0:33 “Without seeing it, you can’t understand it, right?” is one way to interpret that sentence but as a Japanese, I read it more like “Don’t even look at me cuz you won’t understand me, will you?”. Either way it’s so over…
@@GoldYoT Ask a trusted japanese speaker or use an actually good translator (I'd suggest deepL bc they have multiple tones and phrases for translation)
Agreed, I also interpreted it like too. Tho I also think Nakiso made it so you can interpret it both ways on purpose! Like "I don't want to be seen, because I'm scared I won't be understood" and "but how will I be truly understood without showing myself as I am?" are both thoughts Mizuki has throughout their story arc. also kinda applies to visibility in general outside the prsk context too... like you don't want to expose yourself to people who won't make an effort to understand, but at the same time without visibility (ie letting others know ppl like you even exist) it's difficult to reach understanding
Mizuki’s ‘Gomen’ before the chorus is utterly heartbreaking. Also, someone pointed out that, besides Kaito, Mizuki doesn’t share a line with anyone in the song at all! 😭
And i see someome saying that the Number of notes in the master chart(1003) mizuki is the 1 and the rest is 3, because mizuki is the more distant of the group
I love the contrast between the “just disappear” lines and the final “stay with me” All Mizuki wants is companionship but she keeps pushing it away to avoid getting hurt again :( this event was crazy
Just disappear (3x) Stay with me (1x) Is also how Mizuki probably imagines the other 3 band members to feel about her, while she alone wants them to stay.
@@Atlas_Invictus Another option i see is this: Her inner demons are the "Just go away" and her true feelings are "Stay with me", but since her inner demons are repeated more times, it is like they are trying to muffle what Mizuki really wants and since the "Stay with me" comes at the very end of that part, the damage has already been done. That is one of my interpretations anyways.
@@altr3nate779 It’s more about them being rejected by their peers and treated differently because of their identity. I may have misworded my comment, it’s more about general acceptance than companionship I think They did know An and Rui before Niigo who did accept them so yeah
@@chiuuthenenekasafan FROM WHAT I SAW IN A COMMUNITY POST MIZUKI NO LONGER APPEARS IN THE REAL WORLD AFTER READING THE EVENT AND ONLY APPEARS IN THE EMPTY SEKAI FROM NOW TO IDK HOW LONG BUT I KNOW ITS ONLY TEMPORARY BUT I THINK THEY ARE ISOLATING THEIR SELF FORM THE REST OF THE GROUP AND PEOPLE IN GENERAL ALSO YOU KNOW HOW THE CHARACTERS TAL WHEN YOU PRESS THE “SHOW” BUTTON OR “CHARACTER” BUTTON OR SOMETHING WELL MIZUKI LOSES THEIR PUPILS AFTER YOU READ THE EVENT
nakiso is the best at creating such a feeling of dread and anxiety through their music. i'm so glad they were asked to make a song for this event specifically, it captures mizuki's mental state perfectly
Ik, it's so scary to me that they managed to make it so accurate to the feeling. (I haven't been outed, but I've had a friend say some pretty awful thing so me about me and my identity)
The melody is so eerie and gives you a dangerous feeling, like something bad is going to happen I don’t wanna spoil but this definitely applies to the event story It’s so Mizuover people
The gomen gets me not only because it’s an incredibly sad line that sounds like it was delivered while on the verge of tears, but because it almost doesn’t even sound like it’s being sung. It sounds almost spoken as if everything had to stop for a moment just to say this apology… oh my heart is broken for Mizuki.
Nani sono me yappa sono me Hajime mashite janai ne Nani sono me mou yamete Kawaii dake nano ni tsumi no aji Zureru zureru kuzureru zureru ki ga fureru himitsu de kuzureru Kowareru, gomen Minaide rikai dekinai deshou? Marude saite shimatta bake no hana Nani mo ienai kakikesenai donna ni minikuku utsuru keshou Minaide rikai dekinai deshou? Marude saite shimatta bake no hana Tsubomi ni wa mou modorenai Nani sono me yappa sono me Dattara kiete minna inakunare Inakunare inakunare inakunare soba ni ite Minaide rikai dekinai deshou? Marude saite shimatta bake no hana Nani mo ienai kakikesenai donna ni minikuku utsuru keshou Mirai de rikai sarenai no nara koko de sassato kiete bake no hana Umareta batsu wo owarasu you no kokyuu wo tomete aa mou ii ya
The eerie change of key of the vocals at 1:21-1:26 too..... It's like finding hope for a short moment only for it to be crushed down almost immediately I'm genuinely tweaking
WHAT IS THIS MELODY??? this is a really crazy song it sounds like it’s breaking the way the melody progresses sounds almost wrong or distorted?? it’s so good…mizuki’s “I’m breaking down sorry” is so. this event is ruining my life 😭😭😭
Hinata Sato put so much emotion into this song and the event, it's making me tear up a little And I'm kind of glad Nakiso got this comm, the melody is so eerie and perfectly captures this event
I pointed out that it might be symbolism that Mizuki lost all hope for the world, and she feels as if she‘ll get shunned by everyone. Hence why the card is dark 😭
I think it's supposed to contrast also with her IDSmile card. Back then, she could retreat in her own pink world and camouflage away from the gaze of others. Now that the truth has been revealed (or, as it's used in this song's lyrics, "the flower has bloomed"), even if she runs away, all that is left is that colorless dark corner: she can't keep pretending anymore but she just wants to hide away from the eyes of everyone, she doesn't want to see the looks on their faces (and that's what I supposed the blindfold represents) so she decides to remain in the dark, as further as possible to the light (because there is where everyone is at).
Cool detail if you did this at a FC on master. The total of notes on this song are 1003 which is something referencing here 1 represents Mizuki, noticed that the two "00" are is referring distance. Now that she may now having a distance of the rest of Niigo members. (It'll hit different if you did a full story of this event) 3 is representing the rest of the Niigo members which are Kanade, Mafuyu, and Ena.
[Verse 1] Nani sono me yappa sono me Hajimemashite janai ne Nani sono me mou yamete Kawaii dake nanoni tsumi no aji [Pre-Chorus] Zureru zureru kuzureru Zureru ki ga fureru Himitsu hitotsu de kuzureru Kowareru, gomen [Chorus] Minai de rikai dekinai deshou? Marude saite shimatta bake no hana Nani mo ienai kakikesenai Donna ni minikuku utsuru keshou Minai de rikai dekinai deshou? Marude saite shimatta bake no hana Tsubomi ni wa mou modorenai [Verse 2] Nani sono me yappa sono me Dattara kiete miinna inakunare Inakunare inakunare Inakunarе soba ni ite [Chorus] Minai de rikai dekinai dеshou? Marude saite shimatta bake no hana Nani mo ienai kakikesenai Donna ni minikuku utsuru keshou [Outro] Mirai de rikai sarenai nara Koko de sassato kiete bake no hana Umareta batsu wo owarasu you ni Kokyuu wo tomete Aa mou ii ya
wow this is so painful,,i feel like this song perfectly depict mizuki's feeling and despair over the whole situation, like during this part 0:24 u could def tell something is wrong..and the intensity of the instrumental gives an uneasy and anxious vibe, like a time ticking bomb except it's mizuki instead of a bomb.. and the lyrics is so depressing too it's giving kuyamu no kaite mirai 😭😭 nakiso did a spectacular job for such an important event!! i hope theres a full ver
@@ratio7128 commissioned good songs under 2 minutes are diabolical and i absolutely hated it with passion and deep in my heart. But unfortunately this is nakiso and listening to this song's arrangement.... sounds like the full version 😐😐😐
Wait so this Nakiso producer person wont make a full version since this is the actual full version???? 😭😭😭😭😭 Im crying this is like my new favorite song @@shuyotirah9132
(event spoils) the symbolism (?) at 0:50 is just 😭😭😭😭😭 with mizuki singing “I can’t go back to being a bud again.”, its def symbolising how now that mizukis secret was outed to ena she cant go and hide again, she cant go and run away again, she has to face it. and now that ena knows, she has to put up with her thoughts about everyone, and especially niigo, rejecting her the songs name “flower of transformation” is also symbolising mizukis transition??? i cant really think rn but the bud line really caught my attention MIZUKIIIIIIIIIII 🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘🆘
@@amburg37 dont get me wrong i think mizuki is trans too but i still dont think its canon and from what we know the secret is mizuki being born a boy no? sorry if im wrong..
@@osuranejderhasenpai6873 ya thats the secret (or part of it) mizukis whole problem has been not wanting anything to change between them and nightcord, they know niigo will accept them but its just the “what ifs” that linger personally id say mizuki is confirmed trans??? it seemed evident ages and ages ago but i guess thats cuz we’re the viewers when making this comment i wasnt really thinking straight cuz mizu5 seemed to impact me a lot. more. than usual so things might be written wrong or smth
1:11 I can’t help but think about this line so much. I feel like it’s about how mizuki wants everyone to disappear before they get the chance to judge mizuki, or abandon mizuki, but at the same time, she wants them to stay
I've noticed that Mizuki's lines are suicidal sounding, like, "im breaking down, im sorry" "everyone just dissapear" and then "stay with me" "i'll just stop breathing" "i can't go back to being a bud again" "i've had enough" all those lines break my heart, it sounds like she just wants to die, and sounds so depressed
nakiso-p is so talented for this?? like composing a song like this with such an eerie feelings yet also beautiful piece of music. intentionally having these off beats and off tune songs are insane
As if the melody and bgm wasn't eerie and red flag enough, the lyrics hits you in the gut with how Mizuki has always felt with the people around them and with their preference. And to top it all off, while everyone's card is bright, theirs is dark while covering their own eyes as if they're shutting themselves out of the real world
The instrumental gives me the feeling of both intentionally tiptoeing and stumbling on your tiptoes trying to avoid a subject, like you don’t want to hurt someone, but you want to be kind and natural about it as well. But then you add the deeper-sounding percussion and horns in the first chorus, which gives off the feeling of misstepping somewhere you shouldn’t have or unintentionally hurting someone. But the lighter percussion and instrumentals are still there - you’ve messed up, but are still trying to tiptoe around the discomfort. In the “just disappear” instrumental, the percussion sounds balanced, almost like you’re standing in place trying to figure out your best move. Then in the final chorus, it starts light and gingerly, like the tiptoes, but as the key uncomfortably changes to a lower note, the percussion becomes more intense. As you tiptoe, you suddenly stumble and fall on something you shouldn’t have and accidentally ripped the band-aid open, causing that person excruciating pain. At that point, you’re not even bothering to tiptoe around it anymore because it’s already out there. You try to run to help alleviate the pain, but they’re not letting you near them. But then you try to tiptoe again, trying to show that they’re willing to help, but they still shut you out. And as they run, we come to the final instrumental, where the tiptoeing percussions are drowned out by strong drums, almost sounding like gunshots. Because they’re shooting down every chance you have of trying the help them because they don’t want your help or pity or anything. They just wanted to be accepted as a normal person. No tiptoes. No running to save them from their pain. Just a normal friend. And now they’ve lost their faith in you doing just that. There’s no point in being a friend to someone who treats you like a porcelain doll or a worthless outcast. As the instrumental ends, we get one final listen to the tiptoeing sounds. A reminder and a realization of what you’ve done. To them, those tiptoes were like pins and needles poking through their skin. And when you stumbled, those pins and needles began to stab harder until you regained your balance. When you ran, the pins and needles are flat, causing no pain as you ran to try to help them. But they still shut you out because your tiptoeing caused them pain. And with the final beat, you stop trying to reach them, leaving you alone with thoughts of “What have I done?” and “Why can’t they come back?” and “When can I apologize to them?”, knowing that you can’t do that anytime soon. So you sit alone and cry and sob in silence wishing that you could’ve done something different. …I’m looking way too deep into this. But I don’t care. I care about these feelings way too much to stop. ❤️🩹
the ending lines are so chilling with the context of mizuki disappearing from the real world and saying that she wants to disappear after the story ends. “as if i am made to end the curse of being born... i'll stop breathing now. agh, i've had enough!” be safe, mizuki…
0:52 the way her voice breaks when saying this line ToT the way she thinks going back to how she was in middle school would mean she wouldn't have to have this problem, but she can't bear to go back to how things were because of how miserable she was and the ending line being "i'll stop breathing now i've had enough" is so much worse when she doesn't appear in the real world on the in-game map once you finish the event story AAAUUUGGHH MIZUKI I JUST WANT YOU TO BE HAPPY WHYYYYYY
i feel like the song's lyrics this time are pretty straightforward and raw, like an's "gekokujou." it's like mizuki has reached her limit and gone breaking down in pain, even the grammar structure in the lyrics seems fairly easy to understand (for me, that is).
The melody gives such an eerie and dramatic like something is foreshadowing, Mizuki's's "mou ii ya" was totally solitary and saddening, its mizuover fr people...
I KNEW THE GAME VERSION WAS ALSO THE FULL VERSION BASED ON THE COMPOSER'S PREVIOUS WORK! and none of my friends beleaved me, jokes on them I have intuition
one thing i noticed is that all the other niigo members cards have very bright lighting, perhaps showing that they're recovering, however mizuki is in complete darkness. kanade is recovering because mafuyu is recovering. ena is doing okay. mizuki is isolating herself from everyone, even vocaloids because even kaito is in brightness. its so mizuover.
Romaji lyrics ♡ nani sono me yappa sono me hajimemashite ja nai ne nani sono me mou yamete kawaii dake nano ni tsumi no aji zureru zureru kuzureru zureru ki ga fureru himitsu hitotsu de kuzureru kowareru, gomen minaide rikai dekinai deshou? marude saite shimatta bake no hana nani mo ienai kakikesenai donna ni minikuku utsuru keshou minaide rikai dekinai deshou? marude saite shimatta bake no hana tsubomi ni wa mou modorenai nani sono me yappa sono me dattara kiete minna inaku nare inaku nare inaku nare inaku nare soba ni ite minaide rikai dekinai deshou? marude saite shimatta bake no hana nani mo ienai kakikesenai donna ni minikuku utsuru keshou mirai de rikai sarenai nara koko de sassato kiete bake no hana umareta batsu wo owarasu you ni kokyuu wo tomete aa mou ii ya