Cute, but there is no choose your character. You're stuck with who you are and if who you are is a worthless piece of shit, then that's the life you're stuck living. I've tried the reset multiple times. 4 different cities. Different stages of life. It's all the same. The only constant is me and my shitty existence.
I'll never comprehend how people in their 20's are out there living their best lives without a care in the world, my 20's so far have been an endless circle of void, sorrow, emptiness and inexplicable sadness
Seems very common for people in your age. Most of the kids are just posing and are depressed too. You are unlucky to grew up in this purposeless world tgey are creating now, at least we grew up with some values and have to fight this shit later in pur lives. Really extremely common for kids in your age you are not alone.
Why these feelings come to some people , why others not ???? They feel so happy ! there is sth going on in here ,we should find out ? we must use our mind ,think think
youcef baba Endomorphins There are many reasons depression can be caused but as well there are many treatments (Excersize, supplements, lifestyle change, setting goals etc...) Watch the Ted talk on depression it’s a white doctor who specializes in depression
Has anyone felt like when you hang out with a small group of friends,you just get ignored and always feel the odd one out and that is least cared about?
Exactly so relatable. I just don't understand why are there no people in our own circle who actually understands about this fucking thing with anxiety and depression. (Sorry for the strong language)
True, i always felt alone, everybody already had their own closed friend, n i'm the only one who left out. But the worst thing is when u start developed a hatred feeling to your friend, because it felt like your best friend just got stolen. And it make u hate yourself even more, for having such a feeling. And just hide it with a smile.
What I found when going through long term depression is that you somewhat unknowingly look for things that ‘feed’ the depression. The state of mind you’re experiencing makes you listen to music that you relate to, with a downcast and negative outlook on everything. You tend to look for things that connect with the feelings you’ve been experiencing (or lack of). All these things often pull you further into this way of thinking and living. You hide from the world and use these things as fuel for the pain.
Having anxiety and depression is like being scared and tired at the same time. It's the fear of failure, but no urge to be productive. It's wanting friends, but hate socializing. It's wanting to be alone, but not wanting to be lonely. It's feeling everything at once then feeling paralyzingly numb.
@@niamhthrelfall3384 i agree that's why i'm afraid to tell it to my parents cause i know they're not gonna believe it and will call me "overreacting and emotional"
"Days become indistinguishable" is so true. My memory is getting worse - sometimes I can't even remember whether something happened today or yesterday. At least it doesn't matter because nothing of importance happens in my life anyway.
I suffered severe anxiety,depression mental disorder for over 24 years. It's just amazing how psilocybin mushrooms treatment actually saved my life. 6 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms
I hate that psilocybin gets grouped with drugs like cocaine and heroin. Mushrooms are a remedy, not a vice! My daughter has just started this, unbelievable results already. Off pharm meds for Anxiety and depression and best of all. Her ADD has practically gone when she doses. I'm so happy after trying so hard to focus., she can now get on with her life, no longer stuck in a hole xx
When I was a teenager and I didn’t know I was depressed I described my depression as a big dark cloud following me everywhere. I said it doesn’t always rain but the cloud is always there.
I mostly enjoy the night because the thoughts are not so intrusive as in the day (you know, the bad thoughts). But I rarely stay up at night. I love to sleep :)
1. your gut microbiome has a fundemental role for your mental state chances are, you have sufferered from a bacterial infection to combat this, go carnivore to starve thee bacteria from energy (carbs) you should feel better in 2 weeks 2. testosterone also plays a major role with dopamine release (the hormone responsible for pleeasure and motivation) so increase in testosterone will increase dopamine to increase testosterone: -don't eat shit -lift heavy shit -literaly go outside (the goal is sunlight exposure, its still fine if the weather is ass) -hang out with the opposite gender (or the one that you consider hot) -practice semen retention -be more competitive -prevent fear from controlling your actions, let ur balls hang low and be more risk taking -deep breathing excercies (to lower stress) fun fact: Taking anti depressant will make you suffer from erectile dysfunction. But the same companies are also making viagra, their "cure" for erectile dysfunction. 3. Lack off motivation and pleasure is a lack of dopamine/seratonine. The way these hormones works is that they have to fluctuate. When having a lot of pleasure, dopamine levels will rise, but then have to fall below baseline which will make you feel like shit. To combat that, deliberitly choose to feel like shit so that your body will have no choice but to kick back your dopamine levels above baseline. 4. Practice gratitude. This is fundemental. Bring a paper & pen and write down 10 things ur gratefull for per day. While doing this ur gonna notice that you automatically feel slightly better. If you do this every day you will condition your mind to always have gratitude 5. Your thoughts control your emotions. lemme explain When you think about that exam ur gonna have tomorrow you feel stressed When you think about that person, your body feels warm When you think about bringing a lemon, slicing that lemon, smelling that lemon, and lick on that piece of lemon, your mouth will start to drool. 6. Nothing feels better than seeing the physical manifestation of your hard work. Speaking from experience. lets be straight. ur life is not shit because u have depression, u have depression because ur life is shit DO NOT LISTEN TO ANYONE WHO TELLS YOU OTHERWISE. THEY ARE WEAK PEOPLE WHO WANT TO FEEL SORRY FOR THEIR LAZINESS WAKE UP THE MATRIX IS REAL WAKEE UP
@@niggyhuru5388 I felt as if you have a background in depression, I need your help. I have depression for three years, and I follow up with a psychiatrist. Depression completely affected my studies. I feel that my life has stopped. I have no desire for anything in life. Mama and Papa are the reason for my illness How can I get rid of all that and not let it affect my future completely How can I live a normal life
I experienced both types of depression. Its like being very aware of consequences so you partake in life anyways, while feeling completely hopeless and numb on the inside. Doing things you have to do so you dont wither away. Depression can look happy and put together on the outside. But on the inside its empty and you wonder how long u can keep it up before you try to end it.
So what would be the cure...i really hate it...i feel like every think is black i even don't care abuot it...i can't stop thinking...i can't sleep in rest ... the day for me is as same as the night...confused...all the time...and i wake up in every each day telling my self am gone struggle and make some changes but useless???...🖤💔🖤
yeah bc when i kill myself ill be guilty bc then all of friends, the family are depressed, sad or even guilty and that's on me. but if i was never born they wouldn't need to care.
Watching this 7 years after my depression, to be honest idk how it makes me feel, but i do remember perfectly how this video helped me out with the bad emotions that i used to have. Videos like these are absolutely necessary. I thanked you 7 years ago, and i thank you now, again; Thank you so much Kat.
The worst part is when in the middle of the night you suddenly feels positive and decide the next morning you're gonna wake up and change everything. But then the next morning comes and you realize that nothing changed and you just wanna stay in bed where is safe I'm so fucking tired of this cycle :(
I listened to this when I was 14 and had the biggest cries while listening to it. Now I’m 20 years old And it never goes away completely. You start accepting it, living with it, and u definitely have ur good moments. Appreciate those moments and try to not fall back. Thanks for this vudeo. Every time i watch or hear it I feel like I am not alone. I mean I always cry and fall a little deeper when I hear this but I know it’s worth fighting. Sometimes. Somehow
1. your gut microbiome has a fundemental role for your mental state chances are, you have sufferered from a bacterial infection to combat this, go carnivore to starve thee bacteria from energy (carbs) you should feel better in 2 weeks 2. testosterone also plays a major role with dopamine release (the hormone responsible for pleeasure and motivation) so increase in testosterone will increase dopamine to increase testosterone: -don't eat shit -lift heavy shit -literaly go outside (the goal is sunlight exposure, its still fine if the weather is ass) -hang out with the opposite gender (or the one that you consider hot) -practice semen retention -be more competitive -prevent fear from controlling your actions, let ur balls hang low and be more risk taking -deep breathing excercies (to lower stress) fun fact: Taking anti depressant will make you suffer from erectile dysfunction. But the same companies are also making viagra, their "cure" for erectile dysfunction. 3. Lack off motivation and pleasure is a lack of dopamine/seratonine. The way these hormones works is that they have to fluctuate. When having a lot of pleasure, dopamine levels will rise, but then have to fall below baseline which will make you feel like shit. To combat that, deliberitly choose to feel like shit so that your body will have no choice but to kick back your dopamine levels above baseline. 4. Practice gratitude. This is fundemental. Bring a paper & pen and write down 10 things ur gratefull for per day. While doing this ur gonna notice that you automatically feel slightly better. If you do this every day you will condition your mind to always have gratitude 5. Your thoughts control your emotions. lemme explain When you think about that exam ur gonna have tomorrow you feel stressed When you think about that person, your body feels warm When you think about bringing a lemon, slicing that lemon, smelling that lemon, and lick on that piece of lemon, your mouth will start to drool. 6. Nothing feels better than seeing the physical manifestation of your hard work. Speaking from experience. lets be straight. ur life is not shit because u have depression, u have depression because ur life is shit DO NOT LISTEN TO ANYONE WHO TELLS YOU OTHERWISE. THEY ARE WEAK PEOPLE WHO WANT TO FEEL SORRY FOR THEIR LAZINESS WAKE UP THE MATRIX IS REAL WAKEE UP
@@justeunepersonne6636 i tried it 2 times 1 time i was close. It is just that my depression stays the same whatever i try. I also am a very sensitive person for this cruel world. Sleep is so perfect i feel more alive when i sleep then i am awake.
I've been struggling with heavy suicidality for almost a decade now, and whenever I get really close to an attempt and I feel I cannot reach out to anyone, I come back to this video and it gives me a few more days. I don't think I've met anyone that can describe the self destruction aspect so perfectly. Thank you.
💖🤍 Ask your heart what to do : « I ask my heart what to do to feel better ? » listen the answer 💖🤍 Recite « God purify me » each second during days, more if need, create miracles 💖🤍 To heal someone : « God purify heal Name + Last name + Link with person (sister/brother/mother/father/friends/and so on) » 💖🤍 Broadcast audio prayer nights and days create miracles
I know that it can feel this way but please try to keep on finding people that you can reach out to there are many people like you who feel the same way
I see a therapist now and I find it so hard to even explain what I'm feeling. I've been alone now for 5 years and its tough to keep fighting. This is the most accurate speech I've come across!!
Its my favorite part of bohemian Rhapsody. Really hits you in the feels. Also that Line "goodbye everybody I've got to go. Got to leave you all behind and face the truth". I often shut myself off from "friends" to reflect on how meaningless my life and relationships are.
That's literally my thought everyday. Dying is the hardest. Never being born or suddenly disappearing without pain would be best. Especially when you have few people connected to you.
It hurts how much i relate to this video.. Vicious cycle of depressing episodes sometimes drains you out to the extent where you cant do anything anymore..
I remember seeing this video when it first came out and not really comprehending what depression really is. Now watching this 7 years later it's devastating to say that I've come to the point of knowing exactly what you're talking about. But now I can also acknowledge this masterpiece and your ability to grasp the very essence of depression with such impeccable storytelling even more.
As a young person with depression and a (maybe) minor case of anxiety, I know its not cool or anything. Unfortunately many others my age think mental illnesses are cool and stuff. I have never come out of the mental closet and said anything about my current mental state to my friends or family. Luckily there are some things that help and help me forget I even have it, for a short period of time.
It’s crazy how the funny people in life are the ones who are really depressed. Ironic huh. U portray happiness coz u can’t feel it urself. It’s sad. I hate it, not as much as my sudden depression moments that hid me outta nowhere. But it’s up there. It’s like there’s 2 versions of u that ur living. The socially accepted version, the one u wanna be. And the one u really are when ur home / alone.
My god, it describes every single thing, and I mean it, EVERY SINGLE THING that I feel. Never seen anything more relatable. I shouldn't be saying this, but it feels better somewhere inside to see that what I am feeling is not unique.
Haha so true...even I sometimes like to attend the crowd..i'd love to see people..but yeah,,,I am.just standing there quietly...and IDGF. like I must pass this event, as passing by a level in a video game.
And how much color you'll see...soon. It'll get better soon. You'll be able to see color, soon. It's always, in the future you'll get better. But I dont see a future for myself.
Depression is living in a body that wants to die. It’s having a soul with no feeling, it’s being numb to life and faking happiness so those around you don’t have to pry and tell you what’s wrong with you.
Man that was SO POWERFULL. YOU have just described my and many other peoples depression,thankyou so soo much ,for higjlighting this ,so that other people may gain insight into how much of a struggle it is coping with depression thankyou,stephen from the uk
1. your gut microbiome has a fundemental role for your mental state chances are, you have sufferered from a bacterial infection to combat this, go carnivore to starve thee bacteria from energy (carbs) you should feel better in 2 weeks 2. testosterone also plays a major role with dopamine release (the hormone responsible for pleeasure and motivation) so increase in testosterone will increase dopamine to increase testosterone: -don't eat shit -lift heavy shit -literaly go outside (the goal is sunlight exposure, its still fine if the weather is ass) -hang out with the opposite gender (or the one that you consider hot) -practice semen retention -be more competitive -prevent fear from controlling your actions, let ur balls hang low and be more risk taking -deep breathing excercies (to lower stress) fun fact: Taking anti depressant will make you suffer from erectile dysfunction. But the same companies are also making viagra, their "cure" for erectile dysfunction. 3. Lack off motivation and pleasure is a lack of dopamine/seratonine. The way these hormones works is that they have to fluctuate. When having a lot of pleasure, dopamine levels will rise, but then have to fall below baseline which will make you feel like shit. To combat that, deliberitly choose to feel like shit so that your body will have no choice but to kick back your dopamine levels above baseline. 4. Practice gratitude. This is fundemental. Bring a paper & pen and write down 10 things ur gratefull for per day. While doing this ur gonna notice that you automatically feel slightly better. If you do this every day you will condition your mind to always have gratitude 5. Your thoughts control your emotions. lemme explain When you think about that exam ur gonna have tomorrow you feel stressed When you think about that person, your body feels warm When you think about bringing a lemon, slicing that lemon, smelling that lemon, and lick on that piece of lemon, your mouth will start to drool. 6. Nothing feels better than seeing the physical manifestation of your hard work. Speaking from experience. lets be straight. ur life is not shit because u have depression, u have depression because ur life is shit DO NOT LISTEN TO ANYONE WHO TELLS YOU OTHERWISE. THEY ARE WEAK PEOPLE WHO WANT TO FEEL SORRY FOR THEIR LAZINESS WAKE UP THE MATRIX IS REAL WAKEE UP
@@cat1800 no you haven't i know, but don't you dare say that people just act fucking depressed, because no. They don't. They have a lot of bad stuff going on. They're not simply sad. They may not eat or sleep, and they may commit suicide or self harm. Is someone who committed suicide, simply sad? The answer is No. So before you say something like that, think better about what people may be going through and if you still dissagee then you are welcome to leave.
Get off social media first of all. No wonder you’re depressed. People purposely try to act like their lives are all perfect and happy on those apps. It’s all for the likes. Nothing on instagram is realistic. It’s all fake.
@RECITE-GOD-PURIFY-ME-EACH-SECOND I appreciate the time and effort it took to write such a long message, I read it, will try to remember it. Thank you.
depression doesn't care if you have loving parents who are still together, depression doesn't care if you haven't been through trauma, depression doesn't care how good your life was.
sleepy oli God damnit I want to cry. I just don't understand how I got this when my life is perfect. I have a loving mom and dad. I had friends... Until I pushed them away. I have two sisters and a brother... But yet I'm still sad. I feel like it's my fault; like I'm being ungrateful or something. I'm surrounded by love, yet I'm not able to feel it because the darkness is just to much to fight the light.
Kittens RBAE depression is a terrible thing, and it's also stereotyped for people with traumatic childhoods or abusive relationships or bereavement. Which makes it harder to cope with if you aren't under that category because the only thing left to blame is yourself even if you've done no wrong
everything you just said actually applies to me so I'm the stereotype but whenever I talk to someone about it they ask me WHY I'm depressed like I know. Like, they expect a reason for everything and social anxiety too. The most annoying questions are "how did it start? why are you depressed/socially anxious?" It's like they want a reason so they can belittle your depression. If the reason isn't good enough (traumatic enough) they'll dismiss it and assume whatever they want about you. I hate humans. And one other thing is age. If you're a certain age, say a teenager, then they won't take you seriously at all. They'll just assume you're going through another phase. Including family btw. I hate this. I can't wait to die.
Fujoshi Chan I totally agree. Ive been depressed for years now but i couldnt find how it started or what the cause. It's just something that suddenly occurs in me. Ive backed away from friends and even isolated myself from family members. My mom ofc noticed it and tried confronted me for so many times but i just couldnt know how to explain because i know she'll demand such reasons. And when i finally wanted to say something and couldnt give any reasons, she just couldnt understand and stared at me like im a poor child, she said depression must have a cause. She blame my insomnia nights and sleep during days and says im lazy. She blame me because i couldnt find a job because i cant go out with this comfort zone, i cant socialite, i cant go on the outside world. All of that made an impression to my mom that im just a useless piece of shit, worthless person and lazy overreacting daughter. Ofc she wont say it to me, but i know she kind of think that way :( I wanna be happy again
@@butterbread566 so why did you try to kill yourself? Because you couldn't stand this or that. Because things were to tough for you. Because you thought it'd be the easiest way for you. See? What we think of when we consider suicide is just ourselves. It's probably the most egoistic thing to do. That's self-love to me. Only caring about ourselves.
@@pt.is.education5747 well yeah, but others often don't show that they care about you. They only do when it's too late. Maybe you want someone to prevent you from suicide, but there isn't anyone, so you think that they wouldn't be too sad about your death
Depressed people are not weak. They are the strongest people. They fight more than anyone else and fall more than anyone else but still decide to get up. Depression is a very deep battle inside a human being and is not fixed by blaming them for being depressed. Love them no matter what they are going through ,embrace them when they are frustrated for no reason and don't give up on them.
Princess Fet / i thank you so much for that paragraph. people who don't have depression think its the easiest thing ever and that we are weak people, but we're not. we are the strongest people.
Been living with depression for 5 years.. never got help. I live in sociaty where depression is a taboo topic that almost no one dares to acknowledge. My life had been on pause for all these years, my happiness, my dreams, my beauty, my social life, my personal hygiene, all were gone a long time ago.. my youth. My youth!! I've done nothing during my youth! No friends, no relationships, no jobs, no fun, no nothing.. and it kills me!! It kills me so much and i'm tired of this, i wanna get help, i'm seeking and begging for help but i still haven't got it and i'm afraid i'll never do. Living in poverty, with such closed minded parents who think i'm just a lazy useless kid who doesn't shower nor sleep well and no hobbies. I'm begging for help.. i can't even end my life, i can't be that selfish, i love my mom too much to just leave and let her suffer my loss... that's why i want help. What should i do? God what should i do?? I'm at my limit. All i see is darkness.. i'm tired of living a lifeless life.. i wanna be normal again. Please pray for me.
I really pray for you please smile don't care about your society I am with you..... You're not the only one who feels like that.... Please be happy.......... 💦💜
💖🤍 Ask your heart what to do : « I ask my heart what to do to feel better ? » listen the answer 💖🤍 Recite « God purify me » each second during days, more if need, create miracles 💖🤍 To heal someone : « God purify heal Name + Last name + Link with person (sister/brother/mother/father/friends/and so on) » 💖🤍 Broadcast audio prayer nights and days create miracles
As much as I can truly relate and sympathize with this entire video, can I just take a moment to say how much I love your cinematography? The way you film these videos is so impressive. I know the subject material is the real point here but I appreciate the technical artistry that goes into these so much, I just had to say something.
Thing is, I am that guy to myself Everytime I say "I wanna end it" or "I'm gonna end it later in life if i become a nobody" In my head all I say is "why do u think like this, your life isn't that difficult, your only 16". and I'll just start to cry but I'll just go somewhere where nobody can see me and I'll just wipe the tears off and pretend everything's fine.
I can relate to this so badly and it is awful. It makes us feel miserable and even more lonely. I can't go on this way, it hurts to get by. There are no words to describe it.
As a person who is fighting clinical depression since past three years with anti depressants and therapy and an untreated relapse after medication, no one should ever go through this. I wouldn’t wish that on my worst enemy. The word depression might sound normal to people who haven’t had it, but to us suffering from it, this mental illness is our home. A home we don’t wanna live in and a home that we can’t move out of. At first everything will seem very overwhelming, panicking and hyper, but slowly if it becomes persistent everything feels numb, silent, lonely and unbearable. We want to die and be free from it but we really can’t, so we become bound to live with it. It sucks up all the emotions and happiness, leaving you with just numbness and suffocating thoughts. People often try to be positive, act happy and normal but inside they are crying, weeping, sad and lonely and desperately praying to god to feel better and live a normal life.
It’s been about 4 years since I first watched this. This video helped me a lot realising that what I was going through was depression and thus was not problem of my weakness, and also encouraged me to get professional help. I was certain that I was a pathetic, stupid and weak person to feel this way and that I am going to end life before I become 21. I have been to the ER and also the police station couple times for attempt. Guess how old I am now. I’ve got a new dream and a new life now. I reached out for help and my family have changed a lot. As many of you already know, depression is not an easy disease to get rid of. I am not completely Ok. I still take low dosage of anti depression pill. But things are better and I feel positive things like hope and happiness in my life. I am certain that I will feel those things more and more as time goes on. If anyone’s watching this feeling the way I used to, I just want you to not blame yourself for whatever what you are going through, and please do not give up on yourself. Many people will help you if you want them to, but the most important part is whether you want yourself to be saved. I am not telling you to act on something actively. I am just asking you to please do not lose the very little hope about your life that life ‘may’ be better for you at some point. Having that thought itself is enough. I am glad that I didn’t kill myself the way I had planned. I am not really good at motivating people but I really wanted to give a little bit of strength and help for you who reached out to this video in curiosity of what yourselves are going through. It is not your fault. And even though you don’t believe it now, you life WILL be better.
@@Laiser But life also not cool, should I live? Maybe death isn't cool, or isn't the sollution, but what if it's better than live yoir life without happiness or just feeling anything exept pain, numb and nothing
@@reka5924 thing is that’s not your life. it’s your life right now, but this is just a temporary stage of your life. depression makes you short-sighted when in actuality things DO get better because that is the literal nature of life. absolutely nothing is permanent. no matter how bad it feels, no matter how long it’s gone on, it ends. you will come through the other side of it and be so glad you did. it will all just be a memory. you can’t throw away all life has waiting for you on temporary pain. stay strong dude.
since childhood I loved the game of chess, now it's like "it's just trapping a stupid king inside a corner of the board and giving it checkmate, seen it countless times, why bother."
I used to watch this when I was 18. All my childhood trauma didn’t let me be happy, I would cry every day, every single night. I met my boyfriend, and he helped, but the most significant change in my life was my pet, my little exotic pet, my little black chicken, "Negra." She was so little, I took care of her, loved her, she grew so fast and made me happy, she gave emotions to my life and I was eager to wake up every day to feed her and spend time together, after four years there was no trace of my sadness. I loved her will all my heart. She passed away last year, and I couldn't stand it, I made a garden for her. I feel an enormous hole in my soul now that she is gone. My bf was the only person I trusted all these years, but he disappointed me so much in the most horrible way that he could. They both helped me to recover my soul. Now that they are gone, I feel lonely, but depression is not part of my life anymore. The only pure creature that could take it away was that little black hen I will always love from the button of my heart. I can't wait to join you someday, Negra.
I'm so exhausted. feel like I'm repeating the same day over and over, same routine, same feelings, same meaningless drama. I'm so sick of it. I just want to feel alive and be happy but I'm constantly drained and everything feels so pointless. I just feel dead
You ever just forget your alive because your living a whole diffrent life in your head? The ammount of times I came up to the realization that my reality is the worse reality possible for me haunts me every night
@@julioamador157 اهلا وسهلا اذا نجحت في تطبيق هذا الاختبار , انت بنفسك ستعرف سبب هذه المشكلة , وعلى اساسها سيكون العلاج وبسيط لانك عرفت سبب المرض , ولن تحتاج لطبيب ولا تدفع فلوس . 1- تجلس عى كرس او باي طريقة تريحك - على السرير 2- المكان هدوء ليس فيه ازعاج او تلفزيون او موسيقى 3- ان تقرأ هذه الكلمات يعني تقرأ بقلبك ولا تحرك لسانك هذه اهم نقاط اللهم لك الحمد كما ينبغي لجلال وجهك وعظيم سلطانك اللهم لك الحمد حمدا كثيرا طيبا مباركا اللهم رب الارض والسماء - افتح لي ابواب السماء اللهم رب الارض والسماء - افتح لي ابواب السماء اللهم رب الارض والسماء - افتح لي ابواب الساء اللهم اني مظلوم اللهم اني مهموم اللهم اني مغموم اللهم اني محسود اللهم اني محسود حسبنا الله على من ظلمني حسبنا الله على من آذاني حسبنا الله على من أمرضني حسبنا الله على من حسدني حسبنا الله على من سحرني حسبنا الله على من ضيق صدري - وسبب لي هماً وغماً وكآبة اللهم أنت حسبي ونعم الوكيل حسبنا الله على كل شيطان وشيطانة حسبنا الله على كل مارد وماردة حسبنا الله على من تعاون مع الحسده حسبنا الله على من تعاون مع السحره اللهم أنت حسبي ونعم الوكيل
Wow. The best explanation of depression (and trying to move on but failing and finally giving up) I have ever seen. I wish the whole world could be informed this way. It is very clear that feeling this way is hard.
💖🤍 Ask your heart what to do : « I ask my heart what to do to feel better ? » listen the answer 💖🤍 Recite « God purify me » each second during days, more if need, create miracles 💖🤍 To heal someone : « God purify heal Name + Last name + Link with person (sister/brother/mother/father/friends/and so on) » 💖🤍 Broadcast audio prayer nights and days create miracles
When I was a little kid and heard of suicide I couldn't come up with a reason for anyone (including me) to do it. I'm sad to say it but now I can make a list. The brain works in mysterious ways. I actually have a lot to live for but sometimes I just feel like life is too much.
Same... I remember when I was younger when somebody threw himself in front of a train (which happens quite often here) I never understood how someone could do that. Now a couple days ago I was walking next to the rails at a train station and thought that everything would be so much easier if I just fell on them-.-
Honestly it's been years I have felt that everyone thinks I'm boring. I realised I used to get triggered and say something like "friendships are useless" they probably thought I have some issues and I really got private after that. Since then Im always concerned whenever I meet people and ask them or myself, am I boring? Idk why I do that maybe I'm insecure 😔
Or saying why are you being lazy (because you just want to be in bed all day and cry and clear your thoughts) when they could ask it's not that i'd open up to them but maybe in time if there patient and listen whenever they say these things it just motivates you to mope in bed more I really hate my life.
"why are you depressed?" "be grateful" "other people had it worst" and i just sit there and listen and i don't even try to explain anymore because they will never understand. i'm strong but i'm so damn tired too.
I have the same issue,23 student/work as a trainer(part time) - livestreamer. Monthly income-10k on a badmonth,i have my parents with me,healthy. Im terribly depressed but i put on that disgusting mask everyday,give people motivation/evergy/joy when i,myself have none of it. Cant say anything,cant complain when i open my mouth they are all like “ what are you talking about you have money health looks future everything! Why are u complaining?” Only if knew the answer,the reason. I cant leave my bed for the past 5 days all the responsibilities,clients. The end is coming for me
Commutato in Perpetuum i feel like im not strong enough for everyday life and challenges even though i have that “lets get it” persona. Could be pressure also i dont know,all i know is im on the edge and noone knows.
Eduardo Farías 2 hours ago I went into bed and my mom came to see me and there were tears in my eyes and she asked if I was ok and I said yes because I’m scared, lost, afraid and I made such a fake smile and then just bring out my tears. I am still awake. I’m supposed to be sleeping. I can’t stop crying.
Waking up every day knowing nothing is changing cause you're on your own. Just going onward because you hope things might get better... some day.. I'm sure alot of us can relate but we don't all get the help we need. 🥺
Took me so long to find this video but it came to me, and this is the best, most accurate representation of depression that I’ve been trying to put into words for people to understand. Like my family/doctors/therapists. The clinical explanation for depression will never ever be enough if people without depression wish to understand what it truly means. I hope this gives people more than just a glimpse into the minds of depressed people such as me. It’s hard, it keeps getting worse, it becomes ok, but ik truly,in my heart, that this will never go away. I’ve been fighting for 7 years with this, I just hope I can keep going. You can too, and YOU ARENOT ALONE, YOU’RE NEEDED
I relate so much to this, my mind just constantly gravitates to violent and graphic suicides but my body won’t let me do it. It’s so command frustrating
Have you ever thought about your goal in life, why we were created, I advise you to read the Qur'an, believe me you will find many answers in it, and understand life correctly.
Idk man, all of you people think we live in fairytales like cinderella, like we supposed to be forever happily ever after,...why don't you go build something, cook m3th, go to medschool, cut down weight to 50kgs, learn to play drums, whatever inspires & floats your boat, the world is yours, grow some fvcking balls & stick to a masterplan, & then you'll see what i mean
Please stay strong Katy ❤️ I appreciate all your work, time and energy u used to create awareness and understanding about mental health in r short movies.U are very creative and talentedand i am really sorry to hear that u quiting for now. ...and people will always judge , no one knows what u going through and what u have to fight...Little bit of compassion I know.All we need, people can be so mean and cruel, not looking to their own mirror
when you cry so much... just laying there, on the bathroom floor, curled up into a ball, absolutely empty. Nothing ever matters at that point. Not your pet, your parents, your friends. Nobody.
When you find it hard to cry but you can feel the emotion that's causing it inside you. Or when you feel like you're the one at fault for it. Or when you have no reason to feel depressed but it's just there. Or when you finally start crying you start to give yourself crap over "being a pity party, attention seeker" when in reality you know you're hurting but your mind makes it think you're not. Or when you're trying to write a comment like this and tell yourself that you're lying about how you feel to assure yourself that you're not depressed and that you are weak. Or when you lose trust in yourself because your depression believes you lie about how you feel. That you shouldn't cry because of yourself. That other people have it worse, yet you tell yourself that it is okay to cry and that regardless it's okay to feel hurt even if something minor caused you to feel that way. But your brain never listens, it only believes what the depression says, not you.
I have suffered from depression for over a year. And I can say that it is exactly as you described it! The worst symptoms for me (for me) are the lack of getting up and going about your day and also not wanting to take care of yourself, to get ready. But anyway, my life has improved a lot with follow-up, support and medication, my psychiatrist has already removed two of my four medications. Finally, I wish all people who have this disease to be able to heal and be very happy in life, because, after all, they deserve it!
Ahmed Zain i asked my parents a lot of times but they don’t believe in mental illnesses, so i won’t be able to go to one until i’m independent from them
Beautiful poetry woven into this. Depression and anxiety can really make you feel like a terrible person, and getting help often isn't enough at least not short term. I guess the answer is to just continue anyway, try to be kind to yourself while still pushing so that life can expand and not just constantly shrink.
To whoever is reading this, you are special and I love you. I don’t care if I don’t know you. I love you because EVERY human is WORTHY of love and being loved 🩷 stay strong.
