I Let Depression Win Today

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today sucked its currently 4am and I've had anxiety and panic attacks all night. good times good times I gotta stay focused on what's important kinda feel like I'm at the end of a rope. but when u hit the end of your rope you grab on tight and hold on
God I need your help please calm me lord I'm all over the place mentally I need your help lord to straighten out the mess that is me. please help me to get my vehicle situation straightened out and my health lord. God please help me to not feel like I feel inside lord I just want to disappear. kansas is so lonely lord and I know I am leaving here soon please help me to deal with the loneliness and sadness I feel lord. I need your help getting my shit straight lord I truly need you in my life lord. thank you for my amazing beautiful bride please help her through her struggles lord and love on her lord. thank you for putting her in my life lord please help me to be a better husband to her. I love you lord! lord if you can use me please do lord. in Jesus name I pray Amen!
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@scowlsmcjowls2626 7 месяцев назад

Depression like the black cloud or the rain. This too shall pass. Weather it out like a man. Try to see are you lacking salts vitimans or somthing. Or some red wine! Know you have brothers out there some you may bever meet in this life🎉❤❤

@SonofaFink 7 месяцев назад

I truly appreciate you brother the sun is shining much brighter today. I try to make sure I record my lowest moments along with my best I want to remember them when I'm better with my mental health and remember the struggle I fought so I can laugh at it like a man later in life lol! . My hero is me in 10 years he is looking back at these smiling knowing he has grown and how much he invested into himself

@scowlsmcjowls2626 7 месяцев назад

@@SonofaFink its only a real man that can be so vunerable my man i appriciate you✊️

@SonofaFink 6 месяцев назад

I just saw this comment today thank you for your truly kind words brother I never thought of it thst way before but im going to now. Love u brother thanks for the perspective

@diip-mfg 7 месяцев назад

I just found out about you and you are literally my new favorite channel, keep your chin up brother!

@SonofaFink 7 месяцев назад

I honestly don't think I've ever been anyone's favorite channel lol much love brother! I create these as a way of talking to my best friend that took his life its like calling him at ghe end of my day to give him an update of what I got up to it helps me mentally plus I have this mindset that my hero is me in 10 years and I really wanna document becoming thst man through Journaling by making a movie of my life one day at a time as I chase my Dreams the fun part is ill never meet my hero but I know he's watching because he will always be 10 years ahead of me but I know he's looking back smiling proud of who he has become. I truly welcome you here and thank you so much for commenting it truly means the world to me I appreciate you!

@sourpoison5681 7 месяцев назад

When my depression starts to flare up, I have been reading the Bible, Psalm 124 might be good to read and think about brother... praying for you...

@SonofaFink 7 месяцев назад

I added that to my list brother I appreciate you. My Aspergers has me looping lately

@sourpoison5681 7 месяцев назад

@@SonofaFink I still praying for you brother...

@SonofaFink 7 месяцев назад

I'm cleaning and praying today putting God first then me today I am feeling better already. I truly appreciate you brother ive said a few prayers for u too! Much love brother

@billschumacher4978 7 месяцев назад

Ok S.O.F.,,One foot in front of the other gets you further down the trail,,,remember that as bad as you feel at times that negative lady feels worse You do what you need to do and tomorrow will be better than yesterday. That Idaho plate is from the county where I live,,found you while delivering Washington french fries in Illinois. Take care ,,I wanna see what yer doin on that bike

@SonofaFink 7 месяцев назад

My wife was stationed out in Idaho we lived there in Mountain home for quite a few years I miss the people out there. You are right I gotta keep my focus on moving forward I truly appreciate you! Hauling taters halfway across the country them must be tasty fries lol. I got 2 bike builds going atm both hitting the airbrush bench soon one im currently putting airbags on the other im sorting her out to put partway back together. I appreciate you coming on this journey with me as I chase my Dreams I record daily like a journal I create these like I would be talking to my best friend who took his life that I served with its a way of therapy and my hero is me in 10 years I would love to see his journey and how he got to where he is. I appreciate you brother! Much love

@jkennedybooks8655 7 месяцев назад

When I feel depressed, I also just work on eating the elephant one bit at a time. And I get my sleep, eating and basic life needs back to normal.. helps me greatly..

@SonofaFink 7 месяцев назад

I been trying and usually I do ok at it. I get in these cycles of not being able to sleep driving the fear of sleeping to be greater because I know the night Terrors around the corner and I know me panicking is what brings them on faster and more intense because I am in such a panic that they might be coming tgat I manifest them. It makes me want to disappear

@JosephAtkins-sp7bi 7 месяцев назад

I don't necessarily believe you need to take time off. I think you need to change what you do with your time.

@SonofaFink 7 месяцев назад

What would you do then ?

@JosephAtkins-sp7bi 7 месяцев назад

@@SonofaFink Exactly

@SonofaFink 7 месяцев назад

Exactly what? Most would collapse at the amount of things I do in a day, you do understand that everything I do doesn't go on film right? I love when others think they can fabricate like I do or paint like I do or design like I do but evidently won't Do for themselves everyone knows exactly what I should be doing or how I should live my life but yet can't do what I do yet know better or how to fix everything but don't know the things I've done or been through or lived through. I'm always down for input or discussions especially when it comes to my future and chasing dreams I just find most are Armchair Generals who haven't stepped up to the plate for their own lives

@JosephAtkins-sp7bi 7 месяцев назад

@@SonofaFink Well, as an armchair general I dropped one word and you replied with 150 plus. I need to watch your channel like I need a hold in my head. It may not seem like it but I'm trying to help you.

@SonofaFink 7 месяцев назад

Not trying to argue with you brother I like having conversations in the comments I honestly do alot of learning and love to hear different perspectives I asked what you would change and all u said was exactly I just wanted to give u my perspective. I get so many telling me what I should do or how I should live my life and I post my life on the internet so I expect it the comment back to you was after answering a bunch along the same lines I apologize if I offended u I appreciate you being on this journey meant no offense