Thank you so much. I love reading all the comments, It makes me happy seeing other people enjoy the Instrumental the same way I do, that's why I uploaded a 1-hour version. This week has been a really hard week for me and I've been really sad every day, but you brought a smile to my face so thank you so much. I try my best to read all the comments I can ❤❤❤
zach if u are reading this u are a great person and i wish u all the best in ur life and hope u become a greater person and its okay not to be okay u are not alone 😞
@@dizznutz1002 I know how you feel bro, everything hurts sometimes, things will get better at some point, we can all find happiness somehow, just keep staying strong brother, we're all in this together. 💗💗💗
the strangers here in this comment section, seem better than the people you met in real life, but we wont ever meet each other I guess. It gives me a strange edge thinking about that, as I sit here doing homework at 10pm. Love and peace to everyone.
Piano is smooth asf. The bass ruins it. But this cannot change the reality: This song is added to my "Legendary songs" playlist. REST IN PEACE X, YOU MIGHT BE DEAD BUT WE REMEMBER YOU EVERYDAY WITH YOUR MASTERPIECES.
Mind & Heart aren’t the keys, if you find the meaning of life, you just can’t accept all the pain that exists. Parents,Friends,Love,People’s,Bad things, don’t let any of this makes you feel sad, because the only thing that will remain for eternity, is your soul. RIP X 🕊
I feel like I have lost my identity. doubting I ever had one to begin with. I feel stuck In my mind and escaping wants to make me escape even more. I lost the sense of my perception of reality and even if I try to improve myself by working out, spending more time outside... I still feel lost and even fall back with these habits. I haven't given up but sometimes i want to really bad. This is the most powerful and with me resonating melody and also one of my favorite songs of all time. I only listen to it rarely but when i do then its when im at my lowest. This is so calming but at the same time there is so much tension in the melody I can't explain it. also from which anime is this gif? Love all of you who are still listening to this masterpiece
I know how you feel about all these things. It's gotten a bit better for me but I still feel lost sometimes, but I'm never gonna give up and I'm always gonna get through it and I believe in you too. The anime gif should be from, kyoukai no kanata but i'm not 100% sure
You're very welcome I loved the song and the instrumental But i couldn't find one with reverb+slowed that was an hour long So why not add it myself and share it with the world
You know, this instrumental is so sad it's almost scary. I don't think I've heard another instrumental this hard to listen to. Most sad songs makes me feel like I can relate to it or it gets my emotions going, but this just makes me feel like everyone I've ever known just passed away and I'm just stuck laying in a bedroom dying all alone. A bit far stretched maybe but it's insane how sad this instrumental is. 😅
I know how you feel. Personally, I start feeling existential dread and I start feeling like everything is a dream, it honestly scares me and I just end up laying on my bed, stuck in my own thoughts, I lay there for hours just thinking about life, the future, scared of death, scared to be alone, scared of what's gonna happen when I one day leave this earth, scared of all the crazy people that are in control of everything, sad because I can't do the things I wanna do because I have no friends in real life and I have such a hard time meeting people, I haven't tried to make new friends in the last 4 - 5 years because I just have such a hard time getting a chance to make friends. This Instrumental Is really something else, It's so sad, It makes you feel alone, and you feel so small when you think about how small everything and everyone is and that we're just floating in space, alone. It's kinda crazy Sorry for this long reply but this is the first comment I have seen that relates to how I feel when I listen to this, I'm just happy that others like this instrumental as much as me.
@@Zachynx Yeah. By the way I wasn't serious about the whole "everyone I've ever known just passed away" thing, I was just giving some sort of example as to how this instrumental gets you to feel but that's not to say I'm not struggling myself because I definitely am (definitely) if I'm telling you the truth. I rarely get chances to make friends myself. But honestly I don't wanna make this about me right this second after what you told me. Something important I wanna mention, I have hope that you can make it through anything you're dealing with yourself. You're definitely right when you explained things you're scared of. I don't know why it is the case that we have to live life being scared of things like the future, the past, people around us, or even something that you would think is so simple to do like talking to someone but it really isn't just that simple especially with anxiety. Despite all this, I want you to be okay and I hope you will be someday. I know I don't know you personally but that's not a good enough reason for me not to care. You deserve to face your fears and find happiness my guy no matter what people may think of you, you deserve it. I wish you good luck.
@@Zachynx Personally I relate to your struggle. I'm not a therapist by any means and I'm not gonna pretend like I'm the happiest person, but I can at the very least hope for you to be okay.
I read all the reply’s and it makes me think about life now how people hate me and tell me I’m annoying and stupid people making fun of me while my cousin is on my side but that day I saw his father hitting his mom in the car while she was driving bc he was drunk him saying “tell her to not insult me” when she didn’t even say shit my cousin telling him to stop, eyes filled with tears luckily we survived but when he hit her the 2nd time we almost crashed I heard the loud hit seeing it hit her shoulder I was way in the back cuz they’re wasn’t “enough” space my cousin said but I saw a seat open I could of got in but he wouldn’t let me not expecting that to happen I got picked up my mom said “don’t keep secrets from me” so I told her and she was shocked and she said I wasn’t going to my cousins house until this gets fixed. I hope my cousins ok and they have talked but thinking about that every day makes me wanna cry. I think this might been to long but really I hope he’s fine 😞
Hey man, I know things are not looking well, just work on yourself man, be able to be happy when you're yourself, when you can be happy on your own then you will be able to get so far in life. Trust me brother i've been in your shoes not long ago and I know that everything is shit, but I also know that we can all make it and we can all be the best version of ourselves.
Today’s a new chapter in my life, finally heading to the gym for the first time in years. I don’t like to follow trends but I can see why guys treat girls like shit, I’ve lost hope in relationships I’m only in my late teens and I already know the only woman I’ll ever love is my mother. ❤️
Roses grow inside of me pain goes out of me sitting in my room overthinking stuck in theze clouds I don’t know what to do either love u or stop loving bc nowadays love isn’t real anymore u broke my heart once and now i don’t know if I should trust u sitting in the dark talking to myself I’m in the dark fell down from the clouds never getting back up love is fake but the love I have for u is real I’m heartbroken tears fell in the ground
I think that this is the saddest song I’ve ever heard. This song is so emotional and on the other hand so insensible. I don’t even know how to describe this feeling.
It’s 2:45 I have a bus to catch in three hours, and a long day ahead of me, I don’t know what I’m doing anymore. For a while now I’ve felt nothing, I’ve been so emotionless for so long, I’ve gotten around 10 hours of sleep in the past week, and I’ve broken down in front of each of my family members one by one. I truly am lost, I have no grasp of time anymore, days and weeks are going by and I have no memory of it. The friends I love with all my heart, I barely have talked to, let alone seen in person, my living space is atrocious, my diet has worsened by a mile, I have to drag myself out of bed everyday, and each time it gets more and more difficult. My parents hate each other at this point, my brother is in another state living a new life, and my sister hates my guts. I know this rant is stupid, it’s pathetic, I got myself into this, I’m not free of blame. I hate myself for so many different things, I don’t know why anyone can deal with me, let alone care for me. I’m sorry for wasting your time if you read this, I just felt like it was good to write something down. Have a good day everyone
I feel your struggle, when I uploaded this video my life was similar in some ways, I barely ate and didn't sleep until my body gave in and i passed out and woke up in the middle of the day, my room was a mess and so was my head, parents relationship was getting worse and i locked myself in my room with no light on and barely talked to anyone except some few online friends of mine that i played games with, It's gotton a lot better since and it's been quite the struggle to get to where I am today, but it feels nice to think back and see how far i've come, It takes time and I've wanted to quit so many times and I've had to drag myself inch by inch to where i am now, I don't know how anyone could care for me and be there for me when I basically pushed everyone away, I even cut contact with everyone of my friends for over a month before i reached out to them again and they were happy to see me again, But it was a learning experience and I've learned to try and care for myself first before i can care for the people i love... life is still a struggle and sometimes i feel very alone but I have to get out of that mindset and head space and get out of my home so i can remind myself that it's not that bad anymore and it's gonna get better and better, but it takes time. I hope you have a wonderful day and I know I don't know you at all but I care about you and I know you can get through this, you just have to keep going no matter how hard it is and no matter how much you wanna quit. Take every day one by one and try not to think too much even though it's easier said than done, I overthink all the time still and it sucks but it's still possible to get through it. Take care of yourself as best as you can and you can always get better. :)
Its a bit weird but I listen it in my depressed exam sessions for my education. Thinking about my life and my decision of what I study. And then thinking about all the mistakes in the past so I don't get in to studies anymore.
4 years ago, it still seems like yesterday,I was taught the hard way not to trust people, sometimes I would really like to see where she is now, fortunately I never will. The past should remain in the past, even though sometimes it destroys you, it doesn't really matter anymore, does it ?
Crazy how you can be so messed up in your head from mental pain that you can just watch all the hateful things about myself and wanting to end it all but never have the guts to go through I’m living death without the cause 💔🫥
