lontalius - sleep thru ur alarms (Slowed + Reverb) 

this song reminds me of better, simpler times. i miss them.

I’m in my bed crying my ass out

I dont even know. Im not depressed or anything. I have a good life. But it just feels like theres an empty hole in my chest. Its been there since i was little. Im so confised. Please help i dont like feeling like this.

We're all just teen who were once kids with light in our eyes and hope in our hearts..

I don't feel like I am even existing anymore, cause all day I just imagine what I want to be real

This hits different at 11:00pm when you feel lonely

We all are just bunch of depressed kids trying to keep each other alive..

never expected that school whould ruin my whole soul

I'm basically an overthinker, lonely, stays up thinking about my future, and love to imagine my fav anime character hugging me tightly 🙂

I'm waiting for school to start and waking up early with barely light in the sky and riding in the very back of the bus just feeling the bumpy bus letting me drift away in my sleepy consciousness and drift into my own world... ♥️

Everything feels so forced. From forcing myself to burst out laughing, to smiling. To moving and lifting my head. Opening my eyes. I'm someone that people either hate or I'm viewed as another option to people. It's not something I'm not used to. In fact, it doesn't bother me anymore. It doesn't hurt. I've become numb. And everything is too much to bare. The thoughts are staring to flood in my head again. *Those,* thoughts. I'm losing myself. I'm not clingy as I used to be. I once was someone who attached to someone, but I don't anymore. I've become distant. It'd only take me a few days to getting over losing all of my friends. My anxiety would hit me like a bus, but. In the end. I'd just feel even more numb. I'm so unmotivated. I've lost my strength. I can't do this anymore.

This song hits different when ur sad. Damn.

lyrics for your broken heart :) Thoughts that go like bullets through you The time you told me that you wish you were dead But so broken on when you can't stop choosing To sleep through your alarms Man, you're losing your head The thoughts that go like bullets through you The time you told me that you wish you were dead But so broken on when you can't stop choosing To sleep through your alarms Man, you're losing your head

no one understands me and how much pain I’m in right now and it hurts that I know no one can relate

Does anyone just wanna grab that special someone, run away to a far away place. No other people. No technology. Just you and them. Fall in love. Be each other’s person. And finally grow old. And be able to live you’re happy life.

*Patrick do not be vibing😔✋*

this song reminds me of when i had attempted to take my own life and overdosed. i cant listen to it without crying and remembering all the bad shit but at the same time it makes me want to do it again. its sad, this song is so beautiful but i cant enjoy it like everyone else.

currently covering my arms in bandaids so no one sees what I tried to do last night

Patrick after he found out mayonnaise isn't an instrument:

When I was at my lowest 2 years ago, I’d listen to this song almost everyday. I cry almost every night, mostly to this song, this song reminds me so much back then. I’m glad I’m still here to this day.

This is my third time listening to this on repeat while crying, thank you for this version Update: this is my 7th time Update: thank you so much for your kind words 🥺🥺💞

School and my social life stress me so much, I always feel like I'm not good enough This type of music is so calming, I wish there were more music like this

... Man. I'm remembering bits of my childhood when listening to this. ... It's funny, isn't it? We want to grow up so quickly when we're kids, then when we're adults, we wonder where the time went. ... To the people who were forced to grow up too fast, or just overall had a bad childhood, I'm sorry. ...

i remember first listening to this when i attempted suicide. that was a year ago on january 10th. my 14th birthday. my family and friends have all given up on me. i mean, what's the point of fighting for someone who has already given up on themselves? . . . i'm 15 now, and in a few hours i'll be a week clean of self harm.

this song reminds me of times when i didnt have to worry. when my mother was still alive, when i wasnt always worrying about my appearance, when i had friends, when i was happy, when i took care of myself, when i was social, when i didnt worry about what others think of me, when i didnt overthink everything. no, im not depressed. no, im not diagnosed with any mental illnessed, but, theres just something missing.

This song feels like how depression simulates a never ending cycle of everyday being the same, no meaning, just numbness and hurt.

Yo why Patrick in his feels

Anyone who wants to talk, im here for you. I promise.

I wish I had friends.. we could have went out at night and danced under the rain like idiots... we could have been there for each other... that comforting feeling. I wish we could not care about anything and just be us. Why why didn’t you believe me when I said I wish I was dead.. why didn’t you comfort me... was I not enough? I tried to be what you wanted... I lost connection with myself... you drifted away... why did you... why didn’t you embrace me when my brother died? Was it me... I’m sorry. I wish I wasn’t me

hey bro, this is great, i absolutely love your videos. i was wondering if you can make a slow mo version of sleepwalk by santo and johnny some time? thanks dude.

*”I’ll love you forever”*

I don't want to feel sad anymore but i dont know how🥴 Deppresion is taking me over and i nobody is there to save me

Have you ever had one of those moments when youre walking out in public with no idea where you are and you make eyecontact with a girl who has no idea who you are and no idea of the sins youve commited so you just feel free and at peace not wanting the moment to end?

i can relate to most of these comments, and i love every single one of you. keep going, keep pushing. live in the moment. stop worrying about what’s going to happen next or what you’re letting go of when you leave something. it sucks. i would know that. being afraid sucks, being upset sucks, being numb sucks, feeling like you’re alone when you have so many people around you, it sucks, okay? i know. but it’ll all turn out okay. i promise from the bottom of my heart.

this song makes me think of scenarios that me n my ex weren’t able to make actual real memories of .

lyrics

Anytime I listen to this..I look at my past..How I was ignore..bullied by students and teachers.. now I realize that im still being bullied but I've got online friends...And a girlfriend from texas...Bro im about to cry tysm for editing this song man...

this has a hopeful undertone to it

Wish this version was on Spotify 😔

If anyone wants to talk, I’m happy to listen :D

this song reminds of the good times when he was here.

I discovered this song two hours ago and I literally can't stop listening to it, I honestly wish I would've discovered this masterpiece earlier because it truly just makes feel some special way. I'm not depressed, I have a decent life but I just feel idk like empty? For the past five months I noticed that I would listen to songs like these and just ball my eyes out and after I'd feel sm better lmfao

My sister told me that I will make her a favor if I die...know I’m listening to this

I wanna listen to this song during this moment In my room It’s winter The blinds are open The sky is clear showing a bright full moon 2am

the most depressed people are the quietest,we always care for the ones that will fall into it and we always protect someone but we can’t save ourselves

This song reminds me on my dog that i used to have holidays with, give it treats, lay down on the couch with,sleep with, a dog that made me not sad, a dog I loved to death, that ran away a few years ago.... I miss you so much Russell I hope your doing good up there 😔🕊😭

V I B E S

this song is just a reminder of the better times

me: *feels like crying* headphones: *battery low* me: *cries*

A couple of months ago I was convincing myself that my life isn’t that bad and I’m just overreacting but now I feel so empty and lost with no one to turn to.

I'm not sad, the hope for a better tomorrow is what keeps me going... it's all that keeps me going.

I wish i knew the tuning and the notes to the guitar in this song so I can play it.

i miss you more and more everyday and it’s driving me crazy, please come back. i need you.

This song is so calming and comforting, I absolutely love it!!

i want my old life back :/

I never thought id end up here but since im alone i guess its where i belong now, I dont know what im doing with myself, where im going anymore, why im here slowly dying, in general i dont even know why i havent taken my own life, im just a fuck up and a failure man i cant go a day without getting high off whatever prescriptions i have but all i know is that theyre all i have left for myself to feel nothing to get rid of that null void i have. Alone is something id never thought id expirence having nobody that cares for you anymore, not having a single person who i used to talk to check on me anymore or even being spoken too, i dont even know why i wrote this i guess just to get this off my chest and mabye feel a little at ease. if anyone even reads this thanks for listening.

Am glad I found this if I didn’t then I wouldn’t have stoped crying tysm

hi if ur reading this comment just know I love you, you may not feel loved but I love you so much and I know life may be hard rn but u got this and I believe in u if u ever need to talk I’m here for u

Proud of everyone for making it this far don't give up

You know you have it bad when you feel empty and that emptiness starts to ache with pain...

This song reminds me of the good old times, times where i actually felt happiness, now i cant even go a day without wishing i was gone. Maybe i dont want to be gone, maybe i just wanna be happy. ever since covid started life switched 360 and i hate that, so much i really do.

I just wanna sink,into dark cold water,looking up to the sky. The moon being my only light,the most peaceful thing. That's all I want to fill my void

This song brings out the best of me

I miss them days

a hot bath hurts.. My wrists burn i could turn the water down but i kinda like it..

i am so depressed and out of hope

To whoever is reading this: I know it gets hard but I swear things get better. Sadness is an emotion, and so is happiness! happiness can’t go forever. It eventually come back and things start to get better. If no one had told u yet, I definitely care about you wether I know u or not and u deserve to be in this world. This world and the people in it need you!❤️ head up :)

I actually can't explain it, this song was summer, and it still hasn't left. crying till 6am, go on a walk, go to sleep till 5pm, go on socials, then the same routine all over again

so am i the only one who cries without any reason? like today is literally my bday and i'm crying for zero reason. i think these are tears of joy but like at the same time idrk

Im trying to hang on.

i miss my old life. nothings been the same since 2019 and it always feels like somethings missing.

i’m just so fucking stressed i want to unexist

Tbh I’m not even depressed no more I’m numb now can’t feel nothing no more can cry can’t smile and laugh just wish I could go back to the old good times

I’m just laying on my bed

Hope they never find this one

This hits diff when your friends go out and have so much fun without even caring about your existence

i wish i were dead

this song just makes me feel comfortable with the fact im so sad

Maybe I discovered this song a little too late, but it's sure one of my favorites now :)

This song reminds me of her... and me... and our relationship that didn’t end well on both sides.... I would stop her from cutting herself, and she would still do it, I finally snapped and did it myself, but In the end, it didn’t even matter. We broke apart, and I just wished I would’ve understand her sooner than later.. I wish I could’ve made her smile more... these scars just remind me of regret, and lack of knowing how bad it was, I wish I knew better back then.

Bittersweet memories.

I don’t know why but this song makes me feel rage, anger and sadness all at the same time

I want to hug every person in this comment section. you shouldn't have to feel this way. I hope you all get better

to everyone here in the comments having a hard time, just know someone out there loves you with all their heart and is willing to do anything for you . I’m proud of all of you for making it this far . I love all of you ❤️

I love it 🥺💕

it’s funny cause no one in these comments know each other yet we somehow find a way to relate

reminds me of a time i never had. it's so weird, im laying in this bed, in this middle class two story house, on this quiet suburban street, in a different life. I have different friends, a different room, everything is different. I'm just laying there in this space themed room. like a little kids room, but with a big window and I can see everything outside. a memory I of something I never went through

This music bro, i aint even really sad when i listen to it i just geel really happy and it reminds me of “You are my sunshine” and “i loved you for a thousand years” song bro, those two Songs give me so much nostalgia my mom would sing it to me (im 13) when i was younger bro i just get nostalgia bro i love this song man. Its looped i think which makes it even better

I love being mentally unstable. Its when you have friends yet still have depressive episodes about being lonely and suffering since you've suffered with depression since you were 6 - 7. Its hating your horrible family life but then something good happening and suddenly you love it. Its randomly getting sad because a song just sounds sad in your very strange head. I honestly sometimes don't know wtf is going on with my head and emotions and life but i know i don't like it.

I’m so tired.

it’s like crazy. i like this girl and she has no idea i even exist. and i already tried sending her a dm but she won’t answer so there is honestly no point. she’s on my mind all day and i just feel so lost without her. i haven’t told anyone so i’m trusting whoever sees this is having a good day/night.

I miss my old house. My old friends. My home. It was so beautiful and it was all taken in a blink of an eye.

i was reading all the comments and i was really beginning to see that i'm not alone in how i feel a lot of the time and then my cat decides to fucking fall behind my amp pulling the lead that my guitar is connected to making my guitar go flying. i'm wheezing

My sibling once told me that people only noitce you when you are screaming in pain and I think of this a lot

Honestly I think I'm starting to forget what is real and what's not, my thoughts are just so complicated I dont even understand them,

oh hey your back, what happened this time?

I'm literally about to turn 18 and I still don't know what to do with my life or how to even start being an adult... I still feel like a depressed 13 year old who can't get out of bed

i give up

I really wish you guys best in Life 💜

it’s so comforting knowing you’re not the only once who feels this way. though it would be nice if i knew those people