What does a BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER Episode look like? 

its so draining to feel like a burden all the time.

Your first words “I dont know what im doing, but im trying to do something” ...words I say every hour everyday it hits deep

BPD is the most painfully isolating condition to experience. I have never felt truly understood ever in this life. Thank you for being here and creating this collective pool of experience for us.

I was in a long term on/off relationship with someone who was later diagnosed with BPD, I adored everything about him yet was still pushed and pushed away when things "got too good". Too much happened for us to stay together in the end, but I want anyone with BPD to know that you are wonderful and deserving of love just the way you are 💕

Hey everyone. I see a lot of wonderful comments on people sharing how they feel. This is fantastic. Treat this as a space to speak how you truely feel. Your feelings are your birthright! Much love, Reece

We live in a society where everyone tries to look and be perfect. If everyone just showed their struggle underneath like you, then maybe we wouldn't feel so lonely.

“i feel a lot of shame about who i am as a person because i don’t know who i am” i cried with you through this video and that sentence hit me hard. we don’t give ourselves enough credit for all of the hurt we go through on a daily basis with this disorder. thank you for being so open❤️

I thought “damn he words this really well and poetic almost” right before you said you don’t have a big vocabulary. You’re your own worst critic my dude. The moment I tried treating myself the way I would treat a friend, i started feeling so much better about myself and everything around me.

I have BPD and it fucking sucks sometimes bc i can't control how i react to certain emotions and i push people away, is like this thing takes over me and i can just watch from above and when i stop It is too late. Damage done.

I have bpd and my boyfriend recently broke up with me because he said I had too many issues and was to blame for all our issues. I have so many good people in my life, but it can feel so lonely as no one fully gets it. Being abandoned for the one thing you were scared of being vulnerable about is one of the most painful things to experience and I don’t think I’ll ever fully recover from the emotional abuse of that relationship but I’m glad I’m out of it.

Being in love with someone who has BPD is incredibly hard. It’s hard having to remember every little thing, yet when she’s detached she remembers nothing at all. I feel like the more I love her the more suffocated yet so alone she feels. Medicine has made her numb. The drug abuse, the constant cheating, the ability to lie to me so effortlessly is at times unbearable. But hearing you speak the words felt like you were speaking from her to me. I’ve had to strengthen up so that I can catch her before she falls, but without enabling her. My sympathy goes out to anyone struggling with BPD as well as their loved ones.

I have bpd, 49 yrs old, completely COMPLETELY alone from hiding myself a lifetime. Your videos make me feel less alone. Thank you Reese ❤️🖤

I have quiet bpd. Thank you for making this ♥️ I wish for you a good recovery and for you to some day fully love yourself.

I support you. There is absolutely nothing “wrong” with you. You are not stupid. You are incredibly brave for being vulnerable like this. You aren’t alone❤️

I have BPD and it makes me TERRIFIED to have children and pass it along. I wouldn’t wish this on anyone.

I am having such a horrible day, and this popped up in my recommendations, and I'm so thankful it did. I am yet to be diagnosed, but I feel very strongly that I have BPD as I answer all the criteria. Watching this I was crying with you, I could feel everything you said, your pain, your hope. I too feel alone. I too have amazing people in my life who do nothing but support me, and yet I feel as if I'm the last person on earth. I feel as if I'm such a burden to everyone, being so unexpected emotionally, being easily triggered by the tiniest of things, its such an exhausting war that seems to never end. I had thoughts about self harming myself earlier today, I haven't done it yet, but its terrifying because I've been able to "hold off" from doing that for about a year now. I don't know why I'm here sharing this, but I really appreciate that you've put yourself out there for others to see. By doing so you are actively helping to normalize vulnerability and mental illnesses. You've made me feel better, thank you and I wish you only the best in your journey, big hug.

I just had an episode last night, i was so hurtful to my s/o , and i didn't mean to be. The guilt and shame is unbearable, to the point where I thought to end it. But your video helpd me feel less alone. Thank you.

I also have bpd and I feel everything you say. I feel so fucking lonely time to time and it’s horrible but things get better I’ve been going to DBT therapy and if you haven’t I really recommend it. I also have to say that I think you are brave! Don’t hide, there are people that can relate and really understand and you have NOTHING to be ashamed of I promise you this is brave and we are just humans like everyone else! We can get better with help BPD isn’t a life sentence. Hugs from Sweden

This might be very long to read but I wanted to get this out. I’ve battled a quiet battle with BPD for 6 long years now. It always felt so ridiculous to me because I had everything going for me in life. I had a great loving family beginning in my junior year, I had always academically excelled, even graduated at the top of my class in HS and got accepted into UCI, I had always been told how absolutely gorgeous I was by family, friends, romantic interests, even by some complete strangers. I remember trying to come out about my struggles and they just did not understand why I felt such a way, and it made me feel like I shouldn’t be feeling the way I do, making myself shut away everything in an attempt to appear “okay” and “normal.” This caused very explosive outbursts with people I was close with in my life, people I was romantically interested in as I began to “trust” them so to speak, because I had tried to shut everything in for so long. I became incredibly mean, I said things I shouldn’t have said, done things I shouldn’t have said, things that hurt them sometimes to incredible degrees, being called “crazy”, “obsessive”, “psychotic” and other stigmatizing terms and being met with the reality of my worst fear: abandonment. I didn’t want to push anyone away but in me shutting away my symptoms, I ended up pushing everyone away, essentially validating my worst fears. Recently, I had someone that I fell over heels with but what returned was my fears of abandonment and my long-boarded away aggression. Yet, he still stayed by my side. For the first time in a long time, I felt like I had something stable and I felt like I finally had a support. I wanted to heal, and I was given a bit of hope with someone being there for me. In November, I did something incredibly reckless in my opinion by having unprotected sex on my ovulation day. I ended up feeling incredibly sick a few weeks later and after 4 tests, I found I was pregnant at only 18. Though I would consider myself republican and relatively pro-life at that time, I had to take my own mental health into consideration and choose an abortion, with the agreement of the father. Afterwards, I was an absolute mess, it was the worst my BPD had ever been. I was down constantly, aggressive, isolated, and had even begun feeling suicidal again. I had just felt completely humiliated and ashamed. And only 2 weeks after my follow-up, he had left after telling me how much he loved and cared for me. This was only a few days ago, being completely blocked out and left alone to fend for myself. I was destroyed emotionally, and still am even as I’m writing this, but through having an honest talk with my stepdad, I begin to realize I need to place more value in myself. I need to love myself more, accept myself more. And I know it’s harder said than done but I’ve taken baby steps towards that goal. I begun working out again, controlling my diet in a healthy manner, I began drawing more, I even took a hike this morning. I’ve finally begun my path of healing, not afraid to talk about my experiences now and even with these small baby steps down a long path of recovery, I feel like I’m a bit happier now and I’m truly looking forward to the next day

I was diagnosed with BPD by a psychologist and a psychiatrist about a year or less. I feel deeply sad and lonely to the point that I have suicidal thoughts often enough. I understand what your going through. I wish you well in every way! Hugs

This takes bravery... The amount of strength it takes to reveal the most vulnerable parts of ourselves is unfanthomable. I don't have BPD but I PTSD. I struggle with intense, hijacking emotions and almost complete dysfunction in life. I experience the same kind of alienation, shame and guilt living like this like anyone with a mental health illness. I feel the loneliness surrounding our struggles is ultimately what's more painful. We can all learn to manage with the right help, but most of us can't do it alone... This level of honesty and authenticity is so helpful, because they help end the stigma. Wasting years of faking normality is the most toxic, devastating shit ever. And we take alot of blame for being who we are for that reason. My heart goes out of you all. It's a lie that you're alone. I hope you'll never stop looking for the consolidation and self-love we all deserve. But it starts with one thing; becoming real.

You are so brave. Most people wether they have a mental illness or not would never let complete strangers see who they really are. God bless you!

This is heartbreaking. My girlfriend recently got this diagnosis and I am trying to be there for her. Make her feel loved and understood. It's hard but she's so sweet, and so loving, and she's worth a lot. You guys are more than BPD. You are great, you are loving and valuable. You are not a bad people. You are worth the effort just like anyone else is. Hope you guys find help, and love and people that can try at least to understand your battle.

I’m 44, have quiet bpd. I hide. I have to. Thank you for posting this.

It's a weird thing the 'fixing' part, the constant search for the stable core, the thing that is so visible and obvious but always just so frustratingly out of reach. I feel a calm sadness as I get older, a 'well, guess this is who I am' - all the chaos, all the endless endless creativity, all the searching for extremes, now settling and fusing better than they ever half before. But still - alone on the mountain top, wild winds, how do I use these skills? If this is who I am to be? If I have pushed myself so confidently out into chaos for the whole of my life and it was because of BPD then? I don't know how old you are but 31 hit me like a ton of a bricks, my conscience stuffed all the crap into a suitcase instead of letting it spill out everywhere anymore - which is a good thing, burnt off all the loose ends, I want a family one day so have no choice but to settle with this, whatever it may be. BPD and me dug a beautiful hole together, full of friends and music and adventure and adrenaline and art but I dunno, would I have wanted things to he different had I have known before? I have stability now, the cats are in the bag, but it's a stability lined with sadness. for the time being. I found it in meditation, god and medication, behind the storms I have found a light that does not waver when I look upon it, does not make me feel like I've just had ten coffees and want to immediately throw myself infront of a train. it's there in you too, just be still and breathe and it will show itself. The impulses are just suggestions, thoughts are just suggestions. Hope you're well.

It’s absurd how people will always say to you how “ you are a warrior, survivor , indestructible , brave “ because they see all the difficulties we go through and continue .. on and on . I relate so much to everything , I decided to just be by myself because it is easier , and as someone that is creative , I can pull that off , but it is an incredible struggle when YOU ARE YOUR WORST ENEMY . I’m trying to learn to be compassionate with myself . Try to treat yourself with the same empathy you would have for a loved one . Thanks for sharing . 🙏🏼

I am bipolar and also have BPD. Thank you for making this - it truly did help me feel less alone in this very scary disorder.

i have borderline personality disorder and dyslexia too. i never knew what our episodes looked like till now, id avoid any talk about my episodes, it scares me to think that's a part of me. recently my friend also got diagnosed with bpd as well and we're struggling together now, i feel better knowing there are others. i hope we can heal from everything that hurt us, even ourselves. we arent alone, we are a part of a whole community who understands us. thank you for this

I have BPD and it's hard for me when I realize that no one around me understand how I feel. Today I felt really alone but thank you for making this video, finally I see someone who understands me and I feel less alone. Wish you the best forever and always 💖

“feelings are your birth right” thank you for that ♥️ a quote I’ll never forget

I have quiet bpd and try to keep my feelings to myself. I don't let people in my world. I've always felt different and never truly loved myself. I can so relate to this and thanks so much for sharing x

When I hit rock bottom a phrase that stayed with me was, “feelings are not facts.” It helped me to recalibrate and shift perspectives. That, and repeating It’s Ok. I’m Ok. Everything is Ok. were daily mantras. Thank you for creating a safe space and community our kind of thinkers.

"your feelings are your birth right" ♥️ I feel that. Alot of the time I feel like I can't trust anyone as they are out to humiliate me so my voice goes unwaverered and I portray this vanilla false personality 😔

I have schizoaffective disorder, and your behaviour is so alike when I'm going through an episode. When you said "just do it, yno" your tongue made an appearance, it's a symbol of how heavy your thoughts become in the midst of an episode, one thing I've learnt on how to combat episodes is to just meditate, don't follow the episode, follow your dream, meditate and become aware that you're just going through it, instead of it taking control and making you feel it will last forever. Reduce the weight of your thoughts, don't react to it, turn the other wayy. You're strong for where you're at, I've been in that seat and I've felt it too. A late comment, I'm sure you're finding it a little easier now with new perspectives, keep it real bro I love you

i have been diagnosed with bpd in december, and all my life finally make sense. I'm recovering from another attempt to commit suicide, last one was around this days, so, it stick in my mind. and I lost two of my best friends because I couldn't control my reactions, sometimes I feel like I'm not even a human. thank u so much por making this, I feel vulnerability so powerful, like art, humanizing people it makes me feel less alone in this messy thing, a hole new view about the world with compassion and empathy. I hope things get better. I'm trying my best. this it's not my first language so I'm sorry if something doesn't understand that much. I promise that you are not what your mind it's telling you, and I hope one day you can see it. I send you love and good energy, u got with this

I was diagnosed with bpd 4 years ago and just now am learning the key to recovery is loving myself, whoever I may be. you’re on the right track, thank you for sharing. God is Love 💗

you know those days where someone looks at you and you just want to cry? i've been feeling so hollow today. i reeeallllyyy felt that first sigh thank you for being vulnerable and open to sharing your feelings with the world. if making people feel better was the goal it definitely worked

most often people would use the term ¨borderline¨ as an insult, it hurts me even more now that i know that i have quiet BPD

Not even 3 minutes in and it’s like my personal thoughts were plucked out of my brain and you spoke them for me. Thank you so much.

I have stumbled upon your channel this evening and I am in awe of your strength and vulnerability at the same time. Your wisdom and your words make so much sense. Thank you for sharing your story. 🙏🏻

💛 Thank you so much for being so honest and so vulnerable.

I’ve only recently been diagnosed with bpd so still coming to terms with it. Absolutely loved this video. Your so brave to speak up! ❤️

I just want to give you the biggest hug! So brave, so honest, just an inspiration all around. This is a conversation many more people would love to have and because of you they might be able to now. Bravo you :)

Thank you so much for this. One of my friends recently got diagnosed with BPD and I've been trying to understand what it is like and how I can help her during her episodes. I stumbled upon this in my recommended videos, and I'm so glad that I watched this. Not only did it give me a glimpse into what BPD is like for her, but it also resonated with me. I feel as though the need to belong is innate in human beings, and yet we don't talk about our shared struggles. Your vulnerability brought me to tears; hearing the pain in your voice, connecting what you're feeling with what I've felt and continue to feel, and understanding how much more amplified the feelings are just struck a chord. The final words, "There is power in vulnerability," is so powerful. As someone who's struggled with vulnerability and putting up walls, I can't thank you enough for both your words and your courage. I hope you can figure out the 'whys' to your feelings soon enough. Much love.

So true and brave of you. My anxiety is off the charts and I push myself into auto pilot to get through everything. Thank you for making this video. You aren't alone and I'm not either

Your words resonate so much in my head right now. I have never heard something so accurate about the way I feel. Sending my love to you, we're gonna be better someday

Proud of you. This took a lot of bravery and vulnerability. You’re loved! Without you, this amazing video wouldn’t exist. And it may help so many.

This was so raw and beautiful. Thank you! I started DBT in September for my BPD and it has been the best thing I have ever done. I really encourage those suffering to seek it out if possible. It really helps ❤

I want to hug you so bad!! It's very brave of you to put this online. I also think it's necessary. So thank you for this

You are so brave! This touched me to my core. There are many many of us who walk that lonely path as well..were hiding too. The world is full of pain..but you are not alone. You can help so many. I totally understand! I too, am isolated. The feeling of judgement is too overwhelming. You are such a beautiful person..thank you for sharing sweety.

This is only the second of your videos and I need you to know that you’ve helped me more than I can say. There’s no way for me to express my gratitude. Thank you doesn’t feel like enough! I’ve felt disconnected and alone for so long.

Making this video shows how strong u r. As I bpd person myself, I feel everything u say. I'm so thankful that u had the strength to talk abt it! Thank u so much!! ♥️🙏🏻

You are so brave to release this video, but it's such an important thing for people to see. I have symptoms of BPD, and I just experience this intense dysphoria that you can't reason or rationalise with, it just washes over you like a torrent and you start to think you deserve to feel like it. A lot of people think you can just chin up through it, or put things in perspective, but in that moment, you can't, it's like asking a waterfall to stop.

I relate to you 100% i also feel stupid most of the time, im dyslexic and think slow. Ive always felt wrong and i always try to be someone else, i dont know how to express myself better but thank you for sharing this💖

Crying with you, virtual hugs from Me. So proud of you for doing this, you have made me feel less alone, thank you so much.

this is powerful, and thank you for releasing this. you put this brilliantly, i wish i could hug you. im so sorry about this, but we’re in this together. ❤️

As someone with BPD myself, thank you for posting this... it was very courageous. Thank you for trying to humanise those of us with this disorder.

I had an episode today. All i wanted to do was to finish my life for good. It feels so suffocating. The internal struggle gets so overwhelming that all i want to do is lie down and cry till i tire myself. Thanks for showing your vulnerable self,it must have been tough seeing yourself on record when you are in that state.

you are my strength at the moment, your video has touched my heart in so many ways. im facing very dark days at the moment and its really lonely as soon as I heard your story it helped me feel less alone. honestly your an amazing human!

You're amazing for posting this video. You are not alone. So many of us feel like you. I'm 41 and I'm just coming out with all my mental health struggles. It does get better. DBT is the best thing I did in my life. It takes a lot of work but it helps so much. I still struggle but I'm SO much better and I have hope for the future. Hang in there! 💪🏼💪🏼💪🏼

Thank you so much for being brave enough to post this. I’m currently going through another BPD episode and I can completely relate to how you’re feeling. It’s an awful intense disorder which is quite overwhelming and isolating. Thank you for making me feel that I’m not alone or crazy ❤

Thank you for being so brave, so raw. I'm gutwrenched seeing your sadness. It's as though I'm watching myself. You're not alone in this. Thank you for helping me feel like I belong somewhere. ❤

Sometimes I just play his video whilst I sleep because sleeping through my BPD episode isnt easy but when I feel like there is someone else in the room going through the same thing, makes my sleep so peaceful. Thank you I know this wasn’t easy xx

I was diagnosed 2 years ago with BDP. I also have diagnosed anxiety and depression and PTSD. Thank you for making this important video, more people need to know about this disorder.

Reece, I completely understand everything you’ve described. I don’t have BPD but I do have depression and anxiety and yes, I do feel alone most of the time. Sometimes, especially when I’m with people who love me most. I’m really glad you are showing your real self because you are a lovely person. You are articulate, honest, real and not to forget...very handsome. I think you have a lot to offer this world and you are off to a great start! Blessings to you!

I want to start by saying thank you so much for this video, I know how hard it is to talk publicly about your illness. I have BPD too and it's hard! And everyone who is struggling you are brave, strong, important and loved! It was hard to even write this comment without getting emotional but this is the best BPD video I've seen so thank you for making me feel a little bit stronger.

Thank you for sharing your struggle with mental illness. As someone who has severe social anxiety, I understand the struggle. There is never a break from it, but I continue to have hope. Exposing yourself like this HUGE for yourself, and helping others. Thank again, Johnny

How brave Of you to share this. I have sadly had experience with a friend who was eventually identified as bpd but in her case it went so far as developing a lot of malignant covert narcissistic traits also. I have had to go no contact with her for my own sanity, but in her case the narcissistic PD has taken her to the point where she can see no fault in herself so projects all her behavior onto those around her who try to support her. I’m glad you have people around you, I know myself what it is like to feel so alone. Stay strong. You are at least trying hard to overcome your issues. Never give up x

It took 40 yrs for me to finally find out what was 'wrong' with me. I always wondered "What's wrong with me? WHy do I have such trouble actually FEELING happy?" I knew I could feel happy for fleeting moments, but never like how 'normal' people are. Then to be told I have BPD and feel judged by others who compare it so strongly to BiPolar and that the way I act or feel is all for attention. I don't want that kind of attention. I don't even like the limelight. This helps so much to know that I'm not alone, that this is ok to feel like this. It's not the best feeling, it sucks, I hate it, I wouldn't wish this on anyone, but I know that I am not alone. I'm so grateful to have stumbled across your channel. So much love and hugs sent your way Reece. Keep burning bright, darkness hates the light. Burn bright and strong

I just want to give you the biggest hug. I’m crying quite a bit right now because of just how much this hit home with me. I also have bpd and I appreciate so much that you made this video.

You are so strong for acknowledging these feelings and putting yourself out there like this. Being openly vulnerable like this. You are so strong and you should be so proud of yourself. I am. You are a beautiful, magical person. Using your pain to inspire & help others, I am so grateful for you

You are awesome for putting yourself out there like this, man. The male borderline perspective is not one often heard, but is so important. You are right when you say there is power in vulnerability. Absolutely, there is. And it is absolutely okay to not be okay. Things can, and will always get better, as long as there is air in our lungs and a beat in our hearts. Where there is life, there is hope. You are so brave, so badass, and SO valid.

Sending my support, I've had Bpd for nearly 10 years now and I'm only just starting to teach myself DBT, but it's made a difference already. I had a bad episode at work last weekend and was fighting the urge to self harm. Took everything but I managed to get through it without cutting, first time I've done that! Hope you'll be able to get the support you need, the NHS are even slower at the moment 😞

Gaaaah as a fellow quiet BPD person I feel your pain and I’m so glad you shared this. Much love to you ❤️

I feel your pain❤️❤️ I am also healing from BPD. Thank you for being so brave to educate a lot of people on what we actually experiencing inside that most people will never understand.

It surprised me that you said you feel stupid and inarticulate. I thought you were actually quite well spoken and very clear about your feelings here. I hope you’ve found some peace in time since this was released. You’re not alone. We are all in this together 🙏💜💜

You're wonderful for making this. So so many people wouldn't post this. I'm happy I can see another unique person's struggle. It makes me feel less alone, like I could find someone like you to be friends with one day. It means alot that you're this brave. When you're down just remember all the people you've helped, don't take yourself down a dark road in those sad moments. Remind yourself that you're not the worst, nor the best and both are unrealistic goals. Just be you and you'll be happy in the end.

I have queit BPD and C-ptsd and you just said everything that I have said in cycles so many times. You're so strong and amazing and let them tears out and get back up stringer mate. Well done and thank you for posting this.

wow im so proud of u for talking abt this. its so hard talking about bpd to other people, no one quite understands how hard is is to feel so strongly all the time. its so exhausting, and holding it all in causes u to explode. thank you for making yourself vulnerable and sharing your experience ❤️ it helped me not feel so alone

Getting to know what I have and discovering the BPD community has brought me greater peace than anything else so far. It's like finding your lost lover, somehow I don't feel alone in the world anymore and can deal with this as a team.

When you sighed I felt that. You can tell. It's draining and you can't fake it.

SO relatable 💙 Thank you for showing your true self and the reality of BPD, you are definitely not alone!

Hi man. Your words struck very true with me. To see your pain is like looking in the mirror during those low moments and I want to thank you for lending us this glimpse of you at this low point to help us better understand our own.

Dude, keep strong. Most people here can relate with your suffering. We propably all loved someone with BPD and all of us just want them to be happy. Even if you guys are pushing as away, we don't forget the love you guys have gifted us.

This hit hard... being surrounded by supportive people, but still feeling alone

Thank you for this video. I have never been diagnosed with BPD but these symptoms are extremely relatable.. it isn't easy feeling like you have to hide yourself or feeling alone. Ive been told all my life that I never smile or I am always upset, most of the time without ever saying a word. Your facial expression throughout this helps me find perspective on what others may have seen/ or see in my expressions. Its raw and real, thank you for what you are doing.

Thank you so much for sharing this. I have Major Depressive Disorder and my current bout with depression is rather intense. It’s been a long time since I’ve been this sad. You’ve said so many things that make me feel like I’m not alone. You’ve made me feel like everything will be okay.

As a fellow sufferer I really just want to send you loads of love and compassion. I never realised how painful life could become, its devastating. You don't come across as stupid at all. Bless your tender heart. Xx

I've recently been diagnosed with bpd and I literally cried through this video. I feel your pain. And it gets worse if the people you're surrounded with make you feel like you're being stupid and your feelings don't matter like bpd is not a big deal. I hope you get better. Stay safe and healthy ❤

You are courageous and inspiring Reece! Thank you for sharing a fraction of your pain with the world. The more pain you release, the more healing you will receive! God bless you brother! Keep living!

This is the first video on your channel I am watching and I am so proud of you ! This is what true strength and courage looks like in an episode ! Well done . Much love xx

I'm here in my room of life looking at you in yours. Be you, your wisdom defines you and it comes from deep introspection and understanding of yourself. You are resilience defined and you are never alone, we are with you, in our room of life. You aren't vulnerable, you are honesty in the moment........what a rarity.

this hit me so hard and personally I’m crying

Thank you for deciding to share this video. Thank you for your tears and the emotions you shared. It helps to know that when I feel lonely I'm not truly alone!

My fiance has recently been diagnosed with BPD and these videos are really helping me to understand him better and support him in the ways he needs, so thank you. You are incredibly brave to be willing to be so vulnerable, it shows how strong you are. I wish I could be that strong.

I just wanted to tell you that as a person who hasn't been formally diagnosed with bpd, I cant really say that I can fully relate but you are a beautiful soul and you are brave. You sat down and made this video for people with bpd to see and to feel loved and not alone. And you are so strong, even if you may not think it. It breaks my heart that you cant be accepted because of something you can't control and with everything you are saying and all of the advice your giving almost sounds like you are trying so desperately to belive your own advice. So I'm just here to say, you are you as you as you may be okay? Human as us all. Mistakes inevitable but one thing for certain is you are not a mistake and you definitely saved some people and made them feel noticed with your emotional vulnerability. Beautiful Video and a beautiful person. Thank you for staying strong and being here today.

I was on this video because I am trying to Understand what my brother is going trough. He doesen't have a diagnosis, but I think he lives something more then usual emotions. You really remind me of him. My heart is broken because I always try to be by his side, but most of the time he runaways from my company, even if I know he loves me deeply. I hope I can find a way to be next to him without making him feel somehow under pressure. Thank you, from the bottom of my heart, you brave heart. Hugs from Rome

You inspire me. I'm having an episode right now. And my heart fluttered and tore when I watched this. I'm in tears. I'm hyper empathetic. I've started loving my crazy ass self. I'm a complex puzzle. Art of a million wild colours. And it embarrasses me sometimes. But I have to live with myself. I can't run away from myself. I love you dear🖤💮🖤you are valid and strong.

My heart felt this so much. Thank you for being so vulnerable and strong! You will be helping so many people with this, you have certainly helped me and I commend you for your honesty, but please dont be ashamed of being different, of making bad choices, I have also had problems with sex and addiction and lost everything, I am trying to take each day as it comes, because I don't really have anyone to confide in. I blocked out all my friends my mum committed suicide and I have no one else I feel alone too!! This video is so heart wrenching and I felt every word ♡

I feel like you need to be told you’re not alone too- just a reminder. My friend has bpd and I highly relate to this even though I haven’t been diagnosed with it yet. Something is wrong with me and I’m getting therapy which is a good start. I constantly feel like the emotions I’m feeling are wrong or as if I shouldn’t be feeling them. Thankyou for reminding myself and my friend that our feelings and emotions are valid and OUR BIRTHRIGHT.