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I smoked crack during a depressed period after coming out of homelessness, had some old lady with no teeth feeding me hits out of a lightbulb, just talked nonsense nonstop then smoked weed and went to bed lol, worst thing was i wanted to get more the next day for like no reason, never thought it would be so addictive, luckily my best friend who i went through being homeless with took me out of our apartment when he heard me talking about trying to get more and we went out to the place we would camp and we stayed out there for a couple days away so i couldn't get more :) so glad i had him around
@@JHRUSMC take the metal end off so you just have the glass bulb. Tape a cut piece of plastic straw down into the bulb. Put meth or crack in and hold lighter to it, while sucking on the straw.
This happened to me with Crystal meth. I was right on the verge of passing out when I was asked if I wanted to try something and then was told to suck softly. Second later, I was no longer drunk. This was a start of a 19 year addiction that I finally beat 3 years ago.
It's those type of friends that end up getting their jaw broken by someone with better morals who knows not to unknowingly give people substances and/or force people to use
Do you really believe that he felt pressured into smoking crack? This dude wanted to try it and didn’t like it. I would have left if they asked me to smoke crack.
During an awesome acid trip two decades ago, I was handed a bong and I thought it was just cannabis. After taking a hit, the guy that handed me the bong asked, "Have you ever free based coke?" I said no, then he smiled and said, "You just did." The LSD masked any felt effects of the coke as I could not tell the difference. He certainly was affected because he was talking a mile a minute. After coming down, I felt betrayed and never spoke with the bong owner again.
Was it crack or coke? You CAN smoke coke but only like 15% is absorbed that way. You need to chemically change it to crack. So if it was coke, you wouldn't have gotten that high anyway
It seems like there's a common desire among hardcore drug addicts to get other people addicted. It's like they can feel better about their own situation if everyone else is just as bad off.
No these drugs aren’t the sharing kind… if a person INTENTIONALLY gets you hooked they are a piece of shit. I don’t think it’s ever intended but subconsciously a lot of people I knew, did it cuz it was another person with the same prob as them and another person to round up money or has a car
Used to be an opiate addict, but man, people who offer virgins hard drugs are fuckin scum. Anytime a friend asked me to try some of what I had, I always heavily discouraged them and gave them a huge lecture about why they shouldn't get into it
Yeah when i think about it smoking weed I only hung out with stoners and that was it, But hit up a shitty club and get drunk and it can lead anywhere, think of all the babies that were made and peoples first lines of blow or pills or e, FOMO is a powerful thing lol
During a period of depression (mother died) and an abusive relationship, a few of my former friends tried to peer-pressure me into doing cocaine, we all grew up together doing alcohol and weed, but on that day we tried LSD and I've had a nighmare-ish experience, felt I wasn't really safe with them and that they were just using me to fund their habit. I wish I hadn't taken the acid but it helped me dump them AND my girlfriend and now I'm fully sober at age 23.
He was definitely trying to drag you down to his level, and was probably always envious. I really respect the amount of courage you have to tell such a sensitive story, I can really relate sometimes just feeling so unheard.
People think it's not true or whatever, but someone who I considered a friend sold me laced pills with fent in them just to get me hooked so i'd buy more. He also never told me there was fent in them. I' gonna beat the absolute shit out of him when I see him though, he owe me money too.
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Can you help with the reliable source I would really appreciate it. Many people talk about mushrooms and psychedelics but nobody talks about where to get them. Very hard to get a reliable source here in Australia. Really need!
Yes, dr.andrew_james. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
@@AmarilloMusicAB Absolutely. They are manageable, but they are definitely not gone. I'd say it took me about a year to get used to normal again. It's not that I crave it or anything, but it's just hard to get used to running on so little energy. At least that's how it was and is for me.
I took meth once and swore to never do it again. It becomes your life. I had a two day comedown from this shit even tho I didn't take alot. I think amphetamine is just as good without that much comedown
I came home from work and my roommate was smoking crack with 5 women from his job. They asked me if I wanted to try it. I chugged a beer and made my own beer can crack pipe since I used to do that with weed too. Smoked a rock and was blown away at how amazing it was. Never smoked it again. 30 years later if I think about it my brain still wants some.
This is probably the scariest comment here. Cause yeah, its scary hearing all the addiction stories.... but you Tried it ONCE and even after having the willpower to not try it again, You still want it after all this time!? Absolutely Terrifying!
I smoked crack for a long time. I’m happy to say I’ve been crack free for 6 years and I don’t really miss it as I have done many things to improve my life since then and happiness turns out to be a good antidote for crack.
man i never got crack till i slammed (speedball) sum damn near pure sft. when hearing or the train comes a rollin its gotta be very similiar, cocaine indeed is one hell of a drug friend. happy ur healthy & broke that hard AF filthy euphoria nightmare ridden cycle
@@drummaboi5879 I did my fair share of slamming too. Nothing quite like a bell ringer but I eventually realized I didn’t like coke and found heroin. Thankfully I had a relatively short run with that but it did take a lot from me. I’ve been clean three years now with the help of suboxone.
@@aceverengio8011 I’m just a commenter on RU-vid, what can I help you with? I know a lot about doing drugs and being an addict and I know a little about getting clean
In my prime weed smoking days....I was at a party and some guys called me out for a bong rip.....it was one of those 5 footers that you had to stand up for......I walked up, did the typical "I can clear that bitch no problem". They laughed. They lit it up and I just about cleared it....and I felt the strangest acrid burn in my throat and lungs.....I coughed...then the patio deck started breathing and the stairs inverted. They had put some PCP or some dust in there along with the weed......I was screwed for hours. I was all jacked up, confused, anxious, seeing crazy things...it was the worst. Lesson here kids, don't take wicked bong rips from stranger frat kids.
@@levadura7 they showed it to us later......weed, hash, vapes....I'm pretty good with all of it. You know immediately when something isn't right in a bong rip.
I had a very similar experience with meth. These “friends” of mine at the time kept calling it “swoop”, and me being naive regarding hard-drugs, had no idea what I was actually trying. Once I felt the high from this “swoop,” I immediately knew that this was THE drug for me, thus leading me down a path of addiction that I still struggle with today…. These so-called friends would even supply me with more whenever I needed it, keeping up the lie for months, but obviously I’d eventually find out the reality of it all, though a little bit too late considering by then I was already heavily addicted…. If I would’ve known what I was actually doing meth back then, I probably would have never even tried it. It makes me sick if I think about all the “what if’s” anymore though. All I can do is move on and learn from it now. So yup, sometimes those who you think are your friends are actually the exact opposite of that.
thats horrible man, I was almost tricked into doing meth under similar pretences, luckily i found out it was meth before i did it. i know i'm just a stranger online but i'm rooting for you dude
I only used meth a couple of times, but the friend who gave me some the first time became seriously addicted. My drug of choice used to be marijuana. I was undiagnosed bipolar at the time and it helped calm me down.
In my late twenties in the 90’s I smoked it one night. It made me feel great while it lasted.I loved the way it made me feel free and peaceful. I wanted more when the party was over. We came up with more $ and secured more but it ran out quick. By the very end of the night I was looking on the floor in case a rock dropped and succumbed to inhaling a toothless hessians crack smoke as he exhaled...At around 4 a.m I left the party with another dude who I didn’t know and a bottle of tequila so we could sleep. I had to work at 8 a.m that day. We proceeded back to his house to try to rest. We got to his place and slammed some tequila. He was Muslim so he started kneeling on his rug and praying. I just sat there watching him wanting more crack but realizing this was a bad scene as I had to work soon. By the grace of god I fell asleep until 9 a.m. I was late for work and went to the office in a state of a crack hangover and the previous nights clothes on. My boss took one look at me and said “whattttt is wrong with you?” I had enough smarts to tell him I had the flu and was delirious with a fever. He completely believed me and told me to go home and not to work so hard when I was sick. He felt sorry for me...I wish I knew what I looked like! LOL Anyways I’ve never touched that junk again and just the thought of crawling around looking for a rock that may have fell brings back a pathetic memory. I wholeheartedly believe this shit can get you hooked after 1 puff. Stay away from it! Trust me.
Holy shit bro... You had the full blown junkie experience in 1 night!!! Looking on the floor for rocks,hanging out with stranger's and finding yourself in a weird ass situation. That's crazy! Glad you didn't buy more
Seems I remember something from Narcotics Anonymous meetings decades ago about people wanting to share their addiction, but I can't remember why. Somebody did that with me with crack and got me addicted, but I didn't have to pay for it. He spent a $150K inheritance on it and then got his brother addicted and they went through his as well, but I had moved out of the area before that happened and stopped using the stuff. It drew in a lot of horrible people and was in a horrible neighborhood in the same area where Gary Ridgway found his victims. People are always trying to corrupt you in one way or another. Some people will purposely get you addicted so they can take advantage of you, and once they've used you up, they move on.
Fingers sincerely crossed for continued success for your Ma! My friend. his mom, and uncle, same shit. They'd send him to the store n say "get a can of pop" and he'd ask what kind, and they'd say "doesnt matter, just amke sure it's a can." Not long after, he put the pieces together.
My mom tried it once but she never did it a second time because A) she said the high was too good and knew that could easily turn into an addiction B) the dude she was smoking with started to smoke carpet lint because he thought he had dropped some crack but he had in fact just smoked it all
It's like how squirrels buried peanuts I gave them and crows would watch, swoop down and steal them after the squirrel left, then later, the squirrels would frantically search for the peanuts they buried like crack addicts searching for crack. They'll do anything to get more of the stuff, much like the average person does with money. Drug of choice. Naturally, I hate money and what it does to people, especially since all of this happened in the Seattle area which at that time was yuppie central. I watched it turn from being a nice place to live into a living hell.
I had tried 2 lines of cocaine in my life and hated the anxiety after it wore off. Years later I rented an old dump of a house. It had been converted from forced air to electric heat and the vent holes were still in the floors. When I first went into the crawlspace there were hundreds of beer can pipes under each vent hole. Inside the cans were little rocks of unburned crack that had fallen through the cans holes. A no brainer, God wanted me to smoke crack! I cut open and emptied hundreds of cans and made a rather sizeable pile of crack. And being on unemployment insurance at the time I was able to indulge. I basically isolated myself for 2 months smoking my found crack and masturbating. It was fucking awesome and I'm glad it happened yet wish it never had because of the "life could never get better" effect. That was in 1996 and I've had no further involvement with cocaine but if you gave me another pile for free I'd lock the door and ignore the world again. Fuck it was lovely, fuck I hated it.
I remember reading Crank and Glass as a teen and how the stories could change normal people's lives forever. It was stories like that that made me realise how bad our education system is because those books put into perspective how bad crack was without it being a lecture. It's a lot and could be triggering but worth a read
@@Cognitoman its a series, the first one is crank and the second is glass. It's a poetry novel so there's a storyline but its written in typical pros. I remember really enjoying it and recommend it, especially to teens. It's heavy but based off a real life story of the author's daughter
@@Cognitoman book is running fast and loose with that definition... More like a collection of poem/stanzas arranged in the binding of a book. Theres a billion better books on dope.
I loved that series. Now that you mention it I probably stayed away from crack and meth for those reasons. I enjoyed weed and mdma though. Oh to be young and stupid. Lmao.
I tried a few different stimulants and I hate them, it just gives me massive anxiety. I don't understand how people get super addicted to that stuff, but I guess that's just my body chemistry.
the thing is, stimulants raise your heart rate and when your heart rate rises it increases the chance of an anxiety attack, especially if youve known to have anxiety.
My ex boyfriend tricked me into smoking crack 😐 sadly I was very naive! He told me it was a form of speed (class C drug)! After weeks of loving the drug and smoking loads of it…. He finally admitted that he tricked me into smoking crack! Thankfully I got away from it all early on
@@WorthyDirtyJersey. My wife tricked me into smoking it nine years ago when I met her at a party. I walked into a bedroom only to see her and her girlfriend with crack pipes in their mouths. She handed me the pipe..put a piece on it and away I went
I was never tricked. I met my wife at a party. I walked in on her and her girlfriend smoking crack. She got up and handed me a pipe and I hit it. That’s all it took.
One time at a halloweeen party I saw people doing crack and my drunk ass wanted in, but my sober friends refused to let me try it. I’m now very grateful for that.
I've know people who had the same experience and ended up full blown crackheads. Glad you didn't like it. Wish I could say I didn't enjoy it myself. Haven't touched it in over 2 years, but it wasn't easy.
As someone who was “tricked “ into smoking crack once for the period of 4 days, thanks for sharing. I actually can’t say that I didn’t enjoy it, but I haven’t even tried to find it for 2 years, one and done, as much as I loved it I wasn’t willing to let myself become an adict. I think some people are just predisposed to becoming addicts.
@@benfoley6472 yeah, like that it’s a funny story I’ve told a couple people. Because if you knew me you’d know I’m the last person you’d expect to smoke crack. I was just trying to get blow and left the bar with a crack head , we got to the “coke “ dealer and all he had was crack. I had no ride home and was incredibly drunk so I ended up caving and smoked it with the guy for a few days
@@REPS4ZYZZ hovering a few centimeters above the ground surrounded by the steam he takes the test results out of Adams hands then looks at him and just says „like no dude“
Man I couldn’t imagine your reaction. One of my good friends was once tricked into smoke a bowl of SPICE/K2. They let him take the first hit then started laughing at him. He put the bowl down and punched the kid in his mouth as hard as he could once they told him.
I've found that some addicts want to get others high to cripple their emotional state. Leveling the intellectual playing field in a matter of speaking. That's as evil as it gets in my opinion
Drug users are no less intellectual than sober people. Some sober people are idiots and some drug users are idiots. It's like any other section of the population.
@@Heavy_Hitta_Sucka I respectfully disagree, Is one major reason, Opioid Users. That stuff will retard you, It's not like psychedelics, It's very harsh on the brain matter and over yearsWill cause irreversible Brain degradation. Same goes for over the counter opioids too. I've seen what the shit does to my family, Is even after harmless instances like surgery pain management. I've also noticed any Opioid user Will turn to frustration and anger when confused, And what's funny is there on a drug, And I don't know a drug that doesn't cause confusion in certain doses or any dose. Other than psilocybin. Grrr i hate poppy 😒
@@682logan totally disagree. Opiates do little to no damage to the users brain, in that sense they are some of the safest drugs of all and that is a scientifically proven fact. Considerably safer than psychedelics. The stigma surrounding is heavily based on 2 things. If you take too much in a single dose you die, if you take them too often you become addicted. The life of an addict however can be very destructive on numerous levels and addicts end up doing things they would have never done otherwise. It affects all aspects of their lives and more often than not anyone else who is close to them. The shame of being an addict perpetuates the addiction. Opiate addiction manifests very quickly and is reinforced by strong physical and mental withdrawal. Psychedelics are obviously not physically addictive, nor for most psychologically. There is no way you could trip everyday for 1 year yet alone say 10 without getting very messy.
As a former crack addict I got super excited when you were talking about the guy coming through with the treat LOL. I'm a recovered addict of 3 years but it's so true that you can never go back
Isn’t it dangerous to just listen to something like that? I know people that begin to nervously scratch the table in front of them just thinking of meth. They get so hyped even nothing is around. It’s enough to just talk about that sht
@@T-W-M I know. My dads addicted to it and it has ruined just about every aspect of my life almost as much as it has his. I was genuinely asking for some type of advice for my dad, not a smart ass comment. Thanks anyways though
At least paints a picture, a lot of people don’t want to indulge in the story of “I had a kid at 17”. I’m 21 and my son is the best thing that could happen but I’ll admit time and time again I wasn’t ready and it wasn’t planned
@@nayel6382 at the time maybe, but it was a blessing for me. I needed him. He saved me, I was going through so much. Self harming out the ass and constantly attempting suicide. If it wasn’t for me getting pregnant I’d prolly be dead by now.
Adam, your stories help me through my depression of not knowing the extent of my fuckery during my years long alcohol binge. Said and did a lot of shit I can’t remember. (Nothing illegal or really immoral except for drug use) but knowing there’s people who’ve been through similar shit helps. Thanks man
me either, I was super young, like 14 when I first smoked it but when my "buddy" pulled it out, at first I was pissed with him cause I thought he wasnt sharing... wasnt until years later and becoming a full blown junkie that I got addicted to crack. crack is so fucking wack, hate having wasted my teenaged years fixing rather than being a kid
I was tricked into putting heroin in a spoon and added water heated it then tricked further into filtering it with a piece of cotton and drawing it into a syringe then tricked into sticking the needle into a vein in my arm.. I thought it was B-12
Nothing wrong with having a few crack stories. It only becomes a problem when your life becomes a crack story. I have lots of great crack stories.... but they're all quite memorable and thankfully in the past.
@@claytonbaker6323very interesting Clayton, thank you for sharing with everyone your position on crack cocaine. I believe i can speak for everyone when I say that we are all waiting in anticipation to hear where your stance on the soft drink Coca~Cola™
having grown up with parents and sibling that struggle with drug addiction, it really made me know to never do drugs and know what will happen if I do. also knowing what drugs looked like essentially. it was a burden but I learned something. so we really can protect our children from this by educating them in the correct way how drugs are bad but they do feel great and they do make you feel amazing and thats exactly what you should be afraid of.
The only part of this story that sounds like it was made up was where they were pressuring you so hard to smoke it. From what I've seen, most people don't like to share their crack with others!😂 At any rate, I'm glad you were so drunk that you didn't really experience the effects because that could have gone REALLY badly, and you could have gotten addicted. My husband was addicted to crack, he's been clean for 15 years and I know the hell he went through because of that horrible drug.
I grew up in a family where most of the men were addicts. I searched for happiness at the bottom of a prescription bottle for almost 20 years and realized the only thing that ever truly made me happy was Cannabis . All the other drugs were just clouds in the shape of happiness.
Hate to break it to you, but cannabis is the same fake happiness. It’s the only addiction that didn’t rob you blind, and so you don’t see a problem with it.
@@noahscott7272 cannabis has been a great medicine for me, it got me off of Xanax . I was snorting six pills and eating four twice a day , with the help of cannabis I've been clean for more than 16 years . I do not take any prescriptions or any over-the-counter pills anymore , I found the medicine that works for me. I'm not trying to call it a cure-all or say it works for everyone but it does work for me .
I've tried it a few times over the years. I turn into an instant crackhead. I'll take a huge hit blow out a huge cloud and look to my buddy and say I didn't get a hit.
Lolll. And the true crackhead comes out when you do that last bit of your stuff. Oh boy. Get the metal hanger out or chopstick. Be scraping that thing for hours, pushing the chore back and forth until your lungs burn 😩 That’s the stuff that kept me from becoming addicted or have it become a regular thing. So glad my party days are behind me
@@j-rocd9507 dang bro I did that with my weed. I cannot imagine if I ever got into the hard stuff.. turns out being a hermit for years as all my friends went away to college, I didn’t have any bad influences around me praise God
My hypothesis is the adhd brain takes in stimulants a bit different. EDIT- To clarify I am applying the logic of adam having adhd to the inverse expierence he had, I am not saying this is my hypothesis on adhd I am saying this is my hypothesis on adams experience since he publicly has adhd..... I felt it was clear that my comment was directed to adams experience in the video where he talks about said experience and not trying to take credit for the discoveries of other people. Everyone is so quick to be right that they miss the whole point and just live in their circle jerk of an ego.
@@pixiegem Yes it is a fact I have severe ADHD and wasn't diagnosed until 25, prior to that it was always confusing to me why everyone would get way too high and I would get comfortable. BUT everyone's brains work different my hypothesis for Adam would be his adhd but there are so many other factors to each individual persons chemistry so I didn't give a definitive LOL ADAM ITS BECAUSE THE SQUIRREL BRAIN ME TOO SAME SAME.
I agree Adam sniffing cocaine did nothing for me but smoking it in crack form had me addicted for 15 years years along with heroine to come down with, it destroyed my life but am now 4 years In to recovery and life is awesome again
Didn't know the joint being passed around at a party many years ago had crack in it. I was amazed at how great I felt after inhaling. I almost demanded the guy with the joint to go back to his supplier and get more immediately!! Fortunately, the dealer was out and I never smoked it again.
@@dg6700 because I've smoked crack and have been around it. It won't burn right if you put it in a joint. You might get 1 or 2 hits maybe but they won't be good hits and most of it will be wasted. You need a pipe to smoke it.
@@jakemccabe9662 I can't question your inside knowledge. Probably a lot of the effect was wasted because it was in a joint. But it definitely had a strong effect nonetheless.
That’s because 90% of coke you buy is garbage. Nothing but cut. Baby laxative, numbing powder, caffeine, and tons of other pointless and shitty fillers. But even with shitty coke, if you do enough, you’ll get wired, at least the first day of doing it, and doing a lot.
@@reaction9449 never in my life done coke but this is right ^ I here the real thing is like weed! Super chill! I’ll never put anything in my nose but I’m down to chew the leaf if I ever get the chance otherwise it’s coffee for me!
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Comparing cocaine to coffee is exactly how I described it to others. The only time I used it, I was drunk at a bar with a buddy who told asked if I wanted to try. I went to the bathroom to snort it, and within 10 mins I was completely sober. I walked out the bar annoyed that I wasted money on the booze.
It's because you have snorted crushed up caffeine pills, not good pure coke... Real cocaine is a totally different story. You can make yourself feel better by saying "my brain is wired different" rather than being honest "my friends got ripped off and I snorted garbage with them and some of them acted really high to convince themselves they had real drugs..."
Coke has the same effect on me, I just feel extra alert, awake, everyone around me is all “this is amazing” I just feel sorta psyched up to do an exam or something, just powder coffee yeah
It’s not about the high, coke is the shortest high for the least amount of time it’s all because of the addiction, freebase coke is more addictive as it’s shorter and you smoke it, And same with coke sulphate but that’s even more addictive it’s about the way that the coke is cooked to get rid of the impurities and change the structure so it’s smokable
I was addicted to heroine for 4 years and the last 2 years of my addiction I was taking crack also. I am now more then 10 years clean I kicked the drugs by taking codeine for 1 week and I was very sick but I did not want to take methadone. Now I am so glad I stopped and I am totally drug free for 10 years and stopped drinking for 2 years now. If I smell crack or heroine I am sick to my stomach. I just want to say it is never to late to stop and life is so much better without drugs. Much love to anybody who suffers addiction and hope you will beat this sickness. ❤
As a recovered Heroin addict, I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I wouldn't wish drugs like that on my mortal enemy, this including Crack and Meth as well as Cocaine.
But at the same time new people get addicted to heroin everyday again and again. Maybe humanity would benifit if people could learn how addiction feels like for real without being addicted for real.
cocaine is one you can use somewhat responsibly. CAN. you can get terribly addicted to it of course, but most people i know just do lines sometimes in the weekends. meth and heroin are almost always an addiction among its users
@@DanielAnderssson Yeah that's true, I think if people know what it felt like without being truly addicted more people would shy away from doing it all together.
Cocaine just leave you wanting more! I've woken up the next afternoon with no bike, PlayStation or money because at the time it seemed like a good idea to just keep getting more! Dont really know how I'm alive still. Glad that's all behind me now! Thankyou mushrooms!
It not only takes an addictive personality, but also a sympathy to the drug's effects to become its slave. I have personally tried heroin many times (hundreds) but I've never been addicted to it (mostly snorted a line or two from my gf's supply). I never felt like it completed me, I was disgusted and offended by its apathetic qualities... GBL on the other hand (prodrug of GHB) with its empathetic effects made an impression the first few times I took it. I made a quick decision to purchase multiple liters, and I've been off and on it for almost 5 years. Stimulants offer a similar appeal and I seriously risked a cocaine addiction a few years ago...but its high cost and deeply, negatively transformative effects were the reason why I stopped taking it. Lately I've been abusing speed and it often feels like I can't get stuff done without it...which is not true, I just really enjoy doing chores and being motivated while on it/
I'm so glad I've never tried crack or cocaine. All anyone ever says about it is that it always will feel the best the first time and you'll never be able to reach that again with coke.
@@familyguy-shorts447 that's how the average addict thinks bout it ? Lol im Happy I stopped selling that stuff, used it quite a lot myself but I never got a big ego like that
I'll always remember my first time doing crack, my friend set up the crude plastic bottle and a pen and some foil and held the lighter and told me to inhale, I inhaled and wow, what an absolute feeling I had, I could feel my entire body react as the vapor entered my lungs as it causticity felt like I had just inhaled molten Plastic... Now I've coughed a few thousand times in my life but never have I coughed like this, this was pain, this was torture, I retched and recoiled and handed the "pipe" back to my friend, he said I did it wrong and began to make up another hit, I refused and I've never touched it since, call me superstitious but I was like nah imma leave it at that... I then watched my friends go "shhh" "someones coming! Fuck" they would then proceed to panic and hide everything looking up like a startled meercat, we were in the middle of a damn forest at 4 in the morning, no one was coming, they would calm down and begin making another crack before they would again suddenly jerk up and say "shhhhhhh" and start panicking again I am glad I did not get a proper hit, that looks like a complete waste of time
Gotta love having people like you, educating people about drugs and it’s the bare facts and even with real life examples. I know too many kids who fall into drugs in the snap of a finger due to lack of knowledge of what they’re taking. Thank you for spreading awareness.
Here's a LONG story of a similar experience I had: (Mind you I had only smoked weed before this and was a regular cannabis consumer) In the beginning of this year, a guy who I had been seeing for about a month, sort of tricked me into trying meth, had no clue what it was. He used my naivety to his advantage, by calling it speed, which to my knowledge (and the only thing that came up when I googled it) was Adderall, so I wasn't really thinking it would be a big deal. Well while I was high and not really lucid, he got me to smoke quite a bit (i had initially ingested it) and snort who knows what, and I had a HORRIBLE reaction, was EXTREMELY paranoid and freaking out, had very little sexual drive and couldn't even get an erection even if I wanted to. I had to stay at his place for a few days while I was coming down, and while I was there, he would constantly flip flop between being pissed off at me and being super nice. He also gaslight me into believing what I was going through was completely normal. Was also already having PTSD like reactions to seeing his drug paraphernalia. The last night I was there, I had taken a hot shower which made things WAAAAY worse and I completely freaked out because I was paranoid I was already addicted etc. So I fled his apartment, called the meth anonymous hotline and the guy talked to me through getting to store for food and water and to a hotel, He was on the phone with me for like an hour an a half. After I had gotten in the hotel room, things got worse and from what I was reading had several symptoms of an overdose (Which this guy had told me wasn't possible) so I quickly got an Uber to the nearest emergency room (Thankfully was in Oregon so no law enforcement was involved) and they took great care of me and was there for about 5-6 hours with saline IV and anxiety medication. It's been several months and am still pretty traumatized by this experience. Thanks for making these types of videos, it's been pretty helpful with processing it!
Ya he was right that's just what it feels like to be on meth basically😆. You were actually fine just panicking. Hence the hospital not doing shit but giving you fluids and more drugs(prob Xanax or Valium).
In my mid 20's I had friends who got into cocaine for a while and the best way I'd describe what it was for me - it was like you said for the most part, not euphoric, mildly anesthetic but mostly neutral. The first time I tried it I had some motivational fuzz where anytime I felt like doing something I'd try doing it for a few moments and nah...that's not it... and I'd try doing something else and the same thing would happen and I kind of realized I couldn't lock my attention or motivation onto anything. I don't think I experienced that last part subsequently but it was very similar, especially in higher doses, to what it felt like in my early 20's when I'd be on a speedy pressed ecstasy pill when the serotonin / empathogen effects wore off and I felt slightly euphoric but mostly just sort of neutral / awake.