Life in Solitude: My Path of Isolation 

I think in terms of the content, there are a lot of channels out there that post nature content tens of thousands to millions, whats unique about your channel is you.

❤ good to see you.

Thats the attitude never give up. I was worryed about you harming your self but I thank you will be ok. just remimber when it gets rilly bad it usuely passes and gets better I want you to check out mega woods walkers youtube vids he made some good camping vidios camping on the AT . He passed away a few years ago I thank the sacred bacon got him. I thank God is useing you to help others hang in ther.

try Landscaping, learn online it´s pretty cool, I do it in my folks farm

Rob, I'm sorry for all the trauma, emotional and probably physical neglect you have been through. It is likely why you isolate. It is your reflex to keep away from any further hurt, even if you may not realize it, that is why you do this. Loosing your grandparents and great-grandparent like that is so sad. I'm sorry you went through that. You may have been small, but you still understand it as a loss. I see that as a pattern in your life, that loss has been a factor. You are already making a change, right? Look at all the things you have done! I have watched the path you have walked to reach where you are today, and you are still on that journey. Keep going, you will reach your goals. I believe in you. You make things happen. Since you spoke about bedwetting, it is not something to be ashamed of, even if it is the first natural response. Some people are born with a physiological reason for the bedwetting taking a little longer than they would like to resolve. It can be caused by a smaller bladder than normal which takes a while to reach a normal size through growth and age. Most often it is trauma related. That's not your fault. Isolating can be caused by trauma. It sounds like your young mother who had been homeless previously, may also have had trauma that made her ground you all those times. There was something going on there, for sure The fact that you are out and about while working is good. Taking refuge in nature is very soothing. I like your videos very much because they take me out into nature and I get to hear the birdlife of your country, which I adore. I read someone's comment on here that spoke about the idea that you would probably enjoy owning your own piece of land and build your own place on it. Maybe this community could see what they could do to help you reach your goal. Try to mention it in one of your videos. What do you think? Is this something you would like? I'm one of many who is very glad you are still around. All the best. 😀

Yeah were all in a much worse situation the last few years with inflation and all the other crap going on. Not to get political but things were my better when Trump was president. Hang in there Rob we're all in the same boat these days.

I think you are a very caring somebody called Larry. It's great that you are here. Have a wonderful day. 😀

​@@whaguitarsthe economy was in shambles when Trump left office

​@@bentonja668It was 10 times better than under Biden.

​@@whaguitars always that one guy that has to bring politics into it 🙄

Prayers your way.

Youre already supporting him maam. ❤

You are awesome. God bless you.

I agree. He needs a little plot of land to make his own.

Yeah Rob you can buy an Acher of land in Northern FL for $1000.

This is exactly what I've been hoping of for him...

He could even post a video and ask if someone would sell him a acre at the far edge of their property. There are many people who own 50 or 100 acres that would sell him an acre just to have a neighbor to talk to occasionally. He needs to get the word out.

You just said everything that I am living... got two & a half acres back in 2022 then just this April got some pallets ... Im nowbuilding my tiny home, outdoor kitchen & a small 4ft tall 6ft wide x 8foot long small shed. Now I ran out of pallets & haven't had a running vehicle since 2022... But thankful for my SOLITUDE living in the middle of nowhere. If it wasn't for the pallets I wouldn't have my new infrastructure. CAN'T BEAT RECLAIMED MATERIALS! greenhouse is next

Keep moving forward Bryan. Let Me tell ya from experience and old age, You will be a much stronger spiritually person for every situation you overcome. I've wanted to curl up in a ball before and give up but, if you have a tiny little spark inside you telling you to push through, hang on to it and force yourself to keep going. You will survive and make it. 👍💪

Sorry you lost your Mom. I know the feeling as well. We keep moving forward. 🙏💪

It takes a long time, but we do heal. And we can adapt to anything. I just said goodbye to the rest of my family. Siblings. They’re the only people I know that treat me like garbage. The only people. I said today I’m done with it. I don’t get it. There’s not only healing, but a lot to learn from it.

@@RobTheNomadSounds like a bunch of people whose families abused them. Mine did too. The truth that many don’t want to admit is that they simply should never have been parents.

@@RobTheNomadthat’s a healing step right there. We have to be scrupulous about who gets access to us, whether they are family or not. And anyway, family is just a word. We make our own family. You have family here who respect you and who build you up. It’s different, but it’s slowly becoming the new normal. I’m also isolated but I need to talk. I’m about to start telling stories on RU-vid just as an outlet for my voice. It’s enough. Anyway, I’m sending you all the best today and every day and I thank you for all that you do.

Thank you!

I always thought having a kid/family would change my life. I’ve just never been in a position where I’m comfortable enough to pursue it. I avoid it. Have for decades.

Thank you! Yeah I think I remember your name from another one I did. I really appreciate it!

40k wow! Right?!?

It’s surprising to me how many people I recognize. I know a lot of your names.

One day at a time, keep going too, like Rob.

Ill pray consistently

Same here brother. Stay strong.

My only option is to keep going. I’ve been beyond homelessness, into the depths of hell, and have always been broke. Most give up before getting close to what I’ve experienced. I should’ve been on drugs and in prison, and eventually end it. My only option is to keep going. That way there’s always a chance. And there’s everything I’ve learned from it all. Keep shedding the bad parts. Grow. Things most people would panic over and not be able to handle, don’t even phase me anymore. It sucks. I know words do nothing. But there’s always a way out, and it doesn’t involve ending your chances completely. That just ruins you, forever. And any chance of happiness is also gone, forever.

@@nonservitium Do you know Jesus?

There are a lot of jobs just like that! I don't know the websites but there are lots of land 'stewardship' type positions out there.

Yeah it’s best to get away. Or be thrown away 😁

@@RobTheNomad yea man. Do you have a email?

@@MegaAfterschool It’s in the description of all of my videos.

I was walking the streets one night and met a homeless guy named Rob. Realized we were the same person (he was black and 30 years older), and I walked with him the rest of the night, just talking. And I never saw him again. That was the first time I realized there were others. And where I was headed if I didn’t change something.

Thanks! Yeah that was crazy!

Thank you! I used to drive tractor trailers. I had to give up my CDL last time I renewed my license. Didn’t have enough for it.

@RobTheNomad it might be slightly different by state, some states you need to be currently receiving public assistance to get that grant, Medicaid counts too. I just got my class a 4 months ago, loving my new career. Google search local truck driving schools in your area and choose one you think looks good and take the cdl permit test at the dmv before you apply for the grant, that'll help speed up the process. You might only need to take a refresher course since youve allready had one before.

Learning from it all is a great experience!

They do take a lot from everything.

It’s in a couple. Can’t go into much detail on here. One of the subscribers videos has it.

I’ve wanted a van for a few years now.

Glad to hear, thanks!

Good luck! Just know there’s a lot of paths to take and a lot to learn/experience. Don’t become a statistic. And ask for help if you need it because you never know, and that’s way better than not trying and suffering.

Good luck! I have a video of the smoke from the last ones.