You're a wallflower. 'Weird' is in--that's from my perspective. And this 'FOMO' or fear of missing out stuff is overrated. I'd say, you haven't missed much and there isn't any shame in not having experiences in those kinds of things if they don't interest you. This coming from an introvert such as myself. Society can suck it. I can see these kinds of worries triggering/contributing to excessive intrusive thinking. I've shared your channel in hopes of drumming up more subscribers. 👍
