I'm An Alcoholic (Stories Of Addiction Recovery) 

Oh yea?

Great point!!!

@@EnigmaticAnamoly yeah what's your fucking problem he's right

I’ll drink to that!

Hope you're recovery goes well for you! I'm 29 days sober and it will feel impossible at times but take it day by day and those cravings will leave your body

How is it going for you right now??

@@Omo21000 I'm still sober today I have 79 days today

How are you ? Xxx if for some reason it didn’t go well please don’t worry xx I was kicked out my rehab you can still do this no matter xx

@@starsigngirl9789 I'm doing alright just going to AA meetings, I just got a sponsor but you know how it is we gotta take everything a day at a time

I have the same problem I keep relapsing its hard I quit for a while then just start to binge but it's hard I was able to quit drugs but alcohol is harder for me idk why but I will be free from this addiction and so will you we just gotta keep on trying

Go easy on yourself. Shame and guilt make it all a very vicious cycle. If you did it for a few months you can do it again. You are stronger than you think so take it all one day at a time 😊

@@as-go do you have a support group to lean on? Sounds like you have the will and desire and support can make all of the difference.

I feel that guilty feeling all the time iv already been to jail for the shit I’ve done whilst drunk and I’m scared I will end up hurting or even killing someone if I don’t stop and I drink more to forget it all and it goes round and round.

if it helps at all I talk about the shame and guilt in all of this in one of my videos. Others have found it useful so I wanted to share in case it helps at all ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-DWT52umxJFc.html

Denial don't even notice I am lying

You are so welcome

totally agree. support is so key to recovery, healing and sobriety even if all of that has nothing to do with alcohol

@Jo In I haven’t drank in awhile but I have thought about it quite a lot, but it’s so hard for me to find a church even tho there’s like 8 around me, I just really wish I could attend my old church even tho it’s 1 hour away

@@giraffewhiskers2045 please kid, go to AA. My cousin was just like you, I saw alcohol and drugs eat her away, now she’s an adult and nothing lo,e the beautiful girl I grew up with. Pleas, don’t be ashamed, there is nothing to be ashamed of, just go to AA.

@@thecreativebusiness1316 I will have to wait until I am in a safe spot, I told my mom and she denied me about that and other serious things like an abusive ex

@@giraffewhiskers2045 can’t you go on your own? Ask for zoom sessions?

@@thecreativebusiness1316 my family is very noisy and I don’t have the money yet to do it myself, when I get a job wherever that is I’m going to do things for me own benefit but for now I can’t, if I don’t flunk this year then ima grad and then I’m going to get a job and then find a place

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Do it for your health stop drinking you can do it go to rehab the consequences of drinking can be fatal

How are you doing?

Careful saying that. You think you're 'so' recovered might tempt you into have a drink cuz "oh im recovered now I can drink again" Maybe you can, most of us alcoholics here can't control even one fucking drink. That's the problem. As the saying goes one drink is too many and a thousand ain't enough

We got this brother

I was there, finally hit my lowest point around this last Christmas and was having the worst fucking withdrawals in my life after bending 3 or 4 days. Kindled myself after being dry for 6 weeks after another 4 day bend before that. I literally scared myself out of drinking. I only just now after about 10 weeks sober am starting to feel normal again and my brain isn't all fucked up. And of course as bad as this addiction is you never forget that you love to drink and a lot of times either to have fun or be social.. once it just becomes drinking out of pure boredom often you may find you're drinking to be numb. And being numb is what we're addicted to by and large. I offer you peace in your heart and your head, because you can attain it. The shitty thing is it is very fucking difficult to begin recovery. I would suggest for the first week if you can do it, either have someone stay over with you or stay over with them. Someone you trust and respect and enjoy being around. Try to do what AA does and just tell yourself you need to just not drink for another 24 hours. Or 24 minutes or seconds you know and just repeat. Blessings to you Anna I'm sorry you're having a hard time. The pain of living is made up in our heads. We've taken too seriously what the Gods made for fun!

How are you doing? It’s best to talk to someone first lay it all out everyone has their story of why they are. We need to support each other and sometimes we don’t get that support at home because we’ve messed up too many times

You hit bottom when you cry out desperately HELP

Because more structure and personalized attention

I’m drinking a half bottle of vodka a day and barley getting buzzed I think I have issue

I love alcohol

Me too… I’m finally ready. But I’m so terrified and sad about it.

@@sarahbreed6798 I'm in detox now

That's the booze making you think like that guys!