hisohkah - school rooftop (slowed down) 1 hour loop 

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Do you guys notice how we share our painful feelings with strangers on the internet but never with friends and family...

If you are reading this and it says 70 years old, I am probably dead. edit : damnnnn, 3k likes. Yo boys life been a dub I got into weighlifting and just yesterday I benched 175 lbs at 135 body weight.

A few years ago, when I was 15, my friends and I decided to skip a few classes and take a 6-hour camping trip. Once we got there, we set our tents and spent the day just talking, drinking and laughing a lot. It was fun. Later that night, I woke up feeling a little bit dizzy, left my tent and decided to take a walk deeper into the woods. Not too far from where we were, I found another camp. I decided to walk away as quickly as possible until I heard someone whisper "hey". I didn't want any trouble so I caught myself trying to justify being there, only to find out that person was just another teenager. We got closer as I tried to apologize, saying I had no idea he was there. That dude physically reminded me a lot of Teddy Duchamp from the movie "Stand By Me". His name was Gabriel and he was 15 years old. His parents and little sister were inside that tent and they were there because his dad loved fishing/hunting or something like that. The point is, what I experienced after that was the best conversation of my entire life: we talked about our families, schools, girlfriends, friends, future and much more. It was almost 5 AM when I told him I had to get back to my camp. I asked him to join my friends and I, as we were planning to go to the lake later that day and he told me he would try to convince his parents to let him go. Leaving, he fist bumped me and joked we were oficially best friends. We both laughed. I went back to my tent and passed out. When I woke up, I felt something was different. The sun. The trees. My friends. We went to the lake around 3pm and had a great time. But he never got there. Around 6 PM, I returned to that same spot to find out his family wasn't there anymore. Today marks 6 years since I met him. I still don't know what I felt that day, but I know it was different. I don't believe in soulmates... but Idk. Even though I barely remember the sound of his voice, that changed me. This is the first time I share this story. I've been thinking a lot about him lately. This song reminds me of that day. The feeling of that conversation, of that trip, of getting there and not finding him. I hope you're happy, Gabe! You were the best friend I could've ever had.

anyone else miss the good old days back when we use to play outside with are friends, but now were just strangers :/

"If you put quotation marks around a sentence, it sounds inspirational." -Me

i just realised how lonely i am

I just wanna say to you guys, look at you and all the things you have done and be happy and I want every single one of you to succeed and get the lives you deserve, even if the little things enjoy it.I want all of you to return to this next year and reply if you want how things turned out and if they were good that's great! If not I hope it gets better for you, but for me there's not much left,I miss my dad I haven't seen him in months Edit: it has been one year and I have found my way back here with the exact feeling As I did one year ago..... let me update you guys on a few things I have seen my dad since that comment and we seem to be getting along Other things..... Not so much I'm feeling that emptiness I had come back to haunt me and brought me back here. Another thing that has changed.... I started working out about three months ago and I'm feeling great and looking great physically but mentally.....not so much I brought a lot of laughter to my friends and family with my "jokester" personality What I've done is made people laugh and smile and they have been glad that I've been around and got some people out of dark places But when it comes to me I feel like I'm alone and I only have myself to deal with my problems My mental state has had a decline even though I thought things were going so well! Godspeed everyone.... -Sonic Corrupt

this song is like what it feels like when youre home alone and youre bored, but no one will talk to you, so you take a nap and wake up when its dark.

im so tired of being in pain this shit sucks

Taking a nap and waking up when it’s dark out

Sometimes I just don’t wanna be here anymore I don’t wanna die but I don’t like being here I wish I could just leave take a long walk and come back eventually

To anybody reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind, clarity replace the confusion, and peace and calmness fill your life.

its werid how strangers care about u more then the people you know :]

it hurts the most when you can't sleep. and everyone else is sleeping. you feel hopeless and broken Edit:wow thanks for the likes did know it was that relatable.

“If we have more friends online... It makes us feel better about not having any in real life!” -Gumball Watterson

Esta canción me hace pensar mi pasado cuando era un niño jugaba con mi primo dios mío qué tiempos esto me hace reflexionar cuando murió mi abuela,madre solo me tengo a mi y ami perro solo quiero ir allí y sentarme y relajarme un rato.... Rayos porque estoy llorando me trae muchos recuerdos lo siento

Who's listening to this while doing homework and realizing how pointless school is and how much pain and depression it's brought upon you.

Not to sound edgy but I would like to sit in the rain at night, it just seems so peaceful. All alone outside, dark and raining, cold breeze, and hot cocoa in my hands just seems like a whole mood.

The tears don't come out for some reason.

This song's vibes feel like childhood memories and you wish you could go back one more time

Me: **listening to this song trying to sleep** Ad: *WrItInGs NoT tHaT eAsY*

Give me a pair a headphones and a roof on Tokyo and I can listen to this song forever at night

this song screams my favorite quote, "lost in a world that doesn't exist..." and, "sometimes you wanna disappear but you really want to be found..."

I'm not depressed. I'm just lonely. Everyday I come home and play games but I wish I could talk to someone and feel genuinely excited. Listening to this made me shed some tears because I'm just laying here late at night feeling lonely. I'll just leave these stupid words here now.

"Are you depressed?" "No" "Are you angry?" "No" "Are you happy?" "No" "Are you scared?" "No" "Are you worried?" "No" "Then how do you feel?" "Empty"

im afraid to die. i always say i want to die, but im scared. all i want is to be able to have peace. im tired of living like this. i want to be alone, and i just want everything to be silent and quiet. forever. so i dont have to worry about school, missing assignments, anything. i just want to be able to just be free from everything. but i know i will never get that. i just want to dissapear. edit: im back & im dealing w something else rn. so i go back to school in 8 days and im so scared bro. like my social anxiety is gonna be through the roof im so scareddd😭

i’m tired of living everyday on repeat.

seeing all these months old comments gives me shivers, this video has aged so well that is has amazing people venting to strangers in the internet. i agree with all of u, "listening to this is like all the childhood memories facing away as you sink down into the abyss" hit deeper then ever. my dad died when i was 9yrs old and ever since ive just been having very bad luck and i feel like im gonna get depression soon. love u all like my brothers and sisters. ❤️

Imagine there was a well. And your so called friends push you down that well. What do you do. Most people do nothing and try to live on with their life under the well. Some act smart and fix the ripped rope that leads up. Some act tough and climb the rocks towards the surface. Some have friends who pull them up. The people who pull you up are real ones. They are hard to find but once found and x marks the spot. You find the treasure chest filled with gold. What if there was an alternative way to get out. Some dive deeper into the well, and open the hinge at the bottom. It leads to two circumstances. One takes them all the way down to death. That's what the people who gave up chose. The others take a right when no one believes in them and they go out all bloody. There are a bunch of ways to get out of the well. Most people don't know how. You remember the times you played cod zombies with the boys until 3 am and they kept reviving you after you got knocked 30 times. They enjoyed playing with you but they don't like you anymore since you didn't change. Life is all about change. Whatever stays the same ends up boring. That's why no one plays a bunch of these games. Life is a test. We all take the 100 in front of us instead of the 10000 a mile away. We don't get stuff handed and given. We earn it. If you guys wanna subscribe to my channel feel free too. My name is Nova. Peace!

“Our young generation is clearly lost man.”

"We didn't know we were making memories, we were just having fun" edit: if anybody is reading this then you should also know moving on is the best choice probably in any situation. I just commented this because I thought it matched the vibes.

The nostalgia absolutely drips from this song.

My favorite conspiracy theory is that everything is going to be ok

"Toys are just like life, you get so excited for it then eventually just becomes boring and never fun." -MonkeDonke

This is like the happy childhood memories facing away as we sink into the abyss

*"when i'm crying in this earth, everyone's laughing, but when i leave the earth, everyone is crying while i am smiling."*

I was gonna come just cuz i liked the music, now im here thinking about life during class

bruh im crying to this song she finally said i love u

This song makes me remember alot in the past.. Alot of dumb choices and broken promises. My dad just passed away too..

This song man, this song… The feelings it gives me are indescribable. It makes me feels emptiness. The slow and the simple but absolutely depressing melody makes me think of the universe and so many sad vibes and makes me think and think and think. I don’t know how to describe it. This is the song That would play if the world was completely empty and it was just me in loneliness.

“When I needed a hug the most...nobody was there..” -Me

Imagine this: *You decided to go skateboarding for a while in the dark while it’s raining. You love rain! So you jump on your skateboard and start skateboarding in the dark. There’s no cars, people’s house lights are on. And your all alone thinking everything that’s going on in your life. This song is playing in your headphones on blast while you skateboard until it’s almost sunrise*

Haha 🥲 I came here Bc my girlfriend broke up with me and said “ I didn’t mean to date u” so that means she never really loved me all the times she said she did

Does anyone else feel like their childhood is slipping away, like you can’t do anything about it but look back on memories?

when i can drive i am definitely going late night drives with this song playing in the back ground

This music makes me feel a way I just can't explain, almost kinda lost in wanting old memories back

I know most of you won’t take the time to read this but it’s been really rough lately, I just broke up with my girlfriend yesterday, school is on my ass, I’m stuck in my room 24/7, I barely get to see family other than my mom and just life.. it hurts to be here Y’know but besides all that this makes me feel relaxed a bit sad but most likely comfortable what about you guys vent to my comment.

september of 2020, exactly a year ago today, i met my girlfriend. she changed how i felt. having her constantly took away social anxiety and worries and sadness. i wanted a life with her so bad and spent every moment thinking of her. we used to call every night and just laugh and talk about how much we liked each other. then it all began to fade and she got distant. two weeks ago she admitted that she didn’t feel the same for me as i did for her and she left. everything after that crumbled. my family had a split, my depression and anxiety has spiraled and yesterday my close grandmother that i did so much with passed away from covid. things went from finally being ok to now music is my only escape. thanks to anyone that cared to read all the way through. i just had to get things off of my chest. i miss my family, i miss my grandmother, i miss my girlfriend, i miss happiness. but i’m still holding on to hope that things will get better. and i hope things will get better for anyone else going through things right now

Can I just say one thing to all of you I'm so fucking proud of y'all I just thought someone might of needed to hear that ❤️

trauma. my trauma is a nightmare I cant awake from. the swirling pattern of an endless tornado fits perfectly my painful headaches. When will this end? haven't I suffered enough?

Honestly imagine ur self being the only human left on earth. And u see cars in the middle of the road with there lights on but no one to be found and it’s dark and raining. as the memories of the past flood in....... as you hear whisper of kids playing and the city’s are over grown with vines, trees, abandoned cars and buildings and you walk passed your old house and there vines growing from it and the front door is wide open and visions of your family playing in the yard as all the memories flood in..... just me

"Ningún hombre puede escapar de su propia historia"

Im not happy. Im not sad. I feel like the quiet villian. The one who feels pain, but is happy with others. The one who doesnt whant to be a villian.

Listening to this song, it makes me remember when I played with my grandma... she passed away when I was 4/5 years old... my grandpa just passed away..

I've cried so much tears while listening to this.....

Чуство пустоты что скрыто в глубине души

is it just me or life is geting to a point that each day keeps felling the same it keeps repeting it self over and over and again and people keep saying im heartless im just numb to it

Honestly I’m just to scared to love I push them away before they do it to me

i’m depressed and i have no reason to be....i’m so confused. i feel alone for some reason, crying makes me feel better tho and i’m not sure why. i have a good family and i have a roof over my head but i always feel sad and i just wanna be alone. i’m scared because i feel bad for and about myself for no reason. i don’t know how to fix these feelings because i don’t know what’s causing them....

Imagine having an 8 year long friendship with someone you hung out with all the time and made many memories with, and then one day you two just really stop talking to each other. Well, now you know about me. He obviously can make new friends but it seems impossible to have new good times when you’ve already done it with someone you thought you’d be friends with forever.

my parents when i was young: ,,dont talk to strangers in the internet" me with 17: its the only way to tell someone how i feel cuz nobody pays attention or sees my pain

“My mommy is the best mommy in the whole world!” Turns into “oh, my mom?…she’s like a stranger to me…”

everyone is this comment section right now will be dead in 100 years, and our comments will just sit here in silence.

Life’s been very hard recently. I don’t eat or drink that often, my sleep schedule is horrible, i’m sleeping in class almost all day, I don’t do any school work cuz I sleep through all of it. Only thing that puts a smile on my face is my online friends. I love my online friends so much, they understand me and they’re so kind to me. Look, I used to be a talkative, social, extroverted person but i’m not like that anymore. I’m mute in the real world, I just prefer to talk to people online yk.

To everyone here who is feeling alone, I will be your friend. There’s so many people who are struggling with this pain like I am, you aren’t alone. I love you, you’re doing amazing! And i’m so proud of you for taking these steps and fighting this pain.

I hope things get better soon for all of us

Everyday she said she loved me although we aren't in a relationship. We've broken up 2 times and she broke up with me 3 months ago but I've stayed with her ever since telling her constantly on how amazing she is. Everyday made me fall deeper in love with her and drove me crazy for her even though it felt like I shouldn't. I held her hand in classes, I gave her kisses on her face and her arms, I let her know that she means everything to me, I played on the playstation with her every single day, I held her tight everyday to keep her safe, I tried my hardest for her, I tried my hardest to win her heart back and I thought I had finally done it. So I was really confident that she really wanted me so on this very day 30th March in 2021 I asked her out. And she replies with "I don't know" that broke me entirely. Her saying that made me think about everything I had ever done was nothing to her. If she'd been lying to me this entire time and just playing with my feelings and leading me on. Since it was the end of the school day I said goodbye with no words and left to go back home. I cried on the bus next to my friend but I tried my hardest to hide it from him and that worked out. And then I moved to the seat next to us because no one was there and cried it out on that seat. I walked home listening to music and when there was no one else in sight I had cried even more. I got inside and changed my clothes and cried for hours. The amount of pain I felt was immeasurable and it really hurts. And yesterday I told her to never leave me, yet I left her. Remembering that really hit me and I've been crying ever since and its been 3 hours. I left her when I told her not to leave me. I love her so much even though she hurt me but she's given me so much life and happiness its crazy. So to leave her like this feels wrong but I can't go back to her after this. This is the 3rd time, and the last. I've given her everything and she's given me so much. I tried my best, I really did, I let her know she was the special one in my life and that I wanted her. It just all failed. I thought she wanted me. I just wish that I could've made her mine. Hope this'll teach me something. And I hope she can have the greatest life without me in it. updates: from certain time frames of each major thing that's happened. Throughout that whole year 2021 I was still talking to her and seeing her around school everyday and we'd talk often, get to a point of talking daily and so on. The same thing repeated a few times where it was about yk she sortve rejects me but she didn't let me go. Problem was I was blinded with chance and hope of being with her yk growing up and making something of it. it repeated a few times and then yk

I just realized how empty my life would be without her….

As someone suggested in the previous video, a 1 hour version of school rooftop.

I feel like I’m gonna go back in time when I listen to this. Precisely in 2011 when I didn’t have a care in the world, right before my life everything changed due to social media. and Black ops had its first dlc come out I was entering freshman later that year. My parents would grill outside regularly every weekend. I started collecting all the dbz movies and was playing black ops and farcry 2. I wish I can go back. My body feels like its entering that timeline again but my brain reminds me that it’s just a thought/feeling.... The Mayans predicted the world would end 2012 but I think it did. Everything started rapidly changing after that... no going back

Fun fact: Someone is reading this at the same time as you.

I feel like being the cheerful person I am, no one would expect me to listen and like songs like this. These songs help me escape. Escape from the truth. It helps me.. Feel better. I'm not doing amazing inside.

I wanna go back to the old times.

does anyone else miss the feeling of going to school on a good sunny day and staying after school on a sunset with your friends...then again if I think about it I never had friends and those were just my dreams....but I do miss sitting on the school stair waiting for my mom to pick me up sometimes waiting for 3 hours, seeing the sun slowly going down, the wind getting slower, letting the cool air hit my face and closing my eyes....sometimes I wish I was gone...sometimes I wish I wasn't me...sometimes I wonder if anyone wishes that id disappear without a trace....do people have it worse than me....I wonder if anyone misses me...I wonder if ill ever meet my old online friends again one day....was this life a waste....or do I try to wait more...I can hear the alarm clock ringing but I don't want to get up....why is that?

This is my comfort song. No matter how many times I listen to it I never get sick of it. I’ve listened to this song and thought of so many different things. I absolutely love this song, it feels like I’m sitting on a rooftop in Tokyo, the wind lightly blowing on a rainy night as my tears blend in with the rain. I can’t explain how this song feels, but it reminds me of my best memories.

I miss my childhood.. My friends... i miss the times I wouldn't be so stressed out over life and would be so carefree, the breeze in my hair, its a hot summer evening, the sun is slowly going down but its still in the sky as well.. i just take all the scenery in all at once, the smell of pine trees, burning wood, and just nature in general... the best time to be alive... The Summer of 18' and 19' will always be my favorite (and I guess 21' as well) i want to go back to my carefree self... please take me back...

Why can’t I be noticed. I want to be held and loved is that really so much to ask for one thing to make be happy in this black and white world

Look,im the loser who cant love their own father even though father loves me.

I finally found it……. This song… is so relaxing 😌

"Do you guys notice how we share our painful feelings with strangers on the internet but never with friends and family" - lex marron

when they say to be yourself I was always like "well myself isnt good enough" and I would make all these versions of myself so that I could make more friends. I would talk certain ways, and act certain ways just so that I could fit in and make friends and not be lonely. but now I dont know who the real me is anymore, I don't know which version of me was the original, I also can't socialize as easy anymore because I never had the need to when I was younger because I become friends with everyone and didn't practice socializing. so please be yourself literally, don't change for someone else or other people because one day you are gonna think," who am i?" or "what kind of person am I really?" and you are gonna regret it. please listen to adults when they give tips, because 99% of the time they are true

I’m tired of feeling this way.

i used to look forward to all the people i hadn't met yet

I always listen to this to just get back my memories when I always spent time with my dad but know he left and barely calls me and I just miss him so much

This song brings emotions you never thought you had, brings back memories from deep inside where you never thought they would resurface. This song sparks joy with the melodies and also fear, sadness and the realization that you are not alone but still lonely. I feel at peace listening to this. I feel like I’m struggling to get up from under water, drowning, but am at a state of calm. This song reminds me that within any amount of chaos there is calm to be found, you just need to know how to look for it. Always look for peace no matter the circumstances. Always go back and search deep in your mind for you will find calm.

You guys alright?:D I feel like nobody should feel like this in a way I hope you’re doing OK.

I really like rain like rain just gives a nice mood. Idk I just wanna have a nice walk in it and when I’m alone or sad that’s what I wanna do

man this song reminds me of the old days with my friends going out int he playground or have a bike race i used to have such a great relationship with my family but ever since i played video games they would ask me to go out with them but id say no social media really ruined my life and ive just realized its made me into a terrible person i just wish i can go back from the past and fix anything and just never played but im trying really hard to stop it for a week its just to hard i cannot escape social media and never will myself.

i feel like i lost someone.. dont know who i want to theyre important even tho idk who they are i want them back i feel like they died im going to keep looking im not giving up i dont want them in my life i need them in my life for now and for always i love you whoever you are where ever you are i always will even tho idk u yet

im trying to express my feelings but these KROGER ADS NEED TO STOPPP

I really like this song, but listening to music like this just makes me think about things I don't want to think about. And I don't think I'd like to cry tonight

Past few months I have been playing this nearly every single night to help me drift off to sleep and now I can't sleep without it, it'll send me off the second I hear the tune, complete peace

This song reminds me of a friend who I was best mates with and we went out a lot but now we just walk past each other as if we’re strangers it’s an odd thing really

taking a nap listening to this song while crying

I just want someone who is exactly like me. I just want someone by my side even just a bud will do, all my friends are so toxic to me but I still stay with them. I call it a friendship even though I know it isn’t. I don’t know why I stay with people who I think hates me at all times. Is it because I’m lonely? I don’t know but I know that I want a normal life or at least something that makes me happy in life because all that I am now is everything but happy. This song makes me think way to deep into everything. I’m sorry if I got in your way I just needed somewhere to express my feelings because I don’t have anyone to talk to. I just want everything to go back to normal, like before COVID. I hope everyone has a good rest of your day.

This song makes me feel relaxed and I get the sense everything Will be okay

Me waiting for the scream be like: 👁👄👁

“Mauricio I can’t.. I can’t move it move it anymore Mauricio :(“ - King Julian

Daisy, I hope you know how absolutely in love I am with you. Everyday i nonstop think about you. You’re all I want and all I need. You make my life extraordinary. You fill me with complete joy and happiness. I’m so sorry we had to break up and that things got toxic. I feel so awful. I’ll never stop loving you. I’ll love you forever and so on. Telling you “I love you” is an understatement because I cannot physically express the amount of love I have for you. Thank you for everything that we’ve experienced together within the past 4 years. I’ll never forget you. I hope that the term “if it’s meant to be it’ll come back around” is true. You were a very special woman in my life. My sweet small baby girl. The smell of vanilla lingers in my bedroom as I spray your perfume you used to wear when we first met on my pillowcases just so I can smell you and get that nostalgia feeling once again. I sure miss you honey. It would be so crazy if you somehow saw this. Maybe you will? Remember when we used to listen to this song in 2017 when we’d stay the night at your dads house? I miss that room. It felt so euphoric to be in there. I loved every second of it. Always. Just remembering the way the candles looked lit on your dresser while we had a video playing on your mounted tv. Just beautiful to think about now. I wish we could go back everyday. I’m so sorry I took things for granted. Anyways, I love you more than you’ll ever know Daisy 💔