Furever - A Nepeta Leijon Fansong by PhemieC 

Hi y'all I know I'm late for 4/13 but i've been a little busy but expect videos to come back soon, I'm planning on hopefully finishing everything up before the end of May and finally being done with this channel, but in the mean time you guys can buy these fansongs on phemieC's bandcamp here: phemiec.bandcamp.com/

When I remember when Homestuck was about a kid in his bedroom,my heart hurts.

We "olive" got a role to play I can't believe no one has noticed this

Nepeta and Eridan are the only trolls that didn't get kissed.

Guys her song is called Forever and in Equius song theyres a line that goes "Nothing lasts Forever" i dont know what it means but i think its cool.

Nepeta didn’t deserve what happened to her.

The lil kitty purr at the beginning makes me happy

And who says cats aren't loyal?

"And can't you see the writing on the wall is drawing us together? It's written there in soot ♤ (Karkat's anger) and ash ♧ (Nepeta helping Equius with Aradia) and blood ♡ (Nepeta's love for Karkat) and that's furever."

Nepeta's death is the one I can't accept, and not just because I simply like her and think she deserved better - I think like that about a lot of characters. But there's a reason why I can't understand it plot-wise. Look, Feferi and Sollux both had active classes and were Derse dreamers, so it was natural to expect them to act more proactively, go somewhere, do something, solve problems etc. That was their personal quests, the path to strenghten themselves, the path they chose to ignore while on the Veil meteor - for the most part they just lied on the pile of horns chattering and not caring about what was going on around. I don't judge them for that, but *the plot* does. So yeah, there's a reason for them ending up dead.. sort of. Equius died because, well, his personal quest as an Heir was to not get lost in his aspect, to not let himself dissolve in the Void - and he failed his task. Not that I judge him for that again, because, as an Heir myself, I can relate to him. But plot-wise his death was justified too. Eridan's personal quest as a Prince was to fight his own destructive tendencies and to not let himself go on the path of violence. He failed miserably, there's nothing else to say. He *could* become a better person, I'm sure of it, but he didn't. Thus a justified death. Vriska died because she failed to grasp the importance of listening to others and their advices. She deemed herself the most clever, strong, important and lucky girl in the Paradox Space, the one she obviously wasn't - 'cuz noone is. So, Terezi was right killing her to save everybody else. And then we have Nepeta, who 1) was quite mature as a person, once you think of it: she wasn't bitching about Karkat not loving her back and was friends with Terezi without being jealous, unlike Eridan, 2) was in good terms with her Aspect and had no internal conflict with it, 3) tried to save Equius, fulfilling her supporting role as a Rouge. So her death is the one that really had no sense, no matter how you look at it.

Tbh I understand why hussie killed her off so early, we all know she would have ended up being the best character. Hell, she already is the best character

choke up on your pride CHOKE UP ON YOUR PRIDE *CHOKE* UP ON YOUR PRIDE

Why do I want to cry at the lines "The bows and Arrows, In your words The words behind your broken teeth the broken glass thats under foot and paw and hoof" Probably because its Equius.

for the fandom nepeta's whole characters circles around karkat

Towards the end of the song I always wanna cry because Nepeta is just so sweet and her love is so unconditional and she really cares for her two dorks even though they have issues and even though Karkat clearly has his eyes on Terezi. “Red, blue, grey, whatever, I will understand” gets me every time.

Dude its currently 6am i havent gone to sleep and here i am sobbing uncontrollably to a nepeta fan song. I havent even read homestuck

its crazy to me that this isnt one of the most viewed songs out of this album. its by far the best song

ive been in this fandom since 2011. so a decade now, officially. phemiec's songs are by far my favorite contributions to the fandom outside of fanart.

I remember when I was like 10 years old and I first found homestuck-- even though I hadn't read it Nepeta was my favorite. We were almost exactly alike when I was young. Even though she's not my favorite anymore, she holds such a special place in my heart. And this song is for sure my favorite PhemieC one.

seeing the comments and seeing that they are all old hurts me🥲

"And so if you have been denied, choke up your pride." Wait... "Choke up your pride" NO Choke... Choke... Nepeta is friends with Equis and he... Choked. WHY DID I MAKE THIS CONNECTION! I am so sorry, for those who didn't realize.

Damn. A lot of characters definitely deserved better, in all honesty.

rather you ship it as morial or matesprite you gotta admit, equius and nepetas relationship is adorable and beutiful.

Im really new to homestuck and jesus christ why does the fandom portray Nepeta as an innocent little girl who needs to be protected

this song breaks my heart i love nepeta so much . she deserved better

i don’t even like homestuck that much but the relationship between Equius and Nepeta really stuck with me. Considering they’re one of the healthiest relationships in the comic and how despite both of them being kind of messed up they still cared deeply and loved each other. Neither of them deserved what they got :,( edit: I like homestuck now

The most unloved of all 12 tracks, and the most unloved of all 12 trolls

It really hurts my heart seeing all the comments from so long ago

Rant Incomt: When I first heard this song, I first thought it was all about her moiraligence with Equius, but then one line got me; "I don't have to argue, everybody knows you have issues, you lay your colors bare (in a matter of speaking). I'll be there when you finally decide. To bear your heart, it's the part I want to share." Why would Nepeta want to share Equius's heart? She doesn't cuz just realized it's Karkat (everyone but me probably realized this). The "in a matter of speaking" part it because he doesn't REQUIRE REALLY show his true colors. He hides his blood. And he has anger issues.

Like if you sold your soul to hussie

I’m not in the fandom anymore, I’ve grown out of it but I loved homestuck when I read it. These fan songs are so good, basically a whole album dedicated to these characters and every single one is so good. PhemicE did such a good job

This song is so beautiful, the voice flows so beautifully with the guitar.

Wierd to think about this was the song that made me read Homestuck and nepeta is probably one of the characters that i connected to the most , she deserved so much better

I interpreted this as both to Karkat in parts then Equius

Jesus phemiec's homestuck music makes me cry now bc I get so nostalgic I'm dead :'^)

as a sagittarius, i feel like i need to protect or defend nepeta at all costs. shes such an amazing character and deserved the world 💙💚

Watching/seeing anything thats homestuck related, it makes me really sad and nostalgic. I was super into it when I was in a bad time so looking back, I used it as a distraction.

Just saying, the opening line has 2 bits of subtle wordplay, and I love it. "We all have got a role to play" all have = olive role to play = referencing Nepeta's hobby, roleplaying

I feel so bad for Nepeta

im ascending to this rn

“And high and low Whatever nonsense you believe” DAMN

Like as many memes that came out of homestuck and how ridiculous it is, its really sad. Karkat was a loyal, caring troll but since that was looked down on he hid it with anger that pushed just about everyone away Aradia just fucking died, killed by her best friend and maybe morail when he was out of his mind with mind honey Tavros was lonely and in an abusive relationship that ended up paralyzing him Sollux hates the world and himself then killed his best friend when he was out of his mind Nepeta surrounds herself with shipping and such but cant get a matesprite herself because people see her as weird Kanaya is so busy helping everyone else she forgets to take care of her own needs Terezi was blinded by her scourge sister and isn't able to do what she desperately wants to Vriska wants to live up to her ancestor and she always feels like she has to livd life exactly how she did or shes not worth it Equius is lonely and isolated due to his strength. Everyone thinks hes weird and avoids him except for nepeta Gamzee was abandoned by his lusis and literally has to stay high to be happy Eridan is in an unhealthy relationship with Feferi (both of them are abd for eachother) and is the one highblood with no one to keep him from going off the fucking rails Feferi is desperate for a better, kinder future but seems unable to ever attain it. She cant even handle Eridan's issues, much less the entirety of the highblood ruling caste All the kids (minus John and Jane really) have absent or abusive caretakers, callie is stuck with an evil abusive twin whom she shares a body with- AND THATS NOT EVEN COUNTING WHAT HAPPENS DURING THE DAMN COMIC- THATS JUST THE CHARACTER SET UP

"Paw"sibly a Music video in the future :D

Platonic EquNep

Okay this is easily Equis and nepeta but what if this is The leijons to the Vantases? The first verse is Disciple to Signless/Sufferer, Then the second verse is meulin to Kankri then the rest is nepeta to karkat. Excuse me while I let this sink this in

How is Nepeta so perfect

I just realized the picture at the end is of both equius and nepeta dead while still holding onto eachother

This song is purrfect for Nepeta!

hello meowrails kinnies! hope u have a good day

nepeta's song is really great

I love how this song, far from being the cliche love song, explains the true meaning of moirail

:33 < *ss thinks her zodiac song is purrfect*

shes best giirl- plz she deserves a kiss i love her

It's been so long since I seen Homestuck... She was always my favorite character, I loved her. It is sad what happened to her.

hey guys, just a reminder that phemiec uses *they/them* pronouns!

why did I find this in my death metal playlist-

I wanna go back to the days when I could get home from school and watch homestuck vids for the rest of the day with no worry

help this has become my comfort song

Recuerdo estas canciones cuando era un adolescente, y aunque no estoy relacioando con homestuck me gusta mucho su ritmo y letra y no entiendo como es que no tuvo mas relavancia tus canciones

Song still slaps

Maybe as a Leo and rouge of heart I'm biased but Nepeta and Euquis' relationship is the best one in homestuck and they deserved so much better

this is my comfort song

+chris ripley ahh no thank you for watching!!! if you mean new phemieC lyrics for songs i hadn't done before(non-remakes), then yes!

my cat approves of this song

It’s been two years since I found out about this and I’m still not finished I hope I can finish it this year I probably won’t but I hope so update forgot about this song

Why do I love this song so much!?!?and then there is Friendleader and Ugly story

I know nothing about homestuck i just really like this song

As I'm a Sagittarius, it's probably destiny that my favorite HS character is Nepeta

the gray blue red part got me so hard because skin hides blood and equius and karkat and-

Wanna know something? Whenever i put on Inherit Nothing, this is always next, or vice versa. My heart :(

I never actually read Homestuck but I keep coming back to this song even though it has been 3 years since I first heard this

I love the tune of this song. It’s so playful yet calm.

Nepeta deserved so much more. So so so much more

At the start of the song, you can hear a nice kitty and most likely PhemieC going "Oh" XD It's a nice start before sadness.

This hurted

I cant listen to this without crying.

damn my cat died and it’s so comforting to listen to it right now lol

still here

this is so underrated

Ill never make you blue :'o)

I missed 4/13 this year, but I’m in a homestuck mood. Time to re-read

This is so cool, I love this song, I found it's about Equius and Nepeta

this brings back so many memories .

This song is soo underated!

I really like that nepetas song is about her and equius instead of karkat. I feel like a lot of the time she gets made into just an unrequited crush on karkat

SCREAMING THIS WAS UPLOADED ON MY BIRTHDAY

My contribution to this comment section is that I have absolutely no clue what homestuck is, I’m just here to learn this song on the ukulele for my friend

i love nepeta❤

Did anyone else notice the clip of an actual cat meowing at the very beginning of the video?

fiona apple

Me when I get this song right before equius's song on shuffle and Im jus like 0:B

This one was honestly always my favorite

It sounds so great!! Love it :33

how come this only has 62k veiws I'm still watching this and it's 2k17

I’m just now getting into this fandom-

I love Nepeta so much

this is one of my favorite songs

this is amazing

I love this song. I replay it over and over. :33

I don't care about the reason for this being re-uploaded; I'd take any excuse to listen to this gorgeous song. (P.S. - Highfive for a song about Nepeta being uploaded in August! It makes Leos, like myself, purroud!) :3