I Wanted To Be A Boy Growing Up (Storytime) | Euodias 

I didn't think many others had this problem, but it's nice to know I'm not alone. Growing up it was so hard for me to accept that I was a girl. I was a rough and tumble tomboy and I loved sports and competing and I was friends with all the boys. Hated dresses and skirts and being called cute or girly, I didn't want to become a "girly girl". But now that I've been able to just embrace femininity, I feel a lot better about myself and who I am. I can still be a tomboy and like the color pink, both can exist at the same time!

There's literally two sides of me where I think "oh I wish I was a boy" and suddenly change to "ha! Men can't be me and they are missing out" am I even okay-

I still remember an old video of yours that you said you hate girly and cute clothes 😂 your style has changed so much the past few years

the internalized misogyny I had when I was younger .... i hated pink for no reason and wanted to reject my feminine side LMAO but glad i’m not pretending to be someone else anymore

Literally same. I don’t get Asian parents’ mindsets of raising girls to be feminine and dainty. I would be criticised for anything and everything and my mom would drown me in pink and purple. I was only allowed to wear skirts because my mom thought me wearing pants was what caused me to be so tomboyish when she was the one who gave me my brother’s hand me downs. I literally avoided skirts, dresses, anything pink and purple. I’m still trying to slowly integrate it into my wardrobe again. I’m so glad I wasn’t the only one that was somewhat “healed” by watching barbie. What actually caused me to change my mind was watching the devil wears prada hundreds of times. Love you Yodi 🥰❤️

She came back yayyy

"va- i used strength" SHKANDAKLNSDALN SHE REALLY ALMOST SAID THAT

I remember wanting to be a boy when i was young, but lmao that was dumb. I was always pretty tomboyish but i was actually very interested in girly things deep down. Even now i'm still transitioning my style and trying to learn makeup and wear it unashamedly

Omg I relate so hard, from baby to age 12, I used to go telling people I'm a boy and hated wearing anything girly lol,if my mom made me wear dresses then I would cry until it was off me. Afterwards something clicked🤷 made 180 turn and once bought like 7 dresses in one go even when preparing for a wedding event😂Maybe it was a impulse pent up because of avoiding my feminine side or realizing that my body is different from boys and was only going to get more different physically. So I stopped resisting what I felt deep inside and allowed myself to feel it all. Before I didn't know many others felt similarly, so it's good to know there are others out there.

" I would just use my strength to just shoot as far as I can " BAHAHA this just got me rollin

I used to be really boyish when I was younger. Even if I am really "feminine" now, my personality has changed over the years and in a sense now I correspond more to woman's stereotypes. This happened because of the pressure of society. Although you don't want to change to fit, you inconsciently do it because you don't feel right after hearing everyday that you are strange.

I loved it when you said "how your tastes has 'improved' rather than 'Changed'. 👑👍 We accept all people! Regardless of their tastes and personality 🐾❤️💅

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me watching a good kdrama: gets notification from yodi* me: nope, lets go watch yodi

I've been waiting for Euo's uploads since so long my heart is full now :'))

I just saw you randomly on your feed but I already love the title and the first few seconds. I think I know what I'm binge watching tonight.

Same.. I hate being a girl When you said that you hated pink but a little inner voice kinda like it.. That's really what I feel BUT NOW - HA HA HA Same as you Love being a girl... 😊

I appreaciate this video so much, I can kinda relate to this. Tysm, for sharing this❤️

Omg your personality is naturally charming ngl 🥺✨

I’m so glad that I’m not the only one that is going through this because I still am a tomboy but now I don’t limit myself to other clothes and I feel like Ive gotten so much better but I just realized I did have misogynistic thoughts omggg thank you for making this..!

I really like her way of talking. Like the way she moves her hands around 👌

i really love the way you tell stories 👌

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I used to pee while standing up too and my kindergarden teacher saw it and scolded me cuz I wet the whole bathroom

Well whatever you choose, it's okay. Nothing wrong and no shame with being who you want.💜

I used to be a tomboy when I was a kid, you know, playing with my younger brothers and their friends, running around sweating and all that. Then I had a girly phase from 11-15 and now I'm a mix at 17 who hates men and some kinds of people in general hahhaha. Love your videos Yodi

I missed you euo!

I wanted to be a boy too when I was a kid because I saw that there were a lot of "benefits" of being one especially when you're part Chinese. Idk if everyone follows it, but for my family, the adults favor the boys while the girls are... Hmmm... They don't care about the girls. I remember there was one time when me and my family went to the mall, then my grandma decided to buy all of the kids a game boy. She bought a game boy for my brother and my cousins but she didn't get one for me cuz I was a girl :))) I also remember her telling me this, "Gameboy, not gamegirl. Nothing for you" It's just really unfair hahaha

I loveeee you sooooo much like to the core.Thankyou for making youtube videos love

Funny how I can picture/see euodias' expression whenever she squeals even with my eyes closed 🤣😂

Happy late birthday! I saw a video abt your 19th birthday and it was around this time of year. Idk when it is but birthdays are special so I figured I’d at least say *something* ya know?

You're so adorable and incredible. Love u ❤️

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Dayummmm we all can relate to this darling ✋✋✋ Btw YEAYYY NEW VIDEO 🍿👁️👄👁️🍿

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I can relateeee. Tho I'm 20 and not necessarily as 'feminine' as u. To be honest I disagree with many of the rules and expectations that make one 'feminine'. Most of them are annoying and uncomfortable. ⊙﹏⊙

You are soo adorable ❤

Can you make a fitness transformation part 2 please 🥺

I was like that growing up but like... the opposite lol. When I was younger, I was extremely girly! I loved ballet, makeup, dolls, anything pink, and I was super outgoing (I even had these really cute princess ariel heels lmao). However, once I hit grade 3, I realized that all of the other girls in my class were really shy, quiet, and they were tomboys. They liked bugs, nature, mud, and rolling around in the dirt. Everyone loved these girls and wanted to be their friends, so I basically changed my entire personality to be like them lol. It wasn't until 3 years ago (I'm 16 now) that I started getting back into makeup and embracing my more feminine side. I'm still a shy person, but I'm a lot more confident now than I was before, and I'm a lot happier too!

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Beautiful

This is too short 😔 i missed you 🥺

I'm very similar to you Yodi except I'm starting to become more feminine at the moment. Thank you for this storytime 🥰

4:32 omg I've always loved those Like every single time I've watched that cartoon I would fangirl hard

You are who you are. 👍👍

New fan here ❤️

I relate to this so much

I miss these vlogs

Sameee when i was young i HATED the colour pink i thought it was too girly but now its my favourite colour LOLL

I love that she came back at 420k subs

Loved the video!! ❤ Did you ever question your sexuality?

i’ve never related more to someone. i was called a tomboy all my childhood and literally hated when my mom would say that something wasn’t lady like

Hey I saw Kate yup heart your comments on the 4 whole avol vid and u said “paused my Netflix for this” It’s been a year since she posted Did u know her or do u know what happened to her?

🤣... How did you shoot it out... 😂... Don't worry, I was like that too... 😂

Sammme I was like the biggest tomboy i hated pink I didnt wear dresses unless for a wedding or for I had to wear for band concerts but now I'm starting to be a little more girly and wear makeup and wear more feminine clothing

My female friends who also have older brothers always wanted to be boys too. I have two older sisters and I have never experienced this. Interesting how the people around you influence you :)

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I felt like that as a child too but I still feel like that sometimes but I have no excuse I have alot of women in my family I only have a couple uncle's and one brother

Litetally the only reason I wanted to be a boy and hated being a girl was because of periods and all the restriction my family put on me simply because I was a girl. For example, my brothers were allowed phones at age 11, while I had to wait until I was 13. I couldn't date until I was an adult meanwhile my brothers were allowed to. My brothers could drive hours away once they got their license, while I could only drive to school and back once I got my license. My brothers could go out with their friends, while I couldn't even go to a sleepover with my friends. These double standards still make me hate being a girl sometimes. I recently watched a movie called Burlesque and idk why, but that movie makes me feel so confident being a women now.

I used to be boyish in school during the weekdays and like girly at church but things changed and like it flipped so now im more boyish at church and girly in school, which is weird. i love girly stuff but idk it was just weird and still is.

omg, i had the same problem! i was very tomboy in my kindergarten years to my primary schools years. now i am that bitch that prefers wearing dresses/skirts instead of pants (other than for school). i used to hate wearing them in the past, lol what happened to me

Now i hate men that clicked me!!! 😂😂💜 I Love you❤️😊

I also wanted to be a boy when I was really young, but I grew to like being a girl!

For real, I've been watching for awhile I guess.. You sound and look the same as a few years ago, can't believe your 21. Anyway, I enjoy your videos!

When I was like 8 I would always wear my pretty curls up in a ponytail and I would love to wear my dads hats backwards and I would connect with the boys more because a lot of the girls were mean 😪 But I guess I’m not fully feminine now... because mi favorita color is still black 😂😅

Lol I wasn't at ur extent, but I hung out with my brothers when I was little all the time and was suppeerrr tom boy, I did try to imitate them when they peed lmao and I wore their clothes sometimes 🤣🤣🤣 I would follow them around outside and hated wearing cute girly clothes😅

I love you so much Yo-chan 😍😍😭😭😭😭😭

Omg your amazing 🤣 we are so alike

OMG OMG, I CAN RELATE!! I WANT TO BE A BOY TOO😂

I am as girly as you ❤️

0:08 i died

I feel so much better now. I thought I was one of the only ones who was like this. I used to be a tomboy most of my life too. I think part of the reason why I kept trying to be more guy like was because I would sometimes have guy friends and they would diss on girlie things and I wanted their approval because they were my friends heh (This is like preschool LOL). But yeah, I'm going into 10th grade and I feel so much better now. Personally, I think watching anime and having more female friends who arent afraid to dress bodly has helped me feel more comfortable being a girl. I used to only wear hoodies and leggings but now I'm pretty into lolita and kawaii fashion! I'm very thankful for my friends because I feel more like myself now heh

Hello

Ah I think it happens to every girl at some point. I would also be stuck at home w barbies when my brothers and cousins all boys when out to play by a canal wishing I could go play w them. I would be given more barbies and children make up when they got basketballs and scooters, I wanted all those fun toys. I dont have issues w colors. My mother also wasnt there when I was a child. So I feel alot has to do w that you know, the mother being absent or not influencing to be yourself, be kind and gentle. It's hard finding femininity when you are raised or upbringing to act like a boy or boys are better mindset. Maybe someday I'll find my true self

I was literally the same i was always the dude friend idk why tho & strawberry shortcake was the start of my addiction for strawberry :)

my mum is tomboyish and almost rarely see her wear dress and blouses, also has a very short hair xD

I know this isn't related to the subject of the video, but I always wanted to ask, Do you feel the same way about Korea as Japan in terms of cultural aspects? I saw your instagram story on how you don't have long term plans on staying in japan because of how they live in their own bubble, gender equality issues and etc, korea is quite similar in that way from a western viewpoint(however in a korean viewpoint, surprisingly koreans view japan in the way you described) since you are half korean I was curious. Also, your dad is korean but seeing how you grew up as a very independent, strong willed, goal oriented, speak up for yourself qualities(which are considered 'head strong' as a female in korea) and how you seem to respect him alot, It doesn't seem that you grew up in the traditional korean way. Sorry for the long question, Thanks for the video!💖

Me too, imma be tomboy but that was HS years..until i got a bf on my 4th and final year of HighSchool bcos we have diff grade level system, i'm from PH 🇵🇭 btw, i got all girly a bit during that gf-bf time, years went by i can be girly and i can be boyish mindset

My mum passed on when I was really young so I was raised by my dad until my stepmum came along. Am the same age as Euo but goddamn it has not clicked 😂😂😂 I think I've gotten SLIGHTLY better at being a girl but I just feel like a potato inside

HAHA OMG SAME, i used to be very "guy" like in middle school, but know (19) im the most lady like girl in my friend squad or whatever u call it 😂💅😇 and i wouldnt change it for the world 😆😘

oh god i thought i was the only one

At first wattpad caused me to be boyish lol. And same with pink stuff, i actually dont mind it and sometimes even love it. I became boyish for the boys but realized i never had a crush on any of them so wtf am i doing. I used to hide when im watching barbie or monster high lmao. but now idgaf im damn proud

Where are you studying in Japan? Hihihi

me too

I like your accent

I have grown fond of you. You really clear my misunderstanding as if you can read me.

yeah when I was a kid I was the same way I would take off all my clothes as soon as I got home and just ran around lol I remember in preschool all the boys got hair gel in their hair and I was like wtf I want that too! so I was the only girl who got it lol in high school I would always have dreams where I was a guy and I was like what if- but no im sitting here in my bright purple room typing with my bear keyboard like nah I love being a girl lol

When you grew up with a brother. - You'll end up playing with Tamiya race car - You legit ask for a Crash Gear toy car for xmas from your parents. -Shorts and shirts will be your comfort zone 4ever

Euodias

I was a tomboy type of girl for so long, and now my friends and family think I’m trying to be someone different and telling me my style IS militaristic and tomboy

Me too Hahahaha but later on i love to wear girly/feminine . But being a girl sometimes make sad cause men can easily get more freedom .

I've grown up the only girl in the fam with my 3 bros and I act quite a tomboy since a kid and even until now. I can't imagine myself liking girly stuff, but ugh I love yodi asdfsgshs ≧ω≦ let's see future self~

I also have 3 older brothers! I wanted to be a boy so bad I would literally dress up in their clothes and pretend to be a boy. I hated anything that had to do with femininity, the color pink, dresses, skirts, you name it and I profusely rejected it up until highschool, until I met a girl that went on to become my best friend at the time and she was the definition of femininity. She was a girls girl, she wore dresses, skirts a lot of pink, did her hair all pretty, in other words she was the complete opposite of me. Her feminine energy kind of stirred my dormant femininity and slowly but surely, I became more and more comfortable exploring my style, with the help of the internet I was able to learn that I was an unknowing victim of toxic masculinity. The majority of my life I rejected anything feminine, why? Because it was seen as weak and submissive, and I did not want be perceived that way. Now I know better and I pride myself in my ability to unapologetically be the myself whether that be in more feminine or masculine styles.

Chick fill'a has the right idea

wow. im so early help---

Where is Kenshin and others hha

Ahhh the story reminds me of myself xD. Growing up I had a lot of guy friends that were more like brothers to me. And I played with more stuff bcs of them. We used to play PlayStation 3 all the time. And we would often fight physically. I was always treated like another dude. So I got pretty used to the character that boys like as friends I guess? I had a very easy time clicking with guys on a friendship level (actually I still have). It wasn’t that I hated everything girly, I loved playing with Barbie but it was just easier to connect with guys. But my boyish behavior changed when I met my current boyfriend. He’s such a classy bitch and I really love the way he would dress and his manners. So without really recognizing I started to change. I couldn’t be more happier about who I currently am. Nothing was forced on to me, I started to change myself and it felt natural

Eoudias

、、wow thankful to discover this channel... nice story... new fan from Hiroshima..👍👍👍🙂