I'd beg a million times for a year ago. It feels as if I'm the only one who cares about it all, and I am. And if I were back, I could tell them all how much it meant, and I could let her know that it was going to end - so we should stay a little longer. It breaks my heart again and again.
it’ll get better not to put this on me but when you find yourself like me with friends at school and no one to talk to out of school that’s when your really alone nights get hard try and think positive i hope you progress in life beautifully
Dont worry mate you got this even if it feels if you disappoint people in life or make big or small mistakes it doesnt matter just think about it like a piece of art. You learn from the mistakes to create a masterpiece in youre life
I am the type to not cry about anything. This song breaks me down so much and all of the decisions I’ve made rush through my head like it’s a race and it just breaks my heart into a million pieces
makes me think of all those times I've made myself available for people who would only take time to talk to me whenever they want or need something. But for me, I wont continue to make an effort for those who honestly don't deserve it, because I know I deserve better.
I feel so alone and sad. I've always been here for my bestfriend and so does she. Now everything is so different. Back in time we were always together she was like my sister and I had the impression that she'll always be here for me. We were laughing so much that we were falling, and that everyday, everytime of the year. She made me feel alive. Each weekend we were going with our bikes in the city, we were riding it like it was the last time. We were running in the fields while screaming we loved each other, she was like my sister and the half of my heart she was all my life, the only reason who kept me alive. We met when I was ready to end my life, and she saved me, she was the first person who loved me for who I really was, and because of her I gain confidence and now I am who I am. One night at the skate park we were looking at the stars, and we promised to each other that we will be that close forever. I remember that time like it was yesterday, we had dust in our hair and we were running while pushing each over to remove it... We were laughing so hard... Every time it rained we were going to the park of our city, we were laying on the wet floor and talking about who shitty our life life were. But I knew inside me, my life was great because she were in it ... Now everything is so different, it isn't the same anymore. We are in different high school and she consider the persons she met 2 weeks ago like she considered me... She isn't the same person now. She isn't the one that made me laugh, she isn't the one who cared, she isn't the one who loved me. She is so distant with me. And inside my heart, I don't want to admit it but I clearly now that I love her more than she does. I could litteraly give my life for this girl, and she can't even give me a little of affection. I take my time to see her to be with her, but she don't want to be with me anymore. She didn't said that but i can read it on her face when she see me. I am not her best friend anymore, now I am like others. Maybe i am just memories. But for me she will always be the most important girl I've ever met. So no we aren't friends anymore, and a piece of my heart is gone... I hope one day I will meet someone who care of me like I care of her. I don't even now why I am exposing my life and no one will read that but i needed to !
@Moune Elle Courage, I've already been through this and you just have to be patient so that time heals your wound and then there will remain all the good memories of this friendship
i just listened to this song all day when my cockatiel ran away, he was my soulmate, i miss him so much... It's been 2 months now that my baby is gone, whenever i hear this song i have such a horrible feeling, it hurts.
i just made up a scenario just now while listening to this: You sit on the bench that you two used to sit on, and look out at the flower filled field in front of you. As you gaze on, your mind drifts to when you two would run through the field, wind drifting through your hair, and laughter and conversation filling the stillness all around you. When you guys had picnics on sweet spring days, and they would pick you a bouquet of flowers. When you would climb trees and sit on branches and enjoy the view that you two were savoring. But now that it was just one of you, it doesn't feel the same. You look to your left on the bench, and look at the spot where they sat next to you. You teared up when you realized you can never have those moments again, you can never see there glowing smile as you two went deep into conversation, and never got to see the person that lit up the room. As you lean to the right of you, you pick flowers that were growing on the bench, and put them where they sat and say: "Maybe in another life we can share this moment again. I miss you." (i might put this into a book im writing oml)
@@just_spencer6179 yaaay where would i be able to read it i want to defo read it as soon as possible because when reading your comment it touched my heart and i could imagine the field and the wind....your a great writer!
I feel safe to share it here, anyways, I don't think someone read it: My brother hate me, still don't knowing why, but he was my best friend and I loose him. My mom try to hide it but I'm a liability, always sick, always paying doctors and hospitals, urgency is a recurrent place lately, she always stay in the waiting area to see me and tell me everything is gonna be fine this time too. My dad died, I miss him but I discover he wasn't the person I thought. I like a girl, and I don't know if thats ok. I know everything would be better if I leave, but I don't want to, I just want a better life. Sorry mom, I with this would different, that I could be different.
@Juliet Longbottom I'm not the original commentator but it just warms my heart that u took your time to write your reply for them. don't know why but made my day a little bit better. you're a good person
I've been dealing with nonstop health issues for almost 14 years. I completely understand where you are coming from. This has been one of my worst months ever. I would never say if I can do it you can bcuz we all have different battles and feel pain differently. I hope you can find answers and peace soon.
if you are a up coming highchooler please take my advice keep 1 or 2 friends close the less you have the better, dont be obnoxiouse bc everyone will get annoyed and...make sure to tell that one friend how you feel before your mom takes you out of the school you may never get to say bye to them.
bf broke up with me, and the only person i wanted there to cheer me up wasnt there. even tho i had so many people trying to help, i want it to be enough and it isnt.
