i got lost in the alleys of my own thoughts ° playlist 

I don't remember when, I don't remember where, But it started. So quietly, so subtly, that, I didn't even notice. It became so obvious. Life doesn't hurt as much, bother me as much. It started and still going, the slow pace of my growing. No longer obsessed, no longer stressed. It's not numbness. I've found myself in peace and steadiness. - Growth It's my first ever poem, had the urge to write it while listening to this. Absolutely beautiful!

This playlist hits different when you watch the sunrise at 5 a.m. after no sleeping at all

Nothing hurts more than seeing people who they are the same age as you having the most perfect parents even if they aren't like that anymore in real but they lucky bc my father can't act like a nice person for 1 second

I'm an writer so heres a short story for you I wrote called: Dreams. She chases dreams in the day and catches them at night. She created a world in her mind, a place that was more of a home than her one in reality. The more time she spent in her world of dreams the more painful it became to be awake. All she cared about existed in her mind, the places and people she crafted perfectly and with great care were all there. The people there loved her, cared for her, and most importantly they actually knew her. So she walks the world of dreams, for she is one of many who have cast off the waking world. She loses herself in the alleys of her thoughts... but there she finds her home...

What really hurts the most is when someone that's been your favorite person for years slowly drift away and you can't do anything to stop it. I wish they knew how much they've made me cry though. Or see how much I'm trying to hold everything together by myself and it not even being good enough. Seeing you can't so anything at all. It fucking kills you.

She loves to sleep because it's the only place where she can escape reality.

Hey I just wanted to say that finally after 8 months I cured my depression and for the first time in months I'm feeling true happiness. I wish for everyone to feel it too and I'm really sorry if you're going through something right now. I love you

she stood in the rain, hair drenched and face covered in droplets of her own masked sorrow. blue eyes, blue sky, blue ocean, blue tears, all was blue. even her soul created a painting of blue hues on her blank canvas. a breath, a reaching to conceal her woe. a hand had towered a blue cover - an umbrella. underneath the cover, was one as pretty as she had never seen. brown eyes, brown hair, an angelic smile. blue was her favourite colour. but now all she loved was brown.

I like this kind of playlist very much but what I like more is that the people in the comment section are so creative and supportive. It makes me happy to stumble upon such things.

Life is a race. You can speed through it happily and get tired before finishing, or you can go slow and take it in. If you go slow, you have to realize how terrible the world can be, finishing with a heavy heart. If you go fast, you are blindsided, and by the time you take a break, you take a Ling time to get back up, finishing with far less enthusiasm and joy. But either way, you get tired and start wanting to forfeit, but you're too scared of quitting and too tired to finish. You'll be so behind others while they find happiness at the end of the race and realize how unmotivated you can truly be. If you've noticed, I've referenced the tortoise and the hare. The hare wants so badly to finish the race that he fails and sits on his own, realizing he left everyone behind d. While the tortoise took too long to catch up to everyone else, afraid of what they'd find when they did. they both met at the finish line. The moral I find in this story is whether you get left behind or you realize you left others behind, there will always be someone waiting for you at the end of the race, and there is always someone taking part in this race, just as afraid, and alone as you are...

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words :) -not mine! but pass it around!

I don't even know how I feel. Maybe sometimes I feel like a ball kicked somewhere. Just some sphere that is not able to move on its own. Maybe that. Maybe just lost in my emotions. Tired but I don't have the will to sleep because it takes me to the new day with new struggles. Maybe like a waterfall falling into lake. It's so rapid and powerful but goes into some weird void that is so steady. Maybe like flying in the space. When you don't actually fly. You're just mounted somewhere in the universe moving through nothing. I don't really know.

والان لا اريد سوى مكان اشعر فيه بدفء، اشعر بالأمان،اشعر بالراحه، اشخاص يحبوني مثل ما أنا ، اشخاص صادقين،نستمتع معنا ، ونأكل ، ولا يوجد شي يجعلنا نبكي أو نحزن، نستطيع العب ونسبح بالبحر، ومشاهدة التلفاز، هذا ما كنت اعيشه بطفولتي، أتمنى ان اعود، لا أريد ان اكبر، حتى أمي لاتحبني،حتى اختي، كل الاشخاص حولي، ماذا افعل، أنا فقط ابكي وحيده، ولم اتناول طعام لساعات، فقط انام لساعات هذا فقط يساعدني، أتمنى ان يتغير حالي ، لكن أنا ايضا سيئه، أتمنى ان يكون عقلي وتفكيري مثل ما كنت أفكر وأنا طفله وكيف كنت ارى العالم بأجمل صوره، كل شي ذهب

I feel my best friend drifting further and further away from me. I can’t tell if it’s my mind or if it’s actually happening.

I love music sm. Whenever I listen to it, sometimes, I feel like maybe, just maybe, I can make it to the future where I'm at peace and happy. In reality I don't even know if I'll make it past this year, but music makes me feel better

it’s July 30, 5 am i’m just sitting right next to window, outside is raining, there were a beautiful dawn, charming atmosphere, so cold outside, but so warm in my room, in my heart, so cozy..

I have a lot of thoughts to the point i get head aches a lot and cry over loud noises because it adds to the chaos in my head so hearing this playlist helped a lot thanks ❤️‍🩹

اتعس شَي انو تكون انسان كَتوم وما تحجي الي بداخلك لاقرب الناس الك حتى لو كان هَلشخص والدتك أو صديقتچ او الخ تلتزم بشغله وحده هيه انو تسكُت ودموعك تجري هذا الشي الوحيد الي كادر تسوي

I have lost my thoughts I have lost my self I have lost my love I have lost my everything I asked myself what you did? What I did to save myself? No reply came and that's, When I knew I'm the one to blame But I'm still sitting aimlessly In the abyss of darkness Doing nothing but just staring the wall aimlessly and seeing everything falling apart... I asked myself why? Just why? The monster replied, You Deserve It....

me studying all night long repeating this playlist over and over ...✨✨

No one know you best except those who went through the same thing as you do

2 years back I loved a guy, he was so perfect in my eyes, and every flaw I loved about him. I never made him feel worthless as he always thought about himself. I wanted to be his biggest supporter. I stood with him each and every time. But never thought that all these efforts would be going in vain. He started to drift away from me, ignore me, and refuse to talk with me. I felt betrayed as if someone had injured me to the point that I was grasping for breath. When I confronted him, he said it was all a lie, he never really loved me. He was not sure about me but still, he accepted me. I felt used, hurt, broken. When he was talking about how he denied my feelings I thought about how he might have laughed at me when seeing my efforts for him, he might have made fun of me when he saw me fighting for him. I should have hated him for what he has done but I loved him dearly and couldn't hate him. I cried every day but till this day, I couldn't forget him.

literally the best playlist......its so comforting like laying on your cozy sofa as it rains outside.......loved it thank you sm love🥰

Until today I had never commented on a video but this playlist is so beautiful, so refined, so relaxing in the constant flow of thoughts, that I had to leave a comment. Thank you very much for this playlist ❤

that’s beautiful 💔

Thanks... I have past for some days that I just couldnt cry, I felt a knot in my throat that was horrible, but now, all I feel is relief, thank you because I wanted to do it and this playlist let me felt comfortable while crying. If you are listening to this and feel like me, let me tell you that you are not alone, crying is totally fine and if you need someone to talk to I am always happy to listen. Lets get over this together, this world needs to spread more love

I love writing to this kind of music ,here is a random piece I made in boredom: In the aftermath of World War II, amidst the ruins and smoldering remnants of a once-vibrant city, an otherworldly meeting took place, a meeting that defied the boundaries of existence itself. Thanatos, the embodiment of death, and Zoi, the personification of life, crossed paths in a desolate landscape scarred by the horrors of war. The once-bustling city had been reduced to a wasteland. Crumbling buildings stood like tombstones, and the air was thick with the acrid stench of destruction. Thanatos moved through the debris, his presence casting an eerie shadow over the broken streets. He gazed upon the remnants of humanity's folly, seeing visions of the past, each one a testament to the devastation wrought by the war. In his wake, visions of death and despair unfolded. The ghostly specters of soldiers fallen in battle materialized, their faces etched with the agony of their final moments. Ruined homes and shattered dreams played before him like a haunting film. Thanatos revealed the true cost of humanity's penchant for conflict, a toll paid in lives and suffering. But amidst the desolation, a glimmer of hope appeared. Zoi, the embodiment of life, emerged from the shadows, her presence a stark contrast to the grim specter of Thanatos. She radiated an ethereal light that breathed new life into the broken world. Her presence stirred a sense of renewal in the air. Zoi, in her compassion, revealed visions of rebirth and renewal. Where once there was destruction, now sprouted the tender shoots of life. Children played amidst the ruins, their laughter like a song of hope. Communities came together to rebuild, displaying the indomitable spirit of humanity. The scars of war began to heal, and the promise of a better future took root. As Thanatos and Zoi gazed upon the contrasting visions, they contemplated the nature of humanity. Thanatos spoke solemnly, his voice like the whisper of the wind through the ruins. "Man is a paradox," he mused, "for in their darkest moments, they create beauty through their art, and in their pursuit of destruction, they unearth the resilience of the human spirit." Zoi nodded in agreement, her radiance undiminished. "Life persists, even in the face of death," she replied, her voice carrying the warmth of a thousand suns. "Man may sow the seeds of their own demise, but they also possess the power to nurture new beginnings." The meeting of Thanatos and Zoi continued, a cosmic dialogue between two eternal forces. They marveled at the intricate dance of life and death, the perpetual cycle that defined the human experience. In their encounter, they found a profound understanding of the complex tapestry of existence, where destruction and creation were inextricably intertwined. As the sun dipped below the horizon, casting long shadows across the ruined city, Thanatos and Zoi faded into the twilight, their eternal journey continuing. They left behind a world forever changed by the echoes of war, a world where the duality of life and death played out on the grandest of stages, a testament to the enduring resilience of the human spirit in the face of adversity.

This is such a good playlist. Thank you sm

With this music, as soon as you start music , you feel your heart beating

I love it, hits different💜

Thank you. This was very sad but I needed to feel sad.

Best workout playlist ever.

It's called Overthinking, folks! Symptoms include: self-sabatoge, negative, destructive and impulsive thoughts. Usually affects sufferers from within 1-24 business days or even a whole lifetime!

thanks for this playlist. i can feel quite in my mind and heart..

this playlist hits after you so swimming all night and then sit in the pool while watching the sunrise

Beautiful playlist ❤

i loved it thank you for this peaceful night you offered to me

This sound 😭❤️

Song hits different when ur so lost in life stuck thinking stuck in your thoughts 24/7 you feel life isn’t real anymore people moved on you were forget about memories lost in time your stuck living a slow 24 hr days not knowing what to do but think

hello soldier how's my buddy doing? i have a message for your warrior walk, i read these words they helped me a lot in the not so distant past. I don't know why you're here, maybe you're just tired of work or the boss, maybe you're jealous of that childhood friend of yours who now seems to have the perfect life, family and even job, maybe you've started using or doing something that you know it's not right, maybe you had a traumatic relationship ending. honestly none of that matters, you are the protagonist of your own life, you have the power to change all that, you are the only one who can, just fight, fight with all these feelings, bite and pull them out with your teeth if necessary, and to have that strength, leave the house, get some sun, take a bath on the beach, practice sports, just run around listening to your favorite playlist. maybe what I told you can help you, but the one who can really help you is a therapist, don't be afraid to go, don't think you're too strong to accept help, it could cost your life, as it almost cost mine, if you're religious pray to your god, jesus, jehova, budha, jafé, allah, it doesn't matter just seek help, and warrior, bravely continue your fight, I hope I helped

эта музыка...просто прекрасна. Благодарю за подаренное время спокойствия💗

essa playlist me faz refletir tanto...

Amo mi soledad, pero en un futuro anhelo estar con una buena compañía ❤

Her face is soft as the midnight rain With her Dr. Pepper eyes And a heart of great size While others yearn to catch a midnight train Her soul dances with the pain She is not a specter But oh does she feel inhumane What could she stand to gain With words of nectar And a soul of midnight rain Though surrounded by pain She sees life through nature's game. She has thought of what she could gain. And takes her aim. For she could never break as long as she can feel the rush of midnight rain Is a poem i wrote about myself but i think it could apply to other people's lives.

Этот плейлист>>>>>>>

I LOVE

I love this

Nothing hurts more than seeing people who they are the same age as you being happy and with perfect bodys and faces

Good playlist.

wish playlist hit my heart💝

I was broken down bad, i was tired and done with it all. Like an unwanted notification you popped up in my dm, i hated that, but still entertained you. I got to know YOU❤, you saw me, like actually saw me and fxckin loved me. I loved you, as much as i hated lettin you in, i loved you. Ironically we were both so broken inside we never actually admitted how we really felt verbally, but God knows we showed it as much as express it. Thursday you said "i miss you, i want you in my arms" after i told you how tired of life i was , i knew you saying you missed me was a way of you wanting to come try convincing me how life is so much worth living for in person, so i let you do what you wanted, not knowing it was the last time you stared into my eyes😔, last meal we shared😔 last time we cuddled 😔 last time i felt your breath all over me😔 last time I made you smile and talk bout how i love your jacked up teeth which you hated 😂😔 last time we had a lil moment of silence just holding each other understanding that we are both going through sum and just need a second to breathe 😔 last time i held your warm hands ,last time i hear you call me your RIGBY BALL🏈 cos of how perfectly i fet in your arms😔💔 i can't comprehend the fact that I was the last parson in your life you actually fxckin genuinely loved yet you break me to my core😔 fixed what was left of my heart just to completely ableviate it💔

when the first songs there its always fav (how to I describe the perfection and deepness of it????)

A mind or a brain Who eases the pain? Your soul or you body Your heart or its fame You look so innocent when you cry Bodys are flying in the sky They look so blue as they laugh They look so blue as they die.. I cant breath, its hard to breath Can you help me pull your knife? Or am i gonna die?

The playlist owned me by starting with interestelar

the most replayed part is "were all gonna die"..

if you love the vibe of this playlist, watch the movie 'interstellar' same vibe, different art.

Every one write down their stories & opinions .. Whatever so here is mine, “Let me livin in my dream of ocean So I can lives like how I wanted There no one to tell me that How to sittin, how to dressin & how to smilin So take me that place where I can livin With all of my flaws...” I wrote this so many times before & im thinking that here the right place to share with u guys ♡

Очень не часто вижу русские комментарии под такими плейлистами. Поэтому хочется высказаться и излить свои мысли в пустоту, в которую никто не заглянет. Но если кто-то это и увидит, то могу с точностью сказать, что всё проходит. Иногда бывает действительно тяжело, я понимаю. Знай, что рано или поздно всё встанет на свои места💞 У меня очень жоская тревожность и мне в этом деле помогают близкие мне люди. Однако мой человек перестал со мной общаться. Уже как несколько месяцев. Первый месяц я пыталась разговорить, но я понимала, что моя подруга незаинтересованна в этом. И я перестала пытаться, хотя всё также желаю поговорить с ней и обсудить какой-то недавно вышедший странный мульт или поговорить насчёт каких-то игр. Я скучаю, но боюсь навязаться. Всего за пару недель она стала словно чужой. Я чувствую, будто я ей противна. И мне так грустно от осознания того, что больше никого у меня нет столь близкого. Никому я не могу сказать о своих чувствах или о чем-то таком. Я так устала от постоянного гнета от самой себя. Мне кажется, что все меня осуждают, хотя я понимаю, что не все люди так думают. Но я просто не могу избавиться от таких мыслей. У меня ни малейшего понятия как жить в такой нервной обстановке, а ведь совсем близко уже и школа. Где мои нервы уже окончательно умрут от одного взгляда математички. Единственное, что меня спасает это стримы майншилдовцев и мои персонажи, которых мне очень нравится прорабатывать, находя в них что-то такое тёплое и родное, что я не могу описать одним словом. В любом случае, я надеюсь на лучшее и что, может быть, не всё так плохо, как оно кажется…

So much hurting right now. All of my friends got the family that i wanted to have . All of theirs fathers love them how i wanted to get love but my family abandoned me in a dark place .

i was researching how long do beagles live bc of our dog (he is 10 years old already) and i read that 12 years is average for them and just right then in the playlist came this: "why do you cry? we all gonna die.." this hurt

daniel 😭 save my fellings 🍓❤

I'm tired of being tired and talking about how tired I am 😓

Interstellar

My mom is dying because of the Cancer and I'm crying day nd night, we supposed not to tell her , but i can't imagine life without her , wht should i do? I'm only 20 , so why ? Please god let her live just a little with me , please take the pain from her body and gave it to me , I can't breathe and I'm feeling like someone is pressing so hard on my throat..

let's just all go at the same time. no one to let go, no one to be left alone. the world is suffering because of us anyway.

there was you, coming back at school, while you walk, you see a scene: A man and his daughter, you see the girl crying and her father comforting her. that bet your heart on a way that you were in shock. a jealousy and envy glowing up on your heart, all that you desire was good parents, you continue think about what would happen if you would good parents, how your life would be different, how you would be happy, with a good support, good mental health, how your life would be more easy. your inner child is angry now. and suddenly, you see your friend on your side, and them ask: - hello!! are you okay??? you looks focus on that child, do you know her? them said with a smile and excited voice. you're back to the reality, you answer your friend: no, no, i'm okay, nevermind *smile* that child, inside you, you know what her needed. her needed love. not materials things. you needed love, not materials things.

She watched as you walked away, wondering what she did. Her mind flooded with thoughts of her life, as you walked away she stood there hair drenched from the rain you look back to her, heartbreak in her eyes. You listen to the ocean waves, the rain, the thunder, then it all stops. You see the sunrise. After a night of love and running. But then a fight arose. That why your here now. You wonder why you lashed out. Why you coudnt continue.. all was going well. You run home, 6 missed calls. You lie on your bed. Wondering what you could’ve been doing right now. She calls again. You pick up to begging, she begs for you to come back. But as you cry, your choking up… your parents walk in as your azz is sitting in bed reading Wattpad

Gratitude to be able to feel darkness

im turning into my 20s next year woah this gonna be the big achievement right...... no i don't wanna end here believe me there was so much to share when i thought to start it there still is so much going on but im not able to find a word to continue this line believe me there is so much i wanna share i wanna write i want to write alot i wanna write my hurt out...whyyyy im not able to put my tears into words im a crying mess right now i wanna write endlessly.. i wanna satisfy the urge to put every singal feeling into words so desperately, i want this strom to come out of me its slowly destroying everything i can feel it inside my body its clashing so hard so hard that its making me crazy in pain, the pain of not able to write is driving me so mad i have tried I've tried alot ive tried so so bad to portray my depressed self into painting into writting but only to tore it apart in the end and this inability to express is killing me sm rn. i wanna cry it, i wanna write it, i wanna speak it, i wanna express it but i sware it only makes me feel dizy numb and tired at evey attempt of expressing it i just wanted to write but like always i will let it go

Hayalimdeki ortam

I promised myself that I would not do this habit yesterday but I make the same mistake and do it I feel contempt for myself I am afraid to give up

Life doesn't give people enough chances to become successful in life. For example like me. I have had several times wishing I have just not been here, and wished I wasn't even made to become the person I became now. Take life lessons from your parents. Don't take it from strangers...

So, if you have a great deal problems don’t worry about it the best way to forget your issues look at the sky and to be peaceful listen to voice of nature.

My heart is broken now... I just wanna die. I hate ma life i hate maself. I'm absolutely broken inside So lonely

This makes me cry a lot. The immigration took my sister today, I had the hoe that I was going to see her after 4 years…

32:42 -today am gonna eat a croissant -QUASO

Nothing hurts more than letting your loved ones go.. I'm not talking about romantic relationship .... Im talking about the friendships that we adore, and once we thought gonna last forever.. I guess it's the price of adulthood..

Eu me sinto leve...quero ser alguém nesse novo ano..sejam leve mas nem sempre relevem

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I don’t believe for medicine but really that’s playlist medicine my soul I love man thank for it great song from iraq dactor

I love you my dear friend ❤

Meaningless world

Abyss abyss abyss ☕️

I’m tired of being tired and talking about how tired I’m 🫠

I think i feel and I burn. Then like a fire when I'm about to burst، i die. I don't choose silence, it chooses me.

Let these heavy chattering rains and loud Thunderstorms get the best of me, The whispering of these winds in my ears, flowing softly through my hair, My dress dancing with with loudness of this storm, Am standing here alone in this dusk pitch black darkness, Seeing you everytime and every where my eyes wander, love. Detaching from this illusional world but still thriving for you touch, I sense your presence near me, Your smile making me forget everything and is thriving a rainbow in my heart, Your deep dark brown eyes making me lost in them, oh man i lost touch, I feel your warmth, I would to dance here with you all night I want to lay under the stars holding your hands I didn't believe in soulmates But without you i dont want to be born here again You have no idea how much i love you Am thinking of you every moment Am dying for you One day I'll hold you and never let you goagain Oh baby please stay with you i can pass all my lives away

I feel so lost and alone. I don't know what to Do with myself anymore

I can't do this anymore it's hurts so badly..

وتراهُ في جبْرِ الخَواطرِ سَاعيًا ‏وفؤادُهُ مُتصدعٌ مكسورٌ💔🖤

Day by day my condition is getting worse I'm in pain and I don't know what to do I don't love myself anymore I really really hate myself so much I hate my life I wish I hadn't been born

4:24

Green and Gold - Lanterns on the lake

It's hard to live without the help of both parents

OMGGGGGGGG

وَزادَ هَمّي ما بالجسم مِن سـَقمٍ وشَبِتُ رأساً وَلَم يبلُغني الكِبـَر.

I always try to recover from the traumas of growing up, but I can't. I hate going home because I feel like I'm in a prison with no way out. I hate the family, I really hate it. I hate my mother and father. I feel pity for myself, my sisters, and I always ask myself why I'm here. I can't describe what I feel when... I see hatred in my mother's eyes. I really wish to escape to another world. I always ask for help from heaven, but I think that even heaven hates me and does not want to help me.

This was so soothing and dreamy (⁠ ⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥́⁠⌢⁠⚈̥̥̥̥̥̀⁠) P.s. thank you for this (⁠っ⁠˘̩⁠╭⁠╮⁠˘̩⁠)⁠っ

❤اعزرينى اننى سوف اتركك واذهب غدا للعمل سوف اسافر وقد اعود او لااعود هذا عذرى لكى ❤😊 ‏‪3:49‬‏

I take a glimpse of myself in the mirror. I see ugly truths of life Why the pure heart has to endure so much pain? If they standup for themselves will they be pure anymore? Protecting yourself.. Does it make you evil? Is it like a black drop of poison in the water? Indeed protecting yourself is also destroying yourself. In the end, you can't run away from hurt. It will always follow you. Catch up with you. No matter how far you keep running.