Recovering meth addict Kevin tells his story of drug abuse. More from The Modesto Bee: Subscribe: bit.ly/31Kfpd5 Twitter: / modbee Facebook: / modestobee Website: www.modbee.com/ Digital news subscription: bit.ly/31IRFpp
@@stevescontriano860this kid robotically parrots lines out of the “big book” He’s really working “his” program,…tragic sad. AA & NA are thought wash systems,.. or belief shift substitutes, the dead man’s new addiction. New Aeon replacement system thats as destructive as any other enslaving system…. All brainwashing systems have agendas. AA & NA are control systems designed to corrupt free thinking & free association creation, their ideal is to switch off creativity through a new substance free dependence framework. 12 steps ideology falsely “dismantles” the individuals “addictions” by repetitive tag line parroting and fear based group hierarchy. AA becomes the programed slave to 12cSteps or in AA-NA the “group think” a new dependency. We called them “big book Nazi’s” as they we elitist, rigid stereotyping half wits with extremely stereotypical theology dipped in white supremacism. To ensure that those free thinkers, the creative types, those who ride the lightning of life are controlled, enslaved to a control system. AA is steeped in hypocrisy-‘lets talk shit about the girl on methadone while we go smoke cigarettes, drink coffee & pump sugar into our toothless mouths! Then have incestuous sex with one another as anonymous AA-NA 12 Steppers film the sex in the back room. AA, NA & 12 steps are simpleton brain washing systems.
Glad you got off. It's tough crap to kick. Not everyone makes it. Thanks for sharing. You remind me of my younger brother. He was on meth for two years (every day). He got off, but it was a struggle. Keep sharing it helps us all.
i wouldnt say you're addicted right away..i smoked meth and snorted meth a good number of times, at first i was chasin a weed high, didnt really like the feeling of being mellow and wired but gradually it became a better feeling..once u smoke it its a feeling i cant explain, its just UGHHH! my hands feel so..my heart, my chest..my body..WOW! but ive been off meth for 2 yrs exact.
You can't get addicted to meth. There are no physical withdrawal symptoms. The fictional term they have coined to give people an excuse is "mental addiction" let me translate that into honest commen sense Language. YOUR ON DRUGS AND YOU KNOW YOUR A PIECE OF SHIT WHOS A BURDEN ON EVERYONE WHO LOVES YOU. BUT YOU DONT WANNA STOP.
Im so lucky i still live with my parents. They are so patient with me even though i fight with them like a lunatic. I feel so ashamed and i have crpling anxiety but i still go to college and trying to get my life back. Its an uphill battle but the only other way is down.
@alphafirstoneyou One of the best series ever....the good thing in it is that there are countless humerous numbers in it...one of the funniest was when the bald copper crawled up on the trailor's top looking for Jesse,but only an old couple were playing cards and the woman started shouting "is he some kind of perverted scumbag" or so...I had a fit of laughter.....almost fell out of the sofa:))
I have never seen or saw people use the drug crystal meth. I just know i have done marijuana before and that is very addictive to me. So i Couldn't even think how adictive crstal meth is. Congratulations to Kevin, you have done what most people could never do and that includes me.
This guys got more than most going for him...he's very handsome, speaks well and is street smart...if he stays on the path he's on, he will go far. The trouble with street smart people is they're cocky, a bit TOO smart, and they think they know best. He has to keep grounded...not let his brain tell him he's able to handle the occasional high....
"Street smart" is NOT a synonym of "cocky". Where I grew up, the majority of people are geneeally plenty street smart, but most are humble. Some act cocky, but this is true amongst people from all walks of life. Sometimes the nicest, most humble person can handle what they need to handle, when necessary, yet few will ever see that side. Basically, it would be just as inaccurate if I were to say "Book-smart"/college-educated people are usually "XYZ." It would be a preconceived notion, likely based on my own biases. I hope that makes sense. Kind regards.
you know people - there are people out there who just don't enjoy weed. I never liked it - I never liked hydro or humboldt varieties. My body just didn't appreciate it.
I have been doing drugs for nearly 50 yrs and im not addicted. Im not saying I had a perfect upbringing or a trauma free life but im sure there are a lot of folk that have a shitty time and no appropriate help so when they do drugs that feels like the best they have ever been. That muat be hard to ignore
i have yet to see anyone crave or say they need weed, it can be a habbit n then to some people that would make them ''seem'' addicted but its not somthing that u can develop a need for, even overtime but i do agree with u on anything can be addictive such as the things u mentioned but things like meth, once u do it once or however u would do it u are addicted right away and it creates such a sensation that u want more and more all the time. but after awhile it gets dull, u wanna stop but u cant.
I have mates ,two who are really chronically addicted that will move heaven and earth to get weed. I think there is a physical thing you suffer but even id their wasnt there are many addictions that ruin lives and those around them that have no psychoactive component. If there are gambling addicts shopping addicts and folks who cant stop stealing ..then why not weed
@alphafirstoneyou or the other very funny moment is when Walter is obsessively chasing flies in the new meth lab and Jesse thinks Walter is completely nuts...there are so many funny moments in this series..I love it! It makes me want to NOT try meth or anything else....it only makes me laugh a lot:-)))
i would not want to live like that: having to fight yourself every day. i know its his fault and he made a lot of mistakes, but this guy doe not deserve what he has had to deal with.
respect stay clean! I don't understand why in Europe (and other areas) speed is normal amphetamin, and in the USA there is no normal amphetamin, speed = crystal, here crystal is not very common, except east europe and small part of east germany. The Nazis used Pervitin a lot in WW2, but since than... however because many meth in the US is made in amateur kitchens, this is a big problem since the majority of these people are no chemists, in Czech/Poland at least "experts" produce it high-quality.
I was never a "tweaker" just around here, its very social, common around southern california. Im from cali..we have weed clinics in LA on some of the sweetest shit I ever smoked. I've smoked BC bud from Canada when i use to live in WA! Hahaha..stay smoking man, I got a 211 beer and a sack of good bud right now too! :D..
Some person's "cult" is another person's life line. I applaud anyone for getting sober anyway they can and that works for them...I used to be annoying like that too...
congrats on bein clean for 2 yrs :D, i dont think id ever do it, my family is a strictly alcohol,t.h.c related :P/ but on the other hand n kinda off topic i use weed for fun,but to also help with my asthma but i dont get it from the goverment legaly even though i could but in canada goverment weed is crap lol but iv started smoking it everyday for about 2-3 weeks an jus for sleep mostly n it is habbit forming but i dont like need to use it but i do see wat u mean by anythin can be addictive
anything can be addictive, hard work, fast foods..exercise, sex..too much of anything, can be harmful, thats to you too weed head! :D..stay up mang..:D
lol nice n ya i know bout the despencerys there sick but we got some daaank ass bud thats never left canada n wont go to the cup, high times had it in 1 of there issues is sick, i plan on goin to cali when i older to get my card, :P, try some blue berry, n white rhino :D yums :D an if u can get it, get blue dragon :D:D
You may be recovering but you are no longer a drug addict. You are a child of God who once was a drug addict. It is dangerous to call yourself an addict albeit a recovering addict. What does an addict do? An addict uses. When you call yourself an addict or an alcholic that becomes your identity and you may be setting yourself up for failure. A child of God is a better identity. I hope it is your identity. God bless you and your family.
