I'm so grateful for this, it's a kind of "summary" and a really good reminder. ❤ I also really feel like spiralling into truth is exactly right. But at the same time I'm just SO frustrated that I still feel like most of the time it's only intellectual with the tiniest tiniest glimpses of it. But also, your reminder of not expecting/waiting for something to happen "in the future" is something I keep needing to hear. ❤ Trusting what I've understood! 😊
This is brilliant, if you feel to listen. This talk from Nabeel combined with this selection from Nisargadatta last night, were a perfect combination! m.ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-Fyopc3PG-b0.html
@untangle-your-mind Yes, something has seemed to be working is way through. I had been listening to yourself, Nisargadatta and Siddharameshwar. Having lots of light experiences, watching, watching. Something seems to have dissolved. I still have a question around knowing and not knowing, looking at those concepts takes me to the same deeply uncomfortable space, where it feels like everything and nothing are occupying the same space and shouldn't be able to. Like a miracle. But the quietness woven through the movement is palpable all the time now. It's still a little strange, or mesmerising, like being in a bubble of presence that is so normal and yet .. kinda glorious. Occasionally I'm stopped in my tracks because the beauty kinda.. amps up, and I'm in total awe. There is total stillness, or maybe it would be clearer to say everything is the same, just one thing. It's not oneness felt in the way I've felt it before. Tbh, it seems more sustainable. In the other states of awareness I feel it would have been very difficult to function normally.