I Got Diagnosed With Borderline Personality Disorder For My 18th Birthday.HDV

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@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

this video is so incredibly special to me. getting this diagnosis was incredibly cathartic as well as terrifying. BPD often feels like a life sentence but also made everything in my life click and make sense. it’s something that I deal with every second of everyday and is something I will have to my whole life. i don’t know why i have such a special feeling about this video, i repeatedly question why i’ve gone through so much and why it constantly hurts. but i know in my soul making videos, specially about my struggles / mental health, is the whole reason why i go through so much. anyways i’m gonna go now lol but ily. thank u so much for watching :,)

@texassaxet4893 10 месяцев назад

I have lost a friend because of her BPD, we've been friends for over 12 years. She was the type to lash out at every loved one and it was very hard to deal with. I have walked on eggshells around her and tried to be a people pleaser with her. I never complained about anything in my life, but I have always listened to her and that somehow made her think my life was perfect. When my grandmother died was the first time i showed that I can get hurt too and that is when everything ended. (She just blocked me everywhere and talked shit about me on the internet) She accused me of not caring enough about her(fear abandonment)..she said things about me on the internet that weren't true. There was so, so much more drama that I can't even write down. She thinks the world is out to get her. She makes bad choices and is surprised by the consequences. You seem like a sweet and rational boy and getting the diagnosis is the first step. I wish you the best in life!

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

i'm so sorry to hear that :/ bpd affects people so incredibly differently, my heart hurts for her knowing that she is clearly still so fragile and in pain. but obviously that does not excuse her behaviors and my heart goes out to YOU for doing everything in your power to be as gentle as you could be. being around / loving someone with bpd is so incredibly challenging. it often becomes a loop of toxic behaviors and then finally snapping out of that mindset and realizing what you've done and then doing whatever you can to make sure that person doesn't leave. it's incredibly challenging and i'm sorry to hear that you were at the forefront of all that. sending you all my love

@Lili-ey1nd 10 месяцев назад

She was never a friend 😂 sorry blud she’s not secure enough to ever give a shit about anyone but herself

@iamevandiaz 10 месяцев назад

my angel baby aiden, the amount of lives you are going to change is insane. i'm so incredibly proud of your vulnerability and coming into knowing yourself even more. it honestly hurts knowing that one of the most important people in my life struggles with something so severe and hurtful. you deserve nothing but happiness and light and i want you to know that everything you are going through you can overcome. you are so insanely loved and cherished by so many. you are so insanely gifted with so many talents and you never fail to impress me. i love you more than you will ever know and i cannot wait to see you in literally 59 fucking days. the memories that we are gonna make together will live on forever. i love you more than life itself and thank you for being a bestfriend I can always talk to when i need you. i'm always here for you if you need anything. never forget that. ♡

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

if my emotions weren’t shot dead all the time you constantly make me cry i swear😭😭 thank you for everything & I LOVE YOU SO SO SO MUCH & I CANNOT WAIT TO SEE YOU !!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍

@slthewolf 10 месяцев назад

we'll all get through this. the only reason why I'm still here, is because I still want to pray for us to get better and to feel what it's like to be happy again. take care of you all, I love you, I truly do :)

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

sending you all my love !

@marstrull 10 месяцев назад

I got diagnosed at 18 and I’m 29 now. You will be okay it gets better! It’s hard but life goes on and hopefully you’ll learn some skills along the way to help

@Kiraa000 10 месяцев назад

What are things that help you deal with bpd, if you don't mind me asking? I'm 20 and have bpd, I've already been to a psychiatric facility and I am in therapy but everything feels so hopeless and dark.

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

🤍🤍🤍 so happy to hear it gets better ! thank you for the kind words

@marstrull 10 месяцев назад

@@Kiraa000 I have done DBT classes which help you retrain your thinking and help with emotion regulation. That was really helpful also I did independent outpatient therapy day program classes were you go and do groups and are surrounded by people who are going threw similar things. I hope you feel better I know it’s hard but it’s worth it to keep trying

@marstrull 10 месяцев назад

@@Kiraa000 also NAMI has free online support groups

@Kiraa000 10 месяцев назад

@@marstrull Ahh okay thanks :)

@dougbrown3957 9 месяцев назад

I love you and you're going to help so many people. You're so missed by everyone in class, but I am happy you can focus on this 100 percent now!

@AidenWatsonn 9 месяцев назад

ahh thank u mr. brown ! love & miss you so much

@tljb101 10 месяцев назад

Thank you for being so brave and talking about your struggles. You’ve helped me more than you even realize! ❤

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

thank YOU for watching !! i appreciate you so much and i'm sending you all my love

@militarydeviltube5014 9 месяцев назад

I finally watched this until the end (I didn't have time so I watched it in parts). I'm very glad you made a video about this and I'm glad that you specifically emphasised that it's the most painful metal illness. I have one more personality disorder, so combined with BPD I get some really "interesting" emotions, thoughts and views on the world that are very hard to control, so while watching, I felt really angry that almost no one understands me. But anyway, we should remember that BPD gets better as we grow older. Good luck!

@AddiLexon 10 месяцев назад

i was scrolling through my recommended and this popped up. i scrolled past it but then i came back and something touched me. your film style is absolutely stunning, and i love how openly and bravely you talk about your struggles and how transparent you are throughout this. i know this will help and reach so many people. you are a bright soul, keep creating my friend :)

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

wowow ugh thank you so much :,) this is so incredibly sweet & this means the world- thank you thank you !! X1000 🤍

@WWAFAWDWG 10 месяцев назад

I love this video, like actually it’s comforting but at the same time its relatable in many ways. Ahh I remember when you when I first watched you & you were 15 or 16 and now ur 18! It’s nice to see how far you’ve came and the things you have achieved! Love you endlessly! can’t wait to see more awesome vids!!!! 💫 🩵

@AidenWatsonn 9 месяцев назад

ugh stop i appreciate you so much !!! thank you for the CONSTANT LOVE, seriously i know i say this all the time but it never goes un-noticed. ILY ILY

@WWAFAWDWG 9 месяцев назад

@@AidenWatsonnofc! Thank youu for being such a safe place and always putting your viewers & their safety first! ilysm and their hasn’t been a video from you I haven’t enjoyed /gen. 🫶

@gabbykita 10 месяцев назад

Ahh i love how open and honest you are, your channel gives the BEST vibes and happy 18th :) i seriously could watch ur vidcon vlogs over and over i hopefully will go next year and hope to see you

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

omg thank you :))))) i could cry this is so sweet !! and yes pleaseeeeee i would love to see you next year !!!! 🤍🤍🤍🤍

@filmsbylana 10 месяцев назад

Aiden I love you sm, I love this film and it amazes me how brave you are to post stuff like this!! It makes me really happy that there are people that post stuff like this to educate others and talk about there feelings, your a very comforting person and your videos make me so happy! Thank you

@AidenWatsonn 9 месяцев назад

thank you so much :,) this seriously means so much to me ily forever

@michelangeluv 10 месяцев назад

I love this, I was diagnosed some days ago and everything makes sense, and it hurts but I’m trying ❤

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

sending you all of my love !! so happy you're still here

@militarydeviltube5014 10 месяцев назад

I just turned 18 and I have BPD. I'm scared, I feel so trapped. I'll watch your video now. Thank you!

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

sending you all my love !!!

@dannywhitekeane5771 8 месяцев назад

I am so proud of you ❤

@cowboylikemils 10 месяцев назад

i love you sm aiden

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

love u 4ever 🤍

@dinissmrodrigues 10 месяцев назад

i missed these videos soooo much aiden 🫶🏻

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

IM TRYING MY BEST HAHA, literally stressing at this very moment about what to post next 😵‍💫

@dinissmrodrigues 10 месяцев назад

@@AidenWatsonnu got this!!!

@costcofreezers 10 месяцев назад

nonetheless, happy birthday love

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

thank you angel

@giddyghoul7010 22 дня назад

Diagnosed at 20 😓

@Grimmswire 4 месяца назад

and know i think i have it cuase i go through the same shit.

@ordyanhasmik 10 месяцев назад

I'm waiting for a video about a day in my life😕

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

ah hopefully soon ! however i don't do anything other than lay in bed all day so it wouldn't be that interesting of a video but i'll see what i can come up with :)

@theodorebaleanu 4 месяца назад

thank you!🫶

@Elli-Mac 10 месяцев назад

Hi Aiden, I was diagnosed with BPD at 24 and I felt exactly the same as you. Everything clicked, and as much as it was devastating to learn that this was the disorder I was stuck with, at least I finally knew what I was facing and that I could do something about it. It does get better with time, you learn what triggers you and how to deal with your very reactive self in a less harmful way. If you keep working on your inner dialogue and on seeing things just the way they are, it's gonna help you tremendously 🙏. It's really good that you've already started therapy and are speaking openly about the disorder, I feel like you got this! 😉👍 Remember the pain is always temporary ❤️‍🩹.

@AidenWatsonn 10 месяцев назад

i'm so happy you got that closure ! being able to start healing after getting that closure is so so important and i just wanna thank you for sharing your experience with me

@Elli-Mac 10 месяцев назад

@@AidenWatsonn It's really my pleasure to share this with you 🙏, it's my little post-diagnosis pick-me-up for you 👍. There are some challenges ahead, but it's worth digging into the pain and not being afraid of facing the difficult truths. No doubt you'll be able to accomplish that at your own pace 🙂.