my head is empty. (playlist) 

music & image by @myhead_isempty 🤍 linktr.ee/tidecruz hi, i'm making this video public again to help those who feel better listening to this playlist. I understand the risks but if you, my head is empty, see this, remember that i'm just promoting your incredible work, which i love, as does everyone who listens to this playlist. - If possible, reply to me on Instagram, I really wanted to talk to you!

Life hasn’t felt real since Covid

To any who read this, come sit by me virtually. while I may not be anyone you know, or any real physical comfort. I am here, I'm here if you just need to feel like you're sitting by someone in silence. or to listen to your woes with no judgement, imagine even a fire crackling while we sit. I care not for your Nationality, Color, Creed, Religion, or even Sexuality. for we are all human, and in this dark yet beautiful world sometimes not being alone is enough.

I miss my sister.

Life feels like a bad dream since covid, feels like you could wake up any moment and realize nothing was real

the feeling you’re all experiencing is angst. i leave you to anyone who reads this to find strength through it and never presuppose what the end state of that feeling is like as it is just a temporary, energy depleting phenomena

It Will all be alright. Life is hard but God is always with u. At the end of your life you Will remember the fun times, the times with your loved once, and maybe these bad times that you have overcomed. God always has a plan for you and as long you still wake up every morning, he's plan is not finished yet. Stay positive even if it is so so hard. There are always people that have it worse. Never forget the things u have and Thank the Lord Jesus Christ for everything. Make the best from everything and never give up. That bed you are laying in right now, or that food you had today? Kids in wars would be more then gratefull.. so always Thank Jesus for the "normall things" in life. It is a weird world we are living in but make the most of it while it is light. Go spend time with your loved once, friends, family ect. One day they be gone and one day you will be gone. Nothing is forever exept the Love from God. Forgive everyone around you, even tho they hurt you. Always forgive Because Jesus forgave you for all your sins. Love everyone around you. Dont judge, dont hate. It wont make anyones life better. Amen, I love you. Always put all your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and it will all be okay!! You’re so strong! Hope you have peace. ❤️✝️

i feel broken, im going to university, but i feel like i don't deserve all the grateful things that happens to me

This playlist deserves so much love , God bless to everyone who are seeing this :>

You over there, the one scrolling through the comments, yeah you, come here and read this for a moment 0.00001% Wonder what it is? You had a 0.00001% chance to be born a human, and not to mention that you are rare, everything from your fingerprint to your personality, everything is exceptionally rare, Remember this one thing, Everything that happens is in God's plan, All the good, all the bad, everything is planned by god, The devil might be screaming right now, but God's there watching in the corner waiting for the right moment to elevate your life, Don't end your life, Even though you feel nobody loves you, Some people do including me and everyone in the comments, If you don't believe me, then remember that god loves you, God loves all his creations, and find them all beautiful. I can't say that I know how you feel right now, because I don't know what you're going through, Just know that you are one of the rarest creatures in the world, and some people love you, including god (and me ofc ily

this is a different type of pain...

Reading these comments with this beautiful music made me cry. Im a fully grown suffering woth depression. There are so many kind souls here. Its therapy to me reading these

I feel so empty, I always get sad after meetings with friends. I can't escape reality but I would like to. I don't know why I overthink so much

Life really feels like a dream. Like I feel like I would wake up at anytime and anywhere in a different place or world, when I used to have naps in kindergarten, I feel like I would wake up from my nap and everything I have experienced wouldn't be real and it would have just been a dream...

The road is coming to a end for me I miss u son 😓

It truly sucks to lose someone you truly love, don't take your time with your loved ones for granted. Feel every moment, live it all.

I feel very remorseful when my father buys me something expensive. At that time, I remember the times I was ungrateful to him. I am truly dissatisfied with myself.

Sitting in my kitchen, with a small light on and my bowl of cereal, 1:18 am -- im empty.

Ever just wake up and think.. "this cant be real.. i live in a simulation.. i'll wake up soon". The fact that we have to wake up and just think to ourselves about if were even real. i think everyday that this world isn't real, that this is all a dream and we'll wake up, and that all of our problems will go away. well not really "think" but "hope". and every day, i start to hang onto that hope more and more, the amount of shit iv'e heard from people, the things iv'e heard people had to deal with, and that IV'E had to deal with, it makes me sick, and makes me want to just curdle up into a ball and just weep. weep away the shit i hear and live through, and to wake up next to the people i love, in a world of nothing but happiness. but everyday i just wake up and sob. this playlist has helped me through a couple of hard things in my life (even when its only been out for a month) and i just wanna say thank you, for making me forget that im not just some person that will have no purpose.

honestly i play this in the background when im studying and it helps me zone in and focus so much

Usually I workout with super heavy metal type stuff playing, but I'm gonna listen to this. I am always in a repeating cylce of getting better, then relapsing again, and again, and again.

I tried to be happy, but when. I saw her go far away I saw myself dead, only she made me happy now I can't even call you. For me, my life became a simulation, waking up, taking a shower, "eating" school and sleeping...

Not really the type of person to do this, but school has been so stressful on me lately, too many assignments with stupid deadlines, getting called fat constantly, getting touched even, i just wish school wasn't the way it is man, life even.

this isnt just "music" its just something else, not pain but mental pain.

This music is like letting go of the mask you've been told to worn to hide you're light. Until now. ❤ 🌟

I'm 14, almost 15 in 12 days and I'm going through a lot atm... I relapsed on self harming last night and knowing I have people that care, I didn't think at that moment and had the urge to commit.. But I stopped myself knowing that I won't be able to do the things I used to love doing with family... Nor see my partner ever again.. Or give my friends the comfort and laughter they need/want...

I've just been sick for 6 weeks, living alone, holding a phone in my hands and tears flowing in the dark. I beat myself up with everything that comes my way, life sucks.

Everything is just an illusion.

really needing this type of music right now man I'm having a rough time thank you

For everyone please stay strong and positive

Whoever is reading this and having an bad day this is for you : Hey man I just wanna let you know that I hope you are okay, you belong to the world and you aren’t such thing as mistake, ignore all the ones that are trying to ruin you life, they are jealous that you do actually have an life and the don’t, everything will be alright and I’ll be always there for you whatever you are going through, even matter if you are different skin colour,Asian, American, British, therian, furry, gay, lesbian, and much more you don’t deserve to get bullied on or anything else that is horrible, aren’t we all humans on the world that just wants to relax on earth and rely upon peace? God is always with us and no matter when or where he will always with you, nobody deserves to be treated like shit, everyone wants to just be treated like they belong on the earth and they do, if you ever feel like shit, just let you know that I’m on your side, you can talk to me whenever you feel like it, please stay alive and positive, the world may be cruel with people but I still need you alive, I’ve lost my two friends because of how cruel this world was with them and I don’t know who you are but I just don’t want you to end up like them, I’m almost begging for you to stay alive and keep it up, we all know that commit suicide is the best option to do when you feel like an nobody but there will always be on the bright side, I’m feeling depressed right now and even suicidal but I care you guys more than I care myself, strangers always come at first before I do, so just keep smiling and be happy while enjoy your life? Thank you ❤

i don't feel that I exist, nor that I'm living. I don't believe I deserve something when I achieve it and I don't feel good about wanting to achieve something. For me, I would already be dead, but I can't find a way that isn't painful. I can't stand having to spend the rest of my days alive.

3:19 am. Leyendo cada uno de esos mensajes... Algunos tan fuertes, otros no tanto, pero todos aquí batallando con estas emociones que parecen no terminar nunca. Este espacio con todos esos mensajes de la gente y esta música de fondo hacen que se sienta estamos todos vacios, con ganas de que todo mejore, de despertar y sea todo un sueño. Simplemente de tener una 2da oportunidad en algo que no hicimos en su momento. Sólo escribiendo y llorando al mismo tiempo, echado en cama con un vacío en el pecho y con el corazón semivacio. Tenemos que aprovechar lo poco o mucho que nos ofrece esta vida, salud, familia, un lugar donde estar "seguros" Nada es para siempre, vuelta a la página y a seguir adelante (aunque no sea tan sencillo) Mucha fuerza en todo. Seamos mejores personas cada uno de nosotros y hagamos este mundo un poquito mejor. 😢 22/04/2024

I know She his sad for something or someone but i really don't know what all of thia started 8 days ago with his trip on sicily i don't know what to do i feel her slowly faiding away from me . Please if there Is a God let me root here and make every One else Happy i don't deserve anything so let me Just rest here with my self . If you are Reading this Remember something thath Is tormenting if you don't want to live anymore or something like that the cure isen't love Just be yourself and try to find something thath Is really important to you . Try to seek a goal so you don't Need to think about nothing Thanks to Reading this and please don't be like me i only deserve to be alone

Not only my head feels empty but also my heart

My mental health is RUINED SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME

Im 13,almost 14 im going through alot. It hurts everyday when i js turned 13 my sister died in my arms, im hurt, i havent recovered yet, I feel it wont get better, and never will, i feel that im always gonna feel this empty pain in me and its never gonna end it hurts i feel hurt, but i dont feel emotion anymore i physically cant cry anymore, i just die inside. (4:00 am.)

What the hell is this feeling...

Thankyou for providing me a soundtrack to wipe my tears to.

This song feels like when you relapse and your sitting there like your disconnected from yourself..

I’m completely broken, but even as a shattered person I find the strength to take a step forward. If anyone needs help just follow my footsteps and know you can take a step forward too.

When I listen to this it feels like I’m in a dark empty forest at night and I’m lost but I’m slowly starting to go insane because of extreme loneliness and is slowly dying due to starvation and tiredness

Life has been so tough on me recently. No job, on the verge of being homeless, might lose m car that I have not even had for 2 months and I have no friends or family to support me through this time. I've been crying, screaming, begging for help or a sign and nothing ever comes by. I feel as though I have no purpose in this world nor to myself.

Hello,my name is nick and i uh,feel empty,i know it's not that relevant,but i have hope that i can find someone i can talk to..someone with similar feeling as me.

i listen to this playlist everynight, thank u

I'm so alone, i can't anymore whit this, tbh I'm so tired.

i lost 3 friends in the span of 2 days I was best friends with a girl at my school for like 2 years (let’s call her sophia for this story) and we had the strongest bond. However for the past 4 months she and I started arguements during that whole time and eventually she said “we’re just friends now, no more being close” so that damaged me but than she got super close with this sl*t that we all hated and that has been called HORRIBLE things by her So i feel bad because the “truth” is eventually going to get to the sl** and destroy her mental health But i don’t tell her right away, i tell a third friend (we’ll call him billy) I tell billy about the truth and he SNITCHES on me and tells the sl** about it causing more problems. eventually i convince both sophia and the sl** that billy was lying when i get home that day i text billy “wtf why would u rat me out” he said it was “wrong and being vengeful” obviously i’m pissed but at the end of the text i tell billy “you do NOT share this conversation” he agrees twenty min later boom text from the sl** saying “wow u just exposed yourself and sends me the screenshot of the conversation me and billy had. so i go to billy and say we’re not friends anymore, and than the sl** wanted to know what this “truth” is even after telling her there’s no going back after this i tell her. she wanted it, so i sent the sl** all of the screenshots of her being called HORRIBLE things by sophia. than my notifications goes scilent sophia calls me twice, i didn’t answer so there went 3 of my closest friends in a span of 2 days and now my mental health is destroyed beyond repair. plus on top of all this my mom was and still is in the hospital the entire time due to a issue with her brain if u read this far thank you, i just don’t have anyone to vent too

Everyone in these times our friends die, don't cry, he will always be there little by little... 0:24

Thank you for this! I love these types of videos so much. The music reminds me of silent hill "The Day of Night" too.

my parents died last week from a car crash..

Don’t know why i’m writing this and don’t know what i’m about to write, but I don’t know what’s been going on with me lately. My heart’s starting to beat more faster, deeper and stronger, to the point it hurts and i have trouble breathing sometimes. The headaches or most likely migraines i’ve been getting lately are getting worse too and I don’t know if I can get better. While writing this, i can hear my own heartbeat through the music I’m listening to with my headphones on. Sometimes i can’t fall asleep and stay up all night because my heartbeat is the only thing that’s keeping me awake. Not because i don’t want to sleep but i truly can’t. I can feel and hear it. It’s as if it wants to get out of my chest. I wonder how it would feel to not have a heart…probably empty? But Maybe then, i could fall asleep better or even better, it wouldn’t hurt me.

"in my restless dreams, i see that town. Silent hill"

So far I like the soundtracks, stimulates my brain. Makes me think from a different perspective. Remember, what ever you believe it will shape what you understand and feel.

Guys she said she doesn’t love me anymore

I think i hurted my gf so much that she doesnt love me anymore. I want to stay with her. She is really the love of my life, i dont want her to leave me, but she has nothing but reasons to do so. Im tired, im empty, i dont want to continue. i dont want to find another love.

People who are here or feel their heads are empty.... Please allow me to help you with advice or with something that normally people would not do, help someone unknown... Let me tell you that whatever you are going through or a mental block or a hard situation (please try to heal) I know that person hurt you but "love, care and forgive yourself" -Rodrigo

what do i do i act happy and have these amzing people that surround me yet i feel i dont deserve it i give hate towards others because i hate myself i think about doing the worst thing to others but i want that to happen to me i get and give hugs yet they dont feel true i want to cry but i cant i havent been able to no matter the pain i have scars but noone sees them people faster the speed of light and yet i feel i deseve it i dont feel much of anything what do i do or more importanly why am doing what i do

sadly my mom has passed away,my dad is very old I struggle with school and everything life is really hard

the torment, i couldn't do anymore ma, i can't do this anymore.. type vibe

0:41 this makes my depression worse 😢😭

This is a great playlist...🫂

This changed my life 🙂🥲🥲🥲

I can’t describe how I feel when I zone into this, it’s like some alternate universe with no gravity and a great sense of peace!

This song is like waiting for your husband after the war and getting told he was K.I.A. 😭😭

what the hell is wrong with me why am I sad for noo reasonn

I've probably fully listened to this about 15 times in 3 days

My life is so complicated right now. I fucking love this girl , it's a pretty damn serious crush , considering that I am almost numb to love due to multiple heartbreaks and depression in the past. She was the one who got me out of depression , yet , she's also going through something that I don't know of. I don't know how. But she made me look at life differently , she's here for me. So are my parents , friends , siblings , etc. She needs space and time , and I fully understand that. If she would just know how I feel about her. I hope it doesn't end in heartbreak , which I bet it will. Just a phase , riiight? No the fuck not , she's a one to one female version of me. Same interests , hobbies , humour , everything! I don't want to loose her , she's everything keeping me happy! Seeing her smile makes my whole week. I just hope I'll be able to do this and get through it...

This is so peaceful. My life has greatly improved. I hope that you are doing fine.

thanks

Let me Just die and drown alone no One deserves someone like me in his Life so let me stay here rotting with my thoughts until her Just go away with another man and every One else Is Happy

Vibe muito boa slk

I just cried a lot 😭😭

Im only 15 and i dont want to live anymore bec all my family and friends dont want to see me but i want to be happy again...

Очень рефлексивно слушать это после металла, хард-рока и гранжа)

ppl bully me bc i dont got money for good clothes:(

Está canción me ase sentir con fuerzas de seguir adelante y nunca dejar lo que estoy asiendo me motiva y recuerda nunca abandones tus sueños cumplelos nunca los dejes así los vas a lograr y esfuérzate para lograrlo ten un buendia

I think humans forget we are still animals. Fighting to survive in a world we created. A world that hates us. When we can be anything we want. Colorful, goth, edgy, gay, straight. We can create life, make entire cities, watch the sunset. We are so full of sadness and self pity that we forget that life is beautiful. We take for granted so many things in life, even our family before it's too late. Take a breathe and take it slow. Life is about moments.

I feel broken, it feels like my medical conditions are taking over me, my friends are starting to not care about me, my grades are going down, my parents have money problems, like the end of me is coming near, and that hope is lost…💔 I just want God to love and accept me, to forgive me for all my sins, I don’t wanna go to hell…

Thank you so much for this! There was some similar video before, but the author hid/deleted it and it was sad(

OK. i exist. I EXIST. I exist. i exist i exist i exist... I EXIST DAMNIT!

What is worse is losing your best friend, losing your girlfriend or losing both. 😢

I have nothing, I have nobody. I just have the fear. I'ts the only thing I have.

My life in my eyes and a tear came out

I hurted my ex bf. Today would be our anniversary. Its been almost a year since we broke up.and i cant move on.

this music is cool

This comment is a safe space! Feel free to vent about anything, no matter how small. I’ll try my best to read all of the replies and comfort you, though I wont guarentee itll be good or that itll help. And don’t feel guilty about it, I enjoy helping people. In fact, I wanna have that as my career, so don’t be afraid! :)

YESSS this I was getting to nowhere farming manually with this I can level ezy thanks alot man!

I wished i wasnt so ugly. I get bullied cuz of my weight and body hair. Getting told no ones gonna marry me. Getting told i have a big forehead. I give up. You can tell me your problem In the reply section I'm hearing for u friend. ❤

After I lost the person I loved, I cared about, life never was the same. It was empty, but the only thing that filled it was darkness and sadness. That person I loved, loved me back 10x more. But now nothing loves me, nothing knows me, not anymore. I felt such pain through that time, that time of loss. I will never be the same, I have a wound that cannot be healed, something that will scar me for as long as I live, no matter where.

Im just a Teenager who should go out and live the life a teenager can have while theyre still young, but here i am.. Laying down in my bed doing nothing but overthink about life. getting more insecure day by day, everytime i look at myself in the mirror and everytime i check my weight, it feels like everyone is judging me. i want to change and change just so everyone will like me or something like that... I see my friends look more mature than me even tho im the oldest, kinda made me think about how i act, how childish i am for my age. I want to throw everything and change into something new, mature, smart, pretty... Everything... I just hate myself so much.

This is relaxing when taking a shower

She was my everything, my #1. Too bad I couldn't be that for her, too.

feelings

From what I've seen and experienced, life sucks and all, I tried going to therapists and all kinds of mental health stuff but ngl it just got worse, i have a online friend which doesnt know me and i dont know him but i think that's what makes it comforting yk? I dont know him, he doesn't know me, he doesnt judge me or expect something from me, its odd but in a good way, one day i got tired of my own pain and myself so now i lost about 16 years of my life and haven't done a single thing, tho i did make it through but now im still very lost and without a objective in life, it feels odd but at least its better then before

I didn’t want to come back home. I wanted to stay. I didn’t have anything to hold me down there but I chose to come back.

it’s never been the same since covid started 🫤😕😢

I'm going into the military because I'm too much a coward to do it myself.

My timing isnt the problem, its the time am in.

Hey there, complete stranger. I hope your doing well I know this world is cruel and fucked up and take away alot of things alot of people we care about. But there's one thing it will never take away.. Your uniqueness. What makes you, you Now what ever that may be just know I'm proud if it and I'm proud of you. I'm proud you've made it this far in life, I know some bad thoughts have appeared in your mind, but just ignore them. Focus on the things that really matter. That's all I've got to say for the day. Have a wonderful day and remember, it's a bad day not a bad life. -- Somebody you'll never meet :-)

Últimamente en estos 2 ultimos años no la he estado pasando bien, pero este año siento que volvio mi prime que se fue en el 2021. Estoy agradecido con Dios, Jesus y el Gym, si el gym, desde que arranque me empezo a ir bien en la vida, el gym hizo que volviera mi prime❤