I should NOT be on Youtube. This is my story. 

This really resonated with me. At 51yrs of age...I feel in my soul that this is my future way of life. Finding the courage to just "do it" and screw the fears...is the hardest part for me. I have two children that just started college. I just moved from my 3 bedroom townhouse that was killing me financially. Kids are gone so I thought, this is my time. Now I am feeling the urge to make this happen. Thank you for your story. Thank you for your vulnerability. I am so grateful I found you on RU-vid.

You should be on RU-vid. Your voice needs to be heard. Your touch needs to be felt. Your wisdom needs to be shared. You have an insight that needs to be experienced. Your honesty and openness and genuineness are beautiful and sweet and inspiring. Thank you for creating this Channel. Thank you for being present. Thank you for caring enough. And more. Thank you. Namasté.

Here i am at 4:30 in the morning, alone in a foreign country, trying to discipline myself towards my dreams, trying to not fall forever in the so called normal life, without a purpose, and you show up. Every video that you post is a lesson for me in so many ways and I am grateful for it. Thank you for existing!

I think you definitely have a presence on RU-vid, your story is unwritten. You have people on here that have a daily morning routine, talk about the stock market or build a home of out wood and simple tools. They all have an audience and so do you 🙂 Let's get you to 100K so you have that Silver Play Button to remind you of your accomplishment that only a small percentile will EVER achieve!

You are such a special human being and I feel lucky to at least “meet you” through this conduit of expression you’ve gifted to us.

Alyssa, you're a beautiful person. Thank you for letting us into your life.

You're a gift, Alyssa. Minute 27 or so, I got teary-eyed at the thought of your inner 7 year old Alyssa and how proud she must be. May you continue to live up to your imagination and purpose!

You are simply an Angel 🤗. Your stories are so sincere and magnificent ...Greetings from Ukraine 🇺🇦

Imagine the stories you'll be able to tell your grandkids (if that happens for you). You've done more in the first part of your adult life than most people do their entire lives.

You know what I love most about this video, apart from ALL of it? Observing Rio in the background and seeing how, as your narrative turns more upbeat and happy, she comes more and more forwards to ask for attention. Such an amazing dog.

While listening to your story, I was watching Reo. He would stretch, roll over, look as if he's heard this story saying "where's the popcorn. Once or twice he looked like he was having doggie dreams. Reo is a great companion. Keep videos coming. Life is an adventure, not the destination.

Thank you for your vulnerability to share your story. It really is beautiful. I so appreciate your personal struggle with self love, I'm 66 years old am still snuggling with that concept. Keep sharing girl, it is inspiring and so beautiful!

I’m an old fart , followed my dream in 2005 after I met the love of my life. I left / sold everything an went on the journey. Good times bad times, emotional roller coaster etc etc. lost the love of my life due to a split decision and a bullet that took her away. At first I wanted to join her and do the same, but I couldn’t because of my other love, my daughter. I felt completely lost, amputated from everything that I dreamt of and worked so hard for. I was able to pickup the piece but empty inside, no goal etc just surviving to keep afloat. Than I had health issues that I ignored for various reasons, after major surgery and complications I can’t work no more. Your story brought memories and emotions that talked about and experience. Traveling in my early days thought me so much about myself, life and what it takes. If I was younger I absolutely would have taken the road you follow now. I’m on my own for many years and get along with myself most of the time, besides the pitty parties. Take it from me your on the right path doing the right thing for you and your doggie . Thnx for sharing your awesome.💕🤘🏻

A woman after my own heart. Found ur channel last night, watched several videos up until about 3am. The most important advice I've ever received is to follow one's heart. It absolutely makes ALL the difference. You have clearly shown that here. Please continue to share!!!

Alyssa I'm old I built my first conversion back in 93 it took forever and thousands of hours networking we didn't have the internet imagine that we made phone calls and drove hours from home for parts etc. The biggest impression for me was the bus conversion magazine I looked forward to seeing that little 20 page or less magazine ever month. We were considered crazy back then well look at all the so called crazy people now right and I'm working on my second conversion now for retirement. So hang on to your dreams it's what drives us. Safe travels girl.

It takes courage to challenge yourself! Living in solitude is a confrontation with the most important person in your life! You go girl!

Your story is amazing. Everything you went through, all the tough times prepared you for where you are now. What a triumph. There will be another adventure for you that's coming your way. Just know this....You are ready for it and equal to what's coming. Smile and receive it. It was yours all along, it's been waiting for you to be ready for it. Peace.

So much of your story resonated with me. From moving around constantly as a child, always being the new girl at school, and not having a stable place to call home or go back to later in life. My imagination and writing were/are my therapy as well. I also went to Africa for the first time during college, and I lost a friend to cancer at 27, that really shook my worldview. I converted and moved into my first van in 2017 and it was so hard to find good how to information on conversions back then. I also stumbled into the road lifestyle out of necessity and started filming my journey as a video diary that ended up helping me sustain the lifestyle for a few years. Anyway, a lot has changed in my life since then, just got married to a guy I met on the road and we live off grid on 5 acres now. I rarely share my story, raw emotions or writing in video format these days, but watching your videos always inspires me to get back into it. So thank you.

So pleased to have found you and your channel. I will continue to follow and will play catch up with the videos already posted. As a senior I wish I had done something like this when I was your age and found myself as opposed to being pushed into a box and forced to conform. I will however live my young life once again vicariously via you and your travels . You are certainly a charming young woman and I am pleased for you and this journey of self discovery.

This is a really great video. I truly appreciated your honesty at the end where you make it clear that even though you seemed to have found confidence in yourself as well as purpose, you still don't have things all figured out, that it's not an easy lifestyle, etc., but that it seems right for you. I love that you didn't romanticize it. I find it interesting that so many of you, (I follow a few others living this life), after several years on the road, eventually feel the need to find a piece of land to create a more permanent home base. Your journey has been pretty incredible thus far and you should be proud of all that you have accomplished as well as the courage that it has taken to get here.

Alyss, I am a relative new subscriber... since May of this year...a 69 y.o. father of 4 amazing (grown) kids & a grandfather of 9 wonderful progeny. You are somewhere in btwn them all in age, but your wisdom and spirit is that of a woman many years your senior. I always enjoy your videos and am so proud of the person that you are and are continually developing into. You are a beautiful, articulate and courageous adventurer. I wish you nothing but the very best that life and the road may offer.

You are so inspiring. You really touched my heart in telling your story. I feel like the child in me is still trying to find the true meaning of life. I know very well that it's the life of a nomad. I crave a peaceful life. A life with purpose, which I'm still trying to figure out on how to fulfill it. But thank you for sharing your story. 💜

Amazing story - you are an amazing person. Keep up the great work. Through struggle and hardship, some people break, others become stronger. No question what has happen to you. VERY happy for you. You should be proud of your own courage and how you have developed yourself.

You got a new subscriber today young lady! Your an inspiration...figuring out life & finding yourself before 40! Hugs for your loss, those emotions you feel when you choke up are just love...no need to apologize. About to start bus/van life myself so many feels happening...terror & excitement. I have experienced my own trauma & spent the first 40 years of my life white knuckle surviving. Almost made the same choice your friend did a couple of times but I was very young & super bad at it...thankfully. No support system unless I would tolerate more abuse so...became homeless with children, was getting back on my feet again then BAM COVID...anyway, enough of that. You are wise beyond your years...thank you for sharing this video...it motivating & encouraging! Every Blessing! Now

This, absolutely, is my favorite video that you’ve put out so far! It’s so nice to learn where you’re coming from on your journey and it’s so kind of you to share that with us. I’m hoping to see you and others at Gutted in October! Keep living your best life and thanks again for sharing with us! 🥰

Started watching when you were trading vans.thanks for being so real and laying yourself out there. Favourite video so far. Building a truck camper with a similar goal to yours You rock!!!

You have balls of steel, and Charlie is your staple. I'm glad you've made so many friends. Because when the family has all devided it's the friends that become the new family to watch over you and keep you company. I hope wherever Charlie lands you land close by to him. Love your videos.

I just found your channel today 😃 am I the only one that is literally in tears? 😢😭 in a good eye opening way. You’re amazing and I’m thankful I found your channel…. At about the 8:45 mark on this video is when I really connected with you and knew exactly what you meant. I’m so thankful that you took that leap of faith and you belong on RU-vid but actually even other platforms. Keep living that dream and inspiring others to do the same ❤️

Your doing a great job as a human being carry on girl you got this

I have been a viewer since video numero uno. I’ve so enjoyed watching you grow and engage your audience and become settled in your new bus. What an inspiration you have been to me, a 51 year old social worker with a purple Mohawk & a steel hip. You are one of the people that make independence look so sexy and authenticity so beautiful. Don’t ever stop. Your videos and your life allow me to live vicariously. I love them. You Grow Girl!

So now, I, too, have stumbled across you here on YT, and I'm blown away by your self awareness, drive, sensitivity, and intelligence. What a future you have! Your story is just beginning. You do, indeed, deserve someone very special in your life. You'll find him one day. And I will look forward to dropping in on you thru this medium to see how you're doing, from time to time. Bless you, girl!

I love your vids, keep them coming!!! you keep me loving and living!!!

Loved your story of how you got here. Truly inspiring 💖 Rio steals my heart with the looks, raised 👁️ brows as you were talking... beautiful dog. Keep chasing a wonderful life.

Love watching your journey, through your videos Alyssa.Best of luck.

This is probably your best video yet. I was really glued to your stories. Plus I had a horrible evening and listening to you was pure therapy. Thanks for your story.

I just found your channel and... wow ! So nice to see a real human with the heart connected to the soul. You have everything : a nice dog, a nice bus, a nice image, a nice sound and you are a good storyteller. You know that 100k in 1 year is a success. And, to end, thank you for sharing your good vibes, I am sure a lot of people need that, need to recontact their inner child, their goal. Hello from Belgium, Bye.

I've always admired you. You have seen so much and done so much at such a young age and your journey is far from over. Good Luck and God Bless ! Lenny in Maryland 🙂

You just proved a valuable point and lesson for a lot of people it just goes to show the resilience of the human being you are so brave too take the opportunity to find your purpose where a lot of people get stuck including myself up until 2 years ago I have a video on my channel and it's just to let people know that you can do whatever you set your mind to do on the path that makes you happy cuz at the end of the day that's what matters your happiness and self-worth. I just feel like you're teaching people to not be afraid to try pretty awesome Alyssa you've inspired me for sure!

We love you - and your bus! You are becoming part of my journey and I’m sure that is true for many of us. You have such a beautiful strong spirit and I am so impressed at how you find your way. You belong exactly where you are. And exactly where you are going. I think that is rare, but it’s the path of genuine living. Thank you Alyssa.

the world is a better place for having you in it! you just be you!

Alyssa, I love your story. Thanks for sharing your life in an humble and vulnerable way. You're so inspiring, God bless you and if you weren't on RU-vid we would be missing out on a rich and beautiful life 💞 🙏

I think you and Rio should make a movie, I'd pay to see it.

This was wonderful. Thank you for being so vulnerable in sharing your story. It was a gift.

Your story is so inspiring to me ! Thank you so much for your honesty.

wow the story of your dream gave me chills! Living on the road is such a powerful calling on my heart as well. I absolutely LOVE watching these videos

Not to devalue anything, but a beautiful and articulate girl who has charm, charisma and thoughtfulness that shows through stories is, like, one of the certain recipes for success of RU-vid. Cheers and continued success.

Alyssa, thanks so much for sharing your story with us all - it is truly inspiring. I enjoy watching your videos and getting a glimpse into bus life and the awesome community you have become a part of. Keep up the great work - I’m looking forward to seeing what your future holds!

Love this look into part of your journey to you. You are amazing and a gift to us all. ❤️

Wow... Awesome story! I felt the same way you did when you graduated from college only mine was a little earlier when I graduated from high school. I had no idea what I wanted to do so I got on the so-called "escalator" with all the other ducks I knew and found myself in a row not knowing how to get off the escalator. That probably sounds funny but that's how I felt. After going through the meat grinder of the finance industry with all the trimmings that went along with it I discovered that that best job I ever had was mowing grass when I was putting myself through college. It's funny when I realized that I was the only one that could get me out of the box that I so neatly wrapped myself in. I realized that leaving the box wasn't my issue, but going towards something would be my source of inspiration. I went and got a pilot's license, skydived bought a motorcycle and became a free spirit. The little boy in me finally came alive and I discovered who he (I) really was (am). Life is meant to be lived, not tolerated. Be true to yourself, you're the only one that can or will. You have a knack of storytelling in a colorful adventurous way. I can see that you're artistic. Your RU-vid channel is the product, and you are the process. It matches well together.

Hell of a ride there. Just wow. I'm always inspired, every single time. You bare your soul, and it is delightful. This content of yours, and the other's the algorithm leads me to, to be a part of a wonderful community of beautiful people is a rich reward in a craaaaayzy world. I'm 60 and learning from you dear. One hell of a woman... 🙏 Jono

Glad you are on RU-vid, I look forward to your videos. You just seem really down to earth! Thank You!

You are so authentic and real. I love how you keep reinventing yourself, and finding the next chapters in your life's journey. Thank you so much for sharing your inspirational story.

Hi, just a reminder of the Earth's children book series by Jean M Auel. Even though it plays of in the prehistoric era, the story is about a girl Ayla who has to find herself, survive and grow to become who she was meant to be. It starts with the Clan of the Cave Bear and I think it would definitely resonate with you as she struggles, overcomes adversity, learns and ultimately conquers. Even though it is a story it reads more like a biography of her life (even though fictional). it was published in 1980 and it is one of the best written book series I have come across. It wont just be entertaining there is a lifetime of lessons that can be gained, you mentioned you have it on your reading list - dont forget to get yourself a copy.

People follow you because of your personality. Don't let your pride keep you on the road. I spent 10 years traveling. It can get tiring.

This is so sweet! You are so inspiring and open, I love it and I relate to you on so many levels. Super happy and proud of you Alyssa! I'm way behind you, much older than you but you give me so much hope!!! Thank you so much for being.... YOU!!! ✌🏼🧡

Thank you for sharing your history it helps put things in perspective I love your vids and when you buy land I know you'll build an incredibly unique home!

To the dear sweet Alyssa. Some of those things you have left behind you were enough to cause headaches and depression to many people but you have come out the other end as a marvelous young woman. You are an inspiration to many. You are beautiful, intelligent, charismatic, well spoken and at peace with the world in a positive way. I think that most of your viewers would love to give you a big hug just to show our appreciation of what you have been able to do with your life, I know I sure would like to. Whether you know it or not you have been blessed. Are you still in touch with your grandmother, it sounded like she really cared about what happened to you. I shed a tear in writing this. If you ever decide to come as far north as Alberta in Canada I would love to give you that big hug just to let you know that there are many people that care for you and what happens to you. And I should not forget Rio.

You are such a beautiful soul! Thank you for sharing your story! It's enjoyable to see you blossom and grow and really be your own best friend! Amazing how life takes you on such journeys!

Your videos are so calming to me. Thank you.

Thanks for sharing your amazing story. Be very proud of your journey and who you've become. You're an inspiration to us all. The courage you have to put your life story out there is truly amazing. Love your videos they do as much for us as they do for you. Thanks for sharing. 😘

Such a powerful story. I'm pleased you're in the place you are! I wish more people would find the path they should be on. Keep following the road ahead!

Alyssa, Great story. Glad you are on the tube!

Thanks for sharing some of your life.Be happy & find what you’re looking for. Best of everything to you

You are such an inspiration! Thank you for sharing your life journey with us. Keep up the good work and the traveling just be safe ;)

Thanks for such a deep dive share, loved hearing your story. You go girl!!

Your story is amazing, everything you've been through, everything you've experienced, when it's going well and when it's going bad, has made you stronger and you found what's good for you, your video is a very personal and touching video , you are so amazing 😊

I am so glad your here.to hear your stories n know its wasn't easy for you.is an inspiration to all of us out here.

WOW! What a ride! I'm inspired. Thank you for sharing your story.

Great video Alyssa, love your fresh, honest and open journey, you are truly an inspiration to others and I look forward to every video and adventure.

I truly enjoyed your story! I'm glad that the lifestyle has worked out for you. Like some other nomads I follow, it amazes me at the skills and determination to succeed! Gracias🙏

I have been watching your journey for several years now & it has been wonderful to follow your journey & I look forward to seeing where you go in the future!!💕

What we love about you is that you are so authentic and heartwarming to watch. I have been watching your channel from the start. I was not aware of your previous travels, and that was nice to see. And OMG, you were so adorable as a child. Those videos were sweet. Stay strong, and I look forward to seeing more of your travels and your next endeavor with buying land to build a home. And keep sharing your wisdom with us throughout your journey.

I love your story. I am so happy you have found your inner peace and thank you for sharing with the world. I am certain that your whole family are very proud of who you have become and what you have to give. Thank you for sharing and I look forward to following you on your journey🙂

Thanks for sharing. I love your story. You’re a beautiful soul.

Well, you have me hooked! You seem to be an incredible spirit and a true explorer. I look forward to hearing your stories, especially because my wife and I are trying to wrap up our “desk job” lives and venture out into the world. Happy wondering!

You are truly an inspiration! Love your journey story❤

You have an incredible story! Thank you so much for putting yourself out there - you are a true inspiration! 🤗

love your story ..You are one brave chick ! So inspirational.. Thank you for being so honest / raw with us ..

Another beautiful video Alyysa !! This concise overview of your journey , as I'd learned about it over the past year ish of watching your videos... I felt like I shared these familiar moments with you. I look forward to continuing looking in on your journey and realizing your dream of a piece of property to 'come home' to when it calls you. - Kevin B

Loved hearing about your journey. Glad you’re able to live your life the way you want and enjoy yourself. You’re doing a great job sharing your exceptionally well done videos.

Thank you for sharing. So well done on your eventful travels so far and, of course, all the very best for now and all your future exploratory and interesting travels. Good on you :) :)

You are doing awesome girl! Keep doing what you are doing...you never know who you inspire by sharing your life on this platform and all your other platforms! Life is fluid like the ocean... highs, lows, turbulence, undertow, overthrow and the calm in between!

I needed this. The bones of my soul needed this today in this exact moment. So glad I stumbled upon you this week. Thank you for sharing so deeply and genuinely 🤍

That was heartwarming, and inspiring at the same time. Thank you for sharing this story with us. Have a very Merry Christmas and a wonderful life journey in 2023 ;-)

Alyssa I am so glad you decided to go the route you did because I love the videos you do and this one is the best one yet ,please keep them coming and follow you gut 💞

Just recently found your channel. Love your style of storytelling. Thank you for sharing such a personal chapter of your life. So cool to to hear about your evolution. Look forward to seeing your journey.

I ran across your videos and glad I did. The way you narrate and the words you speak resonate with me in a very deep way. I recently loss my Dad, my brother and soon my Mom and feeling loss, alone and seeking to discover who I am as the person I used to be feels like a distant memory. Watching your videos has brought me some peace and I can only hope I can also find myself again. Your writing is beautiful as I assume the words you speak in a lot of your videos when you narrate are yours. And you are a beautiful soul for allowing us all into your world. Thank you!

I really appreciate your videos because it let's me know life is a Amazing Experience with all it's ups and downs but still a Awesome life. Thank you for sharing.

This is my favorite video you’ve ever made. I love hearing how people have made it to where ever they are in life. ✨

Lys can I tell you how much I loved the authentic of the video. I have been waiting to know YOU and while it was only a snippet I am grateful you shared. It must be weird at times to know there are so many people out there who have an interest in your daily life but it is like you are one of my kids. We wish you nothing but success. #GlowAndGrow girl!

Wow what a story!!! Keep living your best life. Beautiful as always ;)

I love your videos. I can definitely relate to your Story. The content you create has so much value. Really hope to see new videos each week 🥰

That was awesome! And informative, and relatable, and kind. Thank you!

Saw a couple videos and enjoyed them so much I went back to start at the beginning. Have loved your story.

Thank you for existing, your voice is an inspirational God send. Blessings to you on your journey.

Thanks for sharing your wonderful story with the world! You give great perspective on many things in life. We all have this inside us, but its often difficult for many to let it come out and live with us daily. I’m certain your story will inspire many. Thank you for being courageous enough to go take some chances and share it with the world.

I’m so glad that you feel you have found yourself. You do have value! You are such a sweet caring person! You deserve all that you have and all that will come your way!!

Thanks for sharing your beautiful story. Truly admire you for your strength and perseverance. All the best on your travels and keep on keeping on. 😀😀😀😀

Lyss just never forget your wonderful person and you have a beautiful soul. Your voice is powerful glad I get to watch and enjoy ur adventures

So glad you shared that video with us. I have been watching since you parted ways with that guy and have seen such a transformation in you . I love it. You show not all the ups but the downs which are part of life. Good for you . I look forward to each an everyone of them. Drive on ! You are hopefully showing people that life is a journey, and for the most part you are on your own, but you can make it with hard work and a belief in yourself.