and that's why I came back. I really hope this dude makes it out of the streets. I need an update on this dude please!!!!

I’m from Florida and I know exactly where he’s from. I’m sorry for this guy he seems like he might be able to pull himself out of this

You’re so real Everett. Thank you for your honesty and you have a good soul. Just sick with a disease. Please enter a detox or get help. You are so worth it!

Really love this guy…wish we could help him somehow. This video was his break, thank you

Aww I wish people weren't so mean to other people. This guy Is so sweet. Please try and keep your head up. Your grandma forgives you. She would want to see you get some help. Maybe try to get into a detox place or a MAT Program. Than you can slowly start to rebuild a life for yourself. I'm rooting for you!!!

Will be thinking of Everett long after I've watched this. Such a sad story, lovely guy I wish him well and really hope someone helps him

hearing a homeless guy tell me not to give up was the most inspirational thing I've ever heard

I see so much potential in you Everett, don't give up.

Everett is such an intelligent man. I hope he can find peace and start his life over. He served our country, he deserves so much more. Thank you for your service Everett.

I feel so bad for him... I hope he can get some help or learn to help himself. Such a kind person, he seems.

Mark is SO GOOD at letting people talk. Letting them work out their words, letting them feel their feelings. He doesn't comfort them tell them it's okay, he doesn't ask a different question, he just let's them be. Sometimes nothing is the perfect thing to say, it's very powerful

Wow, I've got some heavy duty compassion for the dude.

Everett, you have held on to the most important thing - yourself!! You are still here with your big heart! You need to mean as much to yourself as the baby slippers do, but I know that's no easy ask. You meant way more than the skippers to your grandma, and she would want you to take care of you more than anything. You're worth being safe and happy ❤

This is truly heartbreaking but he's so funny, he cracked me up 2 or 3 times. You see he's a good guy who just navigates through difficult times.

Mark, Some of these interviews make me want to crawl through my screen and scoop them up and help them. Thank you again for the help that you do provide. Its definitely not about an interview. Your one amazing human🥰

Mark, you’re killing me with these stories. The pain is unbelievable. I’m so sorry

I love this guy and his honesty..very cool dude..Stay safe man..Ill be praying for you!!!