Happy birthday Kim Kim!! Early 20s really suits you! I think these videos of Kim Kim are a really good example of how complicated aging can be for people in DID systems because when we first met Kim Kim, I was like Yeah! She definitely acts and thinks like your average 12-14 year old, like I remember feeling some of the things she felt at that age and how she processed information and stuff. She was 12 and that was really obvious! And now like... it IS really obvious that she’s in her early 20s, because she fits that developmentally, like where I see other 19-22 year olds every day. I just think that her growth is really apparent and really visible in a way that is hard to show in other videos I’ve seen of people trying to explain in a more removed way about how age can work in DID.
First off, Happy Birthday Kim Kim!! It’s amazing to think back to the time I first discovered this channel, none of us knew about Kim Kim. Now here she is, a amazing young lady who had grown so much, and become such a great part of the system. It’s been great to get to know her along side every one else! Much love to you Entropy!!! 💕
Happy Birthday Kim Kim! It's been really incredible to see how much you've grown and developed in such a short time! Thank you so much for sharing your journey with us!
We have an alter in our system who is also stuck in time. He recently resurfaced and so did the trauma memories. You're really lucky you're surrounded by supportive people. For us sadly we're dealing with an extremely emotionally unstable alter who is constantly putting us in situations similar to the trauma one.... Hopefully we can help him over time... Happy birthday btw
Happy belated birthday kim kim! Before i saw how old you decided to be, i was thinking about how you seem alot more mature now than in past videos. You seem much happier, less passive aggressive/angsty than earlier videos ive seen.
(I know at this point this is an older video but I needed it now lol) I just like went from 8 to 18 all of the sudden yesterday after being able to let go of a lot my trauma, and I'm still adjusting to this and getting trough the "wtf just happened" of it all, but being able to watch this was really helpful. -Lily
The part about how you lost time and was bitter... I honestly feel so much empathy for anyone in a DID system (or any trauma disorder) who loses so much time and then resurfaces and realizes the time lost. I couldn’t imagine losing years. I was in a medically induced coma and lost two days and when I finally was “aware” of time again, I was so confused and scared because I wasn’t “present” for days. Much love to you, Kim Kim. Hope you enjoyed your birthday~! & love to the rest of the entropy system. 💖
It's absolutely fascinating to hear a person discuss their age identity, an experience most of us do not have. Thank you so much for elaborating on your experience for us, Kim Kim.
This one helps me so so much, I am one of the developers (I am a protector of alters development. Doing lot of work with subconscious alters.), this is funny because my mental age is 20 but I was 20 at 2005, while the body was born in 2000, and it all feels very confusing to me and it kinda grounded me to know that this development thingy is not a bug but an enabler for the system’s identity journey. Very interesting.
Taurus queen, we share the same birth date!! I just turned 18, I find that really neat that we're both developing a self-awareness and (or at least attempting to) understanding of where we fit in the world, at the same time. Years ago, trauma nearly led me to not be alive by my 18th birthday. And since, I feel like I've been busting ass to better myself, rebuilding from a broken foundation. Here's to the coming years for us, full of opportunity and discovery. Happy Birthday, Kim Kim :)
I was gonna say, u look act and sound early 20s so 20 is perfect for u as the person u r currently, it really does suit u down to the ground...and u have EXCELLENT style I must say
Happy late birthday Kim Kim! As someone who's 20 now, you very much seem like you're twenty to me. Like you're going off as "20!" on my age radar, like a gaydar but for how old people are. It's great to see how far you've come and I think 20 is a very good age for finding yourself in the world, finding your place and your purpose and exploring life.
Happy Birthday Kim Kim!!! From what I’ve seen, you sound older and your behavior seems to be more young adult. I can’t wait to see what you do next!! I hope this next year is good to you!!
You look absolutely stunning in the shot at 3:50, Kim Kim! I’m really glad to witness the changes you’ve gone through! Wish you and the rest of the system the best.
First off happy belated birthday, secondly, thank you for sharing your story. And thirdy, i love your kitty. Also you do have a young adult kinda vibe to you like you're not a kid but you're not a fully adult adult. Meaning that you're still learning and wanting to experience some fun things but you're also somewhat responsible and understand adult things too.
Thank you Kim Kim ☺️ I’m stuck at 15 and have been since the others found me last August. I want to be older, that’s all I ever wanted, to be a grown up. I guess I have to deal with my trauma of why I want to be a grown up so much before I can actually make it...thank you for sharing your story, it’s given me hope! ☺️ I’ve been a bit bitter and resentful that my life was taken off me too, and I’ve got pretty angry at Jay for not letting me do stuff to earn money and be a proper adult, but I think I get it now. That’s a teenage way of thinking, and at 27 he understands all that stuff more than me. He says at the moment my self-worth is tied up in my ability to be both useful and invisible and that I have to learn who I am first and I don’t need to ‘prove’ I can earn money and that I deserve to exist that way. I thought he was being stupid until this video, and now I get that it is me that has the small view. I actually am the immature one even if I can’t see it. I think I’m going to talk to our therapist this week. It’s my turn to talk 👍 thanks again Kim Kim! - Miffy 💕 xx
Happy Birthday Kim Kim! It’s amazing watching you become more comfortable with who you are. I love watching you guys and how y’all communicate and support one another. The whole system had really opened my eyes to this disorder, and y’all do it in such a great educational way! To be honest, the whole system doesn’t know what it has done for me, and I can never thank you guys enough. I hope one day I can thank y’all in person! I love this channel, and I can’t wait to see what you guys come up with next! 💕
Happy birthday, Kim Kim! It is so incredibly emotionally mature of you to realize that you're not aged to the body age. We're grateful the system has you, too!!!
Happy late birthday Kim Kim! Thank you for sharing so much with us! You've been so open to youtube right off the bat and I so appreciate that. As a singleton, it's important for me and others who don't have D.I.D. to understand what alters go through as best as we can so that we can support our irl system friends. On another note, I've seen so much growth in you since you introduced yourself to the channel and I'm really proud of how far you've come already! It definitely feels like we're getting to know the true Kim Kim. I love it! Keep kicking ass, girl!
I'm so proud of you Kim Kim! It makes my heart overflow with joy to see how happy you are and how well you are coming into your own. I hope you had a wonderful birthday!
Happy Birthday Kim Kim!!! It is amazing how much you have grown up. I think many people feel a big growing up time around 14-16 to around where often others take till they 20-21 to feel like those levels. You are doing so well! ~ Rachel Ann
Happy Birthday, Kim Kim! Hope you had a lovely day 😍 I can't imagine what it must have been like to 'wake up' one day into a body that felt like it aged overnight and into a life that was much different to the one you had just been living. Woah. Kim Kim, you are amazing. You've thanked your friend's for helping you through, but do not underestimate yourself in this too! You are incredible. You are strong. You are worthy. And we see you, all of us out here watching, we see you 💜
Happy birthday Kim Kim! It's truly been an honor to see you grow up into the awesome, kind, and string person you are! Thank you for sharing this journey with us!
Happy Birthday Kim Kim! It's amazing to see how far you've come. You are a beautiful, amazing human being! Thank you for sharing your journey with us. ❤ (Will it be weird if I say I'm proud of you...? 😅)
Kim Kim this is so beautiful! and Happy belated Birthday! If I may, you seem so much more confident and grounded. I have always appreciated you and your story, the personal development you've embraced is very noticeable. Thank you for sharing your journey with us; thank you for your insights. Unrelated: my toddler loves you! I mentioned it in another vid, but he still smiles every time we watch a vid with you in it. Love to you and rest of the Entropy System!!
Happy Birthday Kim Kim! It's been such an honour watching you grow and really "come into" yourself and your life now. I wish you and everyone in the system all the best
Woah this is this fastest I’ve ever gotten to any video, ever! After I went through a brief trauma I remember having to recreate who I thought I would be, and someone close recommended I just start by making a list of things of things that made me happy. It helped me survive that week, and even led to my first tattoo. Your strength is amazing and I hope you succeed in continuing to create who you are going to be every day. 🖤
First off, happy birthday(s)! Seeing the glimpses of the system's life through this channel, we've been able to see your progression in being more mature and more comfortable with yourself, and that's been amazing, and I wish you all all the best! Also, I love everything about your outfit, and it suits your personality so well!
Happy Birthday, Kim Kim! 👻 Wish you many more happy experiences and lovely grounding people around. It is a privilege to watch you "grow", thank you for being honest! 💞
Happy Birthday Kim Kim! Comparing your first video on the channel to now your maturity and acceptance of who you are seems to have skyrocketed, which is really lovely to see. I was wondering if maybe you and other members of the system who haven't done it yet could do an updated/another video on your inter-system relationships? All the best 💛
Happy birthday for last Thursday Kim Kim! So happy for you to hear that you felt supported and able to figure yourself out after what must have been a difficult adjustment period from a big time jump. :)
We noticed that you were growing up. You look really mature these days and ready to face some adult stuff. I'm really happy to be part of the process in some way. I love watching you guys. Happy Birthday Kim Kim! 🖤
happy birthday(s) kim kim!!! im so excited to watch you grow and develop, and I’m really happy that things are working out for you in the system. much much love
After watching this, I went and rewatched your intro video, and it really is amazing just how much you've grown in such a short period of time. It's been wonderful watching you mature and come into your own as a person. I hope you had a happy birthday!
It is very evident that you are growing up! You have grown so much and your personality is really different as to a year ago. You sound like an intelligent young woman, and it will be truly interesting to watch you grow even further ❤️ love from Norway 🇳🇴 💕
Happy Birthday Kim Kim! I'm glad you're in an environment where you feel safe and supported to process trauma and get to know yourself. Puberty is hard enough without also having to deal with trauma, DID and/or being in an unsafe environment. I don't know if there has been much research on DID and puberty, but I know it can be pretty rough for other neurodiverse people like those on the autism spectrum The black hole makeup goes well with the coloured hair :) I'm always jealous of the fantastic hair both your system and the DissociaDID system have. Then I remember I specifically got an ombre/bayalage hairstyle done so I could play with colour on my hair tips and not have to worry about fading, regrowth etc (I'm lazy). I haven't thrown a box dye into it for a while because last year I had an Incident and my skin and everything I touched for an entire week turned purple. My pillowcases and towels still have purple stains!
