I stopped missing you (the second one): “We go days without having a meaningful conversation. And I used to miss you so much when that happened, but it never seemed like you missed me. And I guess because of it, I stopped missing you.”
You didn’t show up for me: “You didn’t show up for me. You left me hanging and I had to do everything myself. I always have to. I am tired of doing everything myself. I am alone here. We were supposed to be in this together. If you knew the sacrifices that I have made, the things that I have given up, and the pieces of myself that I given away for you, and you treat me this way. And I have done nothing but fight for you. The least you could do is show up. Show up for me.”
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I had to choose being her ( my best friend) and you (the girl I crushed). I chose my best friend and now my best friend didn’t care for me like it was nothing new. I’m lost with neither, and now I have neither of them
@@youdragmyballs6093 I was the girl not chosen and crushed. Replaced by another whom was "only a friend". It hurts, and even wen you think you've moved on, it hurts again. I gave them another chance and they did it once more, so i just bled as i said "ok last try for sure". The thing is tries came and went and i think i might say again "this is your last" to show me who is yours. I would suggest let the girl be, because even if shes broken she'll survive. She'll survive only if you don't play with her again. You chose and had your consequences. I don't know if you're thinking of trying to heal the girl you crushed. But trust me, even if she lets you. That pain will always be there. I wish the person who broke my heart would've thought twice before coming back. Because i still love and they knew that. Because i can't give up and they knew that. Don't hurt or confuse her more if you only realize this after you were also tossed aside. Because what hurts far worse than being a second option? Knowing that you just let them.
VelaSteph I do not understand why I have been thrust in the middle of all this and wasn’t given a chance to speak my feelings about it. This is what I get. The unforgiving relentless unconditional love and at the end I still am kept in the dark by two people that meant the world to me. Alone with nothing but my lonely self up here. I think life is so much more than what I have excepted so far. If they cannot be honest with themselves, why would they be honest with me. Life goes on with or without there confused asses. I’m sorry but I need honesty and integrity of the two people who morally took everything good from me and have reeked havoc on my body, mind, and spirit. You two are selfish. Find God please for me. And let this please end now. I will move on. I will be fine. I know myself now and I’m resilient. Be the men you portrayed yourselves as. Give me my next chapter so I may move on from your sordid messes. Let me be someone’s honest woman and live my life to the fullest. Otherwise you both will reap what you’ve sewn. God knows all and let him bless my life for once. Stop this fight I’m sorry but I’m not sure I’ll make it to the end. I’m not sure I have anymore strength to fight for someone else’s fight. Let me go and live whatever life I have left. You two can do what’s rt by me. May Gods love bless both your hearts and souls to do His bidding for him. Don’t make me suffer more than necessary. In Gods name I do thee pray. May God bless us all.
And there was that small ounce of hope... That fragile, small ounce of hope that somehow found a secluded hideaway in the farthest corner of your beaten-downed heart, that even to this day, is still patiently waiting for that reunion. Waiting for the day where "Fate" would cut you a break for once, and allow you and that distinct-one person to cross paths again. Waiting for the opportunity to finally say what that person deserves to hear, everything that you've ever wanted to say to them. Whether it be anger, regret, pain, sadness; Whatever words that may fly out of your mouth that had been building up for endless days, endless years. The moment where you're finally allowed to be that person you used to be, just for a couple of minutes, before everything went to shit. Where you'll be able to tell them how much you've hated them throughout the years, but still managed to love them all the same. Where just thinking of them would feel as if a mountain were just placed on top of your chest. The pressure in your lungs making it difficult to breathe properly, suffocating you in a way water could never be able to do. How they've made it difficult for you to see the good in people, things, find purpose and meaning in yourself. How when they walked away, they took the very foundation of your own sense of worth and value with them. How you've had to learn how to love yourself, because they failed in loving you And it's still there, foolishly waiting. Why? Because you were never given the chance to be angry. To cry in front of them, just so they could see for themselves how broken you had become, how badly they had done you wrong. Your "right" was taken from you, along with everything else they were never supposed to selfishly take with them. And the first chance you get, you're going to take it back from them. Whether the reunion ends up going bad, or good, you know you'd walk away from them with your head held high, and that stolen innocence of who you used to be. You'd have a chance to re-acquaint yourself with the part of you they never deserved, they will never get back, or ever hold power over EVER again. Because you know who you are now. You know what you need, and want. And although a small part of you may still love them for who you thought they were, or used to be, you now know better than to fall for their deceit, their insecurities, their voided promises.
thank you, for being the way you are. that was beautiful. i don't know if you're interested in writing novels or anything like that, but you have talent. so, thank you for creating this :)
logan hughes Thank you for your kind words. I appreciate it. I actually am a writer. I’ve written stories and fan fics in regards to just about anything. But there’s no greater story than our own. Each one of us has a story worth telling. Sometimes it’s just a matter of speaking up about it.
Maybe they were broken. Maybe they had to go deep within and face their own demons. Maybe it wasn’t until they got their mind clear stepped back and really got honest with themselves that they were able to see the wreckage they caused in peoples lives. Maybe because they never saw your tears they didn’t think it mattered. Maybe this whole time they’ve been holding on to the person you were to them to guide them back from the depths of hell. Maybe they are making changes and doing things they never thought they could or were willing to before because of all that learned about themselves from someone like you. Maybe it took losing you to save themselves and they hate themselves that it was at the expense of someone like you heart. Maybe all they want to do is tell you how sorry they are how confused and lost they were and how they never thought they deserved someone like you. Maybe it was all supposed to happen this way so one day you could meet on common ground. Maybe they would take whatever you have to say and listen knowing you were right to feel all that’s things. Maybe they would take anything... over the silence.
3:59 You aren't leaving me I can't stay But I love you I love you Dont say it like you're saying it like good bye I love you in every way that I can ... I miss the future I might have had with you ... Thank you, for loving me. Hit me hard
I recently let go of a very close friend I loved so much because we changed so drastically, and I already regret it even though my other friends I needed to let him go but I couldn't, but I guess I finally did and came to my senses
Hi. So I wanted to say... thank you for this video, for relating to everyone and everything in this new hell of the world. Thank you. Where did you get the bokeh background?
I think I will use this for a video with my pony Kirby. Kirby was a hard horse to train and he was easily spooked and hard to control. His gaits were uncomfortable and he could never stand still. I love him, I always will. He means the world to me and we have been together 2 years. I love you Old Blue Eyes, always have, always will.
me in online classes listening to this why camera open: DONT CRY DONT CRY DONT CRY DONT CRY DONT CRY DONT CRY DONT CRY DONT CRY DONT CRY DONT CRY DONT CRY DONT CRY teacher: why are you crying? me: oh no-
I kind of did this to my wife, i wasn't a very good husband, never cheated or anything but still wasn't the husband I needed to be, I really changed her and it breaks me seeing what I did to her and who she became, we're going through divorce and I am full of guilt and hate towards myself because I did that too her, and now she's gone and I can never change those things I did, it is really eating away at me, I just hope she finds happiness and doesn't get treated like that again, I'm sorry
What sacrifices you had to do for me?Everytime you heard me crying was for you,because you were to stupid to believe one second in your life that I didn't want you while I left my job to have a better future with you and fight against my own family for you.And what I receive in return,a woman with kids who I have met without kids,thank you so much!
I was thinking of my father while listening to this im so sad that he dont treat me good its hard to not accept love from ur own father it sucks rlly...
He broke up with me because of her... and the saddest thing is that i even can't hate him (after 2 years i'm still thinking about us) But it will never be "us" again...
He was just too good for you. he couldn't handle your infinity love, cuz he had taken it for granted! One day someone will say that they love you and prove it! Don't worry💫
Thank you for loving Me as you have I feel so secured in our love 💕 you’ve given Me a wonderful life any women would love to have and ITS MINE💜💚🐧🐞🔐💍👑🌎l
"TRUE, & SHE WAS THERE, & EVERYTHING FOR HER, FOR ME, THERE WAS NEVER, A 'SHOW UP', FOR FAR TOO MANY YEARS, WALKING AWAY, & GOING, BACK ALONE, & SAD, SO SAD, "I 'REALLY DID'!!!..
Marty Burns in some cases it’s a communication issue. It’s all about perspective & what’s being discussed also everyone has a love language. Your way of communicating to her could be polar opposite of her love language .You have to learn hers & in return she learns yours only then will u be able to understand each other when both languages are understood then they come together No miscommunication . I speak from experience it took me some time to learn his & he mine . Remember this understanding both communication styles is key followed by trust loyalty friendship respect & unconditional Love I hope this helped 🦋
We don’t give up on the people we love right? so I am here where I have always been at home and alone. I did and do still truly miss you for sure but do you actually miss me? you’re my closest person who I speak to without words and that’s amazing and Unfound in this life we were effortless that to me is priceless babe. I haven’t chosen anyone but me right now as in this moment I choose to breathe. I love my people and that includes you too partner in crime 😉 there’s always a future for every soul including yours 💯 so you won’t give up as you’re a strong woman with a fucking pretty beautiful face and rocking body and amazing shadow Who I truly do love always have and always will ☮️😘❤️🌍🔥💯
Thank you My Love 😍 for giving Me Everything I deserve and have waited all My Life for I knew you were My Person on Our very first date even though WE became fast friends 👫 and established Our friendship on the phone 📲 it wasn’t until Our First Encounter And it wasn’t at having cocktails 🍹 or at the 50th Birthday bash or at the club or our hearts ♥️ beating as one dancing 💃 but rather it was late late night or early morning breakfast 🥞 because neither one of US wanted to say Goodbye I NEW THEN WHEN WE TALKED FOR HRS AND OUR HANDS TOUCHED FOR DAYS🥰😍😘🥰😍😘🥰💜💚
God ...I'm here in search of you whenever I have time...you are so restless ...but it is the nature of men to be so before the betrothal and after it women tends to be so .....
If you really love 💕 some one there is always one something to say to one another,for starters have a great day sweetie and I love 💕 you,be safe see you when you get .oh what would you like for dinner, loveyou
