HOW DID I GET HERE?! - MY BACKSLIDING TESTIMONY AND HOW GOD RESTORED ME! 

I've drifted away from God, please pray for me. I miss the relationship i used to have with him 😢

im backsliding and its killing me. i miss HIM SO MUCH. I RELATE to everything you have said. and its because i left the christian friends i had and i was isolated. God help me

You are so right about the small compromises leading to sin, I was so on fire for two years God led me out of a life of sexual immortality and bc of my disobedience to his voice. I started to fornicate again. I stopped that but now I’m struggling with masturbation😭 it’s like dang I cannot win but this video help to show me that I’m not condemned. God bless you sis ❤️

This is what has been happening to me, I literally got saved last year 2022. So I’m still a babe in Christ. And I’ve been backsliding and I don’t want to. I haven’t wanted to read or pray. And I’ve been having thoughts like “I don’t care about God” “None of this matters” and so on. I stopped going to church. I haven’t gone back to drugs or alcohol or any of that. It’s more of a behavior thing. ☹️ I don’t wanna do this I wanna be close to God again.❤️ I feel like I’ve fallen into legalism and religion. And feeling super sad☹️

Glory to God. We all have this testimony and finally, we have overcome...

I miss him so much I cry so much .. I miss his presence :(

Ive started the small compromises I'm so grateful I came across this video thank you for the warning!

When i fell away it was like i was a dry desert . You are right , it is a slow and more difficult journey back. I still dont have that sense of desire or complete connection like i did for so long.

Wow! God led me to Tiphani Covered By God ministry also in May! Definitely a blessing for the body of Christ, and this generation 🙏🏾🙌🏽❤️ I’ve backslide a few times in the past, just a year ago was the last time, but a year ago when the Lord snatched me up, I felt the fear of the Lord, and that it was life of death. God us faithful 🥹

Wow, what a total grace! Your testimony is so motivating for me to run to Christ and cleave to the cross. My heart is cold and stony, but im encouraged knowing that Christ waits with outstretched arms, for us to humble ourselves and come to Him so that he can perform his miraculous work in us. How profound is it that the God of all things delights in saving sinners, not just unto future glory but life abundant today. Wild!

Thank you, sis. I needed this. I'm here, but I'm hurting because I want my fire back and the fear back, but I know it's gonna take time..

Girl, you are speaking to my spirit. This is almost exactly the path I took. I was so focused on the outer sin and not slipping vs just resting in grace, that fear became the reason I fell back. I begged him to deliver me, but once I fell, it was a million times harder because I took that mercy for granted thinking I could always go back. He took literally everything to bring me down and the more down I got, the more I turned to sin to numb the shame. Repentance is not a given, it is a GIFT. There might not be another chance, so that is what I am learning.

Whenever things dont go well for me i go back to overeating & oversleeping which is a sin i am trying to break others i decided i wont go back like drinking, sex & stuff but overeating i would even break a fast if i am angry & oversleeping which makes you a "sluggard"

Please keep me in your prayers I’m à backsliding mess

Thank you for posting this. God bless you.

Thank you for sharing your testimony! Im so happy that the Lord completely restored you! Always stay focused on your walk! Hallelujah

Thank you so much for this because I feel like this is happening to me!

Thank you for sharing your testimony. I can relate so much. God bless you.

Amen. That's a great prayer...thank you young lady.

This was a wonderful encouragement. Thank you sister.

Thank you for sharing!😢

Thank you for this video and the prayer at the end it was very helpful

So good that the LORD brought you back.....HE IS AWESOME ❤

Thanks for sharing!

It's been 14 years since i backslided it really feels horrible. Am trying to go back on the right path.

I've only recently started my journey with Christ, as of maybe January this year, and i was doing really good for a long time, and i felt in my heart that i was growing closer to him, but somehow I've seemed to fall away a couple times and just cant seem to get back on track. so I'm really trying to actively put God first in my life, and i just want to thank you for the video, as i found it really helpful and relatable, so thank you.

Thank you for sharing. 💜

New here! I ❤your channel

Thank you for this amazing video and there is an abundance from which I can relate. I gave my life to Christ and was saved in 2020, however I easily backslid back into sin and made some awful mistakes. Within the past few months The Holy Ghost has been piercing my heart convicting me in various areas and I have fully repented and have begged and prayed for Jesus Christ to forgive me a wretched sinner. Like you, there were small steps of disobedience that The Holy Ghost revealed to me such as not having an active prayer life and being immersed into The Word drawing Christ further into my life. Previously I also did not have a fear and reverence for The Lord, however I absolutely do now. I am praising The Lord in times of joy and challenges. I have an unbelieving wife and my faith and desire to be obedient to Christ has caused many challenges, yet I pray for her every day. There is nothing to great for our God. I truly appreciate this video and prayer Sister in Christ. I also will be praying for you in your continued journey to serve Christ.

Please people dont put these youtube personalities on a high pedestal ..some content creators are wolves in sheep clothing rather the personalities know it or not..God has always been there for me but i followed" conscious communities "on youtube..i had no discernment..i followed the "truth seekers "...ive spent half of my life rebelling..Dont put God on the backburner and there is no higher truth but the LORD..there is no better life than a life with the Most High 🙏

Thank you for your vulnerability!

I literally just poured out my glass of wine..

I’m having such a hard time letting go of this friendship.. I feel paralysed by shame and guilt for being the one that walked away.

Please peay for me. I have backslid for months and my heart is hardened and has been aching and this has been the worst months of my life. The joy I once had gone put of the window because of my fleshly desires.

i feel like my heart is drifting *dangerously* away from God, please i want to stop cursing the God, Jesus and it’s just so frequent i need help

Thanks

Thank you for this video i really needed it , can you please share the devotional book she gave you ?

I’m struggling to stay on the path. I want to go back so bad

I ran from the Lord for 2 years. Please pray for me.

Do you remember who the devotional was by? I've starting looking and I I have 2 daughters graduating from college 5/24 and 5/25, I would love to get a devotional like that as part of their graduation gift.

I was at millions too!!!

Could you prayer I was supposed to go into the wilderness but completely bottled it through cowardice im not were i need to be and im praying that i can get back to where i need to be. Im still in church in the moment but i dont like the position im in im in a different place were God wants me and it weighs me down so heavy i just want the relationship i had with Christ i had to begin with

WOW. I Just want to say thank you sister in Christ for sharing this! Our stories are somewhat simmilar. I was born again in 2019 and I went 4 years and just back slid hard!!! You are right repentance! I had Jesus come to me and tell me I was forgiven and loved and He is my Father. It changed me forever. I left a lifestyle of homosexuality and so much more. Recently this past June 4 years later! Kid you not. I moved from Tennessee to Chicago did not have peace did it thinking God was calling.. long story story short I got back into some sexual sins.. I was terrified amd just now feeling His presence again and coming back. It's been 4 months of this. It is SO much worse backsliding then just sinning before you know Him. Please pray for me. Please. I am asking for Him to bring me full force to do His will. Yes Lord please Keep me. Please not to ever go backwards again. Also what do you think about the Catholic church? I was born into it. I was saved though in 2019 through the Bibke and Hoky Spirit. I don't know what church He wants me in. I need more fellowship and a big true family in Christ. Please JESUS hear my prayers. Thank you and God bless you again for sharing your testimony. Ross here. Your brother in Christ. This gave me SO much hope because I thought how could I after 4 years!!! I was seeing is this normal etc. Then I hear your testimony and before you said 4 yesrs I knew that was what you were going to say. Then when you said that I felt Holy Spirt saying this is for you Ross LISTEN to her testimony. You will be on fire again. Be obedient. Repent.... Thank you JESUS

Heyy, is it normal for me not to be on fire for God? I be trying to read my bible and pray but I never been on fire for God nor have I ever felt close to him and it’s very frustrating idk what to do I pray to have a closer relationship with him but my prayers don’t seem to work. Now I’m drifting away from him and idk what to do 🥺, it’s like when I try to read my Bible I get bored quickly or I don’t understand it so I just stop, idk what it is 🥺.

Can you share how you came back to God slowly after the sin broke your heart in August? Like you started reading bible more or praying more? I wanna know

I backslid for 14 years. All my progress gone. All those years lost. Don't backslide. You will have to climb all the way back. And every year you lose will be gone forever.

How do u repent? Like true repentance coz I repent and go back to the same sin

Were you fasting food? And for how long?

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