FIRST DAY OF CANCER CHEMOTHERAPY *emotional* 

WE GOT THIS 💙 THANK YOU FOR BEING PART OF MY RU-vid FAMILY 💙 My RU-vid Family is growing every single day! I cannot believe how many of you have subscribed and are following my journey. Thank you so much for your love, comments and prayers. Don’t forget to subscribe to join my RU-vid Fam. I am trying to update you guys daily on IG so if you want to, follow me on IG @tiffanythinks I love you soo much xxx 💙💙💙

This message is for your mom, Tiffany: Mama, I know that you are going through a difficult time right now, worrying about your daughter’s health, and watching her go through treatment. This has not been an easy time. The reason I know this is because, like you, my daughter was critically ill at one point, with a life-threatening infection. The feelings of worry were overwhelming and crushing. There were many, many prayers sent up and my daughter recovered. Just like Tiffany will recover. She is young, strong, smart, and has a strong support system and a positive attitude. Keep the faith, even when things get scary and you don’t know what to do. Just be there. Cuddle her. Offer her your healing food. And mostly pray. Tiffany will get through this, and so will you

You're scared of the unknown - as anyone would be. You'll feel much better once today is behind you and you know what to expect. I promise.

I’m so happy … stay strong … I’m a doctor and I have seen soo many patients tolerate chemotherapy soo well and eventually being cured … so why can’t you?!!! You are a strong woman … you will defeat cancer ..i am confident. Just stay strong and positive.

Please don’t dismiss your feelings. You are incredibly strong but in moments of weakness, allow yourself to feel sad and scared. They aren’t bad feelings - it’s normal to feel all the emotions considering what you’re going through. Of course, we want you to stay strong but just wanted to remind you it’s okay to feel what you feel. ♥️

This post breaks my heart. It makes me remember my own cancer journey 12 years ago. The first day of chemo was terrifying. I got through the first one and 6 more sessions after that. You will get through it sweetheart! Sending you a million hugs 🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰

I think you reflect what any of us would feel - fear, dread, hope, courage. I will say you have more courage than I ever would. You're an inspiration to a lot of people.

Tiffany, you are amazing! I’m a Chemo Nurse and it broke my heart knowing how much fear you had before your chemo treatment. It’s ok to cry; I wished I was there with you to let you know you were ok and you ARE going to be healthy and look back on this period in your life and do exactly what you’re doing; being extremely grateful for so many things. Your positivity is so inspiring. The unknown is super scary but you got through it so gracefully. You inspire me every time I watch your videos. You are right; we’re all here for you, crying with you; praying along side of you. I’m so proud of you and I’m thankful you have your wonderful supportive family to help get you through this rough time. Hugs Lisa xxoo

I'm here because I start my chemo journey tomorrow (stage IIB breast cancer). I'm so grateful to have found your channel at the beginning of my journey and I truly feel I was guided to find your videos and words. You're an amazing woman and I hope your good days will outweigh the hard ones. We got this

“This is the beginning of my cure....”. YES!!! Praying and cheering for you every day :)

I'm rooting for you. Youv got people in every timezone in your corner ! You are NOT alone. Let us be your outlet or any bit of peace you need. ❤❤

Omg… I love your mom… when she held your face and told u about the juice. I can feel how much she loves u.

You got this. Your attitude is great. Don’t sweat the small stuff. Family is the only thing that matters. Get well soon. From California, USA

Sending you an abundance of prayers, healing and love. You've got this!

Your vulnerability is so courageous. You are a beautiful person inside and out and I see you beating this, valiantly! You got this!! Sending you a biiiiig hug!

An abundance of love, light and prayers to you all Tiffany. Watching you being prayed for and pray was so emotional. So much love x

Oh Tiffany, this was such a poignant and beautiful video (albeit a sad one). You are so strong, as you say, and you have the prayers of your family and of us to carry you through this chapter in your life. You carry light in your heart, which we can see through your selflessness and kindness. I hope that chemo helps to heal you, and that soon this will all just be part of another memory and another time. I came close to death aged 17, and now at 23 it really does feel like a different lifetime. Following you and sending you and your loved ones positivity and warmth every step of the way. 💖✨

You’re such a special person … thank you for being so open … you’re helping so many people. WEVE GOT YOU!!!!

Honestly, my heart goes out to you, you’re such a strong woman, and I can’t wait for many more videos. Big hugs XX

You’ve got this Tiffany! You are amazing!! Sending prayers and love! 🙏❤️

Praying for you!! Matt is such a good partner to you, I'm so happy you have people around you that are so supportive. All my love xx

Tiffany- you have all of our support, plus you have an amazing support system- your mom and matt are truly angels from heaven for you- they are so sweet, supportive and honestly it makes me so happy to see that you have that in your life. Throughout this journey that you have been Vlogging, I see how selfless you really are. You truly put others before yourself and it is so evident in all your videos. You are the energy that the world needs more of and thank you for just being YOU. Your good heart, authentic nature and kind soul is the reason why everyone loves you and is so supportive of you. I know you will get through this hun, you got this and we are all here for you!

Of course we got this! We are all behind you Tiffany! You can do this!❤️❤️❤️❤️

I was literally just thinking of you when this video popped up. You are an amazing amazing human being! And your family warms my heart! You’ve got this Tiffany!

Thinking of you & your lovely family Tiffany. Thank You for your beautiful positivity & highlighting the most important things in life, def not to be taken for granted. You’ve got this 💛

You are such an angel, and you are surrounded by angels caring for you! What a blessing your mom and boyfriend are. You got this Tiffany.

Tiff you are amazing! You are an absolute inspiration, i could not handle this situation the way you are, you are such a strong woman and so caring for others when you're going through this, what a true warrior you are! We got this girl! Lots of love and prayers 💙🙏🏻

Sweet girl, my thoughts and prayers are with you ❤️ My mom went through chemo exactly a year ago and today is cancer free-- I feel truly in my heart that a year from now you will be able to say the same. You are the most radiant soul, and you really do got this!

You've got this beautiful girl! I watch all your posts but don't usually comment. I just want to say, you can do this! I've been where you are and I can feel every single emotion you're going through. Keep that gorgeous smile and positive outlook, you'll come out the other side of this even stronger than you already are. Love and hugs xx

It’s okay to be scared! Trust in God he’s with you throughout this journey! Sending hugs and prayers 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻

I’m praying for you sweetheart. You are so right U got this. You are such a ray of sunshine.

You have no idea how inspiring you are. I went thru the same thing with my mom and dad and I realized the scariest part is the unknown. The first time is the hardest but then you will be fine. They have come a long way with making treatment easier. I’m sending you positive and healing vibes.

Tiffany, I am on this journey with you and know you will be triumphant!! You have a treatment plan and that can be counted as one of your big blessings 🙌 Your cancer CAN be treated and in turn WILL be beaten. Each time you think to yourself "why me??", scream out loud "TRY ME!!". Easier said than done BUT once that 1st chemo appointment is done and you hear your numbers from tests getting better, you will beat this. Love and light all the way from South Africa🇿🇦

Tiffany- God Bless You! You are handling this with such grace. You deserve all the love and blessings from everyone. I will pray for you and your loved ones. Sending you love and light. 🙏🏽💜

Hi Tiffany, I am sending you light, love & healing as you start chemo. We love you & we are praying for you. You've got this! Be brave. 💙

You are so strong! I’ve learned strength isn’t not being scared. It’s when we’re scared and put one foot in front of the other anyways. The fact that you’re sharing your journey, along with your vulnerabilities is such a gift to so many others. Another thing I’ve learned that might be helpful is there are no “shoulds” in terms of feelings. You feel what you feel. And all feelings are okay. Even the scary ones. And usually they will come in waves. You are so loved and supported and can lean on your loved ones, including us whenever you want. We are all here for you. You are such a loving, giving person and so reaching out if and when you need to gives others the chance to comfort you. You will get through this and come out even stronger. Sending love and hugs. 💕💕

Your doing amazing . You are so strong . We are all with you and we will all be with you until you have your final treatment! ❤❤🙏🙏

Anyone facing this would feel exactly the same, you have a wonderful support system there, with Matt and mum, and I know they are taking good care of you. Also you have your faith, which will give you strength. You’ve got this. Love you beautiful girl. X

❤️ sending warm prayers your way Tiffany!! Keep being your wonderful self!!

You have got this lovely , your amazing and strong and we are all praying for you , your such a sweet girl i cant wait to see you come out the other side and fighting fit you will beat this!!! we are with you every step of the way xxxx

Many, many people from all over the world are sending you light, love, and prayers. You have touched us all with your strength, beauty, and positive attitude. Please know that we are here. Thank you for sharing your experience. This helps others who are going through a similar journey. Hugs from San Diego, California.

you are the literal sweetest human being I have ever witnessed in my whole life. Bless your sweet sweet soul Tiffany xo

All I want to go is give a huge hug , I've got tears down my face just watching you . Love you Tiffany . Your just beautiful inside and out . Xxx

Tiffany, you are gorgeous, and so sweet. Praying for your full recovery. ❤️🙏🏻❤️🙏🏻

Praying for your healing. You have all the support you need in your faith, family, friends, and your youtube fam! Many blessings to you. You are an inspiration to us all. Thank you for sharing your journey.

You're so brave! Thank you for sharing this with us. We all love you. Praying for you Tiff xxxxx

Thank you for being so open and raw with us. We are all learning so much from your strength, fears, empathy and gratitud 💗. You got this 👊🏻!!! Praying for you always ♥️

I don’t think you will ever understand how powerful your journey is for all of us! When you was in the hospital telling us to be grateful for what we have and to stop putting pressure, I burst in to tears. Your so right Tiffany! Life is so precious! Honestly your journey is so magical! Im so proud to be part of it and to be following you every step of the way! You got this Tiffany! WE GOT THIS 💕💕

Hey Tiffany :) i fully agree with your speech about being happy/living your best life, i am so so lucky to have good health and in general a good life but i am somebody who tends to be negative and moaning about stuff. Since finding your channel and watching your videos you have inspired me to be more positive and put things in prospective , this has helped me massively so thank you so much for making them , "We've got this " :) !!

You’ve got this, Tiffany! We’re all here for you!💙💙💙💙💙

I’m so glad you are doing well and keeping strong you are such courageous and beautiful person . We are all here rooting for you and Gods grace is sufficient and he is by your side through the ups an downs you are going to fight this and be just fine . Sending you love and light ❤️❤️❤️

Love, prayers & hugs to you Tiffany! ❤️🙏🏾🤗 God, family, friends & your RU-vid family have all got your back. We’ve got this!!!❤️❤️❤️

It's okay to cry, crying with you hun - this is an extremely hard chapter, sending you lots of love. Keep fighting, your loved and supported, you got this! Thank you for sharing this journey - the resilience your showing, your strength and the raw emotion is something many of us connect with, we're all praying with you and sending you positive energy.

You’re such a beautiful girl , such an inspiration. God bless you and your lovely family. You got this ! Xx❤️🙏🏻

You are amazing! You did awesome. You are blessed with so much love. You got this🤗💗

You’ve so got this!!! Prayers for a speedy recovery.

Have been thinking of you on this day. So many of us are with you. That is the amazing thing. Praying for you, Tiffany. Be strong. Say prayers, God is with you.

You’re such a lovely person. Thank you for sharing your journey. Hugs and love to you. 🙏

The love and care Matt shows you is just the sweetest

Tiffany, I'm sending you so much thoughts and prayers. A few of my close family members have taken this journey - but one thing to remember is; you're not alone, and you're so strong!

You’re so sweet and strong! I’m sorry that you’re going through this. You’re such a beautiful person:)

You are so strong Tiffany , stronger than you think. You were just frightened beforehand and that’s completely normal. Keep strong, you can get through anything with the love of your family. Lotsa love and strength sent ❤️ #yougotthis

Soooo proud of you! Very commendable, Tiffany. You’ve got this 🧡

this rly moved me i genuinely wish you so much hope and love

Sending you love and prayers. You’ve got this! Blessings to you. ❤️

So happy your treatment went so well, you’ve got this and so much love surrounding you💙

Beautiful soul, you are an inspiration! God bless you 💖

You are so right in saying we should be more focused on happiness as it is often not easy and overwhelming. Sending you lots of hugs and well-wishes Tiffany!

First day down and first day/step to your recovery journey!! WE GOT THIS! You have an amazing support system!

You are a warrior! Your fears are reasonable! Nobody as beautiful, young and full of life should have to face what you are facing. You are a brave fighter and you DO have this! Sending you lots of positive, healing energies 🙏🙏🙏❤️❤️❤️💐💐😇😇

You done so well Tiffany very proud of you, just remember we are all with you and we will never leave you. Love and hugs we got this.xx💙💐

Oh, your mum is so wonderful! The hugs - and you do have this! It's difficult, but like you say it's the start of what will make you better.

i love how supportive your family is ❤️❤️❤️❤️ i feel like that makes all the difference. wishing you the best on this journey!!!

This makes me cry..you are being so brave..it makes me ashamed for falling apart over literally everything lately. We are all out here rooting for you and praying for you.

Girl no it's ok to cry this stuff is scary 😭 you got this hun we are all here for you 💗 and God is always here

You truly are an amazing beautiful lady…sending you so much love to you!! You got this girl 🤍 xxx

Tiff you've got this. Our blessed virgin is right beside you, draw from her strength. Praying and rooting for you.

Thank you for sharing your journey with all of us. Your honesty and positivity is a true inspiration. You have an amazing support team and you'll continue to be in my prayers.

Praying for you, sweet girl. I'm so thankful your first Chemo is in the books. We got this!! Praying hard in Springfield, Missouri!

Sending you a big hug! You got this! ❤️

I just want to wish you the very best Tiffany on your cancer journey..your positivity shines through and you are so lovely as. Is your lovely boyfriend and family, much love ❤️

Sending you so much love, cuddles, and optimism during your chemo journey

You certainly have got this Tiffany - many supporters and a beautiful positive attitude in prayfulness. God bless you abundantly!

What a blessing. Out of this tragedy God is blessing you with wisdom and knowledge. Every situation in life, good or bad, has a purpose. Try and understand the lesson and gather those nuggets of wisdom and use your journey to help others. Sending you big hugs!!!❤️❤️

We've got this Tiff, you are so strong. Love you so much 💙💙💙

My dear girl, you are one of the bravest people around. It's perfectly normal to be scared. It's okay to be scared and emotional. This is the beginning of one of the hardest things you will experience in your lifetime and you're handling it with such grace and courage. Cry if you feel like you need to , there's absolutely nothing wrong with that. Your friends and family and Matt seem like they're very supportive, lean on them when you need to. You'll find that by leaning on them, it will help them feel like they're helping you , especially since they can't be with you in the treatment room. This is the beginning of your Cancer battle but you'll get thru it and win to live a long and happy life. I'll keep you in my prayers.

Hello Tiffany, I'm so glad to see that you got through the first session ok, yes you got this!! I am encouraged by your strength and faith. May God continue to watch over you and heal you completely. Praying for you, lot of love from Washington DC.

I get tears watching you !! No wonder att loves you !, you ARE PRECIOUS !!

So, so, happy to see your video as I have been thinking of you so much. Congratulations on your first big step towards healing. So sad u had to go in on your own, how hard for you. You have done the biggest step now, your first chemo day has been done. Should you feel rough, take comfort that the cancer is hating it more! Your beautiful personality wants to shield everyone from sadness darling, but, there are bound to be times when you need to share your feelings. Please, please, allow yourself to do this. This is really important. God will walk you through the days ahead and will send you strength on days when you feel weak. Rest heaps as chemo will make you tired. Put on a good movie and cuddle up too your wonderful guy! My prayers will stay with you throughout your journey. Love xx❤️🙏💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐💐

You are such a beautiful person with a heart of love...your positive attune will cure you...stay strong and keep your faith strong..you will get through this...

Glad to see you drinking. Glad to see that beautiful breakfast. Glad to see you with so much love around you. You are brave and strong. Even if your are scared and cry, it's OK. I am sending you love and healing. Sending love also to your family. It made me so happy to feed and care for my husband when he had cancer.

I keep thinking of you tiffany, how amazing you are and the attitude you have! I'm so happy for you that you have such a wonderful warm and supportive family it makes such a difference and so much easier to go through this hard time! Your boyfriend also seems to be amazing I'm sure it's very hard on him to watch his sweetheart go thru this !! But just keep up it great attitude and keep that smile on your face, your so gorgeous inside and out . WISHING YOU LOTS OF LUCK AND YES YOU WILL GET THROUGH THIS ONE DAY AT A TIME!!!!!

You have such a special presence. You make people want to be better and more kind, it is such a unique attribute. I’m hoping your treatment goes smoothly and you are cured of this cancer. You are a beautiful person inside and out 💗

I thought it was really important what you said about not stressing and not putting too much pressure on yourself and that includes on yourself in relation to your cancer battle. It's okay to cry, it's okay to be sad, it's okay to need your family and for them to see you vulnerable. I had guilt too when I battled Stage 2 Breast Cancer. I had a year of treatment including six chemo treatments, three surgeries, radiation and five years of hormone blockers. It gave me a whole new perspective on life, and my number one takeaway is that we have to be live out of love and to let ourselves be loved. We become human through the unconditional love learnt through caring for those who may never be able to reciprocate. It's good to let yourself be cared for. It's important both for you and those around you. Sending all my love in your journey!

You are so sweet. I agree with other comments that it is fear of the unknown. Remember we are all here lifting you up in your journey through your cancer treatments. You also have your wonderful family & boyfriend supporting you. Kick cancers butt‼️

Darling we love you !! We hope you get better soon!! Your beautiful and we are your RU-vid family .. forever in our preys xxxxx

Love you sweet girl... Hugs & prayers.. you"re such a blessing to me

Yes, my dear, WE'VE got this! I would have been worried if you weren't scared going in for the first time but you are so brave and you powered through just as I knew you would. Knowing today was the 1st chemo I prayed for you this morning before my feet even touched the floor and the prayers will continue. Hugs to your sweet, adorable mom too. It is a very hard thing for her to watch and not be able to "fix" it for her lovely daughter but she is doing so well and I also pray daily for her. Take it easy as possible and let the medicine do it's magic. The meds are your army and at this very moment, they are doing a great battle for you. They are your soldiers and they and you and God will be victorious! Sending {{{{ HUGS }}}}

You got this!!! You are brave, strong and beautiful in and out!!! God bless you ❤️

Your smile and attitude are beautiful . The world needs more of you ❤️❤️sending love , prayers and hugs . To your mamma and Matt too.