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Half a year ago I was struggling with going off of my mental health medications and felt like filming a video to document my time to 'show' that depression and other disorders are real, treatable, & worth talking about. If you're struggling, there is help & you ARE worth it ♥
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@mariangely9546 6 лет назад

Depression is real. The person who appears happiest in the room could be the one who’s the unhappiest. You never know what someone is going through. Be kind.

@andthisgirlislara 6 лет назад

So much love for you Angie for your kind, thoughtful words :'')

@honeybubsakajenna 6 лет назад

Angie absolutely! You’ve just explained me to a T! Not a lot of people get it. Thank you for understanding.

@MsBarbara.651 6 лет назад

Honey Bubs I get it. I totally get it! That describes me as well. Always putting on a happy face and pretending to be cheerful, so as not to upset the others who can't deal with the fact that life is really difficult for some people like us.

@mckenzieshawcroft1470 6 лет назад

Depression lies! It makes you think you're the worst and your life will never get better and nothing you can do will help. That is a LIE. Go to a therapist, even if it seems scary or helpless, and get a prescription and take it. If your prescription is late or not working, FIGHT FOR IT! Even if it feels like you can't in the moment, you can. You're stronger than you think.

@azigz 6 лет назад

please don't delete it. with so many people saying that meds are "bandaids" it is really good to show how important they are to help those who are struggling. Cassie, you are so strong and brave. thank you for posting this

@blondzruleall5443 6 лет назад

I am a clinical therapist and I deal with trauma, depression, anxiety, addiction and more. Mental Illness is not talked about near enough, and so I applaud you for being vulnerable and sharing the reality. You are an amazing woman!

@MsBarbara.651 6 лет назад

BlondzRule All I agree with you, it's not talked about enough. It is difficult to talk about, because it makes so many people without depression uncomfortable. They often don't want to hear about it. Much less try to understand. Cassie is a wonderful amazing woman. And it took a lot of Courage for her to post this.

@SirParcifal 5 лет назад

thank you for helping others! I wish my father (*who had combat related PTSD) got help back in the 80s when they finally coined the term... God Bless

@KELLSEY444 6 лет назад

This is not dramatic. This can be a seriously dangerous situation. People who go off prescribed medications cold turkey (whether intentional or accidental) are subject to severe mood shifts. If this ever happens again, please go to an urgent care clinic, or emergency room with your prescription. You are wonderful and you deserve to take care of yourself.

@betsybabf748 6 лет назад

I am going to say this as blunt as I can. Take your medication seriously. My husband of 23 yrs was bipolar, but mild, easily treated with meds for many years. The bipolar became a non-issue for us, completely controlled. He stopped his meds, after 15 yrs, thinking no big deal, having me make an appt with his dr when they could fit him in. Stopping the meds abruptly threw his brain into an unexpected tailspin. Never having been suicidal before, I woke one morning and found he hung himself. The world stopped for me that morning. Left a widow with 5 children ages 6 to 23 to now raise alone, I will never be ok again. He was my world. I see that image every damn day. I have children crying in grief every day. We lost everything we built. My mother was diagnosed with terminal cancer right after he died, so while in shock barely functioning as a sudden widow, I also watched her die. He should have been holding me up through that like he always did. One bad decision, not taking it as a rush, not thinking he would have that reaction, shattered all our lives and there is no fixing it.

@tracykelly-fedoush1160 6 лет назад

BA BF I’m so sorry love. I wish I could hug you and your kiddos ❤️❤️❤️

@flognaw 6 лет назад

BA BF This is heartbreaking. Im so, so sorry to hear what has happened to you. This shows how important it is to take mental health seriously

@alittleteacup 6 лет назад

I'm so sorry. My heart goes out to you.

@lauraelizabeth541 6 лет назад

Im sending you love, this hurt me to read, I can only imagine how traumatising it was for you all. Make him proud every day, as I'm sure he and your mother, would want to see you strive. Your children are your legacy. 💕❤️I hope you can find joy in your heart again soon xxx

@BrittanysBeautifulChaos 6 лет назад

Wow, reading this brought me to tears. I am so so sorry for the loss of your loved ones. Wish I could give you a hug right now.

@thisgirlkris 6 лет назад

You are beautiful. You are human. You are WORTHY. Don't ever forget that Cassie. Sending so much love and positive vibes to you.

@thriftthick 6 лет назад

thank you so much.... it's always good to get that reminder, especially when I have trouble saying it to myself

@Ylluria 6 лет назад

People don't shame diabetics for needing insulin. People don't shame people with heart disease or liver failure for needing meds. If your brain doesn't make enough of a chemical, it should NOT be shameful to get that treated. I have dysthymia & CAD as well, and it SUCKS. People shouldn't have to feel bad for needing the meds they require to be well. If you wouldn't give someone with cancer or high blood pressure crap for needing medication, you shouldn't give people the side eye or "just suck it up/try harder/choose to be happy" crap to folks with depression, anxiety, & other emotional disorders. It's not a choice. I didn't choose to struggle with depression MY ENTIRE LIFE. I didn't choose to have a screaming, kicking, thrashing, bawling anxiety attack at SIX. And anyone who thinks it's for attention truly needs the help. Do what you need to be WELL, lovely. There's no shame in taking the meds you need to be okay. And I'm SO glad you're feeling better now, Cassie! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

@brandyp7996 6 лет назад

Totally agree. I just had a discussion with my 8 year old about his medication. He has ADHD and takes medication because school was getting difficult for him and he really cannot focus or concentrate without it. He’s felt fine taking it but doesn’t want to take it during the summer. Which is fine but I also told him there wasn’t anything wrong with taking medicine to help you. That people take medication for colds, heart conditions, etc and that this is no different. I’m hoping to make him mentally prepared for if people give him a hard time about it later on in higher grades. His teacher was wonderful with everything as well and it just showed how much it helps when you have a strong support system.

@icansurviveuniversity.imra1405 6 лет назад

Yl'luria YES! to this comment. I would like to add: it is important to talk to your doctor what you can do else. my mother had high blood pressure and she has to work yout every day and loose 10 kg of her weight. I have heart problems, (had) anorexia nervosa and ptsd and I am requiert to work out 4 days a week. plus I have to have a perfect sleep routine. long story short: nothing wrong with taking meds if the doctor thinks that's good for you, but never stop working on building yourselfe up. like cassie does. she might have an eating disorder, but she tries to eat healthy wich is damn amazing. she gets shit done in her life even thou she has depression and anxiety. there are more things out there than meds that might help you!

@MsBarbara.651 6 лет назад

Yl'luria yes!! You sound exactly like me. I've been suffering with dysthymia and chronic clinical depression for over 30 years as well. I try to preach that same exact sentiment whenever I get the chance. It's a disease, much like other diseases. Only it's the one disease that other people can't understand or handle. They tell you to just be happy. Try harder. They have no idea how hard that is. And those words do not help. Compassion is helpful. Understanding is helpful. Encouragement is helpful. Support is helpful. Thank you for your well expressed message. ❤

@Ylluria 6 лет назад

Indeed. But the point is destigmatizing the meds. I definitely agree that they shouldn't be regarded as the end-all-be-all or the single, blanket solution for everything. But a lot of people shame others (or themselves) OUT of getting/taking the meds they need, and that's not okay. Some people only need meds to help them stabilize so they can more healthfully address the problems they have and begin finding healthier solutions like behavior mods once they're in a more okay place. (That was me at one point in my life.) Some people can use behavior mod and other processes w/o meds and that's okay too. But some people will never, ever be able to be off those meds, or have problems that only meds will ever touch, and they shouldn't be stigmatized or looked down on or seen as being lazy or weak for needing those meds, ykwim? We should all just utilize the steps we each need to make to be our best, and it shouldn't be shameful if what one person needs is different than another. (For example, for some anorexics or bulimics, diets of ANY kind can be triggering and send them right back into a ED hole. Ykwim?) I'm just saying, let's not try to shift the topic, here. Behavior mods of all kinds kick butt, but sometimes meds are just necessary, and that's okay too. ♥

@Ylluria 6 лет назад

@Barbara Jones: *hugs to you, too* I try. I may be wordy as frell, but I try. *lol* ♥♥♥

@lindzexposure9347 6 лет назад

Coming from someone who’s 29 and buried her husband in August 2015 because depression consumed him and he ended his life too soon.... THANK YOU for making this.

@melmel4712 6 лет назад

Lindsey Lujan hugs to you 💕

@icansurviveuniversity.imra1405 6 лет назад

Lindsey Lujan I am sending you light and love. you are not alone and this world is not always a dark place.

@NoOne-qq8rl 6 лет назад

Lindsey I lost my husband at a very young age, like you.. the pain lessens in time in the wonderful memories shine through. and you will be able to smile through the tears. I pray God gives you strength and love to help you through this..

@MsBarbara.651 6 лет назад

Lindsey Lujan I'm very sorry for your loss. I also lost my fiance at the age of 24. It's not easy. I understand.

@stockingsnholdups 6 лет назад

Long-time quiet (lurking) viewer here... You asked how this video could help anyone with mental illness - I have mental illness and seeing this video helps me. I have bipolar, anxiety and body focused repetitive behaviors (also, like you, probably disordered eating) and I relate to so much of what you said and felt here. I relate to what happens when you can't (or don't) get/take your meds. I relate to all the questioning you did, all the self-devaluation you were doing. I understand completely, and while it hurts to see you suffer, I'm strengthened knowing that you understand me too. I'm so glad you're doing better and your medication stuff has stabilized. Thank you for being honest (always) and sharing your life with us. Also, thank you for the tip to get meds from the ER - I didn't know you could do that! Take care of yourself

@ikulata3408 6 лет назад

Kristina shit always happens hun 😚💕 you are strong just hang in there 🌼😚

@ikulata3408 6 лет назад

oh damn, i was thinking i was commenting on this video 🙈 sorry gurl 🙈🙈 but i know you are strong as well 🙏💕 we all are and shit always happen 😂😂😂😅

@WykydPuppeteer 6 лет назад

Sweet Cassie girl I'm so sorry you are suffering right now. I feel your pain. Is there anything I can do for you? If so I'm here for you just hit me up. Btw, you are not a sack of shit, things will change in the best way for you in the right time. Sometimes others view selfishness in their own way as cruel. I however believe you should have some selfishness because you need to heal yourself before you can spread any love to anyone or anything. Stay strong dearest. 💖

@MelissicPerfection 6 лет назад

Kristina what an awesome comment! You rock my sock off!

@cindyromero584 6 лет назад

Me too! When I stop my meds after two weeks I get soooooooooo depressed it’s really weird bc I can control my emotions and I have no idea why I’m depressed. I was diagnosed with depression 10 plus years now. You are not alone Cassie ! It is an illness that we can’t control. I also get automatic refills and if I stop using them my world ends and it sucks .... kitties! Help with depression which is why I have three they are my world and make me smile every day 😻😻😻❤️❤️❤️❤️

@BikerChickNisey 6 лет назад

I suffer from PTSD, depression and generalized anxiety disorder. I'm proud of you for posting this. Mental health needs to be taken more seriously.

@TheMoodyshyte 6 лет назад

Prescriptions must be different there. Here in Australia it's up to the individual to go back to their doctor when their repeat prescriptions run out. Yeah we can get messages from pharmacies reminding us to go pick things up, but once the number of repeats have been used it's back to the doc for more prescriptions. I always opt out of the texts from my pharmacy because they 're way too quick off the mark. I know when I need to get a refill and I sure don't need them telling me 3 times - makes me feel like an idiot.

@AnwenWilliams 6 лет назад

I just want to jump through the screen and give you a massive hug. You deserve all the happiness in the world and I’m so sorry to hear you’ve been struggling ♥️

@bubbygrl1024 6 лет назад

Cassie!!! Your life matters to me so much! I look to your videos for comfort and enjoyment. I seriously can't go a day without watching one of your videos even if it's a replay of one I already watched. You're such a blessing in everyone's lives!!!!

@thriftthick 6 лет назад

wow..... thank you so much, truly, from the bottom of my heart. That means the world to me and I'm so appreciative of you and glad to know that my videos make a difference in your life

@angelaRHS 6 лет назад

I struggle with anxiety and depression too and I can totally relate to how low things can get. Thanks for being brave enough to share ❤️❤️❤️

@pommie5093 6 лет назад

Me too. I am glad when I see this topic come up because so many of us deal with this, and often in isolation.

@JuJu-bd6yf 6 лет назад

cbd oil... i finally tried it and my anxiety is gone and my moods are leveled out. it's expensive but it works... for the first time in a long time i feel "normal"... not sure how long i can afford to keep taking it, but holy crap this stuff works.

@nicole_roma 6 лет назад

I'm 4 minutes in and I'm crying with you because I know the struggle with depression, when I was 14 I attempted suicide but I got really scared after I took 40 pills and I told my step dad and my mom that I made a mistake and I was only in the hospital for 3 days and I just remember that my life is so much more then this mental illness. Im 29 now and i still am sad and im on anxiety meds.. nothing wrong with taking medication to feel better but im always told that talking with a professional always helps even more. I dont know if you said you have since im only 4 minutes in but you are not attention seeking at all. If anything you are strong, brave and here for a reason. I love you girl. Stay the steong girl you always are. Your thrift thick fam will always be here for you.

@nicole_roma 6 лет назад

Strong*

@nicole_roma 6 лет назад

Also when i was 26. I was so fucking depressed that I Looked at the basement ceiling for a good hour wondering if the wood would be strong enough to hold my weight if i hung myself. Girl ive been at my fucking lowest points and if i can get through that. You can get through anything. Again i love you. Giving you a huge hug virtually. ♡♡♡♡

@TheFieldhockeygk11 6 лет назад

Glad you’re still here...and always here for you. This shit is real, and hard. I too am medicated for mood disorders, and medications are a life saver, but like I say, not a magic pill. They don’t take the pain away, like you said perfectly. Hang in there...

@nicole_roma 6 лет назад

TheFieldhockeygk11 i dont really have suicidal thoughts anymore so i am happy about that. I know times are hard but we will get through it. I believe god tests our strength because he knows we are strong to overcome anything. Us battling mental illness isnt a weakness. We are fucking warriors! Pardon my french.

@pommie5093 6 лет назад

Sending you hugs Nicole-I can empathize with what you said

@ChameleonzDream 6 лет назад

That moment that you decided to share something so personal while baring your soul was honestly the most humbling experience for me. Depression to me is like this basic pallet that has no tone to it and requires the individual to accommodate it. Our brains are literally the most mysterious beings on the planet. We all struggle with some form of depression, bc it is part of our emotional make-up as a living being. For you to come in front of the very people who look up to you and admire you for your talents is by far the best comfort and reality you could offer us. I feel as though we all tend to mask our images to control the perception others have of us , as reality is far from that perspective as we cannot control how others perceive us, we can only influence how we are perceived. As a youth i would spend hours upon hours in my own dramatic little reality in my bedroom listening to "Summertime" by Janis joplin and "Rainy Night in Georgia" (conway twitty) and sob and sob until my nose felt as if it was sucker-punched by a fan blade. It was as if my brain was putting me into a different realm to protect my sensitive nature. I honestly am grateful that you have opened up to us all. The influx of suicides has been incredibly painful while so many left hanging while the true victim soar within the universe. Please continue to be yourself, bc you are the only one who can offer that to you

@kellyclark3961 6 лет назад

Even in your darkest days you’re not standing there alone. So many of us are there with you. Sending virtual hugs to you with the warmest wishes of health and happiness for you.

@ashleyjune4431 6 лет назад

My heart fell to the floor when I saw this notification and started watching this video. I thought this was going to be a suicide video. And that terrified me... You can hear how beautiful and wonderful you are, but that doesn't mean anything to you if you don't believe it yourself (and feel it). I know this I'd Dec 2017 when this was filmed, but please seek medical help. You could very well have/had SSR from suddenly stopping your medications. I have seen that and physcosis (sp) in the ER several time and it is real and it is dangerous!!! Secondly get ready for those horrible trolls who have nothing better to do than type something demeaning and ugly in the comment section... they also need help! Thank you for posting this raw and dark video. And unless you you have a contract with that Dr. I would suggest an Urgent care or Acute Care for quick prescriptions regarding your anti depression and anti anxiety meds. But I do know this is unsolicited advice lol. Thank you oh so much for being raw and real.

@thriftthick 6 лет назад

it's not unsolicited at all and I'm very appreciative for it!! Hopefully others will see your comment too and know that they're not alone, they're not crazy, and that they're worth the help that's out there... thank you

@Eliose9833 6 лет назад

Well this comment won't freak people out at all....

@tracykelly-fedoush1160 6 лет назад

I disagree, I think this comment is super helpful. Sometimes you sit and cry and wallow for no known reason, and reading something like this might help put things into perspective. Or a step in the right direction.

@trudylovesbeauty6573 6 лет назад

Oh sweetie I can see how you thought that try and have a happy day

@Eliose9833 6 лет назад

Trace Kelly It is beautiful in the fact that we can relate as a community and not feel so alone in our struggles. When it comes to OCD, however, the "psychosis" part can send you into a flurry of intrusive thoughts and unwanted feelings. Now, I'm not saying you dont have OCD or dont understand, I'm simply saying as someone who suffers from OCD, it can be "triggering". I know that word is very annoying in this day and age lol. I'm glad it helped you 💜 Sending good vibes * whoosh *

@SamBrilhanteOfficial 6 лет назад

This happened to me recently. The pharmacy ran out of my medication. I thought I was going crazy for days. Medication helps many people. This video will DEFINITELY help someone. Thanks for posting.

@StarlitSpirit 6 лет назад

As someone who struggles with bipolar disorder, my meds are super important. My brain just needs some help producing the right amounts of neurotransmitters, and that's ok. It's something I'm going to deal with for the rest of my life, and there's nothing weak about having a more functional brain. For anyone out there who looks down on themselves, I was like that too. You are amazing, and you aren't weak for wanting to feel better. Lots of love 💗

@mbd6054 6 лет назад

Cassie, there is no shame in needing medication; for physical or mental illness. You are NOT weak. If you had a physical disease, no one would have a problem with your meds.. Please remember that people who don't understand are just shallow and ignorant. Remember the people who love you, and the great, brave, smart person you are. Don't allow this set-back to push you backwards. This is a bump on a long road. You will get back on your path. Nothing has happened that can't be dealt with - it's okay to need your meds. It is a sign of strength, not weakness, to know that. Breathe, Cassie, some days it's okay to just do that, and get through.

@justjess3080 6 лет назад

I am only a minute in and I wish I could give you a hug. I am lucky to not have mental health issues. My fiancee is a veteran and I see how he struggles with therapy, meds, etc. I never understood depression and anxiety, etc until I met him. I love how RU-vid is an outlet for so many people. Hugs to you. And I hope you posted this because you are in a much better place right now!

@jenluv 6 лет назад

Gurl, I have to be honest, it was really really hard for me to see you in so much pain, so I skipped ahead to see where you were going with the video. I'm so glad that things have turned around for you and I'm so proud of you for how far you've come. Your journey has NOT been an easy one, but you are coming through with flying colors! Love ya, girlfriend!

@mishmash3968 6 лет назад

Jen Luvs Reviews where she was going with this video? She obviously published it to educate people on depression and mental health issues. People can't skip past it to learn about how bad it is, and there are people far worse who can't get help at all. It is something we all need to be more educated on and push to make better, more accessible, affordable, etc. I think the point is to witnesshow bad and real the struggle is. I say this with respect.

@darryl-annefearns3147 6 лет назад

Jen Luvs Reviews ,,

@bella6689 6 лет назад

I just want to state plainly and clearly that mental health disorders are an ongoing struggle so even if you “come up” the fight isn’t over. You can’t just coast you have to diligently monitor your mental health signals and take other healthy actions to stay mentally fit. It’s never over.

@MCLamb1984 6 лет назад

Bella C. Absolutely spot on

@MsBarbara.651 6 лет назад

A R thank you for your reply. I too was disappointed to read the "your pain and struggle was too hard on ME, so I skipped past that part" comment. Smdh. That's one of the biggest problems about having the disease of depression. People can't handle it. People don't talk like that to cancer patients! But when you suffer from depression, you can't talk about it. You can't mention you have it. You can't share that you're suffering. It fkn sucks! When people have cancer or other diseases, people are kind and they care about you. When you have depression or show you have depression, people shut down. Walk away. Abandon you. It's the worst thing a person can have in my opinion. And I would know that because I've suffered with it for almost 30 years. I wish I could just skip past the hard part. But that's not how it goes 😭

@miacarrdav8670 5 лет назад

Thank you for this video! The struggle is real! I hope you never delete the video, it made me feel less alone in this struggle!

@hanasanai665 6 лет назад

I feel so bad this was so long ago. You could’ve called your doctor or even gone to urgent care or even the ER. Depression complications can be fatal, and so your meds can be life saving. Poor thing. I’ve been there with med/pharmacy issues

@KirstinOpal 6 лет назад

I can’t stress how valid everything you feel is. I have depression, anxiety, depersonalization and PTSD. I couldn’t relate to this more. I’m not on meds because I don’t have heath insurance but forced myself to leave the house for the first time in 3 months a couple weeks ago. Take baby steps, love. That’s what I’m doing (Also treat each day as a new try)

@RegrettablyLongwinded 6 лет назад

Kirstin Opal That's amazing

@lizb2620 6 лет назад

This is a PSA to anyone who thinks going off antidepressants cold turkey is a good idea. Same thing happened to me before, accidentally messing up on the refills and going without for a few days, and I acted the same way. It's like throwing your brain off a cliff. Don't be ashamed, if a diabetic stopped taking their medication they would get sick too and this is no different. Thank god I am not on Lexapro or any other psych meds anymore. They caused me to gain so much weight which in turned fueled more depression which became a vicious cycle. I weaned off by 5 or 10 mg each month, which led me to drop 50 lbs in 4 months. I don't recommend that for everyone but for me personally my depression was related to alcohol abuse, once I quit drinking I found I did not have the need for the medication anymore.

@dianaisabelquinoneslezama1604 6 лет назад

Thank you, Cassie. It's going to be a year since I started taking medication for my anxiety, and I felt just like you did in this video. I think this is one of the most accurate and honest videos I've seen talking about mental health and medication. I admire you so much for filming that. People sometimes don't get that "pretending" to be fine is exhausting, that we need to take our made because if we don't all our energy is going to be wasted just fighting our illness. I'm happy you are feeling better now, and it is very noticeable in your videos too! Thank you ♡

@sourgummiez 6 лет назад

Get in these arms girl

@dmlkcs8620 6 лет назад

Courtney Pie 😍❤️😍❤️😍

@icansurviveuniversity.imra1405 6 лет назад

Courtney Pie 💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙💚💙

@sourgummiez 6 лет назад

Group hug

@itsfitmadiwilson 6 лет назад

You are worth it. You are strong. You are in control. You are perfect the way you are. We love you.

@Bettle2002 6 лет назад

This video takes balls good for you for sharing and you look so good in the otro. But I do think it’s very important for ppl to also know that you have options if your doctor sucks get a different one!! YOU come first!

@zehraashraf85 6 лет назад

To anyone who has gone through this, the pharmacy can give you a few days supply!!!! This has happened to me that's how I know. Also, if it's that bad you can go to er like she said, but pharmacy is a lot easier and quicker.

@KimmieSunshine 6 лет назад

Zee a in the us you risk an involuntary hold if you seek help from an Er. I would suggest getting an appt with any doctor to just hold you over until you can see your mental health provider

@juniperjournalista4716 6 лет назад

The pharmacy will give you a 5 days supply to help you! Absolutely no reason to go without your medication. It must be time to renew your prescription so they are waiting to hear from the doctor. The pharmacist can call on your behalf or you can call your doctor directly to get the refill. When you feel better create an "emergency plan" just this case this happens again and you are out of medication. It is dangerous to just stop taking some medications cold turkey and you can feel even more depressed than before. Be well and don't blame yourself :)

@Moon.Saiiren 6 лет назад

Idk where you live but that’s not how it works where Im at. In fact they wouldn’t do anything nearly that nice or helpful. They basically say sorry you’re screwed we don’t care you can go away now. With as much as we pay for insurance I think the least they could do is that when you run out of something you need to literally live your life. I’m not even talking about for me I’m talking about my husband and other family and friends I’ve seen go through bs with the pharmacist for super important medications. I can eye roll for days about this I’m not even kidding 🙄

@Angela.444 6 лет назад

So much strength radiates through this video. Videos like this show other it is ok to talk about their mental illness, and breaking the stigma that comes along with it. So much love for you❤️

@smolcheeze 6 лет назад

Thank you for uploading this, Cassie. More of these raw, unedited videos need to be shown to see the true face of depression, anxiety, and other mental illnesses. It’s also so important to be real with your followers. I got off my anti-depressants about 3 years ago, and before then I was so dependent on them for about 3-4 years. The first couple months after being off them were some of the hardest I’ve ever lived through. Non stop crying, increased suicidal thoughts, depressive moods, random mood swings on top of that, and a lot of the relationships I had with people were falling apart because my emotions were so out of control. I wish I had seen this kind of video during that time because I felt so out of place without my medication because it helped me feel better tremendously, but at the same time it didn’t because it caused me to gain so much weight which didn’t help at all with my insecurities. Just know that it’s ok if you needs meds or not. Your need shouldn’t define your strength. It’s ok to admit that you need a little help. It’s perfectly ok! I hope you’re hanging in there fine and that you’re in a better place. You’re so beautiful Cassie and you’re such an incredible person! Stay strong, girl! 💜

@sharral5234 6 лет назад

I'm not unsympathetic at all, I work in the field of mental health and the stigma needs to be removed, depression or diabetes, both are illnesses that require treatment in a multidisciplinary way. The country in which I live, you may see a doctor and get a script with say 5 repeats. You need to go back to see the doctor once those 5 scripts are dispensed and you need another script. So, it has to be self managed. My eldest daughter has a chronic illness and it's my responsibility to make sure she never runs out of meds. If someone could explain how the script system works in the US, I'd appreciate it.

@LIFECHANGESFORAREASON555 6 лет назад

WOW THIS WAS MEANT FOR ME TO SEE TODAY!!! OMG. TY FOR SHARING. THATS DANGEROUS TO ABRUPTLY STOP PHYC MEDS. SO HAPPY YOU ARE BETTER. JUST FOUND YOUR CHANNEL AND THIS WAS THE VIDEO!! TODAY WAS A HORRIBLE DAY EVEN PAST FEW WEEKS. BLESS YOU.

@laroma1653 6 лет назад

Diana Simply Saves , hi my friend! Please read my response to this video...there is info that may be helpful to you. xoxo

@rainbowdust919 6 лет назад

Depression can be seen in brain scans! It's real. I'm glad you are doing better, Cassie. I love you. Thank you for hanging in there.

@cerebralcortes 6 лет назад

One of the best pieces of advice I've heard is "So far you've survived all of your worst days. You're doing great." Thanks for your testimony and I hope you're doing better. Depression sucks. I work in a clinic and I'd suggest asking they make this a high priority message or ask if there's a hold on your medication for an appointment or something. Otherwise, ask them to refill enough until you can find another provider.

@Aerber21 6 лет назад

I love that you posted this. I just started taking medication and I feel so alone because no one talks about it. Thank you for posting this.

@MeowMeowMeowKitten 6 лет назад

Cassie, I’m so glad you posted this. It’s so horrible being disoriented from your brain not functioning the way you want it to, and/or hormones coming on top of it all. I have anxiety and PMDD and there are days I vacillate from wanting to destroy things to being extremely happy in a span of an hour. It’s comforting to know others are going through shit too. That I’m not broken.

@emilymmacisaac 6 лет назад

Seeing more carefree “after” Cassie is such a relief. Not to say that you won’t go through these feelings again, and that’s ok. Knowing you are in a good place now makes me feel better. I’m 100% certain this video will help others.

@courtneygold947 6 лет назад

I hope you don’t delete this because I think it’s important for people to see and know that they’re not alone. I personally am a very bubbly person, always getting compliments on my laugh and I feel it’s mostly just my people pleasing and wanting to make others happy while not focusing on myself. I always think of the movie say anything where he’s like how hard is it to have a good day just tell yourself and sometimes it’s real hard. ❤️

@courtneylalonde5713 6 лет назад

Love you Cassie! I have a lot mental health issues, and I work in the mental health system helping others with the same types of issues. I can totally relate, and think that it is so brave of you to put yourself out there like this, because it shows others that they are not alone, and that even the people they look up to might be dealing with the same types of issues they are. I'm also so glad that you advocate medication as a possible solution as well. I see huge differences in the people I work with when they are taking their medications versus when they are not, as we as myself. One of my many mental health issues is trichotillomania, so, I can relate to other BFRBs too. Just keep trying not to pick, but if you do, understand that you are not a failure for doing so. Thank you for posting this amazingly brave video

@mrscrofford 6 лет назад

So much I wanna say to you.. I want to hug you so hard For being vulnerable and confident enough to expose yourself like this. It’s truly the best way to recovery. I was suicidal too sometimes when my PMS, well the worst version of it PMDD and man oh man living alone in a foreign country was so hard. But yet like you, I knew there was so much more important things in life to live for that I never did anything foolish. You are worthy, you are loved and you will conquer this Cassie! Xoxoxo

@sillylily8459 6 лет назад

Maybe you can think about leaving this video. It helped me seeing the old date. To seeing how far you come. It gives me hope. We need hope in this dysfunctional society times we're currently in.

@LauraMidwest 6 лет назад

Life is terrifying for everyone. And for those of us that are sensitive we feel so much deeper than others. And yet we are shamed for not being stronger, yet still we are the strongest of all because we still get up and we still hope and we still try.

@FamilyMembersOnly 6 лет назад

Oh Laura, so true.

@laurenjohnson4759 6 лет назад

Beautifully said

@MrsBungle78 6 лет назад

This is true but depression is not just being sensitive. Depression is a medical condition. It is a chemical imbalance in the brain which is why no-one should ever feel weak for needing help- whether it be medication, therapy, whatever.

@imaginarygirl0 6 лет назад

Thank you for this comment.

@nicole_roma 6 лет назад

Not giving up and being alive is Strength♡

@NosferKitty 6 лет назад

i needed this. i didn't know how bad i needed this until i sat down and watched it. i suffer from a lovely list of different mental health issues and i've only been medicated for a little under a year and a half and in the last few months i've been having breakthrough symptoms for various different reasons. seeing this and seeing how raw and real it is and knowing that you managed to get through it and get back to being /you/ gives me so much hope, Cassie, that i can push through my major downs too. like so many others in the comments, i am proud of you for posting this. it takes a lot of strength to show a side of yourself like this to so many people, and i think it's incredibly important that people see how real and hard hitting these things are for the people that they affect.

@LilibetteASMR 6 лет назад

My heart goes out to you, Cassie. I know what you are going through, so much. I have gone through severe depression and especially anxiety since I was a kid. I also have had Trich since I was about 16. I am really glad that you are (hopefully) doing so much better now. Winter time can be really hard for us suffering with these conditions, especially because we get less light in the day. I am wondering if that was also affecting you at this time? But I send you hugs. So many.

@HipstyHeavener 6 лет назад

I completely understand. I can’t live without my anti anxiety and depression medicines. If I miss a few days, I start slipping into depression and can’t get out of bed. They help so much! I’m so grateful I got back on them after years of being in denial and saying I don’t need them.

@alissarjohnson286 6 лет назад

Cassie, showing your human and the pure raw emotion is so brave, amazing and should be celebrated. I can relate to this video so much with a lot of the same diagnosis'. Love you, your such a wonderful, beautiful person. It's a personal pleasure being able to be apart of your RU-vid journey.

@thriftthick 6 лет назад

thank you Alissa for sharing and for the support.... it's wonderful knowing that we can all be there for each other on our journeys

@unheardvanity 6 лет назад

Cassie- you are so INCREDIBLY strong for posting this. I have depression. I've felt this. Hearing you speak this way is bringing me to tears, but I know exactly where your head was at. It's difficult, living with this illness and trying to cope on a daily basis with it. I hope you were able to get this medication issue resolved and are feeling tons better. I love you!!! You are powerful. You are strong. You are capable, and you show that depression who is boss

@kathleendoyle8327 6 лет назад

This is so important Cassie. I also struggle with depression, anxiety and over eating and when it's bad it's completely debilitating. Thank you for living your truth and showing us a hard part of your life. Im so glad things have improved for you 💖

@reneekerner2014 6 лет назад

Oh Cassie, bless you. Don't ever ever let yourself run out of meds-like you need me to tell you this. I hope you are okay. We love you. Don't worry about your weight-it will come off. No, you aren't dramatic!

@trinityguzman1153 6 лет назад

Its such a beautiful thing that you can be so open with your subscribers and spreading awareness for mental health . ❤️ This video will always be something i go back too to remind me that I’m not alone , thank you soo much for this!!❤️

@mommyfindingfit 6 лет назад

Thank you for being so brave to share! I suffered with OCD in silence for years. I thought I was weird. I was ashamed. One day someone shared with me what she was going through, and it was the first time I knew I wasn't alone. That other people suffered, too. So, thank you for sharing! Someone watching this needs to know they're not alone.

@irmamelkumian1074 6 лет назад

I love you so much for making this video. If I was watching this 2 years ago, at peak of anxiety and depression, this would have been so helpful and honestly still is. And your outro was golden. It was so validating and I adore you for sharing such a vulnerable video with your people 💗💗💗

@devonlile497 6 лет назад

Cassie, I’m only 3 minutes in but I’m not waiting to comment. You are an amazingly, brave soul to share this part of your life. Please know, you are not alone and I’m sending you so much love! ❤️

@carveylover 6 лет назад

I went off my Prozac 6months maybe a year ago. I regret every day. My room looks like a tornado went through it. My mood swings are horrible, and My work has suffered. I have tried to cope I really have but it was my choice. Mine. My script ran out and I have to see my doctor to refill it. Even with insurance I can not afford him and I wasn't being regular enough with my meds that I said fuck it. That was a long long way of saying I know exactly how you feel and honestly if I didn't have a job I would never leave my room. I appreciate you doing a video like this because the struggle is real. I describe my depression as being in a sand trap the harder you try to get out the deeper you get. I have to say this video is wonderful to see because I am you. I thought the meds helped me i am fine and I have to admit that I need them to function I do. Sending all my love to you momma . All of it.

@madelyncalluso835 6 лет назад

Rachel Frumkin Omg! I was in the same situation. I went off of my prozac for three months because I thought I was fine. I went through MAJOR depression. It was the worst time in my life.

@laramiesimpson62 6 лет назад

Cassie, I am astonished at how brave you are for posting this video! I currently take meds for depression & anxiety. I pick every day, I have just figured out how not to dig.🤦🏻‍♀️. There is something to be said about you sitting there raw. It shows me that I am not alone in this, even though I don’t know you personally, I enjoy every video you have made. There have been days that I stay in bed and watch videos on depression and it always makes me feel included in someone else’s life, instead of solo in my own skull. I am so happy that you can share this journey with us. I am proud of you. Thank you again for opening up.💕

@amandacountryman8024 6 лет назад

I'm so happy you posted this! Depression is so real and we are not weak by taking medicine. I've been trying for years to explain to my husband, without sounding dramatic or like I was seeking attention, for years what my depression was like... I showed him you video... I think he finally gets it. Thank you for being you and pitting yourself out there. You helped this lonely, depressed mom of 3 boys more than you will ever know.

@itsfitmadiwilson 6 лет назад

You are not alone.

@sammibooger4784 6 лет назад

This video is so real and so raw and it made me feel so much that I’m not alone, and neither are you. I love you so much, Cassie ❤️❤️

@thriftthick 6 лет назад

thank you Sammi, so very much

@MindfreakMCR 6 лет назад

This said it better than I ever could. Thank you for sharing Cassie, I love you.

@dawnsuelagarcia2702 6 лет назад

I know this feeling all too well. I've been reducing my medication over this past month (been tapering over the course of a few years) - the crying spells, the brain zaps, headaches, sleep problems, the negative thinking - they are all too real in the moment. I've found that the best thing that helps me through those days is to give myself permission to REST. It's okay to rest. Give yourself permission to heal. Thank you for sharing this video of yourself in this moment in time. It's so important for people to see this.

@pie8994 6 лет назад

a HUGE thank you for making and sharing this video. you have more support than you know. like other fans have said, I also struggle with clinical depression and severe social anxiety. I don't leave my apartment for days at a time, I have crying fits, i sleep for 12 hours at time, I'm an emotional eater too. I know how hard every single day is, but if I can get thru it, I know you can too. please stay strong, there is nothing wrong with taking medication. I know I'm just another fan in your comments but I relate to you so much, you're not alone. we love you and we all want you to be the happiest you can be. don't give up ♡

@rainbowdust919 6 лет назад

I hate being without meds. People who are against meds for mental illness don't know what they are talking about. I get some side effects from my meds, but none of them are as bad as wanting to be dead and being afraid to leave my house. I cry A LOT when I'm without meds. When I have meds, I feel like a normal and healthy person. I feel like myself, but without the depression and anxiety. I don't cry as much and I don't have as many anxiety attacks. I definitely feel like a crazy person when I'm not on them. I've had to go without them several times, due to money and other health events, and each time I end up just like this. I've eaten a healthy diet and gone to the gym 5-7 days a week and it did not stop me from having episodes like this where I would cry for hours at a time for no reason. It would happen several times a week, and I was doing all of the "right things" that you're supposed to do to help depression. My depression is the result of a traumatic brain injury. It's a physiological condition that causes my brain to regulate hormones incorrectly. It affects other hormones, too! Sometimes I cannot tell when I'm hungry or full and I feel tired and have insomnia, because those are also controlled by hormones. It's real. IT'S REAL. MENTAL HEALTH IS REAL. Thank you for posting this, Cassie.

@lisathomson3057 6 лет назад

rainbowdust919 so true. I hope you are feeling good these days x

@LeannSerao 6 лет назад

There are so many things I want to say I dont know where to begin. Your poor body was thrown into withdrawal by stopping the meds. It makes everything 10x worse. You are strong you ate beautiful, you are not selfish and most of all your worth exceeds words. Thank you for sharing your story, wishing you love, health and happiness always.-from someone who understands and can not only sympathize but emphasize ❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤❤

@jordanstpierre22 6 лет назад

WE ARE HERE FOR YOU ❤️ I’m still on a couple meds for anxiety and major depression, but last year stuff like this happened to me and it was such an awful feeling- physically, mentally, and emotionally. I hear you about the eating and I went to treatment for it, and I am here for you. We love you. ❤️

@ladyfionaarmstrongjones1288 6 лет назад

Girlfriend, I just found your channel this week. I have been enjoying your makeup videos, and then today, I saw this. My husband has chronic Major Depressive Disorder, and I have Anxiety. I commend you for sharing this!!! We have finally gotten approval for my husband to get TMS treatments for his Depression, since his meds have not been successful enough. But like you pointed out with this video, meds *can* help. Tremendously, for some of us. Stay strong. Keep talking about this topic, because it is vital for people to understand. Brain chemistry is not sign of weakness or strength-- it just is what it is. You are amazing. Thank you for what you do!

@kpeugh2011 6 лет назад

I can’t believe you had the guts to post this. You’re so strong and brave. If you hadn’t stated the date on the first minute or so, I’d honestly be trying to call you help. I don’t know your address but I’d be blowing up police and EMS stations determined to get you help. For a second I thought this was your current emotional state and I was so scared for you. I’m SO glad you’re back on your meds. If it were possible I’d reach through the computer to hug you hun.

@kpeugh2011 6 лет назад

Hahahaha. I’m legit doing my makeup for work when this popped up and I clicked it and now I’m trying not to cry for you/with you. Irony is I work at a psych facility. And NO it’s not withdrawal. Going cold turkey off meds is horrific and awful and not withdrawal (depending on the meds but most depression meds don’t cause withdrawal).

@pattygosselin1037 6 лет назад

Incredibly brave, precious girl! It blows me away that it appears that some sicknesses are deemed worthy of medication (cancer, diabetes, flu, allergies); but we are supposed to simply ‘will ourselves into wellness’ with other life-threatening illnesses. Mental illness is so real and so pervasive - I believe that it is the root cause of most addictions and abuses. By speaking out, Cassie, you help remove the stigma and make it easier for someone else to seek the help they need. Well done, bravo and continue living well!❤️

@StaceyMenard 6 лет назад

Hey for future reference most pharmacies will do an emergency fill to hold you over for 72 hours as long as it's not a controlled substance. You just have to ask them

@jenx77 6 лет назад

Cassie I have been a subscriber for a long time. I want you to know that I will be having the worst day ever, and I’ll come home and see you’ve uploaded a video and instantly the day is better!! I don’t have depression, anxiety or anything but my bff does so I’ve been around it a lot. You are an amazing woman. You mean a lot to a lot of people on here. We love you so much!!

@NoMasPresion 6 лет назад

Your honesty is like a mirror for me. Thank you for making this video and allowing me to see parts of myself that I don’t like to confront on my own. 💜 I won’t tell you not to cry because sometimes you just need to or it just happens, I’ll just tell you to take care of yourself. Self care, whether that’s with medication or anything else, just take care of yourself sweet girl. Thank you.

@amandabelg503 6 лет назад

So brave to share this ❤️...talking about stuff like this will help others so it’s always worth it ☺️

@Annamendo25 6 лет назад

Cassie... I literally NEEDED to see this because I myself am having a depressive episode of my own, ugly face crying, and I think “let me watch RU-vid and take my mind off things “ your video is the first video I see. I know what it’s like to have anxiety, depression and panic attack. It’s horrible. I’m so glad you’ve gotten care and are doing so much better. We all suffer with are demons smh it’s a very real thing we all go through. Even for people without mental illness, life is just hard sometimes. Sending all of the hugs.. and seeing you doing much better gives me hope that I can be better

@kaylagriffin1243 6 лет назад

Thank you so very much for posting this video. As someone who struggles with anxiety and depression, I commend you for not only having a discussion but courageously showing a darker episode (for lack of a better description). The outro was definitely uplifting to see you in a better place.

@nikkik4603 6 лет назад

I love you for sharing this. My Uncle said to me Nik if you broke your arm wouldn’t you seek help? So why wouldn’t you seek help, therapy or meds, when your not emotionally and mentally feeling your best? The medication is a bandaid and sometimes a life preserver.

@BohoMojojo 6 лет назад

I feel you ❤️ I'm on my own medication journey, not sure I've found the right one yet. It's been a rollercoaster. Thank you for sharing your real feelings with us. Mental health awareness is SO important!

@crystaldutton3048 6 лет назад

Aww Cassie!!! Makes me sad to see you hurting. I haven’t been watching much RU-vid or you lately. Over the holidays I blew out my hip, and found out I have RA, fibromyalgia, and severe carpal tunnel. I was so so so depressed, I fell into this dark hole, and have been bouncing between anti depressants. I just had my first of 2 hip replacements and put on cymbalta. It’s been helping me my pain my moods so so much, if I forget to take it I fall apart, if I’m late getting my refill I fall apart. It’s so hard to explain to people how you’re fine one day and fall apart the next. I feel your pain all too deeply ❤️

@christinamegan1856 6 лет назад

I totally relate!!!! I have been diagnosed with MAJOR DEPRESSIVE DISORDER I DO NOT take medication for it, I'm so scared I will rely on it and if for any reason I cannot get my medicine I will have a severe breakdown and may harm myself or others. I have been dealing with depression since I was a little girl. I'm in my 30's now. Depression is very real and someone who does not have it, will never understand. I just push through every day with a smile and I tell myself I'm stronger than this!!!!

@tealeafism 6 лет назад

When I started watching your videos years ago, the first thing that struck me was how much we have in common. For the very first time, I saw someone who was also dealing with EXACTLY the same issues that I had (and have) been dealing with for so many years, and while it hurt my heart to no end to know that someone else was dealing with that pain, it also gave me something to hold on to. YOU gave me hope, Cassie. YOU made me feel not so alone, and in doing so, helped me feel a little more human. I don’t really even know how to put the gratitude I feel into words, and I also don’t know if it’s weird to say you’re proud of someone you’ve never met, but I am SO PROUD OF YOU! Thank you, thank you, thank you for your strength and for just being you!! 💖💖💖💖💖

@AmandaRam 6 лет назад

I've been off my meds since April. My husband of 7 years and I recently separated and I can't afford the medication on my own. To say I'm in a bad place..is an understatement. I'm so done..I feel exhausted. Life has thrown everything it could possibly throw at me. I hate being dramatic but all I do is think about ending it all. It's always on my mind. Im constantly crying..I'm sick. And so are you. This isn't our fault..these meds help balance everything that is out of whack in our bodies. We need them because we are sick. You're not alone..I love you so much. Majority of us do..we hate seeing you hurting. Wishing you nothing but the best..

@leslienekoda 6 лет назад

Amanda Ram 🙏🏼

@LaBellaVita02 6 лет назад

Please go to your local health department. They will help you. It’s low cost or free. I had to go while I was in college for BPD and they were a lifesaver.

@kelsea6591 6 лет назад

Amanda Ram I hope you feel better, I've always had seasonal affective disorder and struggled with depression and I know that when I have had a major relationship come to an end it is absolutely crushing sometimes. Wishing YOU the best and remember nothings is permanent including the bad times 💕

@thriftthick 6 лет назад

sending you so so so so SO much light and love.... I wish I could do something to help but I hope me saying that YOU ARE WANTED ON THIS EARTH and YOU MATTER can mean enough to you to not take your life. I listed loads of help lines in the description box and it looks like there are handfuls of us here on my page that would love to support you through your struggles as well. We hate knowing that YOU'RE hurting too!! :(

@redsgirl78 6 лет назад

Amanda Ram... amen. I'm with you.

@mererosefox 6 лет назад

Videos like this are so important... I was in a scary space mentally about 6 months ago too; it can feel like you're so alone and no one understands. I'm sure you've helped many by sharing your vulnerability. I'm only 4 minutes in but felt compelled to comment; I hope the end of the video reveals you're in a better place now (even if it's a little better). Thank you for sharing!

@saraalesi4702 6 лет назад

Girl, I have struggled with anxiety and depression, but only bouts of it. I feel for you so much and it is so frustrating that there is such a stigma on mental illness and people who need to take medication. You are strong, you are beautiful, and I have so much respect for you for posting this and I know you will help many people by addressing this topic 💕

@jacquelinesandell4680 6 лет назад

Many years ago when I was on anti depressants for a short time that happened to me. My husband found me bawling in a corner. He was so upset that I hadn't received my refill. I later learned that one should never quit them cold turkey. So I know exactly how you felt. Thankfully it was just a temporary thing.. I don't take any meds anymore and have not for years as mine was more situational if you know what I mean. So glad you are Ina better place now and so sorry you had to go through that. Big hugs

@deannak5948 6 лет назад

I have trichotillomania and I pick at my skin all the time (my dad and brother have OCD but I've never been diagnosed), and while I can easily talk about my Depression, Anxiety, PTSD, and other issues, I can never talk about my picking due to shame. So thanks for talking about your dermatillomania on here. It makes me feel a little better knowing that other people struggle with the same issue.

@janellehoward2112 6 лет назад

Deanna Kalian I have OCD and trichotillomania. I had to shave my head a year ago bc of it. Youre not alone. It sucks, but we are strong!

@rebeccacompton5307 6 лет назад

I have OCD and hair pulling issues as well as depression and anxiety! When I get bald spots on my head from pulling, people look at me like I’m insane and can’t understand why I can’t stop! It’s very very frustrating and it’s nice to hear people talk about a similar thing with dermatillomania

@moonbounce17 6 лет назад

That first week off your meds is killer. Every day feels like the worst day of your life. I was on six different antidepressants last year and only one didn't have horrible withdrawals. I totally get this video, hun.

@vazatjess1 6 лет назад

Thank you for showing that you have real issues no matter what your going through, mental health is no joke and not something to brush off inner negative thoughts really can break you and take over to the point where you feel completely gone

@RealityChick77 6 лет назад

I feel for you. I’ve been on Paxil since I was 13, I’m 41 now, and it’s amazing/horrifying how quickly it affects me if I forget to take it. Last month I tried to end my life and it’s a second to second struggle. I commend you for being brave enough to share this. When you tell people you suffer from mental illness many times they respond negatively. A million hugs and added respect for you as a woman 😀

@andreac5724 6 лет назад

Mary Loves Makeup77 stay strong!!!!

@TheSiobhan12 6 лет назад

Your not alone!!! Depression hits more people than you realise!!! You will get through this and come out stronger on the other side!!! By now it is well after this date, and I’m sure you are already feeling stronger and more able to face the world. Just take it one step at a time. For me just getting out of the house and doing 1 thing a walk, a movie, coffee with a mate, and calling Mum also worked wonders. She is my best mate!!!!The casserole family is here for you. 😊💪🏻😻

@tetyanatopa3800 6 лет назад

I’m so glad it was two step video! You are doing great with or without meds! This is life. And it is exactly how it works, you feel low, you feel high, you have losses, you have wins. As human beings we get adjusted to life circumstances and the only choice is to live and handle it in the best possible way you can. If you feel overwhelmed and unable to handle it , you have family, friends, professionals, meditations, medications and of course social media to help you get through! Life is so good and precious and deserves to experience both, low and high!

@louiseriahi9541 6 лет назад

That was so brave and responsible to allow us to see you like this. I appreciate your honesty and thank you for affirming the importance of regularly taking your meds. Thank you Cassie xx

@melissakyle2495 6 лет назад

Thank you for being completely vulnerable to share this with us. It's somehow comforting to know that other people suffer depression and that I'm not alone. This video has also pushed me to get back on my medications and try to find the proper dosage that will help me better battle this.

@griffithberserk9615 6 лет назад

Cassie, you make my days better. I just wanted you to know that. ❤❤❤❤

@nancysanders6232 6 лет назад

The struggle and pain are real. People who don’t understand will tell you to shake it off, or snap out of it. That just makes it worse! You are a beautiful, BRAVE woman to bare your soul on a public forum. Please don’t take this down Cassie. People need to see this!! I’m very proud of you❤️😘

@domesticmesses 6 лет назад

I'm sorry you went through this! Depression has no word of how much it sucks! I'm glad you're doing so much better again!

@CandicesVanity 6 лет назад

Omg you are so sweet and I love you for opening up and posting this. I deal with the same issues everyday and feel alone about it so this has helped me tremendously thank you so so much you don’t realize how much your videos have helped and inspired me. Please don’t cry.. easier said than done I know, but you’re so beautiful! Call you insurance company and see if there’s something they can do if the pharmacy themselves do not help out to refill your prescription. Lots of hugs and love your way!

@thriftthick 6 лет назад

thank you so much Candice!! Thankfully this was filmed long ago so everything has been sorted out and I've learned my lesson :) I'm so sorry to hear that you also struggle with mental illness but am SO GLAD to know that we can support each other in getting through the struggles that come along with it

@CandicesVanity 6 лет назад

Thrift Thick oh great! I’m SO glad to hear that! And yes girl, absolutely, we have to stick together and have support! I’ll be thinking of you and we’re all here for you.. don’t ever be ashamed of crying or being truthful about your life or situation.. it makes us love you and relate to you that much more! You’re AWESOME!

@elizabethgreer27 6 лет назад

You are so brave. This made me so sad to watch. I have never struggled with mental health so I can't imagine your pain. But you are worthy and beautiful and brave. Thank you for sharing this ❤

@GK0902 6 лет назад

I've been through this exact thing with my prescriptions Cassie, it's awful. You're not alone girl, sending hugs. I hope things get better for you.

@elisanavarrete6978 6 лет назад

I work at a Dr office and when I room my patients I see this all the time. It real, your not alone and I like spending a little extra time with them when they feel like this because want to make them feel better, although I don't personally struggle with this I like to let them say and feel what they are feeling and try to be there for them in that little time that I do my vitals before the Dr sees them. Never go to the pharmacy when you don't get you medications always always go straight to the Dr,it is the Dr that send the prescription and sometimes they lag,are busy or they do send it but for some reason it doesn't go through. Don't ever feel like your alone, it's very brave to put yourself out there and for people to judge. I hope that this helps and I enjoy watching your videos, your mukbangs are my favorite.