The full song now here All credit to @dropout-club Lyrics - JTWR Music - Jack Freegard Adlibs/Vocals - Amy Winehouse Photo 📸 by: Lee Vincent Grubb Recorded December 2002
Lyrics - I sit here and reminisce about my younger days, I spent most of my time crying and being afraid. I don’t know why my mum and dad hated me so, all I wanted was a hug but they left me alone. People on the outside never even had a clue, about me being physically and mentally abused. When I got hit, I could see the hate in their eyes but they were blind never saw the love I had for them in mine. I remember once I was tied to a chair, no food no light, no drink they left me there. I was crying and screaming for somebody to come but nobody came not my father or my mum. I still don’t know what the hell I ever did. People used to call me the problem kid. All I ever wanted and what I still want now is for them to say they love me and I’ve done them proud. This is the real me. (This is the real me). The person that you do not see. (The person that you do not see). The person I keep disguised, keep inside of my mind, try to hide from the world until I die. Repeat. I remember the birth of my little brother. The happiness I felt inside was like no other. Jumping around I was really excited because for one brief second our family united. But soon after that we were separated. Which to this day has left me devastated. Because I truly miss you so fucking much. I really wish there was a way for us to get in touch. I really hope that our mother hasn’t poisoned your mind and that she’s been a proper mother this fucking time. No way do you deserve the shit I went through. You’re my little brother man and I love you. So if and when I ever see you again. I don’t want to hear stories of sorrow and pain. I hope one day we can joke together and laugh. Until then I will keep you buried in my heart. Chorus. I spent my life searching desperate to find. The long lost distant elder sister of mine. When I did it seemed like such a dream. So much to say, do, see how’s she’s been. But when the time came and we were face to face. I really wanted to get out of that place. The differences in our lives was too blatant and great. My only choice then was to keep far away. Sister don’t hate me because I don’t hate you. Even though we don’t speak I’m thinking of you. But we are never gonna be as close as we should and to be honest I don’t think we ever could. So here I am all alone sitting here it’s just me. The real me, the person you don’t see. The person that is hidden and I’m keeping disguised with the family I fucking love and hate buried inside. Chorus.
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