I associate it with realizing I'm trans. It's what I was listening to on loop at the time 4 years ago and listening to it makes me think of my journey since coming out as queer and trans and finally understanding myself. It brings something similar to nostalgia for me, but completely different and I can't put it into words.
i’m playing this song on my bluetooth speaker and put it on my belly so that my son & i could vibe out & i just can’t explain the feeling… it’s a mix of every emotion. so beautiful 🔥
I cried on this music for a whole day....someyimes it makes me feel more open when i listen to a music nd cry bcs it feels like u are telling music all ur problems
Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. I am sorry you feel misunderstood. But anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. This is your sign to stay and treat yourself with love, you deserve it. And in case no one told you today, I am so proud of you. I hope you will remember my words- becho :) Until tomorrow, my friend :)
used to think about how people could laugh when they wanted to cry. I get it now. it's not that you hurt less when you laugh it out it just hurts too much that you don't want to scream.
Esta canción me ase recordar a la chica que amo , ahora nose donde está , solo quiero que sea feliz porque ya pasaron 5 años y no eh podido olvidarme de ella ……
Los sueños son como las personas, son maravillosas y diferentes de todas las maneras posibles es una manera de decir que eso lo hace un sueño, de esos sueños aprendemos a convivir y a mirar de una manera distancia.
The world ive built the kingdom ive made. Falls today I know this to be true But i don't know i have the strength to carry out this task. I know what i must do I know the cost This is my reckoning My end And i am scared I am frightened I am afraid And yet i still push forward Forward through blistering hells And terrors unknown. And yet i know the sacrifice i must make Regardless of my pain Inspite of my fears I will endure Untill my task is done I shall live So i may rest.
Nah man your turning 18 alright ,and are becoming an adult now but your inner child lost ,left alone because of that? No your simply progressing forward into the future with that inner child within you since even though in some ways you change as a result of becoming older and older but deep deep down in countless ways we still are the same as when we were young but at the same time though it is beautiful to think in such a way within the moment at the same time in the long term such a mindset ALONE is not okay since just as the saying goes that those who are truly strong are all kind is that since you are kind it leaves the possibility of such kindness itself being something used by others to take advantage of you which is why you need to be on guard and why those of whom who are kind NEED to be aware to prevent such a thing and those who have mastered such an ability of keenness and simultaneous kindness are truly strong which is why its important to be kind to who you truly are and acknowledge your inner child while SIMULTANIOUSLY protecting him/her by having your adult side there looking over them to make sure that they don't get lost and that they don't get taken advantage of. So please keep in mind my friend that becoming an adult does not necessarily mean that you leave your inner child behind and let him be lost but instead that your now adult side simply sticks by them and looks after them, so be yourself be kind and let your inner child be by your side but keep watch. Thank you!😄
This song . Feels like the pain of giving your heart to somebody. And then they leave. Meeting the love of your life and just passing by eachother. And for a moment Its a rainbow Then its cast in her shadow And i bled. For years now For yeaarss. I am lost
I didn't initially know why I liked this song. Then I realised it was because I missed my family deeply. Sadly, I will lever live under the same roof with all of them again. I care too much. It's only hurt me thus far.
الام العظيمة مدرسة لتربية ابنائها.. ..كيف سنشتاق الى ابنائنا فسوف سنشتاق الى ابنائنا اذا كانت ٱمهاتهم عظيمة واصيلة وعالم من الاحلام والذكريات والسحري والجمال لاشك وتكون قلوبهم بيضاء مليء بالصدق والايمان والحب والحنان وقريبين من الله في كل الاتجاهات ووجوههم مشرقا بنور الرحمن في كل الايام لان الام هي مدرسة الاجيال والاخلاق والحياة الكريمة والتربية الصالحة وكل شيء جميل وجسر محبة ترتبط بين الاباء والابناء واذا انهار هذا الجسر العظيم فاننا سنصبح في الظلمات وطي النسيان كالغراباء والمساكين ومجهولين بين الارض والسماء كٱنه لم يكن وجودنا على هذا الارض يوما ما وسنحترق بنار البعد والفراق والكره والاهاتي .. واذا لم تكن امهاتهم عظيمة فلن نشتاق اليهم ابدا مهما زاد اشتياقنا لهم سنجعلهم في ذاكرة المفقودين والموتى وعالم الفنائي كٱنه لم يكن وجودهم على هذا الارض يوما ما لهذا ايتها الام العظيمة الاصيلة حافظي على ٱبنائك حافظي على احفادكي واجعلي منهم كنور الشمس مشرقة في ثقب الظلام لانه بعض الامهات والاباء قلوبهم خالية من الصدق والايمان ولم يقتنعوا بعدالة السماء على هذا الارض خسروا انفسهم وابنائهم وكل شيء في لحظة مميتة قاتلة ولم يحسوا بالمسؤولية ابدا بٱتجاه ابنائهم وٱصبحو في نوم عميق وبقيوا كنوم اهل الكهف حتى يوم القيامة والحساب الشاعر : دلكش ٱوسي الكوردي
5 homies, 4 was in a relationship, And the last one was you, the shirt was big for 5 people, You weared it just to remember the Past that what the bois did with the past.
I still see your face in the snow. Is it cold? Is it still cold there? Are your hands warm enough now? He’s still waiting for you. He cries every night waiting for you to hold him in your arms again, but he’s only met with mines. I can’t stop him from crying, he coughs and he cries as his small hands try reaching for an embrace that no longer exists. I can still see your face in the snow. So please, come back home. It’s snowing again. We need you at home.
5:39 I feel like this would be such a great thing to listen to as you drift off to pass. Staring at the sunset, a tear trickling down your visage. you've gone through both hardships and gentle loving times and you finally get to rest after being so tired for so long. No pain, only pleasure as the light takes you, your memories flashing before your eyes as you drift off with a smile on your face, letting the dark pull you into a long restful slumber. something I can only dream of. I hope my death will be as peaceful as this.
With a beautiful outlook like that, I'm confident our loving creator awaits you with open arms to embrace his child returning home, so excited to hear of your tales
