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Have I Ever Had Positive Hallucinations? 

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@FlippinFruitFly
@FlippinFruitFly 6 лет назад
Thought the package behind you said Portable Booob lol. Anyway, interesting video as always!
@sarai637
@sarai637 6 лет назад
My dog was shaking cause of the thunder but when I started playing your video he calmed down. I think your voice is so relaxing!!
@dejansmokovski6556
@dejansmokovski6556 6 лет назад
Since you mentioned it, I would like to see a video where you talk about something out of schizophrenia, like sharing your thoughts on what reality is or some interesting topic for you.
@MayaImaniAmani
@MayaImaniAmani 6 лет назад
I totally get what you meant about the “aliens” and how you know they are hallucinations yet they are also reality in a way. In a sense, it’s like having double simultaneous perceptions that contradict each other. Does that make any sense to you Jacob?
@lalenadupree6759
@lalenadupree6759 6 лет назад
Maya Imani-Amani I love your channel Maya :)!
@MayaImaniAmani
@MayaImaniAmani 6 лет назад
Thanks! :)
@secretaryofoffense7118
@secretaryofoffense7118 6 лет назад
This makes so much sense, in regards to hallucinations and delusions even. Really can relate.
@cashion
@cashion 6 лет назад
Maya Imani-Amani I didn't know you watched Jacob! I love your videos.
@stefaniamich8772
@stefaniamich8772 6 лет назад
I'm glad you feel better!! 💪💪
@notsuicidaljustdiecurious5155
@notsuicidaljustdiecurious5155 6 лет назад
I have no idea why, but when you said that thing about seeing the stereotypical God and how it was a “stupid ass hallucination” I lost my shit. Your videos never fail to put me in a good mood for one reason or another 😆😆😆
@alexanderdailey3116
@alexanderdailey3116 6 лет назад
Love your videos man. Keep pushing through.
@theavidpicker2721
@theavidpicker2721 6 лет назад
Brother, I also have schizophrenia subtype paranoid and I honestly think it is a great gift for very few people. I once perceived the hallucinatory events as a negative thing. I have came to understand that you have to let go of the fear. Stop expecting them to be negative or bad. Once you can accept incoming significant communication and destroy the idea of the negative side and the instance of the acceptance and the willingness to stop fighting by the negative ideations because as long as you are continually contributing these as negative impacts you will never find the true gift for us few gifted individuals. Seriously, if you accept the position and welcome the opportunity for use of the gift you will see the world in a new way and you will find that what was once a negative thing will become much more than just negative. The gift can only be used if you are able to accept the beginning phases of the control of the gift and first you must not fight against it and once you have you will find a place where you are a new person who has a great purpose. Only until you have accepted it will it become the best of all. If you want to go further into a discussion about this please let me know and I will provide you a way to get in touch with me.
@Hayooona-rk6sj
@Hayooona-rk6sj 5 лет назад
U helped me to understand my sister! She is schizophrenic as well. I’m from the Middle East and we don’t have good therapists over here. U explained a lot better than them . Thanks a lot
@silverfinspy
@silverfinspy 6 лет назад
Thank goodness you uploaded! I was worried for a while there.
@dogbogs
@dogbogs 6 лет назад
I started Geodon recently and ever since I've been seeing this little doll that looks like a forest spirit from Princess Mononoke. It whispers things to me like, "You can do it!" and "You're going to be okay." It actually helps me emotionally alot. All my other hallucinations are bad, but this one is positive
@leannecroteau
@leannecroteau 6 лет назад
Glad you're doing better. I understand your struggles with Schizophrenia. I have good days and bad days with it even though I have improved over time with it.
@angeleyes3613
@angeleyes3613 6 лет назад
I know how hard it is to have Schizophrenia, my mother has it, stay strong❤
@taylorjohnson9104
@taylorjohnson9104 6 лет назад
Love your videos ♡
@susanwebb1666
@susanwebb1666 6 лет назад
Glad your feeling better n very glad you’ve made a video at last, keep up the good work , vapes very annoying
@Evian63
@Evian63 6 лет назад
Using the word “positive” when referring to good is confusing considering with schizophrenia positive refers to hallucinations and negative refers to lethargic behaviour. That’s why I personally try to not use the word “positive” as good when I am talking about schizophrenia stuff.
@gryaznygreeb
@gryaznygreeb 3 года назад
I do not believe I am schizophrenic or bipolar but I think I know what you mean by the "6th sense" feeling. I often times get a very uncomfortable feeling that someone is going to shoot me like the joy lane guy, or decide to hit me just for fun, or if I lay down in the grass in a public park I'll suddenly feel like someone is about to stomp on my head and quickly get up. But usually I just think "What if this happens?" I never hear voices or see anything, and I can usually ignore the feeling and just remain aware of my surroundings.
@simm1992
@simm1992 6 лет назад
I love your twitch streams but it's nice to see you here too.
@MilesColtrane.
@MilesColtrane. 5 лет назад
What's his twitch name? And what does he stream?
@simm1992
@simm1992 5 лет назад
@@MilesColtrane. Twitch is in the description and his page should have old streams that will give a image of what games he streams.
@giovi9992
@giovi9992 6 лет назад
Thanks for sharing this information!
@suzannealsop3394
@suzannealsop3394 6 лет назад
Great to see another video from you. Hope you are doing good Jacob. You seem to be well which is lovely to see. A topic I would be interested in for another video is delusional thoughts which you have touched on but would be good to maybe go into more detail. I have schizoaffective disorder which for me means that when I do not take my meds although I do not experience hallucinations I have delusional beliefs and can become obsessed and paranoid. One of my main delusions was that other people could hear my thoughts. Would be interested to know your experiences, whether your delusions are just centred around your hallucinations or otherwise. Much love 🌍⭐️☀️
@oscarzpeart
@oscarzpeart 6 лет назад
This might seem weird... but have you ever heard about hard stripes like the ones on you wallpaper being bad for certain people? Just Google “stripes bad for your brain”. Apparently there are people researching the affect stripes can have on people long term. You might consider painting your room just for fun...???? Couldn’t hurt.
@KSWA1000
@KSWA1000 5 лет назад
Brendan Øscar The stripes was what I like about your room when I first saw your room! I am like ooh fancy!
@baliviano5979
@baliviano5979 4 года назад
My taste hallucinations were bitter feel ..i miss those ..they came when I was younger like a memory I know will come back some day
@GuanTones
@GuanTones 5 лет назад
This is so freaking interesting.
@helzi4393
@helzi4393 6 лет назад
Awesome video Donny
@chromberries7329
@chromberries7329 5 лет назад
Nukahelzi his name is Jacob lol
@Jacques80120
@Jacques80120 3 года назад
Wadiyatalkinabeet
@caitlinsalyers1017
@caitlinsalyers1017 Год назад
Hallucinations can be a bad thing sometimes in my opinion.......they don't go very well......
@maghrebunited496
@maghrebunited496 3 года назад
We love you!
@KSWA1000
@KSWA1000 5 лет назад
Nice side chops!
@dina7462
@dina7462 3 года назад
If you watch a scary movie will you hallucinate about it? Kind of like a person having a nightmares? I would have nightmares for months so I stopped watching anything scary.
@caitlinsalyers1017
@caitlinsalyers1017 Год назад
Well I'd stop doing drugs then probably not a good idea at this time...........
@baliviano5979
@baliviano5979 4 года назад
My voices are like workers
@psychedlicsouljam1995
@psychedlicsouljam1995 6 лет назад
I've been having tactile hallucinations since early childhood of tomatoe flavor in my mouth on and off(as hallucinations come and go) also, I physically feel very greasy and dirty sometimes even after bathing. I get so uncomfortorable it distracts me... anyone ever been through that?
@dagnydo2472
@dagnydo2472 5 лет назад
Hello, I began following you recently. You are very open about Schizophrenia and that grabbed my attention. I need help, please. If you can, of course. I simply need the basics of this disorder as best you can. I understand that everyone has a different case. My 17 year old Son was diagnosed out of the BLUE 3 weeks ago. He was getting ready to fulfill his football scholarship he was offered in the fall at a University nearby. One minute he was graduating from highschool with grade honors and a football scholarship and the next month everything changed. Can you give me any tips as to how to help him meld into a new environment? Because he isn't wanting to participate now.
@secretaryofoffense7118
@secretaryofoffense7118 6 лет назад
This is the weirdest thing. I was last night thinking if anyone ever has positive hallucinations, then today an r/schizophrenia I saw something about it, then I see this video a few min ago. I've never had a good one personally, it's generally scary af.
@KSWA1000
@KSWA1000 5 лет назад
I heard green orbs are our ancestors or a good spirit!
@Adamisgood24
@Adamisgood24 6 лет назад
I got the Smok Mag Baby E-cig now! My last one broke.
@shepherdsoutcry1380
@shepherdsoutcry1380 5 лет назад
You’re on seroquel. Seroquel first made me dissociate in every way possible then years later I saw a dragons left eye staring in my vision with no way to avoid it. It left after I got off of it. I personally believe SZs are special. With all this insanity we do pretty damn good. We don’t hurt others though some voices may beckon. I’m going to research the “schizophrenics amygdala”. K? Just as I thought... Amygdala Activity in Schizophrenia is Related to Clinical State and Not Genetic Risk...
@sebastianGunnarson71
@sebastianGunnarson71 6 лет назад
Ty
@vincentgutierrez9550
@vincentgutierrez9550 5 лет назад
Do you know what stop the voices???
@vaustxv6241
@vaustxv6241 3 года назад
would be amazing if you could or would try to recreat the sounds and voices in your head and record it , sending it to a university l let them try to find out XD
@awkwarditaliangirl8419
@awkwarditaliangirl8419 5 лет назад
Maybe it is aliens 😟
@celeste_asmr
@celeste_asmr 5 лет назад
Hello, this is very random but not intended to come off as weird, is there any way to get into contact with you, to have a talk about schizophrenic related topics that isn’t on social media apps? Would really appreciate if we got to talk
@sid5652
@sid5652 5 лет назад
Have you seen a videos on schizophrenia simulations? If so are the accurate?
@thecitizenoftheinternet1077
@thecitizenoftheinternet1077 5 лет назад
And what was the worst hallucination you've ever had?
@julietabernal5448
@julietabernal5448 6 лет назад
You look better!
@tacocrunch4512
@tacocrunch4512 5 лет назад
I’ve never had a positive one
@angeleyes3613
@angeleyes3613 6 лет назад
As a kid I had hallucinations, like I clearly remember seing chocolate pudding on my bed in a bowl...then I was going to the kitchen to go take a spoon to eat it... when I was coming back to my bedroom the bowl of chocolate pudding wasn't there anymore and I used to yell to my family, especially to my sisters to know who ate it... This situation repeated many times, evey single time it seemed so real and I had the same routine:seing the bowl, going to the kitchen, coming back, realizing the pudding is not there anymore and yelling to everybody....till the day I realised it wasn't real, I was sooo confused... I don't know if it is like the "developpement of schizophrenia", that like maybe later I'll have it or something you know...it wasn't the only think I saw, I also saw bees..it all started when I was about 6 and finished at 8 or 9 years old..
@angeleyes3613
@angeleyes3613 6 лет назад
mr burg true, it might be, but I forgot to mention in that comment that my mother has schizophrenia, and since it is mostly a genetic disease, maybe I will have it too later, idk
@flanderstruck3751
@flanderstruck3751 6 лет назад
mr burg lol those could be real stalker scenarios. Are you sure they werent real?
@flanderstruck3751
@flanderstruck3751 6 лет назад
Directioner Forever next time try eating it directly from the container ;)
@angeleyes3613
@angeleyes3613 6 лет назад
Flanderstruck lol
@Johnphilips1234
@Johnphilips1234 6 лет назад
Don’t smok weed/hallucinogens and make sure your diet is good and topped up with b vitamins and omega 3s. This may help in not developing the disorder, although of course isn’t a guarantee!
@mavadim
@mavadim 6 лет назад
There is a streamer called foxdrop, I think you guys got something in common, the way you talk and act, he is British though, check him out he has good personality.
@angelahe2932
@angelahe2932 6 лет назад
That's pretty creepy how u hallucinate dead things and horror movie girls
@SNAKEACEstudio
@SNAKEACEstudio 6 лет назад
Can you try to record these conversations with aliens? I mean I understand that this is happening in your mind, but if you could try to replicate sounds or letters that they are saying that would be incredibly interesting.
@HeavenlySerene
@HeavenlySerene 6 лет назад
The One This. I know a lil' summerian and i also know about dead languages this would be very interesting to me.
@haveanamazingday8805
@haveanamazingday8805 6 лет назад
How did my comment get hi lighted I was just being curious cause this stuff is very interesting
@nirvanrai9667
@nirvanrai9667 6 лет назад
I was a patient of acute schizophrenia. But after some years i am 1000000% alright n happy. Its just a brain games. It happens dt u became negative in ds disease. The hallucinations brain carries are just delusions.. N nothing is real. Co incidents happen.. But they happen to me too. Medications really help. Just you have to think dt nothing troubling is with you.. Ur alright. Schizophrenia is just a bad phase of life n mine passed away. Have positive good people's around you. Now, when I think of my past with experience of schizophrenia.. I smile n move on. Love n Regards to all..
@dagnydo2472
@dagnydo2472 6 лет назад
Neeraj Rai How did you move on from schizophrenia? This is very interesting.
@Zorkmid123
@Zorkmid123 5 лет назад
Neeraj Rai Although shrinks often don’t tell people this, schizophrenia is often curable and it does go away, to the point where a former schizophrenic won’t need medications and they’re symptoms won’t ever return.
@Zorkmid123
@Zorkmid123 5 лет назад
JessyBeezy Blu I have a video on my channel called “How to Cure Schizophrenia” that you might be interested in. Schizophrenia is actually curable 20 to 70 percent of the time.
@bonzo6801
@bonzo6801 6 лет назад
What hallucinations stayed with you the longest, like for years?
@B4N4NiNj4
@B4N4NiNj4 6 лет назад
Hey Jacob(is that your name?), please research the ketogenic diet. There are many cases in which the ketogenic diet reduces the symptoms of schizophrenia up to 90%. Just google "ketogenic diet schizophrenia reddit".
@chromberries7329
@chromberries7329 5 лет назад
B4N4NiNj4 reddit =/= verified, valid scientific research babe
@haveanamazingday8805
@haveanamazingday8805 6 лет назад
Hi how have you been please reply Hope you've been good
@vaustxv6241
@vaustxv6241 3 года назад
imagine jesus or abraham or moses had schizophrenia XD
@shepherdsoutcry1380
@shepherdsoutcry1380 6 лет назад
Is there a difference between a strong intrusive imagination and a hallucination?
@aleksandracatt
@aleksandracatt 6 лет назад
Tristan Howard yes when you hallucinate, it’s like it’s really there, like you really hear it, see it etc. I mean, in that second when it happens, you can’t tell the difference between whether it’s real or not, it’s ‘real’ for you in that moment, even when you know it can’t possibly be real but in your mind it’s not any different than reality. Idk if I explained it well to but I hope you understand? I’m talking from personal experience because I have schizo
@leannecroteau
@leannecroteau 6 лет назад
Aleksandra Novogradec Yep, good explanation. I have only mild hallucinations now, so I can tell that they are not real.
@jakewhitehead4911
@jakewhitehead4911 5 лет назад
Does LSD and schizophrenia have any thing in common. Like what it feels like?
@MilesColtrane.
@MilesColtrane. 5 лет назад
I don't have schizophrenia, but I have had my fair share of LSD. I've read a lot of things about schizophrenia and some of the things you experience can also be experienced with acid, like delusions, anxiety and stuff like that. I remember reading things schizophrenics have done and thinking like "that could happen if you're on LSD" shit like thinking you're god, or sent by god to do a mission, etc... I think the LSD experience has definitely helped me understand what these people go through. But don't get me wrong, the effects of the drug generally speaking are nothing like schizophrenia (the hallucinations are totally different for example) so it's not like you can assume you know what the illness is like just by dropping acid you know... it's completely different but with some little similarities
@chromberries7329
@chromberries7329 5 лет назад
Rodolfo Estrada lol so confidently expressed. interesting, I always thought they were either really similar or really different but I don't have schizophrenia and haven't tried lsd. thx for sharing :^)
@whatusername9189
@whatusername9189 6 лет назад
Im glad my voices are quite now. Can u have auditory hallucinations and not be schizophrenic? Cause these so called negative symptoms didnt start till after i got on meds
@lionoh
@lionoh 6 лет назад
_coop92 I'm on meds as well. My voices have become like gargled and unintelligible sounds.
@whatusername9189
@whatusername9189 6 лет назад
Alex Lion give it some more time and they probably will become non existent. What meds are u on?
@lionoh
@lionoh 6 лет назад
Risperidone bump up from 1 to 2mg ,escitalopram 10mg,benztropine 0.5 and a high anxiety one. I'm going through the let's test all this shit on em first see what sticks. I started last month after I was sent to a psych ward.
@smartrecycler6494
@smartrecycler6494 5 лет назад
Aliens feel sorry for us! Aliens dont like us because of most of the stuff we've done with this world! What about spirits helping us do things?
@dallasthekid1463
@dallasthekid1463 6 лет назад
Hey dude if you ever wanna know any good vapes or tanks shoot me a message. I’m a Vaper too
@Elizabethleaf
@Elizabethleaf 6 лет назад
Wooooaaaaaahhhhhhh you’ve got 666 views!
@redplanetaryskywalker1118
@redplanetaryskywalker1118 6 лет назад
Elizabeth Leaf 😰
@edward5911
@edward5911 5 лет назад
Did you ever put to thought that your one of the chosen few that has been blessed by God with spiritual sight without asking .Aka 3rd eye woke . Spiritual awakened . Aka targeted individual?
@chriskeller3229
@chriskeller3229 6 лет назад
I taste blood,
@angelahe2932
@angelahe2932 6 лет назад
Like ur hair
@mimilong3817
@mimilong3817 5 лет назад
Think about this, we only use about 10% of our brains. Have you ever considered that you are developing telepathic ability, communicating with higher life forms, maybe Angels? Have you ever viewed a place, a location that you are not familiar with? There are ppl who claim to have the ability to do what's called remote viewing. In fact from what I hear, there are ppl the CIA and other govt agencies in different countries employ the services of who can see through their minds eye (some call it a third eye) into far away places. I'm wondering also whether, over time, you can control your own fear of the voices that you hear. Could it be mind over matter? I think you actually have a lot more power over the voices than you may know. I watched one of your videos from 4-5 years ago and you seem to have greatly improved. I believe very strongly that our own beliefs whether positive or negative, can either stifle us or help us grow. It's been my own experience that when I believe 100% that I can and I will be able to accomplish something, it happens for me & im successful at it (usually). Looking back, I really know that God has given me great lessons in life that seemed at the time to be very tragic trials but looking back I've found that through the toughest trials came the greatest learning experiences and personal growth. I think it's all about growth and development. An interesting note: my husband and I know a married couple who experienced the exact same visions similar to your writing on the wall. They experienced what they described as Angels singing and even singing of rock & roll music & other types of music. The only time they talked about bad experiences was when they both saw little funny demon type faces. They said they experienced water splashing out of the toilet and they said they heard bowling in the attic upstairs. Lol! From what I understand, they don't fear the voices and no longer experience the bad stuff. I think this started for them about 2008. But did you know that there are many pastors who hear the voice of God? There is a pastor on Twitter who says that if you want to hear God and that you ask Him through prayer with love in your heart and ask for forgiveness for your sins, He will forgive and He will speak to those who are sincerely seeking Him. Finally, I mentioned in one of your earlier videos that I know that God exists bc I had a near death experience and I saw The Most High God and I was healed of severe Spine pain which I suffered with for 13 years. God is real and He won't give you more than you can handle. What doesn't kill us makes us very much stronger. God bless you. Jesus loves you.
@ICanBeNumber23
@ICanBeNumber23 5 лет назад
The 10% myth is 100% false. We use all of our brain, just not all at once.
@leshikokubika486
@leshikokubika486 5 лет назад
Jacob, It's interesting - you hear voices, you see hallucinations. You understand that voices can't be trusted because they lie all the time. You understand that hallucinations are unreal, they are only images born of imagination. How badly does the brain have to be damaged to perform these tricks? But other than that, you're quite capable, you are going and don't fall down, you know where is right and where is left, you are working and studying, you are interacting with people, you are speaking very well. Your brain knows even the difference between reality and a Ghost image. Your brain can tell your normal thoughts from voices that come from the Devil knows where. Don't you think that's strange? There's no brain damage in schizophrenia that could explain the symptoms.
@autumnlindseyart
@autumnlindseyart 6 лет назад
I hear 7 voices, each with names and their own little personalities, and only 2 of them are positive. Emily and Mordecai. They defend me from the bad ones. So there's constant arguing going on in my head. But those are the only positive hallucinations I have. The other ones are either negative or neutral.
@fuckinnefor7639
@fuckinnefor7639 3 года назад
oh no..late reply but it gave me little brain bug isn't that DID or were you just diagnosed with schizophrenia ? ♡
@ebenezerstooge1716
@ebenezerstooge1716 Год назад
r/im14andthisisdeep
@smartrecycler6494
@smartrecycler6494 5 лет назад
It could be a spirit or ghost trying to communicate with you.
@haveanamazingday8805
@haveanamazingday8805 6 лет назад
Do you believe in God
@abeautifulmind6034
@abeautifulmind6034 5 лет назад
Awsome Hyena no he doesnt
@gabrieltdu5780
@gabrieltdu5780 6 лет назад
dude i d be terrified to live near you.or maybe im just stupid
@jacquelinecristiana610
@jacquelinecristiana610 6 лет назад
Nah just stupid
@gabrieltdu5780
@gabrieltdu5780 6 лет назад
Jacqueline Cristiana i must admit i posted this comment to see the reactions to it.i would not be afraid of this guy.i watched him for over a year and he deffinetly grasps reality
@leannecroteau
@leannecroteau 6 лет назад
gabriel TDU A lot of us Schizophrenics can tell reality from non-reality. It's something you learn to do after awhile.
@gabrieltdu5780
@gabrieltdu5780 6 лет назад
Leanne Croteau yeah but i mean isn t that exausting?u guys need to always focus on different senses to do the reality check properly.i have a severe form of c ptsd with dissociative disorders but ur struggle is far painful than mine lol
@leannecroteau
@leannecroteau 6 лет назад
gabriel TDU It is somewhat exhausting, but it is something we need to do in order to live the best life possible.
@camturp2197
@camturp2197 6 лет назад
I think you're cute
@chromberries7329
@chromberries7329 5 лет назад
Cam Turp everyone does, really.
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