I'm so tired of this life. I am so tired of therapists, & therapy. I am so tired of dealing with people. My heart & essence is so tired of trying and breathing.
I know it can be so draining and it’s necessary to talk about it buuut I have to point out what you are thinking, saying, and writing after I AM ____. Try and change what you said to what you would rather be energized by and grateful for. It will shift things around if you persist! I am so grateful for this life. I am energized. I am amazed by this world and it’s people. I have so many wonderful people in my life. My heart beats waves of love and joy. I am so grateful to be here. What we focus on grows! Don’t give up. 🌊💚🫡🤝
True, just think of life as an actor like that movie The Truman Show. Your playing a character. Someone playing the role as the villain, medic, the addict the hermit etc at the end like chess the king and the pawn end up back in the same box.
we are observing the collapse of a soul trap... well the splitting of a cell... where the soul got trapped... thanks for showing up to life even when it sucks...
Please don't delete this...i have these exact thoughts and feelings, and all around me it feels like the world is going irreparably mad, it feels comforting to know I am far from alone
You’re so real, chosen ones see through all this bs. But don’t give up. Our time is coming! The fake & shallow will no longer be as supported. I keep reminding myself, this is MY creation, therefore non what society says matters. Do you loudly and proudly.
Society does indeed suck. No one, and I mean NO ONE, wants anything to do with you unless you have something to offer them. Something that they main gain off you. And when that something runs out so do they. Every. Single. Time.
There are good people out there who don't use you....very few but there out there You sound like your trust has been taken advantage of and hurt Keep your heart open ❤
@@markoconnor4380The numbers are so small it’s ridiculous. Some of us can read everyone. Also meeting a good person doesn’t mean you can be friends with them. It’s hard to relate to people when everyone is just doing dumb things and lack intelligence.
This is what the world and the devil makes people think. He will try to cloud people's minds that make them think status and clout and things is what makes you valuable. That's not the truth. God says your valuable the day your born and that's why it says to come as you are , you are not required ever to have things to prove your show your worth, Amen.
You are not alone. Please keep looking at nature, it will keep you grounded. Stay in your "vibe" as you call it, as much as you are able. Take one day at a time. It is so good that you have daily gratitude.
Beautifully said! I resonate with everything you said. I am an avid follower of Neville Goddard and I love running into other followers of him. This world is insane and living feels impossible to me. I am trying very hard to hold onto hope but to be completely honest I really don't want to be here anymore. I am working to stay positive and manifest a less difficult future for myself and others but I'm over it. I feel like I'm going to break. I'm at wits end. Meditation is helping but life is just...disgusting to me at this point.
I know ❤️🩹 keep persisting and focus on you and your fulfilled desires. It’ll happen if you do! We have to learn to balance it out sometimes to make it through. You deserve to be here more with your good heart! Don’t let anyone tell you that you can’t, not even yourself 💞 so hard but possible!
Please don't delete this video! This is an intuitive message that the collective needs! I feel the same, I'm sure it will take off because it is suggested on people's feeds.
Birds, bees, flowers, trees -- my kindred. Let every breath be prayer. Everything else ain't real. We don't have to be upset about it, bless it and go on your magical way. Hugs.
The only rule to follow is your common sense,from that stems your discernment and intuition,spot on,the world is a stage and 99% of the population are actors,when you see it,you can't unsee it,from here all we can do is find peace within it,stay safe n wise.xo
Life is meant to be easy. We manifest everything in our lives everyday. There is nothing new under the sun. These are the best times on earth right now.
This is beautifully composed, visually and verbally. I feel all of us “hard moders”, as you put it, are coming to a kind of awakening. I once heard “You have 100 percent chance of making it.” Sometimes that feels like bullshit. But the world needs, nay, REQUIRES people like you, right now. If we knew the reasons it would spoil it. Teetering on the verge of homelessness seems to be the lot of our kind. We are leaders and you clearly exude this. Your articulation proves this to me and gives me hope. Your dissatisfaction is justified and also divine. I ask that you flow like water and be ever so hard to kill! 🙏❤️
Im 74 yrs old. When I was 21, after a short stint in the worthless Vietnam war, took the opportunity to hitch-hike around North America, with just a backpack and no $, exploring the county and the people in in it. Being a (road scholar was the best 4 yrs of my life, and a learning experience I've carried with me til this day. I realize it's a dangerous thing for a female to do, especially these days, but my daughter has been doing it in a van for several yrs and loves the lifestyle. I'd recommend that everyone take the journey, before planning a future or having children👍❤
Does your daughter have a place to take breaks from the van? Do laundry? Shower? She must be very strong and healthy to handle that life. YT is doing people a great diservice making it look like a positive choice.
Oooooof. I hear every word of this. I've been feeling so similar to you and wanting to be in my own energy - I also deleted all my videos the other day LOL. Just tired of being perceived and agree that it's really hard to put certain perceptions/feelings/experiences into logical words. You gotta keep believing it to see it ♥Aaaaamen. PS, I love your art!!
Thank you! Ugh, yeah. Im going to miss your videos but I get it. I think it’s good to step back and rest from time to time. If we’re not doing it because we enjoy it, why bother at all? There’s always other things to do. 💚
@@iamFracture Aw wow, HI!! Haha I am doing super well, thank you so much!! That's so sweet of you to say hi here. Hope you're doing well too, friend ❤ :)
Glad some algorithm connected me to you here. I love your raw beautiful energy, speaking your truth in this moment. Yes. Life sure sucks. Ineffable beauty, pain, suffering, awesomeness and more… Thanks for being here and for playing along in hard mode. Nice to know you and others understand.
He uses lots of flowery words, meanders all around the houses, never really getting to the point. You listen to him for ten minutes, and when he's finished you think "What was that about???"🤔
What Great Taste you have....❤ You remind me of the days of old 90s...you remind me of Bjork too. VERY GOOD SIMPLE POINTS....Very hard life for me too.
You’re right, we can’t serve two masters. You can live the lie to cheat people for easy money for yourself, or live for the truth, work hard, take care of as many people as you can and have faith you will be taken care of one day. Unfortunately, the more people choose the lie, the less there will be to take care of others.
•Full moon coming so whoa! I was a MESS today in just stayed in bed so THAT being said, this feeling you’re feeling is in the air! 💨 •7:57-8:09 💯🎯Feeling and going through the same thing!
My job is to surrender to God. In spirit, in feeling, and in action. I surrender my feelings and thoughts to God every day. My goal is to surrender it all. I maybe surrender a couple of hundred thoughts and feelings to God every day rather than trying to deal with them myself. I always make it clear I am willing to do any work God directs me to do and I accept whatever course God sets for me. So I don't ask to be alleviated of anything. I simply place myself in God's hands and trust that whatever God decides for me I follow. Not being in charge of my life is actually very empowering and feels quite amazing. It's like true power. Like I'm being carried. I am still willing to do all of the work. I just don't want to be the captain of the ship anymore. I ask God to be in charge. That is the entire purpose of my life. Of course I am busy and do all kinds of stuff but I surrender the management of my thoughts, feelings and actions to God. I give up trying to manage this mess. And slowly it seems to be becoming not so much of a mess. And the experience of being disconnected from my source seems to be very obviously fading.
Yes and bible is clear, when it says it is not in man to direct our course of life. The truth is we all need all the help we can get. Some people continue to go to the source because their smart enuff to know their need and that only relationship with Jesus can fill.
@@juliecarter2048 I now do surrender to God prayer maybe a total of three hours per day if I add it all together. That's an improvement. It was hard to do ten minutes per day in the beginning due to the programmed racing mind we will have from this manic (and I see as largely satanic) society. But over the years that mind has slowed somewhat and my dogged persistence in prayer has produced results. The goal for me is to eventually surrender to God in every waking moment. But even now the overcoming of the manic mind to a certain degree and the regular connection with God is transformational in truly amazing ways. It's like discovering something that was there all along and I was only distracted from it and previously unwilling to do the work slowing myself down and re-learning how to be with my creator.
what does One do when the truth is discovered and we have potentially decades left on this world. this is where I am stuck, frustrated. all i do now is watch.
God is pulling you out of the world because you are special and God wants you to be safe and taken care of , not by the world but by God. Let go of the spirit of the world and embalm yourself in the holy spirit. You are worth more than many sparrows 💯🫡👁. Continue to get use to being in your own energy and with God. 💯
You don't need things to be seen as human. You just need similarities to assimilate. If we're trying to assimilate with people we have nothing in common with of course it's gonna blow up in our face but that's because we have nothing in common with those we're trying to communicate with, which is why it's imperative we either find or found our own communities instead of relying on heredity to make our beds.
It’s people I have things in common with on the surface, even in the depths but some people are very disturbed when they realize this is a way of life for me not just a cool inspirational moment, even when it’s all crumbling 😅
Try raising your vibration finding your inner self we are beings of light we can create the world we live in. I used to be addicted to drugs I beat that then I was depressed. I beat that. I'm raising my Consciousness I'm having lucid dreams and I couldn't be happier...
The world and society is ass, but when you overcome the world it doesn't really matter that it's ass, it just does it's own thing, it just is what it is, but the distinction between good and evil become more clear and evident.
No one gives me credit when i try. everyone keeps blaming me. but society sucks i said. They discount what ive been through and now im choosing to be alone with god since apperently my trauma is my fault. and then this video title pops up.
@@Understandingways excuses ? You don't know anything about me.. or what I've been through.. I actually changed my entire diet , started working out. Have bettered myself so how am I making excuses ? You are a perfect example of what I'm talking about. People blaming me for no reason when I'm trying.. like what ? Yet I see homeless people starving and celebrities worshiped .. memes making fun of people's pain , and my family out casting me and blaming me for how they treat me and the trauma they put me through , while never giving me any credit when I do better. yet everyone says its my fault and tell me to go get a job when i already applied to like 15 and never got a call. i quit smoking , quit drinking and yet everyone still treats me like crap and society keeps being mean and violent. so how am i making excuses and what am i making excuses for? you make no sence especially since you know not one fact about me. Literally you don't know me at all but here you are saying I'm making "excuses" 😂 this is crazy. Again, this is why I'm beginning to hate most humans and I'm choosing to genuinely follow God. nothing will ever be enough for any of yall. ive been put into mental hospitals for being depressed , i have almost died from suicide without any support at all or love throughout my life. and yet here i am still trying my best while being put down, Thanks though , go pay attention to your own excuses. I'm actually trying. ive been looking for love my entire life while being told its my fault when i gave all my love , society is whats missing the love, not me, and im done hearing this. i have changed every aspect of myself for the better and im still not enough for society. so dont talk to me about excuses internet stranger.
@@MoonOwl333 credit is seeing apporval from who does not care....give yourself credit and don't blame others for how you choose to live now and tomorrow
Agreed. Society is over. I grew up as child reading all the time about the supernatural. Those things manifested in my life in various undeniable ways (bc I left an open door to them.) As I got older I studied anything and everything in the term loosely umbrella'd under anthropology. If you played me a piece of non-western music, I could tell you what country and region within country it originated. Of all these things, and the reason I gave all that contextual - the only thing that I'm SURE of is that Jesus Christ is the truth. He made it very clear to me. I don't know why your video appeared in my feed- other than I might need to tell you. Let me suggest you laser in your focus on taking this pause to tell Him what you are thinking, and ask for Him to lift your burden. Isaiah is my favorite book for our time/place of now. Buell Kazee, an old folk musician from KY in the late 20s-1960s wrote a bunch of great essays that are 3-7 pgs that will give great context. You can search his name with the word Baptist to find them.
I beleives you til.you said jesus.....you guys google and never studied... We all pay for.our mistakes and choose confusion over truth and pride over community and family
😏 I love this cause I consider banjo players a major sign I’m on my destined path. don’t ask haha! I understand the purpose of this comment. thank you 💓💜
@Learnedit4me To you, I'm only a faceless fellow commenter. I did not come to Jesus through research. I came to Christ in a non-socially orientated impulse to repent for my soul, and then experienced things that natural laws have no explanation for. I have experienced things that the Bible outlines- and this was before I had ever read the Bible. After experiencing what I did, I was led in the Spirit to read the Bible, and it explained what had happened. Consider, if we were all drawn to this video in agreement that the world is wicked - (the same of which is outlined Biblically); why is it that those who love this world that we rightfully criticize: find us abhorrent. They would/or do find Jesus abhorrent too, and in fact, he did nothing wrong, but also not conform to this world, as we too do not conform to this world.
@infinitezebra Thank you. I promise you Jesus can break you out of this matrix by His sovereignty. A church building is not the Lord, the church is those who believe on Him.
I love your energy. The last part is really wise, and is commensurate with Christianity, which says to pray without ceasing. And the only way to really do that while doing everything that life requires of us is to "vibe in our mindset." It's a gift from God. And I agree that we're here to learn or fight for something. Haven't figured that part out yet.
I have never seen you before in my life but you are on my homepage. I wonder why this is... Despite that, you only see the top 10% of society and i am in total agreement to it sucking. And theres a whole 90% that sucks even worse lol. God is waiting for his last disciple to wake up before he returns. Stay strong.
While you are young and strong try get a cheap peace of land and plant fruit trees etc...make yourself a cozy nature it will help you later .lots of love be strong
Haha your awesome. I feel the exact same. I had this thought today, what is the point of all these endless lives we live over and over and over and over. Yet no memory. It's insanity. Complete insanity whats the point. Like really. Wtf is going on hahaha. Full blown slaves and for what, to go home apparently and than what, memory wiped lets reincarnate again I want to suffer and have amnesia again.
I've got tons of insight from listening to Michael Singer speaking. Many topics and a different perspective of how to endure what we experience. Michael Singer has been my go to which helps me understand a different way .
So my childhood friend is a life coach that practises affirmations and stuff like that and does it as a career now not like the youtubers that do it but still, i was like this to my mum "wow maybe i should reconnect with her we could learn alot from each other" my mum knows im aware of manifesting and things but she replied "georgia is a qualified life coach she doesnt need to learn from you" she kinda reflected all my disbelief in myself and made me even more hungry to believe in my future
yes GOD is first and eventually as we grow in relationship with him he will reintegrate us back into society and maybe even leave our mark on our generation
...Jesus Girl ....you want to push everything and everyone !! but , you are an Angel, strong , beautiful you radiate goodness and love , I love you , we need you here ... I wish I could fly to get to you ..🙏🌎🙏 👍🎉👍🤍
Here's what I do to keep focused on what's real. I watch plants grow. It take a long time for plants to grow and nourish the right conditions to bear fruit. I take that deep space between the plants obvious growth spurts to observe and understand reality. it's the growth inside of all living things that goes unseen that seems to matter the most. If we treat ourselves like we're the guardians of our own growth than we'll be quick to notice when something is wrong. A yellowing leaf, a pesky bug, a mold growing across the soil. Treat each and every little moment like it matters, because it does.
Sometimes I focus on the details of all this bullshit game on Earth that only a few win. If others were as successful as the lucky few, the lucky few wouldn't feel as entitled or important. Kinda sad if you consider that selfish and wealthy people can't feel any self worth without power and wealth. Believe it or not, in many ways they are worse off than you because they don't understand how to be truly happy. So I (for the most part) stopped focusing on the media and social flaws and I'm trying to just be in a better place in myself.
yeah they have no idea what their missing out on. I think we’re the elite to still show compassion and stay grateful no matter what we have and what we are given 😉🛍️
I GOT TIRED OF TELLING THIS STORY A LONG TIME AGO.. YOURE GOD, IM GOD EVERYTHING IS GOD.. WHEN GOD CREATED THE UNIVERSE HE BLEW HIMSELF UP INTO THAT MANY PIECES.. SOME OF THOSE PIECES TURNED INTO YOU.. EVERY ONE OF THOSE PIECES IS A PIECE OF GOD.. THE SAME GOES FOR EVERYTHING ELSE..
You’re not the only one dear sister, God bless. One of the 99 names of God in Islam is “Shakur” meaning gratitude. Through embodying those 99 names is one way to find the Ever Present One with you.
Don't be so hard on yourself! At the end of the day simply living the best life you can is enough, be happy to the best of your abilities is enough! Don't focus too much on expectations, it is a rough life sometimes but inner peace is crucial. Stay true to yourself, live life to the best of your abilities, be of service to others when you can and just enjoy this wild ride the best way you can that is more than enough! Is all going to be okay ❤ much love ❤️
I started explaining the Spirit of God on my channel and I feel similar. Like how can anyone understand how deep this is. I don't want to confuse anyone. But I feel like I know too much to not record. You should continue to record and let God open the hearts and ears of those who able to receive his word.
may God Bless you in Jesus Mighty name. He loves you and has waited for you to come onto his arms! Oh you are so loved! don't give up pray to God daily in Jesus Mighty name. Its not always easy but don't get discouraged. Jesus is coming soon! He will and has been and will be with you precious beloved daughter of God The Most High. Trust him not the world. Oh There's Angels singing in Heaven for you return home. Remember God is with you In Jesus Mighty Name and remember to pray because praying is so so so much powerful than I thought for he hears you before you speak. and same with reading the Word, a window to heaven, and getting to know God. Its so important to read the precious word of God in Jesus Mighty name its so so important to stay in his word seriously. Welcome Home sister in Christ God Loves you. you are more than precious in his eyes. I'll pray for your well being and a good strong relationship with the one who can do anything! God Bless you !!!!
" picking my nose " -- 😅😂 ❤ yessss ladyyy lol . I love this. Keep sharing your soul and insights !!! I noticed at at 7.56 u were repeating, and sounded the same, JUST LIKE all the rest of alot of this. Whatever the purpose ,.. just dont.. and why? Anyways.. Sorry been a long night. I think your funny!:) have a great daya
Society uses good and evil mixed and calls that love.The real truth is that love has no evil and that is what good is already so both sides De part as one joined that then go from you as love that is real is as ligh-t is the lie crossed.
Hey we are out here. We are on the same wavelength. And we will soon reunite. We are still spread but soon we will come together physically. And it will be absolutely amazing. Much love ❤️ iam here if you want to talk ❤️
Your'e so close. God is the truth. I searched like you, vision boards, intention all that deceptive rubbish but eventually guess who revealed himself to me.... you guessed it Jesus. He's our portal to god. Good luck you'll get there 🙂
You’re meant to fully return. All that manifesting attracting abundance blah blah is still just personal desires. Just embrace the unconditional love being that you are. Not everybody wants to go all the way but you do! 💚✨
