Me either. I just called the er and was told to come in tomorrow. No one gives a shit when I do try to reach out for help. I just want to go to sleep and never wake up.
I take meds for depression and did two and a half years of therapy. I was consistent in my attendance at therapy and did every single thing my therapist asked me to do. And yet, one year later I am so emotionally exhausted that even the sound of an incoming email or text causes me dread. I can’t remember the last time I felt joy. I haven’t had a real vacation in 34 years. I used to be a very giving person of my energy, skills, money and time. I’m not anymore. I only give money now because there is nothing else left in me to give. I can’t focus on anything, which is making my job really hard. I can’t watch the news anymore because it kills my soul. I’m so sick of rotten people. I have lost my respect for the human species. And mostly, I am so worn out from slapping on a fake smile and pretending everything is okay when truly, I could just fall over from the weight of depression and stay right there on the floor indefinitely.
Thanks for the message sorry I missed this. Therapy is only as good as the level of consciousness of the therapist. I know where you are at I’ve been there. A great place to start is reading the book letting go by dr. David Hawkins this book will give you a better understanding of how to pull yourself from the grips of apathy. The is hope just have faith that tomorrow can be better than today.
I so relate to the fake smile thing. They say reach out and talk. You are shunned if you mention anything negative. Yes it's like they just want you to be a robot or a human with only sunshine and rainbows to blow up their ass so your life can be like the fake facebook shit we pretend is real.
I’m here. Nothing has value it seems like everything is useless. The monotony of everyday life is depressing. What’s the point of staying healthy to grow old and be put away in a home lonely. I don’t want to grow old and find myself getting up in the morning looking forward to 3 meals a day and sleeping than doing it all over. I just don’t want to play this game anymore. I’m so tired of it.
There's nothing wrong. These idiots act like living is some special thing when it really isn't, we can all die and the universe will continue to exist like nothing happened.
I'm just tired of having chronic fatigue syndrome, I'm not depressed, I don't think I'm a victim, but I'm just tired of always being tired, my life is passing me by and I can't do anything.
Have you tried Modafinil or similar? It could be what you need for energy. I was on it for a while and it made me very sped up but to an unhealthy degree as I was exhausted from depression and not a fatigue syndrome like you.
I just don't want to live anymore; but then again, i don't think I've ever really gotten to live. I've just been dead alive watching my body slowly die around me for as long as my miserable "life" has gone on.
I'm not depressed nor sad nor angry but I and sick and tired of greed and entitlement....there is waaaayy too much fkg evil in this world you can have it
Yes I want to go home with God because everything is going wrong in my life I’m tired of struggling I’m tired of going through I’m tired of not having enough to pay bills I never been in this place the only thing I believe to be free from it all is dying to be with God
I only feel happy at the end of the day because its another day over with. I meditate, work out, aee friends and family, eat well and work on myself but the truth is i cant remember when i was last happy. I alway naively think this year is going to be good but it never is. Very little good seems to happen in my life and im tired of feeling lonely
SHAME!!! I FAILED MY MARRIAGE & FAMILY. MY TF husband died - and I hear from him but that just makes me want to die and go be with him and make plans for our next life. I am ready for that next life. Seven years ago - our daughter disowned me - even changed her first last and middle name and left the country and cut off her email! My parents died. Everyone I love has left me behind. I have missed every opportunity. I make a continuous fool out of myself. All my dreams have not worked out I also failed to work to make them happen. Now I am just too far behind. Also - this world sucks - wars poverty disease etc etc... If I could die I could get a fresh start in some other planet and be with my TF Eddie. I am ready to go anyday now. JUST TAKE ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
We all need to learn how to love this life here on earth, because nothing change with our soul when we die, we are creators of our thoughts and spirit moods. Just ask God to help you to go through difficulties.Be strong and you will see results. Take yourself to your hands!
@@antoninapronina2773 Again with these damn god will help comments..Do you realise how many people cry and beg for years god to help and he doesn't?he doesn't want to or he can't? Which one is it..
My thoughts on a daily basis. Still have my parents that I have to continue to live for. 25, still unmarried and no future prospects for marriage, no social life at all. I have a wish of getting reincarnated in a different universe in my next life and starting over. Just waiting for my parents to pass over. After them I will be gone too if I am not married by then.
People think that something change when they die Nothing change, because YOUR SOUL LIVE FOREVER. You not going to vanish, you just change the environment. We do our lifes and just we make ourselves moods and thoughts. Ask God to help you
I’ve asked God for help. After 20 years of not receiving any response, despite continuing and hoping, I can honestly say God isn’t helping. Oh he helps the preps, etc…
I am not depressed but bcoz of my bad health condition and not being cured suffering physically burden for people around me these things makes me feel low... There's is no sign of recovery everyone is pressuring me to be strong and I am feeling tired due to lack of energy in body
Js Shres - it's exhausting just being ill and in pain without having to appear brave and positive and be strong for others. I feel like my illness has chewed up my life and spat it right back at me. If I thought this was my last day on earth I would truly be happy 'cos I am done with trying to do everything in my power to be healthy. I just feel we should all be able to go when we want to. Why should the powers that be have dominion over whether I live or not? People on death row get the choice of life in prison with no parole or lethal injection. I've done nothing wrong yet I don't get that choice. My life feels like a prison sentence.
I don't like this world. I don't like not being able to fight. This is a cruel world world. I'm not going to commit suicide but I have picked a very dangerous job and hobbies hopping death will great me like an old friend. For thousands of years in many cultures suicide was looked at as honorable. When I die know I will no longer be suffering. I see the future and its filled with allot of old people and not many young people. That's a world I don't want to be in. I want to fall upon my own sword to make sure the next generation doesn't have to feed me.
It’s not my circumstances ,I am blessed. I just don’t have it in me to continue waking up each day, over and over I want to disappear like I never existed
I wouldn’t say I have victim mindset. I know good things want to happen for me, I am so fully aware that life is beautiful and there are wonderful experiences out here for me to have. I am so talented and gifted and blessed, but I just do not want to live. The thought of doing my hair just stresses me out so bad.
Hey thanks for the message and I feel with you from that same place I once was. For me to help you I would obviously have to get more information but what I can tell you is that there is hope and where you have doubt that things won't get better convert that doubt to faith that they will. head over to my website www.davidhaas.ca or dm on my instagram davidfhaas and maybe I can offer some support that will help relieve some of your suffering.
Every time I watch one of these videos I’m thinking that this isn’t reality. I don’t have any people at all. And I’m so broken. I’m just done. I wish I were never born most days.
Im Argentinian...I feel i dont wanna live anymore. I can over came another man have broken my heart again. I feel an stupid Argentinian woman because i was always true.
For everyone that has commented here whether it is positive or negative. I would like to help more. I'm thinking of hosting a zoom call for everyone interested. I believe with a few simple awareness you will be able to pull yourself out from the grips of apathy. I know this because I was able to do that for myself with the help of a mentor. If you would be interested in attending this comment below and I will set up a time date for the call.
I'm not in the state of apathy, rather just guilt. I feel like i don't deserve life, i haven't done anything all my life except annoy people, and cannot recall a single example i helped somebody or made somebody laugh. i cannot go outside without being ashamed of my face, clothes and, well, just myself in general. even tho i've been called smart a lot of times, it's just random facts and surface level intelligence, and i don't really think i'm good at anything at all.
I have to turn in a letter of resignation, I tried so hard to start my career and failed miserably. I’ve literally got nothing else outside of this stupid career path as an option and I don’t want my gf and I to be poor. I’m not suicidal, but I just have no hope anymore. It’s not going to get better.
I don't want nor to see hurting myself but I do feel and always wanted not to live anymore. I am just super tired in everything. I also know where this coming from and know that there is no way out. Hopefully, will feel better soon not just me but everybody specially who watches this video.
If there was a off button I would have been pressed it. We all going to die anyway, I'm just smart enough to get out of this world.People like this dude trying to keep me here. I will find away to get out of this world 🤣
Two reason to think this kind 1. is tired, tired has many many reason like boring, depression, past life, drugs, crime, ..... 2.u will understand the real life and u like to free from body.
Sir today something bad happened. I already fight the self harm thoughts and suicidal thoughts everyday.....I don't know why ...but I do. Today at work my boss called me to say that I am allowed to continue my services in the next year . But she warned me that I have to improve myself socially. I am an introvert and a socially awkward person and I don't feel comfortable in between people. My boss said that I have to improve socially. I was already dealing with bad thoughts since few years and it was strong this morning for some unknown reason and hearing this from my boss made me cry in front of her and now I feel mortified and want to hide somewhere . I am a teacher and I am okay when I am with the kids but when I am in between my colleagues I feel nervous and am not able to talk about anything. Now I have to improve but still I feel like I want to die. What to do sir ?
Im tired of talking about all my mistakes., decisions that's ruined and sabotaged myself. The depression i have is so severe. I hate myself so much. I don't want to live another day.
I can't join a group. I can't go outside anymore. Im suffering horribly from depression , anxiety and insomnia. Along with terrible guilt, shame and regret. Also grief of family loss, job loss, etc.. I reached out to professionals and everyone. Nothing has helped. Exsisting is torture.
Hi,... I actually know this. I'm suffering so badly.! 24/7. With this dam insomnia.. Depression is so crippling, I don't want to be seen in public , im tortured by the devastating mistakes I've made that has totally ruined my me, and my life. I talked to crisses counselors, 988 suicide, psychologist... they agreed, I really F'd up!,.. but still try to say, I can move on...? They're not the one suffering, and suffering the consequences. Mental illnesses are Unbearable. ... just wanted to express, I agree with you.
So who do you tell when you have no friends, family, social media? Ive called a hotline, tried to go to support groups and they were so judgemental. And between my jobs and kids- i don't have time or money to volunteer. And therapist are mandated reporters. So who do i seek help from?
I yell at god to take me at least once a week because I Don't want to be on this planet anymore..And then I think of all the people who have it even worse then me and still fight through and that makes me feel even weaker..
I love how you just spew bs like it's truth. A belief is not a thought we keep repeating. Beliefs are emotions. Big difference between emotions and thoughts.
Lacy my teaching comes from years of study and a dedicated spiritual practice. Most importantly anything I teach comes from experience. I'm sure we could argue back and forth about what comes first an emotion or a thought and you could spew information from your text books. The point of this post is to help people see things from a different perspective. A perspective of someone who was in a very low place and was able to transcend that low state implementing spiritual techniques. I don't care how people find help and just pray that they do. The quote "a belief is just a thought that you keeping telling yourself" is from Tony Robbins. While he has no formal education in psychiatry or phycology I would have to argue he as impacted more people's lives than many of the people you read about in your text books. Arguing about how to help people in my opinion is completely pointless, what is important is the actual act of doing so.
I've never read a text book and don't have an opinion on this. What I said comes from my own personal experience, unlike you, who is quoting Tony Robins.
@@lacymacdougall9660 In my experience most people argue about the creation of thoughts etc are physc students lol. Anyway for what its worth I usually follow this model (behavior - thoughts- emotions - beliefs - original incident) I work this model with clients both backwards and forwards
4 years ago me and my husband 4 years ago moved to fla to take care of my mother after my dad passed. Keep in mind I was abused my whole life in every way since a little girl and after me and my husband were married 12 years so happy. Then she ruined my life made my husband sick, dead, pushed me im in a wheelchair and continues to abuse me to this day saying well I wanted to die first. My life is over my freedom taken. pZLEASE HELP ME BEGORE ITD TOO LATR
My husband and I took care of my mom the past 5 years and it was hell. Same thing she neglected me her whole life and then wants help. Don't let some perceived obligation to her ruin you. GET OUT AS SOON AS YOU CAN! !! Don't stay. Abusers need to find their own way instead of suckling the liFe and dignity out of you every day. ESCAPE.
I think I just fixed it. She is a sociopath and dcf supervisor is filing paperwork to have her go in-patient to get the right help. Finally she will get the right help insteadml
Instead of playing it her way. DCF found out everything. They even said she plays the victim card. I'm so blessed to have it out because she could flip everthing on me and be believed by drs and such. Not anymore!!!! I Thank My Lord Jesus Christ for blessing me with this and I have all the faith in My Father, My Lord, that he will continue to pave the way for me to follow Him to health, happiness, peace and a beautiful future. In Jesus's name, I pray, Amen.
I am really confused. Some say that you should put yourself first and now you are telling that it should not be about us, abut about others. Where the hack is the truth? I would like to get one clear recommendation/direction.
I sometimes feel like that but I cannot leave without hurting my family. So my only option is maybe "fall up"... become good enough to not be a load for those around, maybe I can get Inner Peace. I hope I did better things with my life. Now I'm almost 30 and I don't know if there is a bright future.
Im a burden to others. Its hard to be around others when u feel like your a problem for them. My cars been broke down so i havent left my house in months. Im so depressed and i feel more alone than ever. Whats the use to change....nobody cares anyway
You are not old enough so unless really smart you do not have the life experience to be giving this kind of information i'm at least twice your age and it doesn't get better it only gets worse as you age
you might be a good man with good thoughts but there are just some of us who had a good supportive siblings and parents friends even a good lady and were still such losers we screw it all up not society not the goverment i messed up everything not them me and were just not worth saving
Robert I couldn't disagree more. It is never too late to turn things around. In the eyes of God or the higher power of your understanding you have already been forgiven. With that knowledge you can now begin the process of forgiving yourself.
This sucks. Pull yourself up by your bootstraps. No money. Okay yeah so do more so more then guess I am still not enough. No they just want a fake smile. Have volunteered , nope I am empty from giving I am here because many years struggle nothing gets better like beating my head against the wall. So just go to work oh that's been my problem not enough working. I want to die and you tell me to go do some 4 step plan.
Everything will be good! Just keep going to do what you can do! Main thing in your life its YOU! We all have lessons in our life and this bring us to step up.
John 3:16 Jesus christ can give all of your burdenrd hearts rest he loves you and cares . He came as gods only begotton son he died on the cross for the sins of whoever will belive in him so that they may be saved. Call unto god seek him and he will draw close to you when you draw close to him . There is hope in christ The joy of the lord is your strenghth . God bless you❤
Sammie I am not dismissing that clinical depression exist that is the result of something being off at the physical level. What am I suggesting however, for those of us that don't have something off, there is a way out.
