he definitely sober .....legs shaking rapid word stumble dry mouth eye strain constant movement due muscle achs..text book..I'm going threw it right now
Takes real toughness to break any addiction, but a little extra for a drug addiction. Praying for anyone going through it right now, Jesus has your back!
I did Xanax ,OxyContin, adderall and coke with my family from 12 yrs old and by 14/15 I was on ice and heron. I got sober 9 months ago and I’m 22. I’m sending him love & positivity, living sober Is simple but not easy. 🖤
It's a battle! I'm currently battling Xanax addiction I salute the brother for addressing it because everyone glorifies it and don't want to admit that its a problem.
Worst withdrawal ever. I only took for 3 weeks and I quit cold turkey. 2 weeks of the craziest symptoms ever. Eye twitches, light sensitivity, body jolts, insomnia, blurr memory, this sensTion in my eyes like they wanted to roll to the back of my head.
LD you probably won't see this but for whoever does anyone who's having problems like this listen to this man he's brave af for coming on camera and talking about that or even for admitting he's addicted anyway salute him and good luck on your road to recovery too many young people fall victim do drugs all kinds everyday and there needs to be more people like him who see the more important things and don't want drugs to run them anymore much love for putting your kids and career over your dependency
You gonna get through this shit honey. One day at a time and then you'll look back and see how far you came. You strong enough..Believe that. I saw someone kick this shit firsthand..you just gotta be tired and want it bad enough.
One of the few rappers that actually is wise enough to realize how crippling this shit is... I was addicted to xanax and opiates for 4 years and was addicted to heroin for a year before I got clean. I'm not completely sober since I do smoke weed, but that helped me with the withdrawls. I've cut back on my weed intake but I don't plan on stopping since that is not a problem for me and actually keeps me off all the bad shit. I pray for this brother to keep on fighting through all the bullshit, cause like he said, SHIT AIN'T EASY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Kevin b most definitely, you watch these other rappers in other interviews and there in total denial about not being addicted but still not being able to go without it. It's a crazy epidemic that's taking our youth now a days kids are more likely to pop a xan before smoking weed
He looked so vulnerable while he was talking, he had his amour on but you could see the sadness and the fear in his eyes... I really hope the best for him.. he will be in my prayers 🙏🏾
I seriously dont think these kids really, REALLY understand that opiates are opiates, it doesnt matter if its heroin, lean or percs. Its all literally the same and has the same withdrawals and potential for overdose. Its fucking crazy
It's a physical addiction,you will be real sick &if you have money that makes it harder.if you're poor you probably can't get in as deep either.been through all that.perks,oxy,methadone,suboxen & zans.doing same daily for yrs you have to seen yourself down gradually.taking zanex w/ any opiate slows the respiratory system down & is a big no no.death resulting.
I feel like dying when I'm going through withdrawal... Then I get in my car and I'm on my way to my dealer to get some pills They control me.. I must stop for my daughter. I'm in pain ,not physically but emotionally and mentally.
crashed my car knocked out ..... age 20, brand new 14gs had it only for 4-5 months....... crashed into a telephone pole , broke it in half...... off that shit, forgot a LOT of good memories...... food taste fucking disgusting..... wouldn't eat to get a fuller high....... used it since hs senior 17-18 to the crash 20.... atleast used and hanged out with friends while fucked up over 100times.... not one day remembered..... didn't get no cash....from that...... ain't worth it...... friend same fucking age, wild out with a more wilder group, crashed while racing on xans....... and on real shit..... lost his life..... spine injuries....been in a coma for now 50+ days... still waiting for that terrible news the day he goes (unless godcomes thru) still waiting same age... 20 great fucking guy........ wasn't even driving, all his friends made it, he did not, and he was the best outta all, just saw one and hes still using xans..... im sure he knows tho (heavy weight on his shoulders) nothing's changed for them..... maybe to feel cool? or for me to just do it? say fuck it? becuz I thought I was depressed, so I popped them for fun and to not think about it, and too anyone reading this, and u feel like that, ur perfectly normal average human being, it's just the thought of what your thinking about that sticks and triggers certain words.... a MENTAL ILLNESS, THAT CAN BE CURED. I thought I would be sad forever, but realized I'm average / normal AF, and have no problems and shouldn't be crying over bs..... just saying who pops that.... not worth it drink water, learn study, workout, save your money on probation for xans..... aswell, but can't smoke weed for 2 years, haven't bought a single sack, the money is just there and it's so much better... bought a TV for mom in the living room and saving for a new car just typing this to help out anyone it's not worth it, even drinking,,, all that. just literally smoke weed when your FINALLY at a comfortable mind set and realize your normal and it won't be so parnoiding* and I've done it all also /molly/coke/crack/lean/pills/LSD/shrooms///// all ain't worth it only ones outta them is I say weed bro or shrooms becuz that bullshit phine is still there but i understand it's still fun........ also it's natural...... but only when ur really stable man and at peace. hope this helps anyone, idk if it will or not?
Vincent Valenzuela I understand you bro. I use to pop them w my one old friend and I seen him and also myself changing and just popping them smoking weed then blacking out. I never went out off it though or drunk. But long story short I stopped and told my friend to stop and he was popping like 3 a day til one day a mutual friend told me He had got locked up for robbing a 7-11 off of xans smh. And the sad part was it was the same 7-11 he always goes to for blunts. He was never that kid didn't have a record at all. Xans are so so so bad for you.
when i withdrawal from percs it was one of the hardest thing i ever did in my life i had to cut out all my friends who did it but i did smoke hella weed to ease a little im two years off never felt better looking back at it its like a cloud was over my life the 6 years that i popped nothing came before the pills i lost alot all for pills
Man that shyt ain’t no joke fam happy for u that u got that monkey off ur back I’m tryna get this shyt off me too before it Fuk up my life to the point where I lose everything thank god I don’t have any kids
he sound like he wants to cry cause its a touchy subject. Im comin off a heroin addiction, 9 months strong and I still get like that. But overall I try not to talk about it
Head_Huncho Yeah your right at times it does feel coo af That somebody could just get you And to know you aint alone. Yeah how long you have clean now? and thanks
Head_Huncho oh ok cool Yeah ill be a year soon and I still struggle honestly. Im on prescription meds which I hate but I fell into depression and I hear voices so its all bad for me. Sometimes I just wanna be like fuck it and use again but nah
dregetem beengotem 53 Days and u feel like Shit?Wtfook..U feel better after a week..I used to do 240 Mgs of OXYS a day..For years after two major Car Accidents
just got out of caaps at the beginning of this year. been 3 times and I just turned 22. I will never touch a perc 30 again. another day sober is a other victory.
This one of the rare dudes who actually tells the truth... coming from someone whos battled with this shit daily. It goes from something cool on a Friday night to every weeknight to during work.... shit is no joke.
this helped me rightnow i been doing perks but im not addicted yet just like the feeling of them when i rap and now im going to chillout on doing them so much before its too late!!!
Way to be super understanding about where these guys are coming from with their addictions. It's nice to see you talking to them like they're real people, not just addicts.
yo forreal shoutout LD for keeping it real... a lot of people really aren't educated enough to know they're withdrawing and in addiction.... He's getting emotional talking about the addiction that's why he speaks with stutters not because he's too high or anything
S/o to this Man for keeping it 💯 cause me and all my niggas struggle wit percs addiction really everybody I know n I'm battling myself but he the first one to admit the shit. I'm checking your music out for this bra salute 💯
Can someone Let me know how I can hit Up LD? I Was on OXYs for years and almost lost hope until I discovered Kratom. Those Opiates are the damn dévil! I didnt think I would ever kick my addiction. My heart goes out to anyone struggling with this nightmare!
TheIntrovert83 me too except I was doing Herron..it's literal torture, I'm sure you know.its fucked up Lol the bad outweighs the good by a large amount and the good it extremely good smh
Kratom is great. I let one of my friends who messes around with drugs try it, and when you have good kratom and take a good dose it works the same and is way safer then a synthetic opiate
Been about 3 years since I last did any Blues (30mg roxicodone, same as 30mg oxys) was sober for another 2 years before I relapsed hard but got back off them. Starting shooting them too, it definitely can be done. Im from Tampa area too so seeing he's from Tampa is awesome, I need a rehab and 12 step program to help mentally change my thinking and stuff and get away from all drugs for a while but you can definitely do it. Just is difficult starting especially when you keep same people around you did drugs with...
I wanna thank this man for being real about it cause I myself have a probably with that and I don't even want this on my worse enemy. I don't want nobody to feel how I feel so seriously if you read this, really listen to what this man said
Brian Willis bro talk to me not on no weird shit but I got shot and ah man life on drugs I was the definition of. elmotaylor5@gmail.com or 9196727876 to anyone to need to know there's hope for FREE AND BY SOME ONE WHO ACTUAL WENT THROUGH WHAT YOUR GOING THROUGH...
I had a battle to since I sell them they are constantly in my face but I kicked that shit after the second month you good the hardest part ain't withdrawing it's the mental part...I'm praying for him
this a real nigga for admitting the truth about drug addiction other then these niggas who come and tryn to act like shit cool i was also on drugs heavy but eventually when u wana shake that shit and it beat u down low enough u will stop
He speakin TRUTH. I was on xans heavy when I was younger n almost died in a car wreck at 19 cause of em. Then I went thru the pain pills too n that withdrawal ain't no damn joke
You can tell he's genuine about the situation with the percs, its a real deal issue with a lot of us!!! Glad he talks to the kids, wonder where he is now, still addicted or what?!
I salute you. I remember i couldn't make it through a night without oxymporphone use to have a line by my bed, wake up at 4 am coldswests and rls sniff it and go back to sleep. Kratom is the reason I am off those hardcoreopioids
You got it. You'll be aight ma man. You got nothing but support. It takes courage to go on tv and admit you have a problem, seriously that takes heart. I couldn't do that
coming off the bars rn, weaned down to .5 mg footballs i wish i never started and heard more storys like these. scariest feeling in the world..not knowing you gunna have a seizure or not. i gotta baby girl n one on the way i have to be a man and step down from this evil ass drug
aye good looks for real kicked that shit bro! No more qualitest (lean) an no more xanax bro i finally wake up with no xan withdrawl,the key is to wean off an to want to stop,i swear bro this shit got so old,i was on them for years an finlly got my designer belt game back up haha
hell yeah they are bro,shit sucks but people just gotta be aware and listen to what others got ta say about these drugs lowkey most people dont think about it like me an keep goin til they realize they cant just stop
Poloboypetry Yep the ppl who didn't experience just won't know like I thought I couldn't get addicted to anything and everybody gave me all the warnings n I ignored it smh
Nah he speaking from the heart its hard pushing the truth out especially when you talk about things u went thru with family # Stay up bro cleanliness is next to godliness
Man god be with this man I understand the struggle and don't feel bad for going to rehab if u have too we all need help, and what he said about him feeling like he's in handcuffs I feel u big bro stay up
only dude i respect you could see how real he was talking about addiction and shit, your mind is the first thing to go. Insight is a tough thing to find, I hope he touched someone else going through it.
If you have never went through addiction/withdrawal you will never know what it’s like. People be like “just quit it’s not that hard”. It’s the hardest thing I’ve ever had to do
I can see the pain in his eyes while he talks about this. He's an intelligent and well spoken man. You can do it. I feel like if I had a lil bit of fame and money it would be tougher but I've beat addiction.
Are percs opiates...look in the uk we don't have Percs I'm battling heroin addiction since I was 16..worst shit ever wouldn't wish it on my worst enemy
yeh opiate but Percs my dude, I got off those cold turkey in 2 weeks. Now Methadone that's another story, that's the KING OF OPIATES, YEH ITS BETTER THAN HEROIN BUT U MAY NEVER BE ABLE TO GET OFF OF IT IF U START, DONT TAKE METHADONE OR SUBOXONE PLEASE IMTELLING U ANDALL RAPPERS WHEN THEM OPIATES RUN OUT JUST QUIT DONT GO TO A CLINIC LIKE I DID AND TRY AND GET HELP CAUSE THEY JUST PUT U ON A DRUG TO GET U OFF ANOTHER DRUG BUT THEYDONT REALIZE METHADONE IS TEN TIMES STRONGER THAN PERCS AND LEAN TOGETHER AND IM ONLY TALKING LIKE 30 MILLIGRAMS OF IT COMPARED TO A WHOLE PINT OF LEAN AND A WHOLE SCRIPT OF PERCS YEH METHADONE MAKES U NOD ALL DAY IT SUCKS, JUST SMOKEWEED THATS WHERE IM TRYING TO GET RIGHT NOW, DRUGS AINT NO JOKE. I HAD FULL SCHOLARSHIP ALL THAT SHIT TIL I SAID FUCKIT I WANNA GET HIGH, AINT WORTH IT MY G, AND WHEN ALL THESE RAPPERS RUN OUT OF LEAN AND PERCS THEY GONNA BE LOOKING STUPID ASF AND U GONE BE LIKE I CANT BELIEVE I EVEN USED TO LISTEN TO THIS NIGGA, XANAX SUCK GETTING OFF TO, I FINALLY GOT OFF THEM BITCHES AND WONT TOUCH ONE AGAIN
504brando I'm on a script for meth I'm on 85ml per day...and iv been struck off once and I rattled for 4 weeks straight and I swear it made coming off heroin look like a joke bro
Yeh Methadone is number 1 when it comes to withdrawals, I would p[ick heroin detox anyday over methadone, cause the half life of methadone is so fucking long, 24 fucking hours, heroin u need a shot every 6-8 hours, DONT GO TO THE CLINIC JUST GET OFF WUT U ON CAUSE ONCE U START THAT CLINIC AINT NO LOOKING BACK, U PROLLY GONNA DIE STILL TAKING METHADONE THATS HOW HARD IT IS TO GET OFF OF
504brando shit fam I know ..it's crazy I'm gonna ask to be reduced when I feel I am strong enough to face it..I don't wanna be on this shit forever but it saved my life
God please wrap your arms around this young man and help him through this rough patch in his life. You know this is not what you intended for him so help him reach his full potential and become the person you ordained him to be. God bless you.
I am currently working in a clinic to get away from roxycodone and opana addiction at my worst I was doing 11 Roxy 30s and 3 opana 40s a day! And I have been completely clean for 24 weeks! I hope to keep up with my program and wish you all that are trying to get straight all the luck to help yourself get in a clinic if you can people will look down on you for getting help at a clinic but fuck them there not in your shoes this clinic shit saved my life!!!!! Good luck brother!
I work for a detox and know this struggle. This thing doesn't discriminate but black people do need to reach out more and see more seeking help. Its frowned upon in some communities and addiction is looked at like a weakness
That's crazy, you know I'm sayin. I'm glad I found this video you know i'm sayin. I hope he gets better you know I'm sayin. Drug addiction is no joke, you know i'm sayin. Withdrawals are for real you know i'm sayin. We need to support the ones struggling with addiction you know I'm sayin.
U got this L.D. im 10yrs plus in the opiate game started with perx n lean then went to heron. lost everythng but my life which I almost did I overdosed 2x in 6 months. quit cold turkey but gradually as my money ran out my drugs did too. im clean off everything today for more than half yr dont even drink.
