TRUE STORY...... I had 4 miscarriages and after I had the 4th miscarriage I remember one day as I sat at my desk and I thanked God I at least had been blessed with 2 sons and accepted I wasnt going to have more. Then I heard clear audibly voice in my head say ..."your going to have more kids when you get older" It was so clear that I responded with a chuckle..." yeah I wouldnt doubt it I will have more kids once Im older" About 3 years after, I got pregnant 3 times and had 2 daughters back to back and a twin boys ( 4 more kid). I knew of God but I didnt know God! Last year when Jesus saved me and I was reading the bible I came to Genesis 18:12 and I almost fell off my chair, Sarah had similar response😵😵 And heres another kicker one of my twins is named Issac🤣😮 I cant make up this story! God is incredible☝️☝️
Thank you for your story. I recently miscarried for a second time. It’s hard to understand how God can allow miscarriages. I don’t want to feel this way again but it’s never any guarantees.
When you said any trauma can divide us from God I felt that. I'm struggling so much with my miscarriage and I don't know HOW to give it to God. I'll say it out loud that I trust in him and I give my pain to him, but I still FEEL so heavy and depressed and sad. But I really appreciated this video. Especially the prayer at the end. Thank you❤️
I experienced this too so I know what you are feeling I've just been staying in prayer and His word to keep me going but I have my moments when cry to myself! But I believe that God has a amazing plan for us and that He will never leave us nor forsake us and even though we may not understand it right now! God knows best and I believe that He will open and Bless our wombs so that we can carry a healthy child full term in Jesus name! We thank you in advance Lord!
Had a stillbirth 2 months ago and still struggle with the loss especially because it was my first child. Really wanted my baby girl. They say everything happens for a reason, but the hardest part is waiting for the reason to come along
I’m currently going through a miscarriage and my faith is struggling. I was crying to my husband last night how I don’t see God’s hand in any of this. It keeps going from bad to worse my situation. And the hope of a rainbow baby so out my reach being as I am almost 41…God promises He works all things for our good but I’m so angry right now I wanna scream “how is this for my good that by baby died?!” . Will my arms ever be full or is this it?! I can’t fathom how to have joy again even though I am praying, reading scripture and singing praises. I feel stuck and like I can’t get out of this fog.
I’m so sorry to read about your loss. I’m experiencing my third miscarriage in 11 months as I write this. I’ll be praying for you. Keep fighting and begging God for that peace that surpasses understanding and it WILL come. Your feelings of anger, searing grief, frustration are all valid, expected and normal. Ride those waves of emotions as they come. Ask believers around you to pray with you and for you. The enemy will press in and have you believe joy is impossible but that’s a lie. Keep praying, reading and singing praises as you said you are. God hears your hallelujah no matter how broken it is, fall into Him and he’ll lift you up.
@@saral621 I’m so sorry for your loss as well…thank you for your prayers and encouragement. Praying we both will be lifted up may our arms be blessed to hold our rainbow babies in His timing ❤️
Im sorry for your loss. It is so difficult and the agony that comes in waves is so hard to face. I just had a miscarriage two weeks ago. It my third in 10 mos . I feel angry at times but I am still drawn to God . I feel so hurt. My pastor's last sermon was about dwelling in God's word, for us to preach the gospel to ourselves to keep us focused on Jesus. Its a difficult journey but our faith in Jesus will carry us. We will see our babies in heaven, they are with Jesus.❤
I recently experienced a miscarriage in which left me, my husband, and family sad. I know God is mending our broken hearts. I wish i understood why it happened but i know i have to trust in the Lord. Right now its hard for me to congratulate anyone on their pregnancies, or even attend a baby shower or gender reveal I know this is not of God so im believing in Him to help me with this🙏❤️
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I’m sorry. I’m going through the same. And I know that I’ve been isolating because I don’t want to sin and be envious of others. The enemy wants us to see others and feel anger and jealousy….but I will say that God is healing me little by little and last week when my sister told me my cousin was having twins I was able to send prayers love and peace for her and her babies.
@sylviamontero6030 Amen! That's a Blessing that you were able to send love and prayers her way💖I know you gave the devil a black eye with that one☺️ I'm so sorry to hear that you're experiencing the same thing but I thank God that He's healing our minds and hearts concerning that. I must say that since I made this post the Lord has healed my heart more. I know I still have a ways to go but I'm grateful for even the small steps. I thank you so much for sharing your testimony with me it brought tears to my eyes. I pray that God continues to Bless you abundantly! And that He opens Many! Doors in your life💖🙏
Great video I went through a stillbirth a few months ago hardest thing me and my husband had to go through Yahuah has been so good even though I question well why does he allow people to have children that don’t want their children or even people that abuse them but when you are trying to live for him and want or have children it does not go as planned it hurts a lot but I know we are in a fallen world and we need to chase the kingdom and let God heal us and trusting him in our pain and lost
I am so sorry to hear of your loss Anna. That grief is so deep, but I am so glad that the Father has been a comfort in this difficult time. I have written a variety of blog posts about emotional healing: thebiblicalnutritionist.com/blog/emotional-freedom/ I hope that they bless you.
I just read the verse yesterday from Isaiah 55:8-9, Higher are His thoughts, His ways ...He knows better than I ever...thank you for sharing. Brought tears to my eyes. I am so thankful for His love, redemption and healing. Praying for health and faith to bond with Him and increase during the time we are here. LORD, lead us through. Thank You for uniting us through Your love.
So as a believer in god, you are more comfortable with god having your child then you getting to rise it, feed it, love it, and then have your child make you a grandparent? Like you would rather god get to share those moments with your kid instead of you?
Hi Jon, I feel your pain, because it is obviously also my own. I do not claim to have answers but here are some things I've thought. We live in a very cursed and godless society, and the promises to the Jewish people were based upon their obedience; maybe its that we're not following as the early church did as there are basically no genuine healings either. So this could be a consequence of a poor walk with God or maybe a collective punishment on nations, falling upon the whole nation, not sure. In all the churches I've gone to there were women with recurrent miscarriages. Some even gave their entire lives to raising children in orphanages, and they seemed very holy. So I'm not sure this logic can hold. Then there is the idea that the old covenant is obviated by the new, such that now we are not protected from sufferring but drawn in with Christ whom the devils destroyed bodily. This definitely seems to suck but its plausible. After taking an inventory of personal sin, I don't think there's any benefit to evaluating the loss. Because at the end of the day nothing is reversed until the Regeneration. Even being angry at God doesn't help. One only feels more defiled and graceless. There are some people who gracefully handle insane loss, unfair loss, and who still continue helping other people instead of dying in their pain. In a way, they have no other choice. If by angry words they could make God reverse their sufferring I'm sure they would say them. Instead, they find a way to be more graceful than the incredible shit hand they got. Maybe this is glorifying to God because is there anything worse than the repeated loss of children? Surely not. So if some Christian manages to survive that and retain their faith, it might encourage others who are going through much less. Especially if they don't try to cover it or sociopathically act happy. No, my loss is real, but the good that God put in me is greater than what the devil steals. It is lile a man who runs a charity and their house is burned. With tears, with sorrow...he does the only thinkable thing. He gathers up the wreckage, and rebuilds just so maybe he can still help 1/10th of the people he could have helped. Because while this world is monstrously unfair, he is not. He can rise above his shitty circumstances because he is spiritually stronger than the worst this world can do. I have had abusive narcessistic parents. I have been demeaned all my life. I have been shunned for calling the church to a life of actual giving and unhypocritical mercy extending both to animals and the poor. I have had schizophrenia, pyschosis, rejection from all, and the loss of children now. Many days I am tempted to suicide but I am trying to be honorable and hold out and help people even disabled. I also have anhedonia and derealization. I do feel like this is a monstrous cage but I know the devil is the god of this world and the only thing I know of the real God is the feeling I have to still want to do good despite horrific pain I wouldn't wish on anyone. I am angry at God for His passivity and not protecting me, but at the same time I hold out hope all anger and bitterness will depart at the regeneration. Then I won't even have a memory of this. That is the only way forward, to think my child is already closer than I am to the regeneration, the only thing worth living for. Hope this helps.
After 14 year of struggling with out a baby i got conceived by 2 IVF but after 6 week it was found tht baby dnt hv heart beat....I am 41 and losing hope .....dnt even feel to pray angry at my self angry at god
The only way through is to think of the Regeneration. Our hope is not in this world. Your baby will be there as will mine. Remember Jesus said the devils can destroy bodies here but not souls. Lazarus died full of sores. Stephan was stoned. There may be some legal right demons have here. It ends at the Regeneration. Job got back his 10 children, my guess is in the Regeneration. I don't want you to miss it because of the evil god of this world which is not our world.
God Bless you, Olga! You can ask God what he would like you to do. Just know that the miscarried child is in heaven where there is no pain or suffering. I also had a miscarriage. I haven't stoped trying to have a child but each person has their own journey. If you'd like to hear my testimony my channel is ru-vid.com/show-UCTG5y1kMt0baxhTLR2g0Gfg
"Believe in the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be SAVED, and thy HOUSE" - Acts. Notice this PROMISE held true for NOAH and his FAMILY during the FLOOD "8 PEOPLE WERE SAVED". And SODOM and GOMMORAH - LOTS FAMILY were SAVED. Gods PROMISES are for us and our "SEED" - ie., CHILDREN.
