Imagine: It’s been a long day. It was a good day though. Another day at work, school, wherever you are. You get home late and it starts raining. It comforted you. You turned on the radio letting the slow song play. A stressful day it was, you needed this. A message lights up your phone. All day they had been going off, you look at the message. “I’m sorry about your friend.” You furrow your eyebrows. Friend? Which one? You look on Twitter. You wish you hadn’t. “K-pop star dies at the age 27 in apparent suicide” Kim Jonghyun. Your heart breaks and as you open the window to get air before you pass out you dropped your phone. “W-what?” You Whisper and look at the picture. You didn’t understand why. Each and every day you wrote him a letter for 3 months. You got his name on a gold necklace just so he’s always with you. “How are you?” Another girl who was just as heartbroken asked. “Fine.” You’d say and smile. You weren’t fine. But it was a work in progress. This was the story of how I found out about Jonghyun’s death...
I heard about it literally 30 minutes after the first set of news released info about it. I was shocked. I was shaking the whole day. I went to school and told everyone that I was “fine”. I tried to hold my tears in. But I couldn’t. I almost burst into tears. In school. In the middle of SS class. I excused myself to go to the bathroom. Then I sobbed. My eyes were swollen and red. I was dazed the whole day. That’s how my day went when I first realized about his death.
I was at school in lunch. Me and my friend were looking at army amino when we found out. I was crying for the rest of the day. Everyone tried to comfort me but it wasn't working.
Park Lexi I was at work and just stared at the screen of my phone while tears started falling down. It took me 1 month to pull myself together. I just started listening to SHINee songs and Jonghyun was my favorite.
This reminds me of when we had a rainy day on the 20th December - listening to End of the Day... I was crying all day, actually screaming at myself into a pillow because I didn’t want to be upset over jonghyun, but I was just angry at myself because I couldn’t do anything about it apart from cry. I miss him so much, this song will always be a song written by two amazing artists, one in which is an angel and star in the sky
It’s weird that all along I’ve never been able to listen to this song while on my headphones nor sing this song in a karaoke session with my friends, cause I’ll burst into tears and feel awfully broken after singing it.
im crying so hard... no one ever said that im doing good or i did well.. but i always try my best to comforts everyone by saying theyre doing well.. but i couldnt get myself someone who can comfort me.... oh boi why am i listening to this im crying so hard already
I love the meaning behind this song because she’s telling us “I know your sad and it’s okay just breathe you did well today” none of that “it’s not that bad, you have nothing to be sad about” it’s just comfort with no judgment 😔
I usually do this when it rains at night- just leave my windows open and listen to the sound of the water hitting the pavement.. playing some music on top, it makes me feel at ease... thank you
Take a deep breath Until both sides of your heart get numb Until it hurts a little Let out your breath even more Until you feel like there’s nothing left inside It’s alright if you run out of breath No one will blame you It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes Because anyone can do so Although comforting by saying it’s alright Are just words Someone’s breath. That heavy breath How can I see through that? Though I can’t understand your breath It’s alright I’ll hold you It’s alright if you run out of breath No one will blame you It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes Because anyone can do so Although comforting by saying it’s alright Are just words Someone’s breath. That heavy breath How can I see through that? Though I can’t understand your breath It’s alright I’ll hold you Even if others think your sigh Takes out energy and strength I already know That you had a day that’s hard enough To let out even a small sigh Now don’t think of anything else Let out a deep sigh Just let it out like that Someone’s breath. That heavy breath How can I see through that? Though I can’t understand your breath It’s alright I’ll hold you You really did a good job
By window,I meant the window opens again at 3:25,and closes at the end.Sorry if it's not good enough,this was requested alot with something to do with rain lol.
I've been in such a dark place. This song brings me such a great comfort, I'm sobbing and can't see half the time when I listen to it. It's so beautiful. 💜
*English Translation* Take a deep breath Until both sides of your heart get numb Until it hurts a little Let out your breath even more Until you feel like there’s nothing left inside It’s alright if you run out of breath No one will blame you It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes Because anyone can do so Although comforting by saying it’s alright Are just words Someone’s breath That heavy breath How can I see through that? Though I can’t understand your breath It’s alright I’ll hold you It’s alright if you run out of breath No one will blame you It’s okay to make mistakes sometimes Because anyone can do so Although comforting by saying it’s alright Are just words Someone’s breath That heavy breath How can I see through that? Though I can’t understand your breath It’s alright I’ll hold you Even if others think your sigh Takes out energy and strength I already know That you had a day that’s hard enough To let out even a small sigh Now don’t think of anything else Let out a deep sigh Just let it out like that Someone’s breath That heavy breath How can I see through that? Though I can’t understand your breath It’s alright I’ll hold you You really did a good job
can i add the english lyrics to this video? the video isn't open to community contribution but i thought it would be a lot more meaningful with the lyrics
Here I am sitting while my sister is looking at me sobbing while singing aishhh this makes me even more sad! Such a good song, Such a wonderful singer singing, Such a great person that wrote this song and gave this to her, And now he's dead.... 😭😭 RIP jonghyun 😢❤
I accidentally found this and what a coincident its also raining.. i was flowing with the emotion and suddenly i tried to sing but i failed. My voice cracked and i was shook because i begun to cry. It was really sad. Thanks for making our tears feel out.
There goes my depression again. Man im missing bling bling so damn much that everyday is a struggle. Not a day goes by when i dont think of him. 😭😭 This song is already sad as it is but in the rain its 1000x more emotional. MY ANGEL. "You really did do a good job"
This is incredible. The sound of movement, as well as the volume of rain, all fits perfectly. Even the timing of the window opening, and then closing again. Just beautiful.
Raindrops always been my most favorite sound. It sounds so comforting, as if telling me "it's fine, I'll cry with you. I'll cry for you". It never fails to calm me down
after jonghyun's death, there was no time i didn't cry whenever i listen to this song.. Jonghyun made the lyrics in a beautiful honest way, while leehi sang this in a very deep emotion.. sadly we cant see their stage together.. 수고했어요 종현 오빠
I can't tell you how much I loved the experience. I could imagine myself opening the window, putting an old music player plus i got a warm cup of tea. This is so lovable. If you ask me, the only thing that can make it better is a better quality of the song... but I'm not complaining. Thanks for giving us such tangibly experience. ❤
Jonghyun is someone that truly writes from the heart and from experience. An incredible and beautiful songwriter and overall human being. Lee-Hi also really expresses the feeling of this song so beautifully and genuinely, that every time I listen to it I am moved. This song brings me comfort when I’m feeling down, when I’m anxious and when life is just all too overwhelming. Love this song and love the rain effect you added, very calming 💕
It's one of those day again, i found comfort here more than any other place so listening to this just ease the pain, burden, feelings of not being good enough. Life is good again...
I’m in awe this is so beautiful and I love the rain it’s so peaceful. Even though it brings back memories I was trying to suppress I feel like this helped me be able listen to the song with not complete sadness but with happiness to know that he is in a better place I thank you so much
Listening to this while my parents are in the middle of an agrument.. Just blasting it on full volume, so it's loud enough to block the noises. Stay safe.
Crying so much right now this song just makes me cry and no one ever worries it’s just me so if your feeling lonely like me just remember you have yourself to keep you company. Fighting!
This reminds me a lot of JongHyun (he wrote this masterpiece duh, makes sense). It was a bad decission to listen to this while doing homework, I'm crying.
You woke up slowly to the sound of music playing across the street, the song was familiar but you couldn’t quite place your finger on it as if it was a shadow in the middle of a misty night. Sleep threatened to take you over once again, but the song slowly became louder, and a sudden sense of panic rushed over you. something felt wrong, off, and it worried you. scared you. without a second thought you ran into the outside world, cold rain hitting you like pellets as your bare feet carried you across the even colder pavement. suddenly, the music stopped and you understood. tears welled in your eyes and you fell to you knees leaving them bruised and bleeding. you hadn’t gotten over him yet. you hadn’t faced the reality that he was gone. the day replayed in your head. the same song you were chasing after just moments ago was playing, it was a normal day close to be wonderful until you heard. your world was turned upside down. your soulmate your one and only was gone. the person who had saved your life had just taken their own. will you ever truly be over it or does it continue to hurt? sometimes you think you’ll never find the answer, but one day it will come. one day your memories of that person will fade like text on an old book. you don’t realize it at first until you’ve almost completely forgotten. nothing ever truly stops hurting, we learn to overcome and forget. it’s hard, it’s painful and it’s a long journey but you will make it through. you will overcome and be better. you will be okay.
When i tired of everything, just gotta listen to this song and comforting myself. Then when i look behind myself , no one was there to hold me, to listen to my story. Life is hard, so i decided to try harder to make it easier than it is. *"Yes, we are living and dying at the same time"*
I didnt realise my heart could ache anymore than it already does when listening to this song But seriously this is such a good idea. Sometimes we need to have our moments when we just need to stop bottling it up and feel. This is a way to help with that
God this make me cry 😭 I feel my heart heavy lately cuz I can't breathe. This song make me feel better since the first time I hear this song because jonghyun wrote this song. I always listen this song because for the past 8 years I feel my world colorless. And I feel my life stopped. And I that time when I try to find myself and fix myself to be a better person again. because its really hard to smiling again and to be happy. This song give me hope and comfort. I feel i can breathe again. And alive Sometimes when I can't breathe I always listen this song before and until now. I love you jonghyun. I miss you you will be forever loved and I will thank to lee hi because her voice its really warm and comfort. ❤ 🙏🏻
*Actually.. in my opinion. This song itself really IS sad.. because that is suppose to be like that. the meaning and everything. But when Jonghyun go.. it's even more sad makes people realised that the song is have a really deep meaning through it. What did actually says (the song). Just too beautiful... life is just have to appreciation to one and another. to be honest, everyone that down the earth has to be thankful. To live and have a good life.* (YOU'RE AMAZING HUMAN BEING. WITHOUT YOU. THERE'S NO SHINE TO ME)
*korean lyrics* 숨을 크게 쉬어봐요 당신의 가슴 양쪽이 저리게 조금은 아파올 때까지 숨을 더 뱉어봐요 당신의 안에 남은 게 없다고 느껴질 때까지 숨이 벅차올라도 괜찮아요 아무도 그댈 탓하진 않아 가끔은 실수해도 돼 누구든 그랬으니까 괜찮다는 말 말뿐인 위로지만 누군가의 한숨 그 무거운 숨을 내가 어떻게 헤아릴 수가 있을까요 당신의 한숨 그 깊일 이해할 순 없겠지만 괜찮아요 내가 안아줄게요 숨이 벅차올라도 괜찮아요 아무도 그댈 탓하진 않아 가끔은 실수해도 돼 누구든 그랬으니까 괜찮다는 말 말뿐인 위로지만 누군가의 한숨 그 무거운 숨을 내가 어떻게 헤아릴 수가 있을까요 당신의 한숨 그 깊일 이해할 순 없겠지만 괜찮아요 내가 안아줄게요 남들 눈엔 힘 빠지는 한숨으로 보일진 몰라도 나는 알고 있죠 작은 한숨 내뱉기도 어려운 하루를 보냈단 걸 이제 다른 생각은 마요 깊이 숨을 쉬어봐요 그대로 내뱉어요 누군가의 한숨 그 무거운 숨을 내가 어떻게 헤아릴 수가 있을까요 당신의 한숨 그 깊일 이해할 순 없겠지만 괜찮아요 내가 안아줄게요 정말 수고했어요
Literally I was crying outside (thinking about many things related to Jjong ) (without my phone) and came back to my room, grab my phone and open YT and this was the first video on the recommendation ...
Here comes waterworks... 😥😥😥💔😭😭😭 I MISS JONGHYUNNNNN!!!!!💔💔💔💔❤💔❤💔❤💔❤💔❤❤💔😭😭😭😭 I'm trying not to cry bcuz I am actually in a car for a road trip with my mom cousin and her girlfriend... 😥😥😥💔 **sniffle**
