If you're in a season of backsliding, this is for you. 

Definitely related to the beginning of my walk cutting out those things and recently coming back to those things and watching worldly things I shouldn’t be, and the scripture a little leaven leaven’s the WHOLE bread . So just a little bit of sin really has a snowball affect . I had to go on a 3 day water fast and it did wonders because it was a time of denying my flesh and being weak and vulnerable and relying on God. It can be difficult but it’s all about really picking up our cross and denying our flesh daily (speaking to myself here as well). I can’t live a life without Jesus , I fear being without the Holy Spirit forever 😢. I tasted righteousness and don’t want to go back , I pray the Lord delivers us from backsliding and we all come back to our first love ❤️

“You don’t realize the true effects of backsliding until it’s noticeable or feels irreversible” Goodness. That’s so true.

girl, I am not gonna lie. Before I saw your video, I had put myself into a situation that caused me to backslide into one of my many dark sins. before even committing it I heard, in my mind, a light voice saying, don't do it Kirra, don't do it, it's not worth it. I knew that was the holy spirit but I didn't listen. then i started to think, well if I'm gonna continue to be the way i am, then i am not worthy of God. I can't accept Jesus Christ as my Saviour because i keep turning away from him. Then I see your video. through you, the holy spirit gave me hope again. So I thank you so much girl, God bless you.

the timing is insane. i’ve been falling so short but God is still good. tomorrow is a new day for new beginnings. i’m not alone

This is literally my story! Smoking led to sooooo many other sins i’ve turned from i.e. fornication, gossip, gluttony. I’m glad to hear that i’m not alone. Thank you for sharing. God bless you ❤

Thank you. This came just at the right time. I've been fantasizing again (about scenarios that don't align with God and His perfect plan, His morals, etc) and I've been slacking in my prayer land Bible life. I pray that I will get back on track

You’re not delusional GOD is REAL & thank you for sharing this u really opened my eyes that God is always with us ALWAYS even when we feel like we’re struggling

Wow I'm experiencing the same thing u said. Smoked once, back slid and started changing all the things I've worked hard for. Thank u.for your testimony. It's been 2 weeks but today is the day I quit again

When you said you thought God left you and He responds with I never left, I was reminded of Psalm 139:11-12 “I could ask the darkness to hide me and the light around me to become night- but even in darkness I cannot hide from you. To you the night shines as bright as day. Darkness and light are the same to you.” ‭‭Psalms‬ ‭139‬:‭11‬-‭12‬ ‭NLT‬‬

I prayed for repentance today [His mercy and grace are unfailing and abundant but let's not take that to be something to play with] and remembered this "Faith is the substance of all things promised" [Hebrews 11:1]

I backslid HARD recently. I have felt like God wasn’t with me. Like he was disgusted by what I did, because I was disgusted by what I did. I felt like God was done with one and wouldn’t forgive me. I kept thinking of Psalms 51 and just praying that God gives me the willingness. I just happened upon this video and it was EXACTLY what I needed. I started tearing up when I saw it. God has always spoken to me through angel numbers. As I am typing this, this video has 444 likes. God is here with me and I am so happy. Thank you for posting this. I hope everyone reading has a blessed day and knows that Jesus loves you no matter what.

literally relating so much ... going back to unhealthy habits has always been something that i struggle with so much ... my hope has been increased with this video

God just restored my peace today, I had back slid into some things I shouldn’t have. Let’s just say that. And I can attest to how good and scary god is. For me it was waking up trying to resist it. Truthfully I really didn’t try to. But I didn’t feel the Holy Spirit convict me. Like at all. And today after about three days of me saying that’s it. No more and I went back to living holy and reading my scripture while it wasn’t perfect reading. But God has restored my peace to me about it. Through music and I asked god to show me a red car if he was still with me. And a red suv passed. Shortly after that I said to him that had to be coincidental, so then i said if it be your will a red car, a truck or anything. 3 minutes later I saw a red Truck! And then another red car 😇 even though I backslid Jesus still loves me. Yea I have repented I was honest as to why i backslid and it was because I compromised and listened to a decite from the devil and then I did what she said it was a huge backslide. Everything she has said about it being a snowball effect is VERY true. Take heed y’all who think about going back into something. Do NOT DO IT. Gods chastisement is SCARY but a lesson well learned . Stay blessed amen y’all!

Psalm 31:5 Into your hands I commit my spirit; deliver me, LORD, my faithful God.

This video came at the right time. I’ve been falling short and backsliding & now I’m trying to get back on track and have been feeling lost and not knowing where to start. Thank you.

I never know how to explain myself because I keep some many things in but that’s where I backslid bc I have been allowing the evil voices to get to me. I feel ashamed as my holy spirt was telling me to stop holding and too stop hiding from god as he doesn’t want us to hide he wants too come to him. Too all my brothers and sisters out there please don’t hide god knows what we are going through and he loves us he wants to come to him to invite him in our lives. Always remember that his loves is stronger then anything we are trying to hide.

The timing on this video is too crazy, thank you so much! I’m literally going to try and put your practical steps into practise. God bless xx

This was so relatable. Being in a season of backsliding is such a conflicting feeling once you realize it is what you're doing. Your message about repentance helped lift so much weight off of my shoulders. Thank you so much for this video!!! Keep up the good work

Not this came on my page and I literally have been backsliding with smoking and I’m like Lord, I gotta do better because you delivered me from that and I’m over here acting like Pharaoh. Even yesterday I smoked and I said Lord let me ride in the sunshine and take this away because I’m so close to what you are bringing in my life and I can’t mess up blessings I prayed for.

Ah You caught me. I'm embarrassed a little, oof.

Since February of this year, I've been seeking to grow closer to God. I already have a relationship with Him, but I want it to be stronger, you know? I just subscribed to this channel and I'm praying to join an all-girls Bible study group and have real Christian friends around me.

I'm not even finished with the video but you have no idea how big of a help this truly is. Thank you so much for this. 💓

This was extremely helpful! This definitely encouraged me! Thank you for posting this and being transparent and bringing us back to the word.

Amen! ❤

Wow. I needed this

God’s timing 🙌🏾 thank you!!

thank you 🙏🏾

I needed to hear this so bad so thank you for this video❤❤

Thank you ❤

👏🏽👏🏽👏🏽Thank you. I've been going through this recently building my faith again.

Keep allowing God to use you!! I needed this💕.

Thank you for these kind words 💗

Thank you for this

This was definitely for me .. and on time

God bless and much love ❤

Thank you so much, I needed this❤ cause I've been backsliding and I am quite scared the Holy spirit will leave me

This was good! Thank you! We got this!

This was all so beautifully articulated. Thank you for sharing

You speak everything that i needed just now thank you sister

The holy spirit does not leave. It stays with you through everything you do. Its probably one of the saddest and also the most amazing things.

God bless❤

GOD Is Good! Amen!

This message really spoke to me, I am having trouble with my walk with God and this is vedio shows up. Not only that but I usually don’t like to wear a sweater but the crazy part is I am wearing like the same sweater as my sister in Christ. All Glory to Jesus!

This video has definitely helped me. The Lord delivered me from alcoholism and I am free. Like truly free, but lately I have been dabbling; thinking and feeling like I have control and that it wouldn't get so bad again cause I'll stop it before it does 😂(as IF) 😂 but this video has recalled to my mind the first time I was delivered from alcoholism and other things I made the same choice to dabble; thinking it wouldn't hurt and I can control it now, but oh did I miss the mark on that. Not only did I not have control, I lost ANY control over it that I mightve had and that thang came on me hard. As I was watching this video the Lord spoke and warned me that if I keep dabbling that thing WILL absolutely come back on me and it will be 100 times worse then the first and last time. So hunny OH did this video do some good. Praise the Lord our Savior for blessing you with this message. Thanks so much for sharing hunny. ❤

The way i needed to hear this

This is good! Thanks for sharing 🔥🔥🔥

Hey Girly! i’m here finally checking out the pod! I love it! here to stay 🤍

Awesome video ❤thank you!

Wow thank you for sharing ❤

You know what’s crazy is that I am wearing the same sweater right now and yes, I really needed this. May God Bless You!

girl, thank. you.

Ooof! God is so on time with having this pop up when I was scrolling. I was wondering why my heart got sooooo hardened again after backsliding. Like just down right mean spirited. But this was eye opening. I replaced my leaning on the Lord with leaning on my vices.

Everything you said was so on point! Thank you for your obedience and God bless x

This touched me girl. Praise GOD OUR LORD AND SAVIOR! May HE BLESS AND PRESERVE YOU ALL! ✝️

Thank you for sharing the real,real

Thank you so much I literally been going through a backsliding moment and I really needed to listen to you! Thanks for sharing and enlightening me!

This is a word !!! Ive been backsliding in a different area im dealing with lust. Its so on point what you said about after your encounter with Jesus everything did a 360 and you were a different person put off the old man. I did the same its been almost 4years for me being celibate and although I Love God with all my soul I began to feel starved for compassionship isolated and the man im currently dating we slept together and now my almost 4 years of celibacy is ruined and this event has changed everything and I find myself doing things I shouldn't be doing but do anyway and then feel so guilty and discusted with myself but this video was water to much needed soul and I will get back on track in Jesus name only with the help of God. None of us are perfect and Jesus said I came for the sick tht need a doctor so only tht help we need can come from him but we have to be willing to put this sin down once again. Precious Lord Jesus Christ help us and give us the strength to give all tht tarnish our spiritual walk to you for you know what's good for us

Thank you for this I really backslid so much and decided to do things my own way but this video has brought a lot of enlightenment.

I needed this thank you but can you help me, because i dont really feel bad and conviction for my sins anympre and i know only Godly sorrow can producee repentance so i cant really repent and its hard to but i want to feel bad for it and xhange but i also struggle so soo mucb with laziness and lack of motivation Im not actually if i was saved and backslide or was never born again nut i pary i was i really want to have that strong love for Jesus

Amazing video!! Loved your breakdowns and taking it back to the scripture. Subscribed immediately 🤍

God delivered me from smoking weed and so many other negative habits. Just hitting the blunt one time is all it took to backslide. God sent me this video, thank you

11:10 💯 you’re not crazy, I’ve had that thought about my self before and god reassured me

i’m rlly having trouble focusing on God and trying to follow him. i keep getting distracted and i don’t desire to follow him mostly. i’m obsessed with social media and ik that is a sin. does anyone want to start an ig group chat for christians to help each other be accountable?

“ what’s the point of the Holy Spirit trying to talk to you if you’re not going to listen.” Whew that hit hard. 🥹 Had this video saved & clicked on this right on time. Thank you for this ❤

Yes 🙌🏾 keep going sis !!! The enemy wants to steal our promise … so he is riding Gods children heaven … I literally just backslid myself and can’t attest to every word you’re saying….so keep praying for strength and focus … thank you for sharing this Word … it’s on point ❤

your transparency is so admirable , God is keeping his hands on you. God bless you sister❤ I started my walk with Christ earlier this year/got baptized, & this is the thing that I fear most (backsliding). but this helped ease that worry!

Thank you so much for sharing this video. It is amazing how God works ❤ i have been praying this verse you said, Psalm 51:10,12, because i feel far from God, but i also know that He still there waiting for me to allow Him do the fight for me. Thanks again, God bless you, sister 🙏🤗

in my walk, earlier on, I used to be literally addicted to a sin (which I won’t disclose). Day in and day out I would only do that sin even disregarding basic necessities such as eating or sleeping. I was like this for about a little over 3 years until I finally repented and seemed to change my life. Obviously, even after repenting I would always have temptation lurking at the door. I was clean from that sin for about 2 months, utilise I was back. It’s not to say I just went ahead and went against God, i had a battle in my mind on whether I should do it or not, and unfortunately I fell into it again. My point is when you have that battle in you mind, your making a choice. To do it or not. And as someone who came from a terrible sin, that was addictive to me, it’s just hard to resist. I know very well that we should die to our flesh and pray and fast so we can overcome such things, which is good, but it’s just hard. I trust Jesus is still working on me, but at that point I felt like my choice was deliberate, which is why now I feel empty and…well on the verge on depression. So it would be great if you guys could pray for me, and if you can explain hebrews 10:26. Thanks

i go through sin sometimes but I always keep my faith even if it’s just a mustard seed.

Can you talk abt how to be confident in yourself( looks wise as a young girl) through christ

Amen my sister and god bless you and your family's house on yard home all above ❤❤❤ your speaking 🗣️🗣️🗣️ my friend abay oooh hmmmm god alone for all above chosen one love you guys.❤❤

This is the video I need. I thought I was the only one or one of the few that has this seasoning of backsliding. I can’t even lie, I’m slowly going back to my old sins and mostly it’s lust. My sexuality has always been the issue because it opened the door for other sins to come and everyday I’ve been fighting the urges and praying to God to strengthen me through the urges and sometimes I win some and lose some. When I lose, I’ll sit there for a moment and pray for repentance. I sometimes have to force myself to repent because I sometimes to feel anything after committing a sin. Thank you for much for this video

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A sow is a female pig, after she has been washed, she goes back to her sty to wallow in the mud in her sty. Hence she goes to the dirt (mud) after being cleaned. :)

Thank you so much for this video! Praise the Lord, it was much needed!

I often find myself backsliding from God because I fell into the temptation and it cause me to run away from God because I would be ashamed of what I had done and I thought God would be mad at me for sinning but I did give my life back to Christ but I still struggle with the sin of porn and masturbation and I do struggle with trying to not give in to having sex because I know that it is wrong to be doing that when you are trying to walk with Christ .

Hii I just wanted to say this really helped especially as a youth because it’s really not easy in this generation now at days trying to avoid the “trend” as in vaping I’ve never vaped before but I have been tempted to a lot of times and also I used to listen to secular music but took a break off it for a year currently still trying to not listen too it but it’s very tempting any thoughts?

Jesus Loves you don't forget that

This truly blessed my spirit 🫶🏽

Tbh, I've been struggling, it feels like being a Christian is restrictive, it feels like its so many rules, and it feels like, when i pray, i feel like i have these things i have to say, it gets tiring, and I've been getting tempted to leave Christianity, but i won't bc if i do there's punishment, and its just.. ugh.. and i also feel like the smallest thing would displease him. I kinda.. feel tired.. can someone help? I just.... it feels like i just follow a bunch of rules..

I am guilty.

hi, i dont seem to find employment that help me to prosper, always jobs with low salary, not that i am a high school drop out, becuase i am not, i dont know, why?

EMANUEL

I want some lovely nice Christian female friends.. nobodies perfect but you all are all uplifting 💕

Your not crazy

Thank you ❤