IhaveSchizophrenia hey dude I have something that is annoying me for about 9 years now. I think people can hear my mind. It’s not as bad as what you go through but it’s fucking terrible. I’m taking medicine for it and I’ve got used it. And I’ve been watching your videos for quite awhile,too.
please please, read this Jacob. these hallucinations and delusions are a result of what is happening in the spiritual realm. whatever happens in the spiritual, happens in the physical. when God was creating the world, He spoke and it came to pass (spiritual to physical). I beg you, please to call upon Jesus' name please, call upon His name and ask Him to heal you. The bible says the LORD does not give people the spirit of fear, it is the enemy tormenting you. Ask God to set you free from this spiritual warfare, to send angels to defeat the enemy and all of his works, to bind him and send him straight to the pit of hell. Ask Jesus to heal you completely and to crush the head of the serpent in your life, as He has all the power and authority in heaven and He has already defeated him, you must claim the victory. I am telling you, God will deliver you, you must! you must seek Him! This illness is all negative, the enemy is trying to break you down completely (why is it that you never want to open your windows for light? because the enemy has convinced you of delusions that have no truth but inflict all the fear, he wants to rob you of the Light, for you to lack insight and the truth) the enemy also does this by putting us in cycles since he is not omnipresent, he sets up cycles that keep us in disarray (disorder) and bondage. + ask yourself why the cat is always on you, perhaps God is trying to tell you something, perhaps the cat can sense the spiritual. Perhaps God is using His creation to give you a sense of peace and to teach you that you have purpose (all hypothetical). Jesus says He is the way, the truth, and the life. when you call upon the Lord, call unto Him with faith, it can be with faith as small as a mustard seed as the bible says that with faith that small, you could tell a mountain to move and it would. I will keep praying for you Jacob, you are truly loved. it's going to be a battle but God is faithful and will deliver you. Do not be afraid by this message but, take much heed. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1) So do not fear, for I am with you; do not be dismayed, for I am your God. I will strengthen you and help you; I will uphold you with my righteous right hand. - ISAIAH 41:10 2)Have I not commanded you? Be strong and courageous. Do not be afraid; do not be discouraged, for the Lord your God will be with you wherever you go. - JOSHUA 1:9 (one of my favourite verses) 3) Do not be anxious about anything, but in every situation, by prayer and petition, with thanksgiving, present your requests to God. And the peace of God, which transcends all understanding, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus. - PHILIPPIANS 4:6-7 4) Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. - 1 PETER 5:7 5) For God is not the author of confusion, but of peace, as in all churches of the saints. - 1 CORINTHIANS 14:33 6) For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love, and of a sound mind. - 2 TIMOTHY 1:7 ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- I pray that you would read Mark 5:1-20 on your own, asking God to teach you, to open your eyes, to read the Word with clarity and understanding. You are Greatly Loved.
What happens when you try to touch a hallucination,? Disappear? I mean, if you're seeing someone. Wouldn't it be nice for you to go to that person and try to touch him or her? Perhaps after doing this several times the fear will reduce!
Hello, you don’t know me and I don’t know you but I hope you are doing well. I just want to share my story with you...my mom battled with schizophrenia as well. She was so bubbly and just pure joy of life. She used to love watching your channel because it made her feel like she was not alone and that was hard for her to see. She became recluse over the past 10 years and it was hard to see her this way. I am deeply saddened to say that she passed away 7 months ago. It was not all due to her mental health but it played a big part in what it did to her physical health. I just encourage you to get out there and do every thing you love. Do good for your body even if it doesn’t do good by you all the time. Keep spreading your truth because it is appreciated and you are helping people. I hope you find some peace and enjoyment out of life. I truly do. Thank you for everything.
I was recently diagnosed with paranoid schizophrenia and I’ve never felt worse in my life. What makes it even worse is that my family now sees me as an insane person and is constantly making disrespectful & hurtful comments. Like they don’t even take me seriously anymore it’s like I’m a joke to them. They don’t want to be around me anymore. 😕
They shouldn't be making jokes. That's evil. Tell them to stop being narcissists. They will look at themselves. Just pray it away in Jesus name & things get better 🙏
I think you lack physical exercice, that is why you have body aches. I know when I started working and had to sit many hours in front of a computer, I used to have body aches. I also had bad eating habits and I think that contribuited to that, too. But it gets better if you can fix that. Also, if you are able to, you can take walkes in nature, this helps a lot.
You are so well-spoken. I love your videos so much. Thank you for uploading and having the courage to share your inner thoughts. I really appreciate it. Wishing you the best during this dark time.
Windows bother me, too, but only at night. I live in a cheap but dangerous part of town. I don't have schizophrenia, but I do have PTSD that causes a lot of fear and eye trickery.
Also, I deal with a lot of paranoia, but it's mostly worrying that people at work hate me or that my ex is going to call and try to sabotage my character.
I have paranoid schizophrenia and I also hate windows and mirrors. Like you, while I don't hallucinate all the time, it's the paranoia and fear of outside that really gets to me. Thank you for what you do. I don't feel as alone.
R. S. Hope you don’t feel alone. There are a lot of us in the community who have a mental illness. I volunteer in mental health and have schizoaffective disorder myself. Together we are stronger and remember although the outside can be scary love will always win. We hear of bad things all the time but forget all the good things of which there are many. In adversity goodness shines brightly 💕
YAY! You're back! I could listen to your perspective forever. I like your outlook on life. I'm sorry that it gets debilitating and taxing. Your medication probably is helping, also depending on your stress and anxiety level the hallucinations may not be as triggered. That's what happens for my friend Thomas. He has really similar hallucinations about the dead. His psychiatrist has him on a few different medications, so he isn't as paranoid now though. Your cat probably just attached to you, which is why she is always with you. Also, when they're constantly on you, they tend to be marking you as their territory. She just loves you a ton. My cat is always on me. She follows me. I have bipolar 2. Even though I'm on antipsychotics and am stable, I still struggle with being overly emotional. I could watch a happy video and sob. My cat instinctually knows to hop on me and she stops me from crying. Cats are good💕
I really like the fact that your so open about your schizophrenia I have it to and I totally understand I'm really glad you post videos it makes my day 😊 sometimes I get scared about talking about it so I mostly talk about my depression and anxiety
Hey I have schizophrenia too. I am a paranoid schizophrenic. I was recently diagnosed and I have already been committed. They were kind of nice to me but I just want to say that your videos rly help
Im so thrilled ur back.i was looking for u.and ur here!!!!! I love that ur talking about this current event.ur better than me! Im so anti social.i love u!!!!
Great to see you again Jacob 🤩. I hear you bro, I have lived with the illness for 28 years now. I get delusional thought, paranoia and mania. Latest thing is not trusting if the news and such like is true. Guess you have to only rely on proper sources. I always remember what you said on one of your other videos about being logical which helps. Also I now have a living faith after hearing God speak to me (internal voice) 5 years ago to reassure me I will be on heaven when I die which has given me so much peace 🙏.Your kitty is on you 24/7 as she loves you so much 😍. Stay strong and carry on loving life. Greetings from England 🏴.
Jacob. It's so good to c u back. I rly like ur videos. Your sooo smart and so down 2earth. Pls don't stay away so long. Plsssss make a video verrrrry soooon. ❤💜💚
happy to hear you're doing well, brother! that musta been pretty tough with voices going off kitty's probably pretty fond of you, btw. cats are still pack animals, so they like to spend a good deal of time lounging in the general vicinity of the pack and cuddled up to em as they can. they groom each other a lot, so head scratches are a good way of making sure they're glued to you
Hei, great to hear from you again, thank you for uploading. throughout your life i'm sure that you did a fair share of psychotherapy, i'm really curious about your experiences with it. Stay safe!
Tom Salati @ it’s sht no help at all. It’s good to have some to talk to about what’s going on in 1s mind with out judgement. But I find it’s been more helpful to talk to other people who r going through the same things. It even help with debunking delusions. Hearing someone else’s delusions gives you insight into your own delusions. Allowing oneself to see how irrational they really are, with the ability to laugh at your self others shared experiences.
Toilet paper is generally is a big volume package and takes too much space on supermarket shelves, so if people by just a little more while they shop it will give the impression that the shelves are empty triggering a rush to buy before it ends. It happened to flour, eggs and east.
Haven't heard from you for awhile and glad to see you. I wondered if this quarantine was affecting you but it sounds like you stay in anyway. Take care! Love that you love your Cat!
Hi, thanks for uploading another video. I'm glad you and your kitty are doing well. I don't get the toilet paper hoarding either! Lol. Schizophrenia is a tough disorder to live with for sure. Stay strong 💪
Good to see you. You look well. My son also struggles daily with audio hallucinations. His normal hearing is hyper sensitive. He can hear a mouse fart forty yards away lol. But really, I think that maybe sometimes the "chatter" he hears is real noise that neuro typical people don't hear that his brain filters as voice chatter. He is on a monthly injection of antipsychotic medication as well as zyprexa daily. The hallucinations and paranoia are still there, but manageable. Thank you for sharing your story and helping those without schizophrenia understand what it's like and those with know they're not alone.
So glad to see you! I’ve been wondering if you are ok! Appreciate your thoughts! ! I adore your cat! I have 2 of them! Take care your doing good!! Thanks!
Thanks for posting. My 11 year old, diagnosed at 8 years old, is having a rough go of it lately. she needed to know she wasn't alone and watching you lets her know she isn't.
I’ve said this on here before. But I heard something one time that vertical lines are mad for our mental health, in a subtle way. And your wallpaper has vertical lines. I wonder about that... i know it sounds far fetched. You might consider painting your walls just for a change one day.
I also thought I was sick because of my very red hands and sometimes feet, numbness in almost all parts of my body at timss, did a bunch of tests and everything is fine. We really just need to ignore it. You need to actually convince yourself that you have no physical problems (because you don't, even though you think otherwise). Like really tell yourself : everything is fine, it's not real. And then think of something else (video games really help me to focus on something else). I feel you man, stay strong brother.
I didn't check out your videos for a while but your condition seems to be improved in some way (as far as I can tell), despite the horrible paranoia and hallucinations. Anyway you still seem to be this unique person that I look up to for being so open on this channel. Hang in there buddy!
I have now watched many videos of you. And that's why I'm sending you a message now. I do live in Belgium. But I want to give you my support. Think it really strong of you. How you deal with it. Really hope to hear from you. And I don't like mirrors either. Much Strength friend. Sorry for the typing errors
Hey,my name is takia and I am enduring exactly what your talking about,i have hallucinations of me spiting on people,kicking dogs and etc.... Also i hear voices and the medication is there but it still does not stop the symptoms. also with the paranoia I think that am going to die all the time. Sorry to hear about your kitty hope she gets better.
I’m happy to see you’re well, Jacob. Though I’m sorry schizophrenia is having such an impact on your daily living. On the other hand, it’s great you’re staying positive and enjoying your life. You deserve to feel happiness every single moment. Take good care and hope to hear from you again soon
hey, thank you for sharing. recently one of my colleagues was diagnosed so it is very informative to watch your videos. I do not know if that would work for your window but maybe you could install one of that outside anti-burglary blinds? if you need you could still open them up, but you could just keep it shut most of the time.
Je t'envoie ce message de Paris. Il est écrit en Français car je suis plus à l'aise avec ma langue maternelle quant il s'agit de d'écrire. Je trouve tes vidéos extrêmement intéressantes. En effet, elles nous donnent la possibilité d'avoir une compréhension intellectualisée de ce que tu ressent. Et donc de comprendre à notre façon cette maladie qu'est la schizophrénie. Bien sûr, il ne s'agit pour nous, qui ne sommes pas malade, que d'avoir des idées de ce que tu peux ressentir. Néanmoins, je voulais te dire que dans la très grande majorité des cas, les gens ne te feront jamais aucun mal, ni ne chercheront par je ne sais quel complot à te nuire. Il faut que pour toi ce soit une certitude, une idée fixe. Je souhaite le meilleur et bon courage. Et encore mille merci pour ce superbe éclairage.
I have a dark purple sheet for a queen size bed folded over once that I put up over my window with nails. its dark all day and no one can see in but if I want to look out I can.
Your fear is caused by anti psychotic medication. I have had periods of frequent (every three-four days) panic attacks lasting for hours and they were the same periods when taking antipsychotics. These panic attack experiences disappeared some weeks after ceasing to take medication
I think u r right. Before I was forcibly medicated on quetiapine I did not have agoraphobia and liked to go outside. Since the quetiapine it's made me get agoraphobia. I panic to just step outside door. There is a new drug the USA r trialling. Lumateperone. It seems promising. I've also been taking hemp oil. Which is helping a bit with agoraphobia but not much. Now with lockdown every1 inside n places r shut.
@@ASMR-XI-ZUI Do you know about Mad in America website? Is a portal where is centralized information about the nocive methods of psychiatry, psychiatric medication being in first place. There are studies made by doctors (psychiatrists or not) and other scientists who are just commented and referred on MIA, they make nothing up. Also check Medicating Normal videos on YT
Probably, your kitty just needs to feel warm and safe. She's recovering and might feel a bit cold due to her weight. Anyway it's good for both of you to stick together) take care, Jacob, thank you for sharing
My gson has that & is scared to have curtains open. Try walking outside in nature on a sunny day. Focus on what you want your life to be like. Write down what you want to do. Write it down & imagine yourself doing that. That's what I tell my gson & it helps him alot.
omg.... i missed you so much i was thinking about you every day Jacob hope you doing well... You seem like nice person to me i don't understand why people hate on schizophrenic people so much... Tell hi to your kitty
I had something very similar to schizophrenia, I heard voices, saw demons, thought people could read my mind, thought this was my world, thought I was trapped in my own personal hell and so much more than I could ever explain. I turned to Jesus Christ and and put all of my trust in Him to help me and He changed my life, I’m now happy which I never thought could happen, I can truly smile without having to fake a smile. I was always angry and easily annoyed, now I have so much peace over my mind, I was miserable and suicidal, now I have true joy that I never knew existed. I used to hate people, I am now filled with love for people I have never even spoken to. I want to ask you all to call on Jesus to help you and surrender to Him, if you don’t believe Jesus is real then I invite you to call on Jesus and ask Him which one of us is right.
@ihaveschizophrenia I used old comics and paper to cover the windows in my flat, it's all using blue tack so I can take them down easily. I hope this help. Best wishes dude.
Hey, thanx for posting. I am very similar. I tried American Muscle- Nirvana, and thats the best stuff thats worked for my anxiety/schizophrenia. Anyone with schizophrenia needs more b vitamins and anxiety people need more L-theanine. There is alot of L-theanine in matcha green tea. (All teas have it, but matcha has the most) Nos energy drink and i think red bull also has taurine and helps with your brain health.
Hi, Jacob! It’s great to have you but don’t feel like apologizing for the time between uploads. I have a question if you don’t mind answering. Do you think that the fact you were talking about your paranoia may have triggered the hallucinations? Say hi to kitty 👋🏽
hey i think your back chest and neck pain might be caused by vaping. i was vaping constantly for a long time and developed the same types of pains as you described. maybe try taking a break from it for a few weeks and see if you start feeling better
I knew others with your exact cases. Question more about god and consider him being real. If he is, he’s the only one who can help you. Pray and ask for help, and if you see a change for the better keep doing it. There’s hope for you brother, you’re not alone in being spiritually awake- you’re just being abused by the bad side of spirituality. I’m rooting for you!
