in my head - bedroom (slowed) 

all these comments make my heart so heavy.. so please take a moment to call a hotline if you need it. take care of yourselves

I go out. I see friends. I visit family. I try anything and everything I can. why do I still feel so alone when I get home? there’s just this overwhelming sense of emptiness in my life that I can’t fill no matter how hard I try.

“Are you in a bad mood?” “No” This music: “wOuLd YoU lIkE tO bE???”

You made it to the checkpoint homie. Rest up.

I'm leaving this comment here so i can remember this masterpiece every time when someone like

i can laugh so hard, but then it's like i'm completely numb after. People always ask me why i make a straight face after i laugh.. i just can't help it honestly.

It’s that empty sort of feeling

Not me crying to rhis song because school is stressful and making me want to kms

This is how it feels when you're happy but your mood immediately switches back to the darkness and you just want to curl up into a little ball and have someone know how you feel while letting yourself drown in your own sadness and regret.

can people stop telling me "you laugh to much" its my only way to feel happiness.

I’ll go from laughing to wanting to drown myself

It feels like its repeating, everyday feels the same. Even if I do something different that day. I'm slowly getting tired of the cycle, I can't take it anymore.

I'm wondering how many people were laying on the bed listening to this song .. thinking deeply about their problems or getting suicidal thoughts and feeling this emptiness around their chest and nothing on their mind hoping for better days. I wish life was more peaceful and easier you guys are the purest soul on earth I love you💔

this audio is like the ONLY thing that can make me fall asleep anymore

~Lyrics~ Day to day, it won't leave Everytime, I try to speak It consumes my mind It consumes my soul It wants my life it wants complete control Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead I feel alone, all of the time It's still quite, lurking inside I'm a walking contradiction Everything I say is an affliction to him Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead

i am so scared of death... but i just want end all the pain.

*LYRICS* Day to day, it won't leave Every time, I try to speak It consumes my mind, it consumes my soul It wants my life, it wants complete control Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead I feel alone, all of the time It's still quiet, lurking inside I'm a walking contradiction Everything I say is an affliction to him Somebody help me before it's bad Somebody help me before I end up dead

can anyone else not cry bc they just are so empty i wish i could cry

you know everything around you is messed up when a comment section from a yt video gives you more comfort than your own family. i genuinely feel more welcomed here than anywhere i live rn. (Edit: i wanna give anyone who relates to this comment a big ole hug... this was a year ago and my mindset was so different back then. seeing ppl relating to my situation and sharing their experiences and stories sorta makes me feel comforted and heard.. and it's somewhat healing. hope yall are okay and healthy

This song is a feeling your can’t explain

It's nice how people r sharing their feeling in the comment section I'm pretty sure people who don't type anything r the one feeling it the most though

this comment section is a cry for help but none of us can help eachother beyond empathizing ... :(

i don't even know how to describe the way i feel. but i'm tired of just existing. i wanna live, y'know? online school is such a drag, i'm always so stressed about my grades but i can't seem to do my work. idk man. but i hope anyone reading this is doing okay. i love you, stranger :)

Hey, you, yeah you reading this, you look great today, I’m proud of you, no matter how many times has knocked you down, pushed you to rock bottom, made you scream until you couldn’t, made you cry till you passed out, you kept getting up and going. You’re taking this one step at a time and I’m proud of you for each step you take, my aunt and a lot of people whom I’ve been really close to have passed away recently, life’s been hard, I feel like I’m losing my battle with my depression, if I do, I just want you to know how proud of you I am, you’ve made it so far, keep going, you got this, don’t give up now, maybe ask that special someone on a date, buy those things for a new hobby, text that person, spend time with your loved ones, and even if I’m not here for that, and even if you don’t know me, just know that no matter what, and no matter who, I am proud. The fact that you haven’t given up no matter how hard things have gotten, the fact that you’re here with me right now, reading this whole thing, means a lot, I’m proud, I’m so damn proud, keep going, you got this. I love you, keep being great, stay great, stay humble :)

The chord progression feels like you finally accepted your fate after an exhaustive life time of running away. It feels like a huge relief, not because something good is about to happen but because you don't have to live in anxiety of the bad thing happening anymore; it finally caught up with you.

Everyone is describing their feelings in the comments when I am sitting here just empty

my parents found out all about my sad shit. instead of being there for me, instead of an "it's okay, i'm here" they said "you have nothing to be sad about" that's the problem, and i feel guilty for it

i'm crying and i don't know why. i feel like i don't even know myself right now.

You know whats worser then being alone? Being surrounded by people who makes you feel alone. Thats the difference between being lonely and being alone.

its the depressing comments for me

If you're reading this, I'm glad you're here my friend.

"somebody help me before im dead"

A message to the future generations. Don't let this song die

I don't wanna die, I'm just tired. tired of school, covid, my parents, my friends. everything edited april 8th - lord not my sesonal depression 🙄🙄

I don’t really want to die. I want to sleep. Or just lay down. And feel nothing but peace.

The guitar in this song, the melody just everything about this song explains my feelings perfectly

It's been 2 years and it's still great.

it's the kind of loneliness that makes you feel empty it's the kind of loneliness that makes you feel numb it's the kind of loneliness that's make you feel worthless it's the kind of loneliness that makes you feel unlovable it's the kind of loneliness that no one will ever understand. goodbye.

I'm not suicidal but if i were to die randomly I wouldn't be upset

i couldnt tell you how much this song means to me

I remember listening to this in 2020 thinking I wouldn’t be able to make it to 14 but here I am. I’m glad I found this again :]

the fact that we hafta vent in the comments of a youtube video because our family and friends don’t even try to help lmao

im pretty sure everyone lays on their bed alone while listening to this song

i dont feel loved anymore

I’m so proud of Bedroom tbh, I’ve been subscribed since they barely were known, and now they are finally getting popular and getting love they deserve for their amazing music.

I love how everyone is kind of just using this comment section as a vent space because everyone listening to this song is pretty much the same mentally so we all feel safe. I hope everyone is doing ok

Introverts always want to be alone but don't want to be lonely.

I just feel like i'm not myself anymore. I don't even know who I am now. How did life became so empty and useless out of nowhere?

i hate life. when your sad, people either make fun of you, yell at you, or tell you to “suck it up” thinking it helps. i also have social anxiety which makes my life even worse because everyone i see, i think they hate me, and i hate myself for it too, because i always overthink it and make things seem worse than they already are in my head. life isn’t always gonna be good for anyone. i hope someone out there reads this and says something to make me feel better, because i never have the strength to tell people about this. i always think they’ll yell at me or make fun of me. people are terrible sometimes. and it’s very obvious when someone is. i hope someone out there really does care about my. because i dint care about myself at all. i just wanna be in a dark void alone and curl up in a ball and cry…

I'm crying lol.

Earlier today, I was with my friends and I was laughing and having a great time. Now I'm by myself, empty and exhausted. I can finally let my walls down. I don't have to keep up the façade anymore. I can rest, then the cycle will begin again tomorrow. I live to keep them happy. They don't deserve to feel any bit of sadness, none of my grief. So I stay silent about my problems. Because they deserve better than listening to me complain about shit they probably don't care about. In summary, I live to serve and I live to entertain and maintain other's mental health. Edit: Thank you all for the nice replies, I'm doing far better now! I hope all of you are taking care of yourself

In conclusion we stan

i really am in my head. one second I’m complete fine and happy, talking, laughing. the next second I’m completely numb. it’s the feeling when you’re eyelids get heavy and you’re body becomes bored. I keep telling myself it’s normal to switch moods so dramatically. But I know it’s not.

Whenever I say I want to kms, people just leave me on read of just reply with their problems. I’m so tired. I’m only a kid and I shouldn’t be feeling this way.

"The saddest people are always the nicest because they don't want other people to feel how they feel" -Robin Williams 😥

POV: ur'e crying in ur room at 3 am

GOD

No hard feelings. its just that im removing this from my playlist. i absolutely love this. amazing! its just i want to chose happiness. this song reminds me of bad memories and makes me cry. i dont want to be sad anymore. thank you for being there when i needed this kind of song. :)

"sometimes I stop talking because I know nobody is listening, other times i continue, because I need to hear myself say it"

"I dont want to sleep because then it'll be morning again"

to all the people in this comment section, dont give up. i was in a terrible place when i was in highschool, and went as far as planning my death, but i kept my curiosity alive, to see what would happen tomorrow. that kept me going until everything slowly got better. thankfully highschool ended, i truly hated it, and i found a person that truly loved me and understood me. a person that showed me so many reasons to keep going. after this, i went through 6 months of hell because i thought it would be a good idea to join the air force even though i have anxiety problems. the thoughts came back but now i had a reason to keep going, and eventually, the bad times were over. today i struggle everyday knowing that i will spend the rest of my life working shitty jobs because i havent found my passions yet, but i also know that i will spend the rest of my days with the most wonderful person in the universe. i didnt care if i died and still dont, but i dont want to leave her all alone. that would be so cruel to her. i was so alone back then, and i still am, the only person that i really have is her, but thats more than i could ever ask. i am so greatful that i didnt jump off from that beautiful cliff back then. no matter what, as long as she's by my side, i will never give in, i will keep struggling and pushing forward. i feel tired. but as long as there's a light in this vast empty void. All im trying to say is that, when the dark days dont seem to end, keep your curiosity alive for the next day and the day after. keep struggling. you will have your day who knows, maybe tomorrow you will find something to keep you here :)

I don't wanna die, I am not even scared of death. I just wanna disappear, disappear from the wolrd and feel real happiness again, I'm tired of all the shit I've been through, I can't handle it, it's so frustrating, I don't know how the fuck stop this, I don't know what to do, I don't know how I ended up in a situation like this, I just wanna feel alive again, at least just at once.

I feel numb,hallow and empty.. I've been like this for a few days... *Is this normal?*

The people in the comments are the most people i can relate to at this point and i really hope all of you are doing well and having a good day :)

I want to see the world as one harmonious unit that lays in a peaceful tranquil state for the rest of eternity

nice songs for the depressions THANKS FOR THE 291 LIKES

Everyone warned us about the monsters under our bed, but who knew just how paralyzing the monsters in our head could be...

When I see the hand sink into the darkness, all I can think is.. "Take me with you."

sometimes I just want to open my room’s door to a paradise of my own instead of seeing the hall that lead me to reality

please stay. the world needs you.

one moment im vibing and next im still vibing but just add tears

Is nobody gonna appreciate how good this song is? Its brilliant

When I was deployed I played this almost every night. I thought about my first love, long since out of touch, but still burning an ember in my heart. I’d think about getting home, and how awesome that would be. When I finally got home my parents were out of state and I was alone with my thoughts and too much alcohol. This song is so lonely to me. It feels like I’m dying, my heart is breaking and I’m falling asleep all at once.

if you ever feel sad and lonely, no don't do that because the sun is alone everyday and it's still shines.

I just cant believe I possibly have another 70 years of feeling like this

No one: Me: *scrolls through comments searching for the name of the anime in the gif*

POV: your probably depressed (wanna talk about it bestie?... I’ll always be here for you x )

*"...I know why everyone is afraid of me.."*

All the insane moods and depressive episodes and taunting thoughts get better once I start obeying to them. But I’m afraid of how much worse I can possibly get.

when my thoughts get to much for me, I go on walks at night hand play this song, I just walk aimlessly and I go where ever my feet take me.

Art like this reminds me how beautiful pain can be, and that makes me feel better somehow

i don’t get it. i have a perfect life. i sleep every night. i have good friends. a good family. i have food on the table. i laugh. but i just can stop feeling empty inside. i cry almost every night and i don’t even know what i’m crying about 😕

I’m 13 right now. My sister had just committed not long ago. I feel like shit everyday because of it. I could’ve done something..i knew something was up. She barely ate , slept , came out of her room etc. i never blamed her though this household is completely shit. She would still be here now if someone said something, i always checked up on her though..i left her food tried to get her to sleep but no. I could tell she was done with everything. Take one look in her eyes and all you saw was “I’m done trying , i give up.” She wore long sleeves everyday. No matter the temperature. Room a mess , parents yelling at her every second because of school/grades , laziness and sm more. But they never realized they lost their child. That wasn’t their kid anymore. I miss you alex. I love you sm..I could’ve done more. I hope you’re happier now you deserve to be. thank you for all the replies, you guys don’t understand how much it means to me, although we all may not know each other it’s amazing how we can all relate in certain ways, and make sure one another is okay, i love you all

I finally found out what i need. Someone to love me Self love But how do i get that

7 minutes and 23 seconds of pure magic ❤️‍🩹

Best for cool 3am nights

People love me, but i don't love them the same. I'm better when i'm alone, nobody make me feel really good. Even my best friend, i wanna love some with all my heart ! But i just feel numb with everyone :(

I wonder when I became a stranger to her..

Songs like these either make me want to fight against the universe or crumple in fear, often times both

Im trying to lose weight... I lose weight Thinking that it will change the way I dress or the way I am or the type of men I like or maybe even the way me and my friends are like....

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT BEING DRAMATIC. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. Your body is beautiful the way it is. Please don’t starve yourself. Please eat, I know it’s hard but you deserve food. You deserve to eat and drink. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, again, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)

Every time I want to cry, I can't. It's just not physically possible anymore.

I’m tired. I’m so fucking tired. and sleeping can’t fix it. if I stopped talking, would anyone actually realize? i don’t have anyone, and everything around me is falling apart. im so fucking tired and exhausted

i want to feel again i want to feel a range of emotion i want to feel sad again i want to feel happy again i want to feel loved again i want to have a crush again just to feel it i want to feel what everyone else does i don’t care if it hurts i want to feel what i used too why can’t i feel anymore it’s a sense of numbness that consumes everything around i don’t get exited anymore i don’t get sad anymore i don’t get happy anymore where did it all go when will it come back will it come back? goddamnit i hope so i’m so confused i can’t feel the spark anymore i can’t feel the saddest i wish i could reach i miss being able to listen to a song and connect with it i remember when i could feel the pain, of the songs i listened to why can’t i feel that why can’t it come back i need it back i need it now please i talk to people just to try to feel something again i feel like i’m using them for my own benefit and in a way i am but i can’t admit it to myself i am so desperate for that feeling back i would do anything to get it back i don’t know where i went wrong

i hear this song everyday i wish it was on spotify 🥺

Let’s be honest we all know why we’re here Have a great day Or A Good night rest Love you...❤️

I can already imagine the chills I would get when RU-vid recommends this song to me after 20 years.

I wanna die but I'm scared of lefting my love ones..

Listening to this while I try to complete all this work for class that I just pushed to the side when I couldn't do it. Now I'm gonna rush it all while I sob randomly, and yet somehow feel nothing. I miss people and some feelings, I miss the beauty of ignorance, and I miss when everything in my head was okay. No intrusive thoughts, constant anxiety and unweilding depression. Fourteen years old, yet I'm planning a year and a half long court case so I can try and rebuild what I've lost, and yet I still probably won't win. I can't make things better, yet I can't win, so I'm stuck. And I've decided that while I'm stuck, I'll listen to this, so thank you.

i feel like im stuck, like i've changed myself so much in the past few years that I can never get back to how i once was, like this is forever and i'm surviving in it, not even living.