Life As a VIP High Roller At the Casino: What It's Like, Why I Gave It All Up and Gambling Addiction 

Hey Anton, My name is Draven and I just turned 21 on the 16th and already have been to the Casino 4 days in a row. I’ve done very well for the 4 days that I’ve gone (Up $600 with a $1000 bankroll). Do you think it’s possible or realistic to win just $100/day with my current bankroll?

My mother tried to teach me a lesson in Vegas when I was about 10 years old that gambling is a waste. She put $1 into a slot machine in front of me and hit a $250 jackpot. LMAO

The thing about gambling is that your friends always tell you when they win, but they never tell you when they lose.

“The only way to win in a casino is to own one” - Steve Wynn

Gambling is the worst kind of addiction ... its simply a monster

I was MAD addicted to playing craps for YEARS... it was bad. I realized one day that I wasn’t even happy when I was winning... and that’s the moment I quit.

I feel the best part of this story is seeing an adult trying to develop and become the best person he can be. So many people think they can do and be whatever since they aren't kids anymore. No, it's a lifelong process and I believe those who always work on themselves are the happiest and treat others the best.

Nice to see such honesty from a VIP level player. I have had gambling issues for years but stopped for a year recently. Then got my fathers inheritance this summer during the pandemic. Straight back to online slots, lost 30k in 3 days, about 50% of my inheritance. Knew I was in trouble because the VIP department kept trying to call me. I was laying in bed feeling suicidal whilst they were calling honestly. Got help and stopped and have managed to keep a chunk of it but it nearly ended me.

The walk/drive home after losing really sucked.

Guy quits gambling...makes announcement from casino

I won 35k after that got really hooked and lost over 100k literally lost everything you get addicted to the fast money transactions..... it's a cold game you'll end up losing it all if you dont stop ..

What a beautiful testimony. I am a senior citizen, 71, and have recently gotten into slot machines. It is a real hype for me. I live on the East Coast and there are some casinos out this way. COVID brought me to slots on RU-vid and my niece brought me to the casino after they reopened to play. I have had a ball. Won many times, nothing huge, but a win nonetheless and it is like a sporting event to me. However, because my income is limited, I definitely do not go beyond my boundaries. I don't think I would ever throw down like I've seen many on the internet do. I could roll a 50 cent bet for hours just for the excitement of trying to get a win. When I'm done though, I am done and will return in two weeks or a month but not sooner than that. Love your honesty and the fact that you set boundaries and abided by them. That is how many fall into addictions and need to just walk away. It is a dark place and you think things will get better but they usually never do. Thanks for sharing even though its been three years. Things last forever on the internet.

I recently had to end a relationship due to his gambling addiction. I couldnt continue dealing with him because he was bringing me down mentally and emotionally. He does not believe he has a problem. I hope and pray everyday he gets help before he loses it all. He deserves to have a happy life.

I’ve worked at the casino , I’d say 90% of the long term players were down win/loss . The casino eventually wins in the long run .

I appreciate this video big time! I've only been to the casino 3 times in my adult life. The last time was a couple days ago. I lost $50 on the slots and after found myself killing time watching people play Craps. Seeing all that money being won and going around... I haven't stopped thinking about the game in days. This helped put things in perspective again. I've seen other people lose alot of money gambling and somehow started to convince myself I was smarter. You're helping me dodge the bullet! Thankyou!

Hello Anton my name is Lawrence Raibon. My dad before he past away in 2019. He had a gambling addiction and was going to the casinos in Shreveport, Louisiana. I am glad that you gave up gambling.

My first time going to a casino I had $40. Won $800 in 10 minutes. 2 years later I was homeless, in debt, terrible credit, ashamed, distant from friends and family. It's a sick addiction. Have fun don't try to beat casinos.

Money is not money when you win at a casino-its just future bets.Thanks for the insight brother.

I’m a table games supervisor at one of the largest casinos in the world and I have seen some sad shit over my 11 years

In casino! if you win, you need more and when you lose, you want your money back.. somehow you keep trying and lose everything you have.. No one get rich by playing gambling.. Better to stay away from gambling and enjoy your life..

Went to Vegas for a bachelor party. I took $500 to lose, played all 3 days placing $20-$50 bets got up to $2500 and lost it all. I ended up leaving Vegas with $400. I’d say I won. Was the best 3 days I ever had with my friends🤙🏼

It’s hard to be this honest with yourself, nevermind putting it out there for the world to see. Commendable.

This man is keeping it REAL! Listen peps, then follow Why do you lose? Because Casinos NEVER run out of money. Nobody is bigger than the game. NOBODY!

This guy is growing as a Man. Progressing through life and sharing his story. We all are on a journey and some of us dont learn from our mistakes and repeat them which leads to misery. It's nice to see a someone who is learning and sharing. I bet it helps a bunch of people watching this video, and if it did then its a success.

Came back to watch your video for a second time. Can't tell you how much I appreciate your honesty and candid explanation of your real life experience with the trills of gambling, the pitfalls of addiction and the unfortunate consequences that can result from not being able to control that lifestyle. Truth is the average person is simply not built for the gambling world and all that comes with it. Period. I'm really glad you had the self awareness and discipline to be able to step away from something you felt had the possibility to have a massively negative impact on your life. I'm really glad you're in a great space in life now and wish you nothing but health, peace and prosperity my brother. Hope this comment can help anyone else that may have gone through some the same experiences we have. Take Care and God Bless

Thank you so much for sharing your story Anton! I was addicted to blackjack, craps and poker rooms for the better part of 10 years. I lost nearly everything to this addiction. Thankfully, I was able to rebuild me life and turn things around. It's a tough addiction to overcome, but it's possible if you have a strong enough desire too. The lifestyle is certainly a big part of the addiction.

I was a high roller too. (Not in the leagues of the HIGHEST rollers), but nonetheless, I burnt through over a million dollars in just a few years, financially killing me. I enjoyed the game, (blackjack), I loved the hotels, the comps, the freebies, the respect, the service, the luxuries... But all of that is a giant illusion. Its going to, and will, end you. I quit all that shit (had to as money ran out) and I hope to feel better as the days roll on, gambling free. FUCK CASINOS.

You literally break even every time you DON'T gamble in a casino. And breaking even is not bad! Great video Anton.

“I have an addictive personality, when I go I go” Damn I really felt that. Gambling has taken over my life the last 6 years. I have the mentality that I’m gonna bust the casino every time and don’t know how to quit when I’m ahead..I play until I cant no more

I opened MGM Detroit in 1999. I was fortunate to quit in 2009. It was the busiest casino property I ever worked in my casino career. It was also one of the most profitable MGM Resorts property. I do not miss the grind. Too many locals I saw every single day to the point I was sick of looking at them. The best thing I ever did was to quit, and move away. A depressing place to work, and live.

When I was teenager my mom took me to Las Vegas. I wandered into The Bellagio by myself one day and found a machine-operated roulette table. I had 72 dollars in my wallet so I placed several 20 dollar bets on red and began slowly incrementing my winnings. Soon, I cashed out with 272 dollars and was hysterically happy. I thought I beat the system and learned some trick to gambling that no one else in the casino figured out. I walked out of the gambling halls and went to treat myself to a buffet and a show. I was on top of the world. This was Las Vegas. This was happiness. The problem is that I never walked out. I went back in and lost it all.

I can honestly say I never 'lost' gambling at a casino. 1st time I ever went was at a brand new casino in Iowa and it was their grand opening weekend. The Saturday I wanted to go - my wife told me no, because it was our daughter's bday - but the next day, she 'allowed' me (lol) to take $20. And that was it. I drove there and as soon as I walked in, the lights, the sounds, the excitement! Wow! And I had no clue what to do, so I was walking through the slots area and walked through some rows and saw this $1/$2 Triple Diamond slot. So I put my $20 in and then hit the cashout button and chunka-chunka-chunka - got all these brand new shiny casino tokens. (I'm a coin collector, so I picked the nicest one and put in my pocket - still have it!) And then I plunked 1 in and pulled the handle. Nothin. Plunked in 2. Nothin. Plunked in 1 and nothin' again and I'm thinkin' shoot - I'm gonna be done here in less than 5 minutes! Then I plunked in 2 and triple-triple-triple! DING-DING-DING-DING-DING! $2500 just like that! HOO-EEEEeee! Took a little while for the attendant and to get my cash after filling out the tax form and I LEFT! Over the next couple years, I went back maybe 4-5 times, taking $100-$200 each time and going to the $1 slots area and $800 one time (on like 3rd pull - and left) and next time $1200 over a span of several hours and drinks - and left - and one time I went with $20 again and lost that in about 10 minutes - and left - and then I decided that was enough! I was WAYYY up and I saw them old people hooked up to oxygen tanks with a hose in their nose and their play bracelet with the cord plugged into the 'players club' slot on the machine. They were under total control - until they spent all they brought. I knew I wanted nothing to do with that lifestyle. This was 2001-2002 and haven't been back but ONE TIME in about 2011, I went there with my wife and we each had $100 and she hit a $229 slot and I lost my $100 and we enjoyed the buffet and that was it. Never been back since! So as you can see, never 'lost.' I'm waaay ahead and that's where I'll stay. Thanks for your story and wish you luck. You certainly were in a league way beyond what I could ever do - stick with it. If you have a problem, you've obviously taken the 1st step in realizing you have a problem. So remember -just like them folks in AA say (my friend's one of them) "It works if ya work it ~ So work it! ~You're Worth It!" Good luck, man.

Lost 5 buks on the penny slots Never went back..still have nightmares to this day.

Respect to you man. I’m a dealer at a local casino in AC, I’m one of the youngest dealers in the city at 18 and some of the shit I see just breaks my heart. I’ve seen people bet away their life savings and more. I’ll never forget one day this guy was betting purples on my blackjack table. He had just bought in and the shoe just started. He lost like ten hands in a row, started bawling his eyes out, looked me in the eye and said, “my wife is gonna divorce me...”. It really is an addiction, this activity is not for the easily tempted, I’ve seen people win for the day, or maybe even the week but in the end you will always lose. I remember this one lady who’s a regular hit the major progressive on a blackjack table and won tens of thousands of dollars, this was two tables down from mine that night. When I went on break I spoke to the dealer who was on that table and the lady playing said that she didn’t tip because she was still down 90 thousand dollars...

Young kid who enjoys his gambling here...slowly realizing the bad involved and associated with gambling. I enjoy hearing from someone like you who has done the "high roller" experience. Put things into perspective for myself.

Most high rollers have the money to loose. It's not about money, it's about winning.

my family loves gambling. i was introduced to cards at a very young age and i’ve become a well above average poker player as an adult, but they always instilled the golden rule of gambling to me: never gamble with more than you’re willing to lose. as long as you obey that rule, you’ll always come out on top.

Thanks for posting this. Me and my friends had a very similar story. Started low limit $10 tables and gradually increased over the years. I never got too out of control, but one friend became an addict and was the “high roller”. All the hosts and pit bosses were so accommodating as long as we were playing. It is so transparent that they only care about the money. They basically fed his addiction until he went bust. Luckily, he is back on his feet and stopped gambling. Casinos are such a trap. They will take up all your time and money. Better off spending time with family and friends. Best wishes to you.

You know it's an addiction when you obsess about gambling and it's the only thing you want to do with your money. I will tell myself a dozen different reasons not to go and despite all the frustration I've experienced losing hundreds of dollars nearly every time I went, I still find myself driving there against my better judgement. It takes a toll on you emotionally with all the ups and downs and bad beats. I come out of the casino like a zombie, a broke and pissed off zombie. I will only walk away when I have no money left to spend. It is never enough. I love it but I hate it.

Free rooms, the valet keeping your car up front, free boxing tickets, free food... for only $25/hand. Vegas was so much better 20 years ago and I couldn't even imagine how great it was back in the 60s/70s/80s.

Thanks so much for sharing this my brother. I’ve felt the same way about the casino addiction. I truly think we just have such motivated/go getter mindsets, but just happened to use our gifts the wrong way. I’m glad you’re in a better space 💪🏾 stay strong. Built for greatness

I appreciate and enjoy your insight. I'm 50 and just got back from Vegas 2 days ago. I noticed the same thing about all the people spending not just the large amount of money, but also the time in the casinos. Myself I spent the day with my family walking the strip, shopping, and eating at the awesome restaurants, going to the red rock canyon etc. Then at night spend time at the BJ table with a set amount of money I was ok with losing, for me at the $5 or $10 min table it was $50. One night I went I was up as high as 300 and left up 250. Another I lost 50. It's all about having priorities and setting limits and sticking to them.

I gambled from 19-25. I’m 27 now I haven’t gambled in a year and a half. Worst addiction ever I would gambled 700-1000 a week. I played slots and black jack I felt helpless was in debt I owed my family money repoed my truck I didn’t want to live anymore. Until my dad told me one day. You will never be a man. You will never be a father you will never be a husband you’re weak. That hit me soo hard, I gave my brother all of my cards and money I gave him my checks I didn’t have a penny but that helped and now here I am almost debt free I have money in the bank and I don’t crave that anymore. ALL OF YOU!!! Can stop too you have the power stop letting these casinos win. Keep telling yourself. You’re going to loose over and over again. The key is to keep busy. When you’re not busy that’s when it hits you the urge to gamble. That’s what would happen to me.

Thank you for your testimony. I appreciate it. I had a gambling addiction but I let it go. Everybody around me was winning but I wasn't. I started to having a slight financial issue then I realized God was telling me this isn't the way. These casinos will give all the free perks b/c they're going to get the cost back when they take your $$$. Anton your right it was the rush for me as well. Interestingly, I went to a casino after COVID and I noticed a lot of people were complaining that nothing is or has been paying for a while. I just ate with friends and got up out of there. I will assume that casinos are trying to make $$$ back from when everything was shut down.

Outstanding, amazing, and truer words have never been spoken. I needed to hear this. I am still recovering from losing everything, more than once. I gave it all trying to reach a goal that I never achieved. This lifestyle and even the pursuit of is very very addictive. Thanks for sharing this. Best wishes to you Sir in your future endeavors. Peace

I always think of gambling as paying for entertainment. I like the atmosphere, I like playing some tables, I have fun with slots; even if I lose, I at least had fun doing it. It's when you are no longer having fun that you need to take a step back and get the heck out of the casino. It's entertainment where you occasionally get lucky, not a money-making venture.

Mr Daniels, Your story is not new, but you telling it might make someone out there realize that life is to short to be a prisoner of addiction. The casinos survive because people are made to believe they are getting something for free....That does not happen, they pay many times what they get for. People want to be like the famous people they see on the Tv and think that they deserve what the others have, not realizing that they already have what they need inside their hearts and souls. If people stop and think of all the time, effort and money they have wasted trying to chase their own tails...They would be in tears. Just live your life to it’s fullest, enjoy everything and love your family....That makes you a winner. Thank God everyday that you are here to see another day and make the most of it. God Bless brother !!!

Good for you Anton. I am also a gambler , although not a high roller like yourself. But I fully understand the ups and downs of gambling. I've gotten in trouble financially because of it, and have been able to corral it - although it will never completely leave me. In my case, my lack of companionship thru the years has caused me to substitute that with the thrill of betting and that "action" you talk about. But you have a little girl to take care of, so it's awesome that you're trying to change your life and better yourself. It's very, very hard to kick a habit like this. Best of luck to you!

I love going to the casino for a couple hours every Sunday morning. I generally break even. At 62 years old it is just something to do. $20 a week has never broke anyone.

I myself have gambled for many years and quit, and I really appreciate you putting yourself out there and sharing your story. I can relate to a lot of things you said and this video helped me put things into perspective. I know you're being honest since I went through the same stuff and I could tell if you're bullshitting or not. You might not think so, but it takes a lot of courage to be as open as you are and allowing others to judge your actions. Great video.

Casinos are not afraid to lose to you. they are only concerned if you never come back. you might win the first time , but in the long run they are gonna take your money if you keep going. . i have seen too many ruined families from gambling addiction

SELF-EXCLUSION is the only way to go if you're serious about your addiction to gambling. No shame. No looking back.💪

I used to work for a casino. The 2 things that blew my mind was seeing grown men openly sobbing because they lost everything and others telling me they just lost $1500 and would be back the next day to do it all over again and this was almost daily.

Lost $50 the first time I went to a casino with the homies & I never came back. 😂

this guy is really aware of himself. bravo to his choice

I have to say I appreciate you making this video, taking the time to really make it clear for us folks. We all know it's addictive and they have the advantage yet we go for the same feeling. I am an addict, at one point I was giving downstream casino 130% of my income. (Going negative) My next step is to find something else to invest my time and finances, because if anyone asks me what I want to do, it's gambling. Smh

I went to harrahs casino in San Diego. I spent $150. Then I started to get notices in the mail for free room and buffet. I decided to take my son who had turned 21 to the casino to celebrate his birthday. My car got stolen 3 hours after we got there. The car was found 15 hours after I reported it missing.

I dealt to #23 before. He would go on quarter million dollar swings but at the end of the day even he lost. The house always wins if you play long enough.

Good luck to you sir. Happy that you made the changes you did because you wanted to and not because you HAD to do so. I like the casino experience. I like the games and I like the action. But, I know the numbers, I know the odds and I always know the house edge in any game or bet. I look at gambling at a casino as a form of entertainment and the money I may lose is the price I pay for that. Same as what I might pay for seats at a concert or sporting event or a trip to Europe or the Caribbean. I weigh the richness of the experience against the cost (and the effort it takes to earn the money to do those things). All things in moderation has been a motto for me. Interestingly, my income was not only immune from the negative effect during the 2008 recession, but it actually increased dramatically. Vegas was calling and offering all kinds of incentives and perks and comps to come play. Things were BAD there. I ended up as a Platinum or Noir member for 6 or 7 years all while betting anywhere from $25-$100 at blackjack and craps. It wasn't the amount of my bets so much as I was willing to spend 7-8 hours at a table that got me noticed by the casino host. Factoring in a few cashes at the WSOP over a 5 year span and a couple of progressive jackpot wins, I am up considerably. I am still playing with their money. However, I am not interested in giving it all back so I have dialed back my visits and my time at the tables. I still enjoy the action and make a few trips out but I go with friends who aren't gambling junkies so there is always pressure to do things outside of the casino. Again, best of luck to you!

I've never understood gambling. More to life than money and fame. Like nature and living simply. Then again I live in Alaska.

I’m fascinated by gamblers, but never gamble. This was a great video.

Thanks for your candidness man. You really are helping folks by doing this.

Take care of yourself and live healthy, we will always be here. You might not know us in person but when things get hard just keep a clear mind and don’t stress out.

It’s wild how the “play” chips feel like “play” money. This isn’t monopoly, but having 15k in winning chips feels like 20$ sometimes. Tipping dealers $100 like its pennies but step outside the casino and spend 7$ on a coffee and I’ll be like wow what a waste 😂😂

You’re a good man father husband and being. I was led here to hear your message. Not even for gambling as I don’t do that anymore but I was going away for a few days for some alone time and I really needed to make changes in other areas of my life completely unrelated but it’s the principle and concept that spoke to me. Thanks 🙏🏿 needed that.

I stumbled on here randomly but needed to see this!! Wise words and clarity.. It’s a blessing to get that self-reflective moment in ones’ life too. One day at a time.. Be well Brotha

I dated a girl who’s parents were notorious gamblers. When they would win it was big checks and parties. But when they would lose it was not even talked about or mentioned. Eventually they went bankrupt because of their gambling and lost the dream home their father had built himself for his family. When you see that happen you wake up real quick to the dangers of gambling addiction. Like you said casinos aren’t built on winners. 💰

I am currently battling this all my credit cards are almost maxed out, being up 1,000dls on the slot machines is not enough to walk away no more, and im broke i work on my feet and knees 10hr shifts, i have 2 lil kids and a beautiful gf who’s getting sick of me lying about where im going and im not home in time to stay with my kids for her to go to work, i go to the casino before work n after work, its horrible, i hope that soon i can sit in a chair like you very calm and looking at this gambling nightmare as something of the past, thank you for sharing your experience brotha

Glad I’ve seen this video, I just came off of a crazy month gambling. I managed to run £1000 up to about £3000 slowly over the course of a few weeks, and then within about 20 mins I lost all of that £3000 and an additional £3000 taking my net loss to about £4000. I’m grateful that I had basically all my other money loaned out to people because I’d have just blown through that too. Gambling is horrible, it sucks out your soul.

Im a blackjack dealer at a place Mr. Anton visited. I've seen many nights that there was 40-50k on a craps table with the dice in his hands. Everything he says is 💯% authentic.

Hi Anton, I found your video very interesting and relatable. I too had the same thrill and excitement playing. The vibe in a casino is unlike anything else I've experienced in my life. A few years ago, I was 22 and on a guys trip in Vegas. First time ever in a casino, I was broke as a joke with probably about 3K in my bank account. Won 1700 my first night on blackjack. 2nd night I lost all of that and then all of my 3K in a matter of an hour on roulette and blackjack. That high speed thrill you get from that initial win you made is crazy. Since then I've been to a casino maybe 3 or 4 times in my local area. Didn't risk more than what I have to lose, but still get that crazy adrenaline rush and thrill even if I'm losing. Thankfully, I don't really go anymore and have learned my lesson. Great video and message!

I really needed this right now man. Looking at myself knowing I have a problem and I can’t stop.

My husband and I go to Vegas a couple times per year. We met a man playing slots, betting $100-500 per spin. He was down $30K that night and he was miserable. All the fun had been taken out of the experience because he was always trying to get back to just even.

lol you can hire private drivers and buy tickets to concerts and games for like 2% of the total amount of $ you'll lose to the casino.

“Let me tell you why I don’t gamble anymore.” * sitting inside a casino *

I wouldnt even know where to begin with my story..its a messed up life.. wouldnt wish this addiction on my worst enemy

Very encouraging being real and honest. Casinos are businesses that would not exist if they had a lot of winners. The best way to win at a casino is not to play at all.

Great video! It’s very refreshing to hear someone talk so openly and speaking truth!

Love this video, it takes a big person to own up to what they have done. Best of luck to you man, I hope you accomplish all of your goals.

Glad to see this and your video for the second time around. I am excited to go to Vegas as the next person, since its a change of environment from home. I love me some Ultimate Texas Hold Em and some slots. I only bring what I can lose and have fun with it. I have literally stopped in the middle of the day of my vacation there when it was going all too well or when the fun wasn’t necessarily. So, I ate and watched some RU-vid videos to end the day. I see so many people lose though or make really bad decisions at the tables. I wish people knew the rules and strategy if any to what theyre playing. Have a good one.

Thank you for sharing your story and props for stepping away. It shows strength and character to realize what your doing and make a conscious choice to be better. This world desperately needs more good men with integrity and character.

Refreshing that you can give an open and honest outlook on your life and give warning to others. Props to you!!

I’m only 22 but I feel this video 100% I’m quitting gambling too but I had a bad addiction to blackjack baccarat and poker. Respect

Been there around 6 years ago. I was able to turn it around and it saved my life. First step is knowing you had a problem. Keep on keeping on man.

Great advice and video! I’m 54 and been gambling my whole life. I’ve been through it and seen it all. It has messed me up in all aspects of my life. Good Luck to you!

I got to experience the high roller lifestyle through my best friend's mom actually. She was a high roller at the Hard Rock Casino and we were getting front row seats to huge concerts, box suites at sports events, 1000+ dollar restaurant tabs, free cruises, going everywhere in limos and escalades with drivers, free shit all the time, you name it. It was amazing. But I just don't have an addictive personality at all, so even though I was always around that lifestyle and at the casino, I never felt that need to gamble (Also didn't really have the money, but when I did have money on me I almost never said "let me try") . I'm saying because I do understand that feeling that compels you to play. Most people who say oh it's just gambling and spending money, you can just stop. They've never really been exposed to that lavish life. If you get sucked in it's hard to give it up. Much respect to you for having the sense to control yourself. Also amazing video, very interesting the whole way through.

I live in Las Vegas and I see a lot of people gamble away their paychecks, savings, and anything else they can get a hold of. Especially here, because Vegas knows how to ring your bell once you're in town.

Casinos are smart at keeping these people on the edge, but it also creates life time of memories. You may lose but if you get a good portion back in perks then its still good.

The "lifestyle " is very enticing to many. To be able to leave your reality behind and feel good is awesome. The lights, people, sounds, human interaction, its attractive.

Good stuff bro. I'm an advantage player, and like you said, it's boring. Gambling is a rush, it's a high. Whereas counting cards is a job. It becomes a grind, where the actual rush and high are absent, because it takes a lot of time and energy. Gambling addicts become addicted simply due to the rush and high they get, has nothing to do with what they win or lose. The money is nothing more than a means to get that high. And when they play into the always present house edge, they will lose all their money, then resort to detrimental means to get more money to play. Keep on letting them know man. You're probably saving someone's life, someone's marriage, someone's job.

I'm a first time viewer and was really moved by your honesty and opening up. You've said things that helped me think about what am I doing, where are am I going. The 'rush' is hard to beat as any drug. I've had sessions over 16 hours with no food, drink or even restroom breaks, just completely lost in the 'rush'. For me the problem wasn't so much losing but when to stop when winning. How much is enough? Once again thank you.

Very well spoken and mature-minded. Thank you for this excellent video! I wish you all the best in future and applaud you for taking a step back from the world of casino gambling and recognising the potential pitfalls. I am sure you will do the best in future, whatever you turn your hand to.

Top honest expression of the VIP experience and gambling in general . Having been there and done that myself i have experienced the same emotional roller coaster.

You Summarized my gambling experience , No rush like High Limit ! Awesome Vid

Good for you brother. My wife's uncle, 40 years ago, he had been making 40-50k/month for like 25 years (50k at that time is like 60-70k now i reckon). Now, 2019, he has no savings, no investments but his 1mil home (which he bought for 90k 30 years ago). He was also a high roller in Melbourne. Gambling unresponsively destroys lives man

Thank you for this video! Very informative and heart felt as well. I really needed to hear what you said. I'm trying my best to give it up.

I had just taken my grandmother to play cards at a casino the evening before and was talking to my coworker about it. He started telling me how he got addicted to gambling, lost everything and maxed out the credit cards. Then said, “But you can win a LOT” the look in his eye told me he was heading to the casino that evening, scary.

"It's not healthy." You got that right. At times, many times, it consumes you. If you let it. I used to be so addicted to gambling on football. I used to study that shit like it was a second job. I know I had a problem when I started betting middles and bet in odd ways-contradicting myself. Anton Daniels, good luck to you. You a good man.

Respect to you, your control and being able to step away. Cheers from Canada!

“Who’s to say it can’t happen to me.” Right there. Nobody became an addict overnight - gambling, alcohol or otherwise.