There is more to femininity than being caring and soft. The Bible tells us admirable women are also good managers of their property, systematic and smart with money - maybe your strength could be in those traits?
Do you think that at some point in life you took a turn towards more masculine characteristics to cope? I have been extremely feminine for the most part but then I married a man who is a coward who I now “coparent” with. If you look at the contribution, I am the man. I am the provider and the protector to my children and that feels very out of place in so many ways… so I am with you🙌 Let’s get to being our feminine energy and may God fill in the blanks so that we that we can stay in our rightful powerful place💛