as a trans teen im so grateful for older trans people who share about their experiences! it's so interesting to see your perspective. i'm so happy for you that you're finally coming in to your true self. i do think it's strange that youtube thinks your newer videos are made for kids? nonetheless great videos :)
That is the exact same question my psychiatrist asked me. One that I could not answer right away. I couldn't figure out why. And that bothered me. I sat and pondered for quite some time before I realized I felt uncomfortable in my body. Wow.
Andrew, Thanks for sharing this. I came out at the age of 43, and can relate to a lot of what you said. But, what I most appreciated was the warmth and kindness in your tone - Love for self; love for other trans folks.