I want to die (an original - 2020) 

Thanks Tony for sharing your songs. I know you've been through some tough times, but I'm glad to read from your comments that you're in a great space and enjoying life. Just know we are all here for you if you need a chat. That goes for everyone. Cheers Tony.

Thanks for your song. The life is a fight every day. When you are so dark, it's really hard to be happy even if you have a good life. Each day is a fight to survive. You describe the mind to all people suffering by it, the darkness. Thx

Love love this video!!! So validating to what I feel inside 💔

thank you for singing my day today 😭

Shit Tony, this is powerful. Don't do anything stupid! You are inspiring a lot of people and personally you got me brewing beer... Please reach out if you need support!

THX for sharing this, Tony. Yes, we all have hard times now and then, feeling useless and unloved... Talking about depression and personal problems was probably taboo some 20+ years ago, but not in 2020. You have chosen to "open the doors and talk about it", in public, with these great songs. If that's not courage, I don't know what I'm talking about. From the bottom of my heart, I wish you all the best!!!

I agree Tony, we all feel like this sometimes. Good to see you making another video. I wish I could sing but alas my musical ability only stretches to playing a trumpet/cornet.

Powerful, gave me chills and put a huge lump in my throat. I’ve had to deal with this very topic too many times in my life. I could see the thought and the pause throughout the song also had meaning. Love you brother! Be well

Having experienced depression and anxiety many times during my life this song hit me especially hard so I'm glad to hear you're ok. Stay strong and reach out if you need help.

Thanks Tony. So beautifull the 2 songs. So happy to see you again in good health. I saw you first for ONE of my passion brewing then now thé second one i also play guitar and sing since 30 years. You really play and sing so gréât!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! French guy

Cheers for putting yourself out there! Had to be tough to write. Hope you are lightened by sharing it. And hope you're health is on the upswing. You have reached and helped a lot of people. Remember that in dark moments. We all have moments. Be Well Tony

I was *just* thinking about you... glad to see you on here. There’s a difference between being suicidal and just wanting to not “be” anymore. Nuance or semantics; call it what you will. I get it, and either way it’s perfectly OK. Big hugs to you, always. :)

Beautiful Tony, thanks!

Howdy Tony , great way you shed some light on a situation that could be bad for many people in todays world. Too bad it is so taboo theme that most people do not dare talk about it and we all know how that usually ends. Keep up the good work and ha a nice weekend and coming week. Best Regards and Take Care

Thanks for a beautiful song. As an IntOps veteran with ptsd, I know how tough life can be. Brewing beer helped me focus and shut the world out for a few needed hours, every brew day. When I was learning to brew, I leaned on your channel and learned a lot. So thank you Tony. You probably don’t know me, but don’t hesitate to reach out to a fellow soldier and brewer if you need to. All the best! BIA Svein B.

This put me in a panic Tony! Such a dark theme set to sweet and resolute melody with the only wavering or uncertain quality being the change of meter. I was thinking about you last week actually. Reading the comments I'm glad that this isn't your current state of mind. But if you ever need someone to talk to, just reach out buddy! Good to see you mate!

Good to see you again Tony. Best wishes.

Awsome , was talking to my brew friend bb technicians brewery a while back about when he was brewing with you , he came to n.ireland and brewed with me too , great to see you post again , excellent performance

Wow this one was a strong one.... hope all is well and we will see much more of you on RU-vid in the future. 💪

Hey buddy I was just thinking about you yesterday! I hope you are doing well! Glad to see you post a video. Amazing talent. Hey if you ever need a ear or a shoulder I’m hear for you buddy! Take care Of yourself Tony

❤️This popped up at a weird time for me ... supper drunk on a Friday night and now you have me listening to it over and over with tears in my eyes ,,,Nonetheless, Thanks Tony ❤️

Absolute quality bud.

GDay from Australia.. Moving song. Keep playing mate. Comments are disabled on your latest video!!. It's amazing!

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Very moving song. I love your picking style in Live this Life. I've been playing for a very long time and you make it look easy where it's not so much for me. Don't take this wrong as it's meant as a huge compliment but you're voice (and even many of your chords) remind me of John Denver. Thank you so very much. If I may ask, how are you doing?

Hope all is well. Miss seeing you brewing. Do a cheering up song. Be good

Jesus tony tell me this is a cover song. Is everything ok. It will be

It's ok, Trump will be gone soon 😂 It's been a dreadful year. Hope you're ok Tony x

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