It's sometimes hard not to cry and feel the sadness swallow you whole but that doesn't mean that you're weak. It means you're strong and that you're fighting every day and that yes, you win each battle when you wake the next day. Enjoy the little moments. That is what life is about. Hope you are healing and that you continue to win, even if you hide your tears in the rain once in a while.
It's so beautiful!! remembering the number of days I won the fights and in turn motivating myself to fight more and more! life is an endless fight.. If you stop fighting that means you are dead.. Momentary weakness is the sign that I am becoming mature enough to deal with all these. Thanks for this amazing comment!
@@ashtzy9682 vertel me nu voor een x eens de waarheid,Wat is er met je,en wat gebeurd er met je.En kan ik je helpen.En ben je de geen die ik denk dat je bent..Ohh,please,je maakt me zo wanhopig..Je weet toch dat je me alles mag en kan vertellen.
I don't know what this is about, but I will always think of him, no matter how hard I try to forget everything. On the other hand, he will never *never* think of me. That's how insignificant I was in his life for 7+ years.
I went from a 0.8Gpa failing grades no Job, addicted to drugs. Now I finished my semester with a 3.2Gpa have a decent paying full time job and am 3 months sober. Things can change. I used to think I was destined for failure but with support you can achieve anything.
I don’t know if it was intentional, but the background picture looks identical to Doraemon’s and Nobita’s bedroom, and it kinda gives off this feeling of my childhood coming to an end. Starting life in my 20’s, everything’s moving so fast but I’ll always have these memories of when life was much simpler and watching cartoons were the pinnacle of life.
You can't suddenly forget anyone completely. First you forget her voice. After that , step by step you forget her lips, nose, ears ,cheeks, hands... Finally , there has never been such a person for you. I want to forget everything...
It may feel very impossible at times, but you are not truly ever alone. Everything and everyone in life seeks out love, it's just disguised in a plethora of ways. It's natural, and it's okay to do so. Yet, we also have to realize that nothing or anyone outside us can bring us something that we always already have. Our experiences sometimes clouds our reality and we fall into a deep belief weaved by negativity. And in these self limiting beliefs we convince ourselves of such awful things about life and ourselves. But, it's not truly so. You are amazing, you are an epic tale. But, you have to remember it for yourself. There's so many forms of company in life, but we overlook them by glorifying certain ideas and concepts of what it means to not be lonely. Solitude and loneliness are two separate concepts. Everything we need is in the core of what we are. Our emotions, our feelings, our thoughts, they don't come from outside of us, they spark from within us. You have so much power inside of you, but you're allowing the sensations, the feelings of sadness to deceive you, and convince you of limitations that are not, nor ever will be there. Think about your history, think about everything you've experienced in your life. Think about how many thoughts, feelings, and emotions, and beliefs you've formulated before. Meditate on how some of them may be so foreign now that you may think of them as even silly concepts to have believed in. What makes you think that some of your beliefs now may not be thought of as silly by yourself in the future too? Through all the beliefs you've had in your life, and all the sensations of emotions you've experienced, you've always been there before they sparked and after they 've dissipated as well. Life isn't imposing anything onto you, it's rather trying to remind you of your own power. You are gifted in every second. Every ounce of pain and joy is a gift and an opportunity to remember the impermanence of everything that you experience. Whether it's in the negative or positive spectrum of things. You are the everlasting essence. You are tremendously powerful. I know the negative feelings can feel incredibly convincing, they can be incredibly deceptive, but remember that it's not who you truly are. You are limitless. You are creative potential.
I'm lonely because I choose to be but never forget that you are not the only one and sometimes it is good to be by yourself. It's best to just stay in your own lane and focus on your own goals/purpose in life but that is just me. Stay strong man.
Nothing lasts, take in this moment and remember that it will pass. And that's both the most glorious and saddest thing about life, this moment will not last. So, if it's a great moment, treasure it, and if it's a terrible moment, be thankful when it leaves.
I remember commenting on an old video saying that I never wanted to lose her, how I would have done anything to make it work no matter what... But I couldn't. I tried but I wasn't enough.. I still see her everyday and she acts like she doesn't know me at all. I have been alone ever since she left. Tonight I was stuck in my mind again, but at least I have this mix to make me doze off, only to be greeted by her in my dreams again... So thats just me and my life I guess😅thanks for all the help you have given everyone through making these amazing mixes! Keep them coming and I will for sure be here to embrace them
I'm sorry to hear you're going through some sad times bud! But, consider that maybe you can handle way more than you are currently believing. You are not your mind, thoughts or emotions. From all the time you've existed, up until this second of reading this, you've had many, many, many thoughts, emotions, and feelings course through you, but you've always just been experiencing life in every second. There is nothing that you can experience that can ever truly touch YOU. Your essence, what you actually are. Even if you lost some limbs, even if someone beats you up, or you go blind, or even if moments in your life feel like your heart's being torn apart, there always comes a moment where you heal. Both physically and mentally. Pain is inevitable, but suffering is a choice. It's just a matter of realizing that you are not your experiences or roles. You're not dependent on anyone or anything, or any concept at all to truly be at peace and content. You are what gives life to your body, mind, and emotions. You are the generator. It's beautiful. It's powerful. YOU are powerful and beautiful, always. Good luck man!
You loved them more than anything in this universe and no matter what. That's what matters at the end of the day, it's not your fault you couldn't get that same love in return.
We didnt realize we were making memories, we just thought we were having fun ah the good times simple times before stress and anxiety took us over stay strong your gonna do great things one day
I'm alone, I'm depressed, I have no friends, yet I can find solace with this beat, hope one day I'll find a person to share my life with. I wish you the best in life.
a lot i fell like crying in moments that make no sense to get emotional over a quiet moment with a love one the silent hum of a over head fan at night the embrace of someone you would never want to lose late night walks staring at stars sometimes its just that loneliness the progression of nothing surrounded by no one yet people are always around you daily and theres those mornings you just lie in your bed begging the world to stop moving to give you at least 5 more minutes and its right there a single droplet trickles down ur left cheek eyes overwhelming from this melancholy but you go on you get out of bed one foot in front of the other you change do your morning routine have breakfast work like nothing ever happened even in times of great duress you dont break even in times of immense pressure you persist even in times of gut wrenching emotional pain a face of stone but when no one is looking when you and only you is by yourself you let go thats when the tears fall the pain the hatred the shame the guilt the fear the anger the sadness the loneliness everything you ever hid from the world all that bottled inside spills its ugly it hurts and it is hard but wipe your tears because just like the rain it eventually goes away with time but only if you let it a storm may seem like a forever when its the only thing in view stay busy talk about it give it time be safe homies✌
We were dancing Smiling I was crying in that rain I know you knew... You didn’t say anything, anyway... I can’t tell if I love you for it, Or hate you for it more.
feeling down again today. feels like a never ending cycle. i keep fighting because i know there is hope out there. but its so small and don't know if i'll ever reach it.
Dear rain, my one and only friend, when will you come? I save my tears for you. I wish to cry with you....so our tears may cover my face and yours the world. May my despair be covered by yours so who ever walks this earth may never know of my sorrow.
Dealing with depression, anxiety, bi polar an eating disorder and above all else so lonely. It’s really hard to keep positive when nothing ever goes my way. Appreciate the love guys means so much x
@@Afella You are not alone. You can be free from everything you have experienced. All you have to do is call on the name of the lord Jesus Christ. Give him a try and watch and see how he change your life. He'll give you all your hearts desires.
Tomorrow begins the last week of school. After that 1week of exams and than SUMMER yeey. I can't wait. Hopefully you'll have a great summer and good exams. See ya✌
wash any of the tears that are flowing down from your face and put on a smile 😊 trust me… things will get better, you just have to be the one doing the pushing
I would like to say just how much I appreciate this channel, I can't really put it into words but to sum it up using a single word it'd be "meaningful" because it's become a home for me where I know is a community of people possibly feeling just like I did when I first discovered it there was people seeking help and others there to spread some sort of help and that really moved me seeing others helping strangers online which gave me hope for the world
When all your life Are full of pain And suffering You are scared You are fearful You have doubts When somebody Beautiful comes along If you are used to be alone Since childhood Just talking to God The unseen one Who is always beside you Never leaving you Never abandoning you Never failing you You just want To be by Yourself Even though how much You heal How much you love yourself Yet the thought Of being abandon later on I can’t bear My beloved This is my story I want you to come And reassure me But you never came You never make me Feel worthy You did not Make me feel wanted So I rather stay Alone Still talking to God He loves me unconditionally In his eyes I am worthy I am valuable I am special I am one of a kind I am beautiful within. That is the difference Between your love And God’s love .
Nah but fr lofi hits so different in the middle of the night,and ai love how its such a tight safe and unproblematic community where u can vent to without getting called an attention seeker or so.
The tunes from this remind me of something someone once told me,i believe it was "we're all like clay pots,built sturdy or at least thats what we want to believe but even they have a tipping point where they leak and drip like rain." Was primarily said in a way as to remind oneself your only so strong without the right thoughts and cares which keep it in good condition. Ill leave it to you all to think on it though. Great tunes as always hope everyones got a great summer ahead for them-selves after school and such ^~^
I was thinking about how the picture of a room in this vedio is so familiar, but then I remembered that Nobita's (from an anime called Doraemon) room looked exactly like this, I think this one is from the 3rd animation movie called: stand by me (Ok so I checked out the art work and it had the caption "goodbye Doraemon" and I'm crying, some of you all may think this a silly of me crying over a drawing, which it certainly is...but Doraemon was a big part of my childhood I practically grew up with it, and I remember those days I would come from school excited to watch it...I just wanna go back to my childhood
i love how every month i seem to find a new track of yours that speaks to me way too deeply and i replay it for hours on end, days on end, weeks on end, until i find the next one. just keep coming back
It's sort of a relief, but also sad to know that you're not alone in facing unsaid sorrows and sadness within when you read the comments on these types of songs. Somehow I wish no one in this world have to experience this type of pain.
"..." "Your parents are fighting again, this happens everyday." "They're trying so hard for you. They're struggling. Why are you..." "Tears flow down your face" "What's wrong with me?!" "Your mom comes in" "You immediately wash your face, and come in" "Mom, I love you." "Shut up!" "O-ok.." "You go sadly to the couch." "Trying to suppress the tears." "You can't." "They flow out again." "After a few hours, your parents have calmed down, but you haven't." "Hey sweetheart-why are you crying?" "I'm crying because I feel like it's all my fault. My missing assignments. Your fights. I can't keep up." "It's fine.." "Don't cry." "You burst out of your daydream." "Oh.."
respect for putting kingdom hearts at the start :) got some rilly hard math HW done with this music and alot more of your music, ty i will always love your content
I just wish for endurance for those around me during these times of hardships because just know you did your best for caring and watching over . Stay up stay blessed and appreciate all aspects of life and anything positive coming your way in life.
