Jessica's Life with Migraine 

I've been getting migraines for about 7 years and It really does change everything. It changes your career goals, family goals, relationships, everything. I'm here with you too.

Your video got me bawling in the middle of a migraine... What people don't seem to understand is that it's a real illness, it's a disease that takes over our lives as migraineurs...it cripples us. I am fighting as hard as I can but the idea of living in constant pain sometimes just gets so unbearable.

It's really hard to live a life with migraine, worst part is that you cannot even cry. Crying triggers my migraine more.

I got my first migraine at the age of six. People truly don’t get it. It’s an invisible torment.

I had my first migraine at age 14, I’m now 49. I hesitate so much when making plans, because I end up having to cancel them so often. Mine are almost exclusively on the left side, and you all probably know that extreme pain can cause vomiting, which I get with almost every migraine. I can lose 4-6 lbs per headache from vomiting and dehydration. I take imitrex and compazine, but if I catch the pain early enough, excedrin migraine meds can stop it, maybe 30% of the time. I also get “thunderclap migraines”; few weeks ago I was bringing laundry upstairs, and by the time I got upstairs, I fell to my knees in agony, I went from feeling totally fine to incredibly intense pain in 10 seconds. When people ask me how painful they are, I liken them to ice cream headaches, when you eat it too fast. I have a barf bucket in my car, just in case, and one by my bed. I can’t take any beta blockers for prevention because my systolic blood pressure is usually in the 90s, diastolic in the 60’s. I also tried topamax/topiramate, but had to stop that because that med killed my appetite almost completely, I can’t afford that, I’m 5’6”, 115-120 lbs, but got down to almost 100 lbs on that med. Years ago, 1992, a doctor put me on metoprolol 50 MB’s 2/day, my bp got so low I went into shock and spent 4 days in the hospital. One day, I did the math on how many migraines I get a month, then multiplied by 12 (a year). I was completely stunned when I realized I’ve spent about 6 full years, YEARS!, suffering. Hugs to my fellow migraineurs , I absolutely know your struggles.

I’ve had migraines for about 35 years now. They’ve progressively gotten worse and the doctors “think” they are worse because of my Lupus. I’ve tried everything- even gotten an occipital nerve stimulator, to no avail. Migraines and all of the oh so lovely symptoms like nausea, vomiting, photophobia that they bring with them just run my life! I’d love to join a support group like Jessica mentioned in the video, but I can’t look at a phone or computer screen for more than a few minutes. I wish everyone here who suffers from these monsters the best of luck at finding a treatment that works!

My life came to a screeching halt because of migraines. I lost my dream job, my career as a nurse. My life as I knew it changed completely. I was in no way prepared for this. I had no clue that migraines were so horrific and debilitating. Losing your life, as you know it, and having to learn to adapt to your new normal is so very hard. Nobody gets it unless they have been there. I've lost friends, independence, my career, a big part of me. Life threw me a big curveball and I now live for the moment. Such an amazing video. You did a wonderful job. I am so sorry that you've had to endure so much pain and adversity. I empathize with you and I love you so much! I love you more than butta and fire trucks!

Thank you for posting this video. I really appreciate that. I got my first migrain when I was 12. I life has been no longer the same. But no matter how worse it might get, I wont give up.

I've been having migraines almost every day for the past year. It's been hard as hell, and there's a lot of guilt involved in the cycle. "What if I didn't eat this?" "What if I didn't do that?" I've come to understand recently that I need to be a bit kinder to myself. Migraines are genetic, and while there are triggers and we need to strive to make progress, we need to be kind to ourselves too and understand it's mostly not our fault.

I’m with you, they have ruined my life and seriously effected my family, they make no sense to me why I have to endure these experiences, the fear of pain is real

I get it. I have been dealing with migraines since the age of eleven.

Sometimes the migraines are so severe It feels like I'm going to have a stroke on the left side of my body. I struggled with migraines since 15 years old im 24 now sometimes it's hard to even play with my daughter or focus on my assignments at work . Sometimes I really just want to off myself

What an honest and real testimony of living with Migraine! Thank you! I lost a job because of Migraine and I quit my last day job because of Migraine. I have lived in poverty without much understanding or support because of Migraine! I've missed family gatherings, been in bed on Christmas day all day, throwing up and really sick because if migraine. I would like to extend hope and love to all my fellow Migraine warriors out there! Don't give up! I know this is a hellish nightmare sometimes to live like this, but please don't end your life 🧬 on the other side of pain, there is a story, there is life...I have lived through intense pain most of my life and misunderstanding. I run a graphic design company from home. Lately, I have a daily fight against self pity. Let's drink this cup, through sufferings, unto Glory! The joy of knowing you are not alone! The biggest problem with migraine for me is the cortical depression, blinding auras and the fatigue, it takes about 5 days to get over mine.🌄

I've had headaches all my life, with them progressively getting worse and becoming migraines starting in 3rd grade of elementary school. In high school I considered suicide because of them, I got some free counseling through the school and moved on with my life. In high school I was going home early once or twice a week because of how bad things were. I never knew there were others who struggled with suicide because of migraines too. I never knew there were migraine awareness groups out there either. A lot of people don't get migraines until they are adults and they talk about all they lost, but I never had what they lost to begin with so I can't relate to having once been able to do what they lost, I can only relate to the envy we all feel towards those who have never had migraines. A day without a migraine or headache is a day I am finally a "normal" person, I celebrate those rare days.

Balling my eyes out at this because I feel for the people suffering and lost to chronic migraines. I'm trying so hard to fight but when you're going on your 3 week of constant pain unable to leave your bed or stand any light is horrendous but to not know how long this one is going to last for when my last one lasted 6/7 months with 2/3 months recovery before going back to work is UNBEARABLE! I really do feel for anyone who suffers from any chronic illness!❤

my migraines are getting worse, i am in pain all the time. I am sorry to hear what you are going through. I like the idea of a support group

I have migraines each day it is so painful and i feel like each day my head is being hammered crushed and sufocating and i feel so bad because i cant controll it and im young so i cant have loads of meds i feel scared that everything i have worked on since the day i was being is worth nothing but im trying my best so i glad i found someone who knows what its like and who understand my pain thank you

I cried when I saw you. I have chronic daily migraine now. It is so painful and depressing.

I see & hear you. I’ve had migraines since 1994 & had to leave my job & have missed out on so much of life. Thank god I have a great & supportive husband that is always there to help me…..even though you still feel alone. I do get the Botox shots that have helped but not as much as I hoped. It used to anger me to see all the new meds coming out & none of them have helped but if they help some people…..I’m glad for them. I have 4 sisters & none of them have migraines. It wasn’t til years later, after speaking with one of my aunts that some of my cousins & as far back as my grandmother had migraines. It did make me feel a little less lost. I have developed anxiety & & times depression but I take it day by day. Wishing I would wake up one morning & be that person b4 my migraines but also being catholic, I do realize that things could be much worse. I take it day by day & am thankful for my support system. ❤️

They’re terrible, sometimes I hope I throw up when I’m extremely Nauseous during one because when I do it’s the only time that I get some sort of relief from the headache. And every time I think about the blurred vision and apparitions I see before I get one I get goosebumps.

Thanks Jessica for describing this so well. I have been suffering from migraines since I was 14. I had four good years but 2020 the migraines came back with a vengeance. I have between 8 and 15 attacks a month now and am trying to hold down my dream job and deal with sick parents at the same time. Somehow. The meds aren't really working. I am hoping for antibody therapy. I am trying to take it one day at a time. I have already lost support from people who I thought were my friends. And it hasn't even been a year! In a way that hurt worse than the migraines. This video helped. I know now that someone understands.

I syffer from Migraines, but I am so thankful and happy that I haven't had one in about 2-3 months, and I hope they never come back. Good luck to all of you other migraine sufferers, we can do it.

I had a major migraine last night, probably triggered by storm Dennis that absolutely destroyed parts of South Wales. I understand how immobilising migraines are. When I have them, I can’t do anything other than lay in a dark room, try to sip water and force myself to sleep. I often vomit quite violently during severe migraine attacks too. It’s torture, the worst pain I experience, it’s truly miserable and even after the migraine hits the aftermath is catastrophic to deal with. It feels like you’ve been smacked in the head by a baseball bat. I really feel for the lovely sweet lady in this video. Migraines really do ruin lives and I think people don’t realise the full impact on them. If someone said to be something like “give up (something you love) and you’ll never ever have migraines again”, without a second thought I’d take that deal.

By just looking just at her eyes I can even see which side of her head hurts. I know what it's, mine is hurting right now.

Thank You Jessica for sharing this.

I have the same story. God bless you!

i been suffering from migraine since age 19 im 51 years old been in hospital many times because of migraines, been on all types of medications the pain has always been unbearable many times in total agony and vomiting some times i get depressed wonder how i go on each day i like many have suffered to others like myself i totally understand what your going through just finished getting over a 3 day long migraine holds back the tears as i type this others don't understand. chocolate gives me them as well as perfumes or any strong smells if i get to hot in summer time triggers them also stress,

Thank you Jessica. BIG THUMBS ☝ for you.

I am Where You Are I don't work chronic headaches lost most of my friends another's and it is hard people don't understand but I do know I'm not alone you're not alone either God bless you

Thank you for sharing Jessica - stay strong! Xxx

Thank you Jessica. You made me cry but made me feel less alone than I have in a long time. I will join the FB community. Keep it up.

I also suffer with cluster migraines. I will get 2 to 3 a day for about 8 weeks straight and then nothing for a while. It is so frustrating. I am so drained at this point. Having them again now. It is hereditary in my family. =(

Thanks. I have suffering from migraines my whole life, which is 52 years. The last seven years, it went to an entirely different level. I think I was probably very close to having a stroke twice. Unconscious, disoriented. I have had daily auras, day after day after day fr years now; so overtaking that at times I could not even move. I am better now with different treatments. The inter-personal aspect, well, that's what your video had been helpful for. I need a support group, and here it is - they exist. Thanks again.

I swear by god im right now in same illness without anyone help even my doctor cannot finded but today i watch some video helped me now i know whats call befor i thought strokes

My heart absolutely goes out to this lady. I know how horrible migraines are and have had them for 25 years.

Im searching for answers to my migraines at the moment. They can be debilitating can't they, luckily I only get bouts off and on once a month or so but If I don't take paracetamol and ibuprofen I'm in agony. I hope you are living your best life possible now and thank you for making this video for other people who are suffering with migraines. 💕

Thank you, this touched me to tears...I’m a chronic sufferer as well. God bless you, Angel ❤️

Thank you for this! Yes we need awareness. I've had migraines since i was 9, I am now 27. These past two years my migraines have gotten worse,lucky if i have two good days a week. I literally work between 4 and 10 days a month. Glad to know I'm not alone in my pain.

To try add some positive to the comments I managed to get Botox for the first time two weeks ago after a decade of near continuous migraine. I’m pleased to say it’s made life bearable again. My life goal now is just to try and payoff my home as quickly as possible so I have some security. I’ve suffered everything she says about losing jobs, friends, relationships. It’s tough.

I've had migraines since i was 13, and i just shy of 56 now. For almost 20 years they were manageable with meds(and he occasional trip to he ER). In my early 30s we had a very mi otr car accident, but they think some nerves in my shoulders and neck were damaged. Since then (25 years now), I have not gone 24 hours without a migraine. I lost my career, and with the addition of some other medical issues, I am completely disabled. My son and husband help me manage at home, and i only leave the house occasionally (in a wheelchair, because my balance is shot). I was suicidal about 15 years ago, but my family continues to convince me of my worth to them. Keep trying! I "KNOW" how hard it is.

I totally feel her pain. I have been dealing with migraines for a long time and now going thru menopause it has gotten worse. I used to get them every Friday leading to my period. And now it lasts the entire circle. It depresses me, and debilitates me. I feel down and don’t even want to be around anyone. I get invited to gatherings and I don’t show up. I hope my family and friends understand what I am dealing with.

I understand your pain😖and yes people don’t u really understand it ! They think it’s not that serious when it actually more serious than they thought !

Respect and love 💚

This is a true reality reflection of chronic migraine . You are a survivor , a winner and a saint . Thank you for reflecting this reality . My heart goes out to you . Thank you ❤.

I have them pretty frequently and I really hope it doesn’t get this excessive

I suffer from migrianes too. They started for me in my early twenties, but I always had headaches throughout my entire life. Although I take a host of medication just to barely function as a human being, I live in fear of getting one everyday. I know it's been seven years since you posted this video, Jessica, but I hope you are doing well.

I'm a migraine sufferer, they're a nightmare. I've just had to cancel a hospital app for another condition as I wouldn't be able to drive to the hospital or function in there with the bright lights and noise because I got a migraine yesterday and its still not gone. As well as the pain migraines tend to affect my spatial awareness, cognition and speech so I can't function well even when the pain has eased. A lot of others don't seem to understand, they just think it's a headache although I did have a very supportive manager once, she had a family member with migraines. I want to share with other sufferers that doing a food diary has so far been the most helpful thing for me. I worked out my worst triggers were gluten and dairy. I'm still getting migraines but not as much as I was. I'm going to continue my food diary to see if there's another trigger I've missed.

From South Africa here. I've been suffering silently from migraines everyday since I was 16 years old. I'm 30 now and it seems to be a never ending hell😢

I've been living with migraines since as long as I can remember I've only had about 5 headaches and all the others are migraines, I was getting them every 2nd day in NZs first look down

Im going through the same pain I need help we need help

🙏😭 I have migraine too. I understand and know how it feels.

Thank you for the video. I had migraines from my early 20's to late 30's. Usually once a month. I developed blood clots in my right leg and they put me on Coumadin and Lisinopril and the migraine intensity diminished. They come on once in a while but nothing like before. Pain relievers now help with them (they use to make me violently sick).

Jessica dear, I am a migraine sufferer since I am 5 years old.. today I am 62. Since the age of 45 it became chronic I had these migraine nearly everyday. Of course I take prophylactic medicines and triptans in case of migraine, and I must say that I regularly go way out of the prescribed dosage recommended. But lately after trying sooo many things( acupuncture, homeopathy, reiky, bach flowers, Feldenkreis, etc, etc, etc) I found a few things, mainly linked to food, that help me a lot. I still get migraines. But not as many, not as strong and debilitating, and sometimes they just disappear by themselves. How can I be in touch with you? Hug Tamar-Isabelle

In my case the reason of am graines are gluten and dairy food.I have a diet and Omg much better.God bless you.

I wish more people could understand the difference between a headache and a migraine. If I happen to be talking about a migraine episode I had and someone hears that has never had one, they usually do not understand why you would have to call off work, or lay in the bed for hours in pain. They have no clue.

You are not alone my sister i am to suffering from this curse ..i know how does it feel.. You become dependent on others you feel helpless and a time comes when you finally give up.. Stay bless sister you are not alone with this nightmare there are many like you im the one of them

Migraine ruined my life for so many years. Absolutely disabled without a treatment, and barely alive with it. May God Almighty cure us all and the suffering beings, ameen

I live in the uk I’m 48 now and my migraines started at 18, they have ruined and controlled my life too,days off work,invites turned down ,nights out where I’ve had to come home early depression and even panic attacks ,I’ve tried so many medications I now take pitozifen and propranolol and 600 gram of magnesium citrate still get the bad heads but no where as bad as they were,but maybe once a year I do get one where I’m throwing up in bed for days

Don't worry I have them too

When i get migraines, they hit pretty fukn hard.. first come the auras which completely blind me, then the excruciating headache! I throw up only sometimes, but the only way i can stop them MOST of the time is by taking a nap. When the migraine is over i feel like it’s causing me brain damage and i feel out of reality. Im going to be contacting my Physician about Medical Marijuana because its a New Condition added to the “Conditions List”. To all the migrainers out there, may God Our Lord bless and watch over us all! I hope everything will get better for all of us who struggle with this bullshit. 🖤🙏🏼

I feel your pain sister as I am sufferer for years and sad most don't care nor understand and you are left lonely and abandoned at the end it's a very sad suffering life to wanna live! For all sufferers out the there try some low doses of high quality magnesium as it does have some nerve calming effect!

I’ve been having a really hard time with migraines. They usually don’t even have a headache with it. Mine make me confused, they make it hard to see, and they make it difficult to speak. The migraine never completely goes away, I’m always ultra sensitive to light. I have to stay away from bright LEDs and flashing lights because they can trigger it to give me the worse confusion symptoms. I’m managing it somewhat now, but I still have tons of extremely bad days. My work has been cut in half. I’ve been stranded away from home for a year and a half because of covid travel restrictions. I have absolutely nothing for a social life other than video chats online with my girlfriend whom I haven’t seen the whole time I’ve been stranded. It really does seem hopeless at times. Living with a migraine that never completely goes away and being completely alone not even wanting to talk to anyone is a hard pill to swallow.

I suffer from migraines every week for the past 5 months. I'm on medications and they do help a little bit but the side effects are horrible. These migraines are taking a toll on my health. My job and my social life. I can't handle it anymore.

I have migrains I had them for over 10 years and IM 16 I was like 4 when I got them

FOR ANYONE WHO CARES I CURED MY MIGRAINES!!!---->. (A little back story I have migraine from 5 years old and they would put me out for days. Vomiting, trouble speaking, shaking, all the good stuff. I tried everything magnesium, it help for a little while and then they came back. ) A Very long, 30 year, story short.... I stared taking wheatgrass juice every day.....and now I haven't had a migraine in years. The wheatgrass I take is all natural with nothing else in it and completely organic. Mine is in a powder form now, out of convenience, but I believe the only trick is getting it organic. And NO added crap. Good luck guys.

Such bad luck with who she had as friends! They never were real friends, a friend wants and tries to understand, not abandon.

Jessica Try 2 Magnesium peals take at night i allso put a Band Around My Head like the ones put around there Elbow day time i will put cold water from the Faust on my head it works some time 3 times a day and headaches go away you can put hot water will work it want heal you but it will help you alot

Hi, my sympathies, I will try the online community. I have some suggestions that may help. I had chronic migraines, the cause I left my light on all night. I never got more than one every few months after that. The man who left you shouldn't I have had boyfriends that understood, second running will also help, start light and start at the slowest jog. It get rid of some of the dizziness and pain. Best wishes.

Migraines have ruined everything from going out to small events to relationships struggling. What hurts me the most is when my migraines cause me to not be there for my kids. The pain is one thing. I’ll push through that, but the dizziness, and nausea is so bad I can’t walk around and I can take it anymore

I'm 20 years old now but some of my family said this was only because of not having enough sleep which are totally not I do now I just stay much time outside now I feel I'm not alone and this is situation

I also suffer from migraines trying to get on top of it went from like 4-5 days a week and now I get them once or twice a month from trying different medicines so something is definitely working, hard to know what one because I’ve tried so many

Scary how familiar this is

Migraines to me are the equivalent of my brain going into labour you just want the pain to stop but it doesn’t go away it just gets worse and persists. I’ve suffered with chronic migraines (3-4 days a week from the age of 6 till the age of 17) but I am nearing 30 now and 90% migraine free. I’m also epileptic and epilepsy medication finally levelled it out but I also used triptans for years along with strong painkillers and anti-emetics. Your body is honestly so exhausted after the brain storm of a migraine that’s why you feel so weak and fatigued for days afterwards.

I use beta blockers to prevent migraines and Sumatriptan to head them off when they come. The beta blockers work really well, but if your taking them, don't -for the love of all that is good- take less than you need on any particular day. The right side of my head has erupted in pain in that old familiar way.

I been having migraines since I was 5 years old I use to have to take ibuprofen all the time for years

Ever tried suppressants? It works for some of us.

Had migraine for 20 years. Cured instantly by unblocking right coronary artery. That's my happy ending. Tried everything before then. I feel your pain.

Im suffering from this illness, and....is been my day #8

Poor woman looks absolutely drained

my mom has been suffering with migraines ever since she was a teen and i’ve been getting them lately as well but my mom has it chronically i think it’s genetics because i get them as well..

I have had mirgaines since I can remember. I have tried everything I currently take Botox shots every three months and it helps but I still get headaches and when I do there bad

I'm 21 with Chronic Migraines lasting at least 2 weeks at a time.. No medicine works. This sucks. I just want to feel normal and not have to worry if and when its going to hit throughout the day.

I’ve been suffering from migraines for as long as I can remember. I have been on every medication done everything. But nothing stops them. My husband is great with helping me. I have lost my job and spend more than 1/2 my time in bed in the dark. Now I’m looking into going on disability because I just can’t work like this. Has anyone else got disability for migraines? Is it even possible?

Johnson i to do suffer with migrain 1month or 1and half month or 2 months in a year it is really very painful pain

I use to suffer with migraine and now is much better i don't oranges cheese eggs anything with mayo.cucamber you will see the change. I use to go to the hospital all the time but since i stop all those staffs check what you are eating when you get migraine.

I have been a migraine and tri geminal neuralia sufferer since I was 18 years old. I am now 54. I have a port (my fourth) in my chest so pain and anti nausea meds can be administered..at least 3 times per week. I take many daily preventive medications as well. I've tried acupuncture, complete hysterectomy (to deplete hormones), braces (possible bite issues), sinus surgery, depo medrol injections, brain surgery etc.. I'm at a loss and feel alone.. please let me know how to get connected with this migraine group..

Got post concussion syndrome when i was 14 I'm 15 now and haven't gone to school in 8 monthes. I have migraines too and i know the same shit that's going on.

I just read a comment about taking prescribed meds not working all the time. I had the same issue. Crazy enough. Every now and again excedrin headache relief will actually take a lot of the migraine away. But the actual excedrin migraine one does nothing. Really weird. Maybe that will help someone down the road

That pain is very exhausting when it comes to our everyday lives we need help I even understand why people commit suicide from these migraines the pain is unbearable I think people who prevent strokes should do more research on migraines instead they just give Tortitol, Compazine, Benadryl and some more bs when you try to express a migraine

I’m sittin here at 16 with migraines, severe anxiety and depression, irregular periods with awful cramps and weird symptoms if I don’t take my birth control, had an emergency surgery for a paraovarian cyst with torsion, a sleep disorder, had a breast fibroadenoma and had surgery for it, and dental problems like WOOO baby I got issues that have unknown causes lmao.

I’ve been experiencing Migraines on and off since I was 7 I’m 45 now and getting them daily it’s a daily battle

I’m watching this cause I have migraines I’ve had them since I was about 5 I’m 37 now I’m over taken meds and the drs

I have had chronic migraines everyday all day, started over 5 years ago and everyone doesn't know how to help me. I am on load medication to try to keep living with controllable pain.

Hi, I get the same look about me when I've got migraine. Since I was 7 it feels like either vagus related, I have chronic anxious feeling in my solar plexus where I can't get a deep enough breath. Also I think it could be oestrogen that gives me them, I was better on the contraceptive progesterone only implant. Or maybe ortho static hypertension which stops the blood vessels getting smaller. I always feel like I've got either too much water or not enough in my head, or too much blood in the veins. I've just had one for five days still got it but it's half as bad now. I considered suicide yesterday it was that bad but I've got grown up kids who need me end of. I hope you are ok xx

I feel for you so much. My life is hell :(

My comment here might not be of much help here but I just want to share my story I’ve suffered migraines for around 10 years now and the pain and torture is Unbearable but I made a few changes in my life that helped me a little I will not say that the pain has completely stopped and I don’t get it anymore but some changes in the sleep pattern and religious Yoga has improved my condition a lot . To anyone out There please make yoga a part of your life ( I know it takes some time but I promise you it will be worth it) My pain once lasted 12 days and it made me terribly weak that the doctor had to give me injections and that was exactly the day when I decided that I am never going to give up on improving myself and since then I have religiously done yoga and made lifestyle changes I mean I don’t know how much scientifically all these things are backed up but please anyone out there who is reading this completely abandon junk food, do yoga and try to have peaceful sleeping hours.

To all those suffering from migraines, Let me tell you an important thing, people forget that the food we eat has a lot in connection with migraines. Hyper acidity, GERD and other gut health issues have a direct connection with your migraines. My mother used to get migraines because of the hyperacidity in our stomach, she would get early morning around dawn and she used to puke a lot for hours. We always had to get her to an emergency room because her vomiting wouldn't just stop. It was so scary because I was a 7 year old child back then. But after doing a thorough research on her diet, she found out from internet sources that certain people cant digest plant based proteins when they have coffee. Its basically a gut issue because of which the caffeine restricts the digestion of protein in certain individuals which was triggering the hyperacidity and migraines. So she restricted coffee, changed her lifestyle, ate on time and got plenty of sleep. This way her migraines gradually vanished. So try to do a research on your diet, stress and work life and you will know the secret behind your migraines.

I suffer from migraines and get told that I am exaggerating the pain. But it really changes and affects your everyday life. After I have a migraine then I have a headache that follows for 7 days straight. Over the counter meds make me throw up. Smh

I had my first migraine when I was 14 or so, now I'm 17 and it just got worse, my previous meds stopped working completely and I worry that I'm not gonna be able to live a normal life and experience things I would want to, with every migraine I have I would rather die then suffer a second longer, the only thing that keeps me going is the thought of me letting down my family by killing myself, this world is as unjustful as it can be, I get mad when I see people living normal happy lives and thinking to myself "You'll never get that", It's my own body that kills me.

Anyone have ear ringing too?