je te laisserai des mots - patrick watson [S L O W E D + R E V E R B + R A I N] one hour 

Im so proud of you. So, so, so proud of you. You did it, honey. You're almost there. You survived until here, you just have to stay a little bit more. You're going to be okay. I am here for you. Do you need to talk, dearheart? Here I am. I wont disappear yet, I promise. Im still here for you

Dear person whoever reads this, Hey, you, yes, I am talking right to you. I hope you will see yourself with the eyes I see you one day, because I can tell you have some awesome music taste :) You’re such a beautiful human being and worth and enough. I hope you know that you do only need yourself to be happy, I know society build up the standard that whenever you’re alone you’re not living a happy live. But in fact that is not true, if you start to realize that you actually deserve all the good things happening to you, you will treat yourself a lot nicer. I hope you let yourself rest, don’t beat yourself up over past mistakes, over regret, and over everything your mind wants to destroy you. I wish I could remove all those demons inside of your head because you deserve to feel happy. If you ever feel lonely then watch the sky, because you know, someone, at the same time is watching the sky too, maybe feeling the same way..I am glad you exist and I hope you won’t ever remove your own spot in this world, maybe you don’t feel like you belong here but, Angel, then build your home here. I don’t want you to leave this world unhappy. I want you to live every little second, I want you to feel alive, I don’t want you to see yourself just existing. You deserve it. Whatever happened, it’s not your fault, the demons in your head recognize that you have a beautiful heart, they want to take it because they have never seen such beautiful heart as yours, so why let them win over you? . You’re not selfish for isolating yourself, but you deserve to talk to someone. If you’re reading this than please never forget to breath and smile. Don’t live up to other standards! It’s your story and not theirs. Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. I love you and send you hugs. You’re so strong, you’re still here, and I am proud of you. YOU ARE NOT USELESS. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE WORTH IT. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE LOVED. READ THAT AGAIN. I AM GLAD YOU EXIST. READ THAT AGAIN. YOU ARE NOT A PROBLEM. YOU ARE HUMAN AND YOUR FEELINGS ARE VALID. READ THAT AGAIN. You’re not a burden to anyone, don’t be afraid to talk, to use your voice. You’re beautiful inside out. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH. READ THAT AGAIN. I WISH I COULD HUGH YOU RIGHT NOW, SO A VIRTUAL HUG WILL DO. It hurts me to see you’re in pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I love u I love u I love u I love u I love u please don’t go. I am sorry that no one is hearing you, I am sorry no one is noticing that you have lost yourself. I wish I could take your pain away, it hurts me to see the pain in your eyes. I love you trough my words and I mean it. I just want you to stay, hold on a little longer okay? Please? For me.?? I hope you have an awesome day/ morning/ evening/ night. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re stronger than you think, I know you will make it :) All I want for you is to stay and feel alive. Now wipe those tears away and smile for me, you really don’t know much a smile can brighten someone’s day, do you? I hope one day yours will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. I need you here with me :). Remember crying is not weakness, let it out as much as you can but don’t let the emotion control you by giving up. It’s okay, you’re here, you’re safe, you can let it out. Did anyone asked you, how you are feeling today? If not, how are you really? I don’t think you’re doing good, but you will feel good at one point. Don’t give yourself up. And anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). Enough with beating up yourself for today, okay?! - The stranger that cares about you more than anything. I hope this is enough for you to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. I hope you can stay. I hope you will remember my words- becho :)

Whoever made this I hope both side of your pillow are how you like it and you get anything you want :)

To anybody reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better.

this song was my best friends favorite song, he died due to suicide, and i now listen to this song every single day. i miss him so much.

My friend (violinist) and I (pianist) are going to perform with this song :) Edit: Unfortunately it got cancelled because of covid:( Edit2: We got to perform with it in May 2022. It went ok:)

Hello👋🏽 you might not see this comment but if you do I would like to tell you something. You are so strong and amazing. Don’t let other people bring you down, you don’t deserve to go through this pain. Other people won’t understand what you would be going through and bring you down but if I were with you, I would be by your side and support you through all of these bad times. You DESERVE to get all the love and support any other person should need. I just need you to stay strong and try not to drown in those bad thoughts because deep down you are amazing and strong. Thank you. Thank you for being you.❤

When I listen to this song all I do is sit on the floor crying staring at the wall letting it all out. That stuff feels good once in a while don’t you think?

this song makes me feel, alone and helpless, while still making me feel something so incredible.

Okay but, i haven't met the love of my life yet, but i got the feeling that when i met them, our connection will feel like this song...

Just a small reminder, be proud of yourself. You went through every type of pain, family issues, trust issues, heartbreak, insecurities, depression, etc. You went through it all alone, but never gave up

I close my eyes and I can imagine myself in Paris relaxing to the rain and drinking a glass of wine 🍷while listening to this. Away from reality, away from my world.

I am proud of you. For all the things you have ever done. Especially now, when this coronavirus is out there. I am proud of you, for managing to get out of bed and making yourself a breakfast even on your lowest days. For being kind, sweet, and gentle to others. I admire you, for putting all the hard work into the things, you want to achieve. For being the soft spot to someone. I am proud, that you are a strong person, but don’t ever be ashamed that you cry during the night. We all need to let things out sometimes. I’m proud that you can go through things with a beautiful smile on your face. That you can forgive others. That you are learning from your mistakes and view things from a different perspective. I know, that some things aren’t the best for you right now, but keep going and never ever give up. If you won’t try, you’ll never know, how far you can go. Start today and astonish yourself. With all the love, fasinrose.

The best feeling its listen to this song and read any book what u want🥺❤

love - hurt - pain - Rain - coffee - music . what else do you need in life.

I just cried listening to this song it reminds me of how painful life can be yet at the same time it makes me feel proud of how far I’ve come and what I’ve overcome , we’re all alone in this together ❤️

Psalm 56:3 "When you are afraid, give your fears to God and believe in him."

my sadness only increases, but every time I hear this song I calm down more...I am so grateful to the creator of this musical perfection...🤍

i get why people see songs like these as sad, but i don't. the feelings i get from this song is strange. very.. dreamy. heart filled with passion. i have so many goals and dreams, and hopefully in the far future i will hold the hand that perfectly fits mine

Look at you. You made it another day. It wasn't easy but you did it anyway didn't you? Life isn't always easy yet here you are triumphant. You are living. You are breathing. Today might not have been good but whats to say that is the case for tomorrow? Life is unpredictable. We don't know what will happen next. Everyday another challenge. Despite that, here you are. Made it another day. Be proud of yourself. Keep going. You made it this far. You are so much stronger than you think.

I’ve listened to this so many times it’s a comfort no matter how I’m feeling and I listen to it while I sleep too. I learnt how to play it on the piano and I love it so much with the rain thank you

To anybody who's reading this, I pray that whatever is hurting you or whatever you are constantly stressing about gets better. May the dark thoughts, the overthinking, and the doubt exit your mind. May clarity replace confusion. May peace and calmness fill your life. 🙏

To the person who's crying right now. Let's just cry as long as we want then stand up and fight again

This community, with its lack of toxicity and stunning beauty, holds a special place in my heart and I cherish each and every one of you

i could listen to this for days

Nowdays I don't know what's happening with myself, I'm always imagining my things and in class I can't focus, I can't sit still for more than a min, I'm hyped up from the miute I wake up, I make weird noises, moving my leg never getting tired, can't complete things because i space out. This video always made me focus on my schoolwork and staff thanks >3

*to the person who needs to hear it..* *I'm so fucking proud of you.* Edit: i love all of you so much

missing him more than anything. i wish he would understand all the effort and time i put into him. he was my first love but i wasn’t his. i guess i was too obsessive and just trying to figure out how to love, now that he’s moved on i feel like he took apart of me with him, and now i have no way to fill the empty feeling i have inside of me.

Miss someone in heaven , i miss you mom

I love listening to this type of music while writing it gets me in a mood and I just write with out paying attention and it can happen for hours 🙂

Dear stranger, I do not know who you are, but you have created a beautiful piece of music and I am so grateful. May you live a long and happy life 💗. Dear strangers, You who are listening to this as am I, I wish u a healthy and healthy life also. If your down in the dumps today, tomorrow or the day after or the week after or even the month after today I promise you it’s going to be ok. Think of how far you have come, you are the oldest and wisest you’ve ever been, keep pushing, keep fighting for whatever it is you want to achieve I promise it’s worth it 💗

The best thing that exists to me Its listening to music In expecific.. this music Sometimes im just tired of everything And this music relaxes me Makes me fell comftable and safe And the most important thing to me Its just stay in a rainy day watching the water fall while this music plays The felling turns even more passionating

I just want to look into her eyes and listen to this while we sink into nothingness. No need for food or air or water, just her warmth, her smile, and her love. And the life I see for us as I get lost in her eyes.

Песня очень завораживает, расслабляет. Можешь задуматься, погрустить. Вообще класс

A message to anyone who reads this, I hope that you are able to find unity with yourself, know that you are able to create your reality. Know that you are able to find inner wholeness and most importantly know that you can prioritize feeling emotionally fulfilled within yourself, outside of your relationship with anyone else. You are enough. You are loved. You are safe.

I love to play this video when I want to show my feelings and emotions while I'm praying :)

I made this video 2 months ago when the person I love was still in my life. Since then my life hasn't been the same and I have been making these videos to express my emotions without telling her.

Je te laisserai des mots En dessous de ta porte En dessous de la lune qui chante Tout près de la place où t'es pieds passent Caché dans les trois de temps d'hiver Et quand tu es seule pendant un instant Embrasse moi Quand tu voudras Embrasse moi Quand tu voudras Embrasse moi Quand tu voudras.

This song is so comforting yet so sad

Words can’t describe how much I love this. It pulls on all the heart strings and is somehow sad and happy. I love it.

Here we are guys, despite all the struggling, despite everyone doubt us, despite no one thinks we are going to be great. you worth it, dont give up.

This song is one of my favorites. To me it is a wordless poem. Sometimes it’s walking me through the magic of books,and other times it’s here to consult me through my thoughts. This song helps me find beauty in the small things. I just know wherever I go this song will follow me. It was be a calm voice in the caos .

Hey

Je te laisserai des mots En-dessous de ta porte En-dessous de les murs qui chantent Tout près de la place où tes pieds passent Cachés dans les trous de ton divan Et quand tu es seule pendant un instant Ramasse-moi Quand tu voudras Embrasse-moi Quand tu voudras Ramasse-moi Quand tu voudras (And repeat) ❣🍂🌄

I’ve never felt so alone before. I can’t go a day without hurting myself, I’ve been having dark thoughts. It’s been like this for over a year. I’m scared for next year, if I’ll make it through it I don’t know. i just wish someone would give me a hug, it wouldn’t solve my problems or make my mental health problems go away, but it will make everything go away for a second. Even for a second I would do anything for a hug. At this point idc who. A stranger, a teacher just anyone. But I don’t get hugs anymore. I’m really stressed for exams, and just everything is going downhill and I can’t stop it. It’s like I’m trapped in my own mind. It’s never going to get better. I’ve been offered help but I’m not accepting it bc I feel uncomfortable talking about how I feel and I get too anxious and end up saying the wrong things and leaving things out. I’m just tired. I just want it all to stop but it never will.

Music feels like home since for some people it expresses how you feel better than words can. Even if it's still hard to understand through music, it can make you feel understood or make you feel like home. Without music I probably would've been gone for almost 2 years by now

I'm not sad. Here because the music calms me. Helps me to reflect ✨

To those all who feel like they're in shit and their life is meaningless, hold on a little longer... Believe in miracles cuz they happen. Do good to everyone. And you'll feel it coming back towards you soon. I know you have it in you... You are the kindest heart which doesn't deserve all this but has to go through cuz the best people face the fiercest demons... And you are the best of us. All you QUEENS and KINGS. I know sometimes words aren't enough, but you have that strength to pull yourself out of it. You may feel like this is the end, but it isn't. Its the beginning of a new journey. One in a meadow on a early dawn of spring with all your pets around you, their heart void of everything save for love. And you'll feel that yourself. Soon. Give yourself time. It pains us to not be able to comfort you in person and give you all the hugs and love you need. But we're here with you. You have such potential for good that you'll shake the world with your benevolent nature one day. Just give yourself another week, yeah? I love you.... And to those gems who type kind words to those who need them, I thank you all. Your time makes someone's day, everyday... And I hope you're able to carry this responsibility as an empath and tackle your own demons. You deserve every good coming your way. I love you all...

I'm lost. I just feel stressed and anxiety is ruining my life. Time flies too quickly, it slips through my fingers. I work everyday so that my parents can be proud of me. I know what I want to be in the future but It asks so much work and a part of me just want to experience new aventures and not worrying about money, future and school. I'm tired, everynight, I just want to die, to be in peace, to not have to worry about the future, about my homeworks, about my problems but I'm to weak. I want to be strong, to not cry everynight, to not be that soft, to be proud, to be respecte even feared but I can't. I just want to be loved, so I'm nice to others and I smile. When I told to my bestfriends how I felt, they just told me that I'm just overreacting and too sensitive. They told me that if I smile and laugh with them I couldn't be that sad and It will pass. I'm so mad and disapointed that they didn't understand how I felt. Im waiting for 2 years. It's been 2 years that I'm waiting to be better, to feel happy. I am just empty and I don't know what to do. Help me, please

STOP the asmr video that i had been watching started playing in the background of this and it was the most relaxing thing ever

Always when i listen to this song i think about her. About her face, her eyes, her smile. Just about her. About this when we were sitting on the meadow. About this when we are dancing in rain.

Whenever I imagine my heaven... it is in the rain with thunder in the distance on a lonely river bend. This song fits that image well- thanks.

This song reminds me of all the moments he was the only one who mattered to me. The only one who was there. Even if we weren’t physically there. Or even talking, the thought of him comforts me.

This fucking song. I play this every night with earphones its just like my spirit stay in peace and search for light.

STOP BC I NEVER WOULDVE FOUND A WAY TO SEARCH THIS UP!! THANK U RU-vid FOR THE RECOMMENDATION !!

why?... Why here again?... I keep falling in the same place But I can't do this anymore Everything hurts It's like my heart has been ripped out Because of love I'm crying again Because of love But I don't want to love anymore

slowly finding things to fill myself up with again, this is one of them

i write this to you as i sit here crying over so much. i’m sorry a thousand times and i wish i could go back but i can’t i wanted an escape to be happy for just a second but i hurt you nonetheless. i’m sinking and stuck o just hid it from you. i’m trying but it feels like i’m getting no where i love you with everything in me every fiber in my being and i always will. i still remember the vow i hope you will continue too.

8:13 Algeria November, 6th 2021 It's raining and it's beautiful

I sit here writing this as crying over my shoulder, regretting the decision I've made... its funny how one sentence that come out of a persons mouth can change everything... never knew that that sentence can make us slowly become strangers again... from strangers to friends, to close friends, then to strangers again... even tho we have each others social media its like its not even there... the one person that cared, respected, and made me laugh uncontrollably would disappear from my like... i always had the best time with u my dear, and i hope u felt the same way about me.... goodbye

The song is very relaxing, it brings back memories that make me want to cry.

Sometimes I put on sad songs because I can't cry without a motive, or something extremely shocking happening, however recently Ive noticed that the "reason" i was trying to cry wasn't worth it so I decided whenever I had a bad time or just a depressing day I'm going to smile and laugh and just shake it off. There are days though when I feel bad and I haven't got anyone to talk to but I always talk to myself. No matter who leaves me I will always stay. I hope one day I won't have to remi d myself to smile or that it's not worth it. I hope I can just DO IT. I hope you can too

essa musica traz uma paz tão grande.. que não sei explicar🦋❣🥀

this song reminds me of the time when me and my sister, brother and boyfriend were just in the rain, having the time of our live. now i look back, after their death, and i can't help but cry. i miss them so much and i just want a hug, but no, they were just another few victims to a robbery of life.

Leaving this comment for myself hoping one day i will return with a better life… ❤

سُبحان الله الحمدلله لا إله إلا الله اللهُ أكبر سُبحان الله و بحمده سُبحان الله العظيم أستغفر الله و أتوبُ إليه لا حول و لا قوة إلا بالله اللهُم صلِّ على نبينا محمد لا إله إلا أنت سبحانك إني كنت من الظالمين

Memories that entered my head without my permission seemed to awaken something that longed to go back in time. The feeling that I no longer want to live here scares me, but on the other hand it is so reassuring. As ,,At least I have a choice "and it eats away terribly when I realize that feeling is actually wrong

listening to this while doing schoolwork it's a song that you can't really describe, you just feel it tear into you

this might be the prettiest song to ver exist.

In Gods presence there is peace, no depression or worry. In Him there's freedom, rest in Him and you'll forever be free He is the one and only God He is the Father, the Son, and the Holy Spirit and He loves you

Last year I was put next to a guy named David..at first I was so frustrated because I will have to finish my year next to him, but when I got to know him I realized that it’s nice to sit next to him but I was mean and didn’t really realize it…all the laughter, all the jokes and the eye contact was amazing…his beautiful brown eyes that I still remember, I really miss him so much I regret being mean to him without any reason, I wish I can turn back in time and laugh with him again…I just wish. I still remember all the jokes for some reason, I remember I got 13 out of 20 and he got 13,5 out of 20 so he teased me, I still remember it…but a day my stupid mouth said: I can’t deal with him I want to change place…so my teacher changed me place and that’s when I regretted it so much…but we still talked and made jokes even tho we were far…at that time I liked a guy who was in my class but all he did was being mean to me…the school year ended and the next one begun, something clogged in my head and now I’m in love with him, all I think about is him, he got put in a class full of pretty girls who are his type…I saw him hang out with those girls and it just breaks my heart…I told my best friend that I’m in love with him so my best friend went and told her friends who’s a hypocrite and then the hypocrite went and told David that I’m in love with him…and my friends went to me to say what he said about me…he said that I’m crazy and that I follow him when he goes to his house. But it’s not true it’s just that we live near and take the same road, he thinks that I have the whole day to follow him even tho I don’t even have enough time for myself…he changed road after what he said and now I can’t even see him that much I just can’t find love…all I do is think about him…I sleep while thinking about imaginary scenes that will not happen…I always check his Instagram…I try to reactivate our relationship by sending him a message but all he does is ignore me and pretend to be not interested…I just hate love it’s like we’re opposite things…my friends tried to make him like me but they fail thanks my friends for trying but there’s nothing that is possible unless something magical happens but it’s impossible sadly…I just wanna cry I regret every word I said I just wanna die why just why…why being this mean?

Когда я слушаю эту песню, вспоминаю те дни когда я была по настоящему счастлива, перед глазами пролетают воспоминания, вроде сейчас пусто грустно но так спокойно..хочется сидеть в тёмной комнате и просто слушать.

Im listening to this song while drawing and the feeling is so good

Wishing anyone reading this comment, a new year with more joy than the old one, always good luck and happiness. We made it through a year full of sadness, now it's time for us to be happy

When you’re sad, God is always with you when no one else has time to listen to your problems. God is Great.. ❤

i love you so much your the reason i literally am still alive

sinto uma paz enorme escutando essa música.

Você é muito especial para Deus❤️vc tem um valor grande pra ele, Jesus é o único q pode mudar sua situação, ele quer te acolher como um filho, tirar sua depressão, curar suas feridas sentimentais e traumas, te proteger e te dar muita felicidade aqui na terra ainda❤️Ele fez comigo e com milhares de pessoas ele pode fazer com vc! Basta vc dar lugar, ele vai te fazer sentir amado de novo, Deus te ama tanto q deu seu filho pra morrer por vc, Jesus escolheu morrer por vc do q viver sem vc♥️ isso tudo pra q vc possa ter um lugar de descanso lá no céu onde não a dor nem choro só paz, alegria e felicidade e lá vai pra ser pra sempre, aqui é passageiro por isso não desiste de tudo agora. Deus faz a partes dele agr temos q fazer a nossa, Ele tem o melhor pra vc e um plano na vida de cada um, mas para q ele faça isso vc tem q colocar ele como prioridade em sua vida, então busque mais ele, ele te aceita assim mesmo como vc está, volte para ele enquanto é tempo pq Jesus está voltando, reconheça o seu pecado e não o faça mais,lute para não fazer de novo pq no fundo vc sabe q o pecado faz mal pra vc, ele é fiel em perdoar, Jesus é o escape e a esperança daqueles q querem basta crer, então foco em Deus pq é dele q vai vim as suas forças, Seja grato pelas coisas e pelas pessoas q vc já tem em sua volta, q as outras coisas ele irá acrescentar :) ele sente e entende a sua dor e por mais difícil q esteja saiba q ele está ai com vc e nunca deixou de ouvir suas orações, ore mais, lê a bíblia, procure pregações aq no RU-vid, eu te recomendo curtir e seguir páginas cristãs em cada rede social q tiver, e ouvir um louvor agora :)

Thanks for this. Just stumbled upon it and can't stop listening.

Listening to this at night is amazing! 😊

Goodnight to everyobe. To the future and to the present I wish you luck and happiness. We all die one day. And if you're from the future then just know some of us in the comments might be dead.

The song is very beautiful in every sense of the word, her voice is wonderful, and thank you very much Because you downloaded the song . 🥰♥️

This song reminds me of a person I loved so much, she raised me like a mother, and she loved me like a daughter. I never had the chance to tell her how much I loved her and how much she meant to me. I regret it so bad and it hurts me so much, I lost her years ago and I can’t forget about her it still hurts so bad like it was yesterday. I still remember her smile, her laugh, her pure soul and her love for me. I hope I can see her again in another life.. Rest in peace angel 🕊

in another life time my dear. Iloveyoudearly. I hate to admit it because I’m over you now, I missed you for so long when you left me by myself. I was so lost and looking for comfort and validation. You were there at my darkest moments and my happiest days. I don’t know where I would be without you and yet you cannot say the same ever. I will miss talking to you always. And I will miss our late night calls and long deep conversations. Iloveyousomuch my love. In another life shall we meet again. I love you honey.

Ainda estou aprendendo inglês então não posso escrever já que não sei muita coisa Se você está se sentindo culpado por não ser o que os outros querem que você seja não se sinta mal EU TE AMO MUITO Saiba que eu estou muito orgulhosa de você,da pessoa que és,ou talvez se tornou Aprender com os erros é sempre bom,desabafar também,é como se fosse comer um bolo de chocolate docinho recém saído do forno Obrigada pessoa que eu não conheço que está lendo isso agora,eu me sinto melhor desabafando,talvez você também goste Se estiver dia,vai dar uma caminhada para respirar Se estiver noite,durma um pouco e se tiver pesadelos não deixe eles te dominarem Ps:Eu te amo

"Listening to this while writing at like 3 am is definitely a nice vibe to really unwind "

To my best friend, who loves me dearly, but will never be in love with me. To my best friend, hoping he’ll someday stumble upon this song and think of the one he’ll be in love with, and who’ll be in love with him in turn. To my best friend I love you forever, Magdalena

Always remember there are people out there who cares for you. No matter how alone you feel, there will always be that one person who will care for you. There was a time where I was lost and depressed but thanks to this channel, it has helped me a lot. It calmed me down and I could think clearer. THANKYOU, I hope this helps you

I think this is the best video I ever seen, is soo good, I wanna stay heare forever, Its so confortable and relaxing..

OML thanks to this i could write 4 chapters of my book thank you so much

I love this song this song makes me calm I’m just in love with this song

I am in love with this song. I Enjoy writing to this song. This song, the sounds, the piano, the noises, the way the piano makes the prettiest of sounds from being touched at the perfect time, blending into one beautiful song just gives me the motivation to write. It makes me feel a way that makes me want to write a book that makes the reader feel the way this song makes me feel, a page turning, life changing, sad, hopeless, hopeful, happy. One big emotion that blends into one making you feel unexplainable. Words cannot explain how i feel about this song.

To the most beautiful and precious being reading this; Unable to so this for myself, allow me do it for you. I want to dry your tears, leave feather like touches when petting your hair, promise to be gentle when hugging your heart to bring it together, whisper because I know how frightening it is when someone raises their voice. Please, look at those eyes struggling to contain the tears, those strands of hair, the most perfect skin, tell me, do you see it? The most colorful flower of hope trying to bloom in a harsh environment. Mistakes don't define you, titles don't say who you are, rumors don't truly know you, but you on the other hand has had the chance to meet yourself. So please, don't pressure yourself, don't carry the weight yourself, talk to me if needed, you burdens are mine too, don't be greedy and share them all with me. Find the comfort you need in me, I'll guide you and help you meet the little angel inside of you. I appreciate you, everything you do, thank you for working so hard and please stay safe darling.

No dejo de pensar en ella…

Why'd she have to leave me? What did i do now? I miss her, i need to go sleep. Too late.

this song makes me think of another lifetime, dancing with someone ive loved my entire life, sun hitting our skin, and laughter erupting from us as our mouths begin to become sore from all of the smiling

I actually fell asleep to this so thank you

To the person who read this, It’s been hard for you, I know, and it makes me sad that you don’t see yourself in the way I see you. Sometimes they are things in life that cause us to loose ourselves, and the way you have is so unimaginable painful. I miss your smile, the way your eyes light up the whole room just by the sound of your laughter. I miss the way you accepted the way you look in the mirror without cursing yourself out about how ugly you look. I miss the way you didn’t think of yourself as a failure because everyone makes mistakes, we all have flaws and we all aren’t perfect. It’s painful to see that no one around you seems to see the pain trough your eyes, but, stranger, I do, I see how heavy your heart is and how comforting the sadness for you might be, how afraid your heart is of happiness because it disappears in the end, right? You don’t know how much impact you have in this world and it’s sad to see that your demons fight against you and want to take over you. Because you do make change, it’s something so simple and little that brightens up someone’s whole world, it can be a small smile from your lips, the way you look at things you’re passionate about, the way you make yourself eat even though it’s been hard for you lately, the way you zoom out and go in your own world, you brighten up my world by reading this, it means a lot to me that you’re here, existing, but I don’t want you to just exist, you deserve to feel alive. You deserve to get up in the morning and feel good about yourself. You deserve to feel something- to feel every damn second alive in this lifetime. It’s heartbreaking that you think you’re not capable of being loved, because you are, I love you trough all my words and I hope you let it happen in your heart. Love is scary, I know, maybe you heart had been broken once and since then you wanted to be rather numb than feel ever again, it hurts me how you punish yourself, does it not deserve love? Because YOU DO deserve love, please forgive yourself, it’s not your fault that the demons want to take over your beautiful heart. You’re not a bad person for distancing yourself from others, but you deserve someone to talk to, you deserve someone to listen. I am listening, you can tell me what’s wrong. It’s everything, isn’t it? There’s something pulling your heartstrings on the ground and no one seems to understand how misunderstood you feel, it’s heartbreaking to know that I am behind the screen and can’t give you a hug, that’s why I will give you a big warm virtual hug and send you lots of love :). You matter. You are worthy. You are loved. You deserve good things. You deserve someone to listen. You deserve to eat and drink. You deserve to feel good and alive. You deserve to smile. You deserve a hug. You deserve to be all the things you want to be, because you deserve to have and feel good things happening to you and have a fulfilled life. I know I might not know you personally but I care about you so much, I write this because I want you to stay here with me, I want you to hold on a little longer because you matter so much to me, because I will not let you give up on yourself. I want you to see that you should not give up on yourself because you DESERVE GOOD THINGS. I want you to look back on the time when you were a kid, you didn’t give up when you tried to swim for the first time, you didn’t give up when you tired to walk for the first time and fell, you never gave up on yourself, you always kept on pushing forwards, so why can’t you now? I know it’s tiring, your mentally tired, but dont your younger self deserve good things? look back at your eyes that used to be full of hope, look back on those dreams. Don’t let yourself fall, you deserve better. We will both fight, I will fight for you. I won’t let those demons get to you. You can hold on to me, I won’t let you down :). Whenever you feel lonely, then look at the sky, I always look at it and think about you. Yes, you, because it makes me happy that there’s someone looking right back, maybe we can’t see each other but I can feel your presence here with me and that’s enough for me, because I am glad your heart is beating and you’re still fighting. You’re so much stronger thank you think, you didn’t leave your spot on this earth even if you wanted to, you belong here, even though it doesn’t feel like it, when you don’t feel like belonging than build your own home here, put all your love in it and dreams. Think of you as a star when you feel alone, you shine because your heart is good, no matter what mistake you made, no matter about the past you had, you’re one of the stars that shine bright in the universe because you’re heart is beautiful, that’s why the demons in your mind wants to have it. As one of the stars you see others stars, maybe they have felt the same way as you do at some point in there life, but they lighten up the universe with each other’s presence. You’re a star for me, maybe you don’t see it yourself but I can see it, you’re beautiful from inside and out, your body is beautiful the way it is. You make me happy by reading this, you make me feel something by your presence and when you can make me feel that way than you also make other people feel that way about you too. I hope you stay for yourself and don’t let your story get written by others but by yourself, it’s your story not theirs. As you can see, I say a lot of “I hope” because I have hope for you even if you don’t have it for yourself, I see hope in you even though you might want to give up. That’s why I hope you won’t see the world in darkness and will see it colorful again, I hope I will give you a glimpse of hope and make the world you see a bit colorful for today. My favorite color is yellow, and I hope the next time you see the color yellow you will think about my words. If someone left you than don’t blame yourself, don’t think you weren’t enough, don’t lower yourself for someone who couldn’t see the awesomeness in you. If you lost someone I am so sorry for your loss, they want you happy, I hope you don’t feel guilty or regret because you were there, you spend enough time with them, they want you to be happy. They are in a good and safe place now. If someone broke your heart than I am so sorry that they couldn’t see the way you look so beautiful because of the heart you have. Anyone who gets to be with you, doesn’t know how fucking lucky he/ she/ they is :). If you aren’t accepted at home or in general than I am so sorry that you have to deal with someone/ something you shouldn’t be ashamed of, I accept you and support you, I accept you as a human being no matter what race, religion, nationality, skin color, or sexuality you have. You’re safe here with me :). You’re not useless, you’re not a burden to anyone. You’re not a problem, you’re human and your feelings are valid. You’re not being dramatic. Please don’t starve yourself, you deserve food and to drink, I know it’s hard. It hurts to see that you’re in so much pain :( you deserve so much man, don’t let your emotions control you. Don’t let them get the best of you. I am sorry no one is noticing, I wish /hope I could take your pain away for today or even for a moment while you’re reading this. If no one told you, I am so proud of you, you’re reading this and it’s enough for me to be proud of you because you’re here and that’s all that matters to me. If it’s night for you, go to sleep, I know it’s hard to fall asleep right now but you deserve a good sleep. If you have nightmares, please, don’t let them fight you. If it’s day for you, don’t start it by such sad music, I know it’s impossible to have a good day with such mindset but take baby steps, start by drinking two cups of water everyday in the morning and so on.. You will start building little healthy habits. If it’s evening for you, you’re probably overwhelmed and stressed, I want you to know it’s okay to feel the way you feel. You don’t need to be scared, of course you’re overwhelmed or stressed, I mean who wouldn’t? But it’s important to know that when you feel that way you should do a little self care, such as taking a bath for example? You deserve to feel at ease and relaxed. And if you are somewhere in between I hope you know that you’re so strong for breathing despite the pain, I know you will make it :) I believe in you. All I want for you is to stay here, I really mean all my words, even if there is a lot of unsaid things I want to tell u and my text is getting longer and longer,I want you here. I hope one day your smile will become a genuine one where you don’t need to fake it anymore, because I can’t say this enough, you deserve a good smile and to feel alive. You’re worth more than every fucking cent in this world. You can let go for today, I got you, you can cry your heart out as much as you want, but don’t let it tear you down and let your emotions control you by giving up. Crying is not weakness. If you still feel alone I dedicate you a song as your friend. “Dusk till Dawn- Zayn feat. Sia (I prefer the slow version)” I hope you can think of me and will remind yourself of my words, I will for sure think of you. In case no one told you and you’re unsure yourself, you’re a good person and I am so happy you’re here. I hope this is enough to stay today, tomorrow will be a new day, a new start, let go now. Enough with beating yourself up for today, okay? Life for those who couldn’t, smile for those who forgot what a genuine smile is, love like there’s no other, hug like its your last one. If you read all of it, until tomorrow my friend :) have a good day and great years. I love you so much and am so proud of you, I hope you will remember my words- becho, the stranger that cares more about you than anything :)

Hi 👋 if you see this have a good day

This song is so sad but yet so calming and peaceful at the same time… I hope whoever is reading this I hope you have a great day/night ❤