Whatever’s going on with you, it looks like you might be going through some shit. I have to say, what you do is incredible work and much much deserving of recognition for the meticulous dedicated nature of what you accomplish with each video. I have to include that you owe yourself good health and ample amounts of genuine happiness. I hope I’m wrong and everything’s going smoothly with you, but whatever the case, please, take care of yourself brother. What you do is appreciated greatly