Howdie. Please absorb my heartfelt gratitude. Trauma. Those of us who survived and identified, the lesson are gathering in mass. (Dare I hope). It feels grounded. Your books and suggested writers bring peaceful connection. Thank you. I enjoy your calm, thoughtful demeanor. Be well, my friend.
@@thematrixwatcher7776 l have not bothered to spend much time watching that guys videos, and he really seems to be quite arrogant parodying other researchers for entertainment and fun. He also claims to be the person who has been producing original work for years and people like Howdie are claiming his ideas. Really? I scanned through his prolific library of content on RU-vid and it seems that nothing has been posted beyond three months ago. Why is this? The uploads are as many as 5 or 6 videos a day and all of this content uploaded within the past few months. I’m suspicious.
@@catinthehat1486 Hey... I see that you're talking about me here rather than posting on my comment and talking to me. Why are you so afraid to say anything to me/on my channel? Do you always choose to talk about someone behind their back rather than to them... where they can respond to you and your suspicions or accusations? You don't seem honest... You just exposed yourself and your bad character. You have not bothered to spend much time watching my videos indeed... you spent more time badmouthing me behind my back. Coward.
I found your site because of a David Icke video heading "Don't go into the light!" I wondered why anyone would say that. And so began my search. Found your site and you made so much sense. You sent me back to Castenada who I had written off in the 80's as drug addled. Most important, you sent me to Richard Rose. Why did I never know of him before? Monroe was old news. I went to his facility in the 90's. Went back to his books. Reread Castenada (some- hard to pull up useful stuff out of the mess.) Bought two of your books. Waiting for the second book on Plato's cave. What I was drawn to versus the multitude of "Pay me to show you the light" gurus, is that you never suggest we should believe you , but to consider what you are presenting. I don't just believe you, but what you say is more sensible than what I walked away from. I wondered why I couldn't join the multitude of those walking into the light smilling, hugging, hand in hand singing Kum-ba-ya. Always hated that song. Seemed like a lemmings tune. I have been trying to "reach God" since I was a young child (with a lot of wild detours) and find it is still worth the effort. You have opened a new path to continue the search. Thanks and please continue your work. I have questions about what seem to be contradiction in your words. Will keep watching to see if I can reconcile them. Kate
Hi Howdie! I was having a really bad night, too hot, I couldn't sleep. I got up and made myself a cup of tea and was thinking how nice it would be to hear from Howdie. Opened up my laptop and there you were....such a welcome voice. I've been 'feeling' the crazy vibes out there, and it can be quite unsettling for us sensitive ones. I suspect there are many of us feeling this right now. Clown world just gets more insane every day! Anyway, it was lovely to hear from you and I'm pleased you are enjoying the inner quiet in the midst of all the chaos. All the very best with your reading and writing, and I look forward to hearing from you again soon.
For what it's worth, I never miss anything you post Howdie. I've been unusually quite on the few people's platforms that I still follow. I've just really been spending a lot of time, and I mean a lot of time, trying to go inward like so many people in these circles speak about. I'm always ready and willing to listen and consider what you or anyone else I'm subscribed to has to say, but as more cracks appear in this facade everyday, I find myself trying to especially listen to my inner voice. Again, for whatever that's worth. Enjoy the rest of your down time, Howdie. Always good to hear from you. Everyone take care out there.
@★ 𝓣𝓱𝓮 𝓢𝓪𝓷𝓲𝓽𝔂 𝓜𝓪𝓬𝓱𝓲𝓷𝓮 ★ Hey there! It looks like you're eating a fair share of toothpaste yourself. Let me back on your channel so I can continue to school you.
@@timishere1925 triple digit IQers only... sorry.... Timmy.... you slander people behind their backs... you're not welcome! :))) and you're going to get recycled! ♻
Howdie i think many of your viewers are like me in that they tend not to leave coments, so perhaps that is why you do not get much feedback. Nonetheless i really appreciate your content. You are honest with us and convey a lot of important information in a non-dramatic way, so thank you ♡
I know EXACTLY what video and channel you were referring to, because I watched the vid on that channel. The presenter's guest had an old, totally "system friendly" way of presenting this "reality" and totally contradicted your view. Thankfully, I've been there done that, so I was quick to point out that trying to subvert new ideas by going back to old, feel good ideas is not the way to grow. Thank you so much for being here at this time. You have helped me in ways I will never be able to say! You are one in a billion, Howdie. Many fine well-wishes and love from me to you!
I'm long overdue in saying, Thank you, Howdie for your great and thought-provoking work; you're a brave and seemingly fearless thinker. You've helped me to move along, discard old and worn-out ideas and breathe again 'spiritually' as well as mentally. Bless you, brother. Please continue... as we enter the maw.
Thank you Howdie. Your words ring true this morning. I’ve definitely had my fair share of trauma. I’ve always looked back on my life with embarrassment because of the bad choices I made but now I’m going to look at it differently because of the perspective you’ve provided. That’s huge and I’m grateful. I love your calm, Zen like demeanor. I got your book and I’m loving it. Thanks for everything.
Oscar.. I hear you.. I too made some bad choices.. in my life .. Howdie got me re reading Carlos Castanada's books.. I read them almost fifty years ago.. I was too young .. now.. I am not.. lol... I am really getting what is on those pages.. lighten up upon yourself.. you are where you are meant to be at this time.. things are happening really fast right ...
Thank You! My friend! I have literally been getting my soul and life kicked lately as I run my own truth channel and videos. Attacked beyond imagination. You have given me comfort and also wisdom of truths I was not aware of. Thank You! Kirk
Yes. The system is showing it's hand more and more to those of us who don't buy into it. "If you're looking for things to complain about, then you're just part of the problem." It was something similar to this that I heard a supposedly informed person say recently about many of us. Total gaslighting and transparent. Don't buy any of it. Thanks Howdie, you've helped a lot of us.
Hello and thank you from Brittany in France! What a relief to discover your voice on the web... since I was a child, and early traumas played their role, I had this deep feeling that some thing was wrong, hidden, in this reality on Earth, and I felt very alone when I turned towards the " spiritual community"... I have got my direction now. All my support to you and to the many listeners and readers of your work.
@Judy Roberts No worries, but just to be clear, I'm not the person recommending The Sanity Machine RU-vid channel. By all means, do what you like, but it isn't me recommending them. Take care.
Howdie, great to hear from you. For some strange reason your voice has a calming effect on me, which is not guru worship. So far I’ve lost two friends that seemed awake but went running when I just tried to present these ideas. And another friend that just wants to talk on love and more love and how to collect people for her society. There are so many levels to this awakening. So thank you for being you.
Howdie I consider myself very fortunate to have found your channel. I look forward to your updates and appreciate the unique perspective and measured, thoughtful tone you bring to what are, by any stretch, deeply challenging subjects. I particularly liked the way in this video that you shifted our viewpoint from looking at the negatives in this moment of change to the potential opportunities. Any time we can switch from a perspective of fear to one of positivity I think we need to seize the chance. Thank you for your efforts and good luck with finishing the book.
hey Aggy... have you ever seen the channel, The Sanity Machine? lots of soul trap videos, NDE analysis and more. :)) I think you would gain lots from that channel.
I love writing by hand. It is sort of a grounding exercise. I found it brings more stability. Howdie, since I discovered you I have a feeling I am on the right track. The material is tough but I am in search for truth, not comfort. I know enough people who reject the concepts you share, for whatever reasons. I have an inbuilt bs radar, and I am pretty sure you are closer to truth than these so-called experts. I want to express my appreciation. You invested a lot of time, effort and energy by bringing awareness out there. It is not left unnoticed. You can take it as a compliment. Many people have your back. Much love, Sandra
Thanks for all your videos. This is the best RU-vid channel in my opinion. I always appreciate hearing your thoughts. I particularly enjoyed the southern France series. Very thought provoking.
I havent been commenting but ive heard a lot of your interviews. Most investigative people settle early on conclusions. I really appreciate you always going deeper, that is really unique about your work. Thanks a lot!
I really like listening to you, and though I do enjoy the others, you have a clarity, a simplicity, that I like. Thank you for sharing your knowledge and your wisdom. I am with you, my friend.
I appreciate your general vibe-of-approach Howdie. There are some in the Soul Trap Community (lul) who seem to have become slaves to their own seething hatred of anyone who disagrees, as if contempt rather than compassion and understanding were the appropriate responses to the realization that we are trapped and deceived. Another thing I appreciate is your emphasis on recapitulation as a way to reintegrate energy and understand your life experiences. It seems intuitive to me that in order to escape the matrix you would have to master it first, like when the Buddha said that you should master the mundane aspects of the mind before perusing intensive meditation. Many of us (including myself) seem to lack many of the basic virtues, and yet we think we will be able to somehow beat Agent Smith in a one-on-one confrontation. Your style suggests virtue cultivation rather than emotional reactivity and addiction to negative emotional states, which would just lead to a worse incarnation you'd think (not implying karma here, more like skillfulness and awareness).
I agree Howdie there’s been lots of attacks especially lately- including someone on here promoting under almost every comment to you a channel called the sanity machine that does have some excellent content but is also busy badmouthing you and some other matrix trap discussion channels that he previously befriended but then turned on them claiming false reasons for it. He’s been banned on at least three other channels that I know of and has quite a few handles. Just wanted to alert those here since he’s lurking around here now.
I agree with you a hundred percent! Everybody should check out the article shared by Aaron Haywood 4.0 on his second to last video. TSM is finally being exposed!
Thanks a lot Howdie. I love your perspective and work. And having lots of thoughts and talks about that while also trying to experiment a lot with perception, consciousness and OBEs to hopefully get a step closer to the answer what reality is. I am also dreaming about that maybe one day a group of us and with you will sit together face to face and having awesome discussions and laughs about those topics. Greetings.
I greatly appreciate ALL your work! Your insights and vast knowledge have always been a great help to me and it always adds a great deal to my understanding as to how the "system" works and what I should be aware of, and what direction to choose, instead. Greetings from Canada!
Thanks Howdie your work hits the deepest parts of our community and it's interesting how a guy who used to work at NASA has the answers to our realm. All though, what he says seems nice and lovely at the surface level can be conflicting to those who first come into contact with this topic. I was on the fence at first when learning about the soul trap because of my deep seeded programming, but this reality really gives itself away on how everything survives on killing another being to survive. Blessings to the awakened souls here and the escape of this dark matrix.
Hi JT, I just saw this insightful nde of a French lady and the interviewer showing the physical operations of this place, masons, knights templar, Pharisee etc ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-vQzkc5Dy4_U.html
I will take this time to express my gratitude for the time you take to share your knowledge and experiences with us my means of your books and videos. I have always endeavored to contribute by means of my comments which I hope are somewhat analytical and helpful to others. That being said; I have to somewhat disagree with you concerning us paying for karma from past lives. I firmly believe that wrongs from the past have to be paid for by means of said karma. For people to understand the concept, I liken it to getting a credit card and maxing it out, the bill has to be paid regardless of whether it is in this life or another. There is no bankruptcy on the karma wheel, the bill must be paid, be it over one incarnation or hundreds. Anyway, thank you for all you do, and please keep it up, your endeavors are greatly appreciated!
Have been listening to all of your playlists, Howdie, and finding immense value and wisdom. I so appreciate your gnosis and your exemplary ability to communicate. Thank you. I'm much more careful of who and what I listen to anymore because of the transformative capabilities of mind control and half truths. Look forward to your return yet am content that you're enjoying your quietude.
I can not thank you enough for all the knowledge you have given to us all. You have changed my life and many many others. I would love for you to do a interview with Ola Wolny I think the two of you are saying the same thing. I think if you and she put ur knowledge together you could blow the lid off this entire show!! She like you just makes it all make sense!! Thank you again, I deeply appreciate you 💖
Hi Howdie, I really appreciate you and your sharing your life experiences, findings and spiritual path with us. I resonate very much with the things you're saying. I'm not a big commenter in life in general and I'm realizing now it does make a difference. Ive really enjoyed reading what everybody has written here. I've listened to the first 2 chapters of Exit the Cave that you posted a couple times already. And I just got the book in the mail today. I like how real and down to earth you are.. Thank you Howdie :)
If this is truly how it is, I'm FIXIN' to go OFF on some afterlife beings when I get there. I want FULL cognizance and I want ANSWERS. "You're going to give ME a life review? About how I fared in this HELLHOLE of evil called "Earth" I was put in?!" "Oh PLEEAASE tell me what I did WRONG in this multi-decade nightmare surrounded by beautiful people living lives of luxury & success after they perform evil or immoral acts!" "If I did something wrong, I would LOOOOOVE for you to explain it to me." And that, would just be the beginning of my fury. Thank you Howdie and I mean that.
Careful with that as the creeps there and here always want to draw you in and interact with them. This French lady's nde is pretty interesting ru-vid.com/video/%D0%B2%D0%B8%D0%B4%D0%B5%D0%BE-vQzkc5Dy4_U.html
This Realm is hell. This is evident. We are born via our mothers painful labor; a result of a Soul, for better or worse; re entering the simulacrum… Punishment of the natural law; born human, with appetites and desires; the magnitude of which, can NEVER be sated…. This is pure evil, clearly a trap.
6:10 I’m kinda with you Howdie on most of this stuff but not the requirement for trauma. I feel there are many old old old souls here now that are presently having a largely trauma free life but have been around the block enough times to recognise and resonate with your concept here.
From my perspective, trauma that was relentless and made no sense is part of my willingness to question everything to the point of wanting to disconnect from this endless cycle of birth and death. I see no other way for a soul to become resolute about leaving.
Thank you. Currently reading your book. Have two more to share with someone who is ready. Regarding the interview on the other channel, I saw and heard that the interviewer was or is not ready. I left a comment there, that I have since removed. It belongs here. I have not read any of the books you reference; Castenada, Stichen, ..? I read others, for degrees and certifications. So I could enter into systems that require specific knowledge of how these systems/organizations/agencies operate, function and maintain control. I only ended up here because I have had to recapitulate (thanks Howdie) what I was a part of, and what I had become. When I was told I had to choose to submit my will/body/essence by accepting an unknown inoculation, that also came with a written and verbal contract, that I had been right my whole life about this realm we call Earth. How did is correct 💯. We have to go all the way back as far as we can remember. I was forced to do this on more than one occasion. Some "jobs" require polygraphs and psych evals. I had to talk about things that I already had repressed in order to survive. These "things" had no relevance to my already proven performance. This is what I have to contribute for now.
Your work is deeply appreciated for sure! You have become one that I definitely fit into my daily schedule of investigation. It is a 'dark' topic, this perspective of us being generators of loosh and the whole idea of the trap within trap deal. I am very grateful for your wisdom and offerings on the crazy train path! Thank you!
Trauma, and the inescapable insanity of injustice... YES Perhaps this only makes sense to people who have experienced how much the odds are stacked, . "We are evolving" only makes sense to the very naive. I have no idea how to prepare for leaving the body an continuing to ask questions , no matter how much "love" comes at me. It is the ONLY thing that makes sense. Thank you for all you are bringing forth. You have made a huge difference in my life by presenting these ideas.
Anyone else seeming to get what would be random negative events were it not for their frequency and ability to somehow pick the exact right time to cause maximum anguish and disruption happening since they've resolved to not buy what this place is selling? I'm starting to feel as if this placw has it out for me. Yeah and speaking of trauma, for certain, most of it taking place before I was 10. There were times that my life was pure magic back then, but it was accompanied by abuse in every way you can define that word. All things considered I came through it relatively well adjusted, but it still did plenty of damage.
Over the last 3 years through the research with my oldest friend & talking about the name, Sophia,I would called a baby girl that I would have loved to have....we found the Gnostic texts. It resulted in us realising the nature of this realm. I came across your channel which was confirmation of those long nights of conversation. Thank you Howdie....you are inspirational. I am so grateful for your wisdom. X
Yay a Howdie update! Thanks Howdie for all you do! You seem like an old friend. Would love to hear your current thoughts on non-dual teachings as they relate to the soul trap. Those guys and gals don’t even seem to think the soul exists. It does seem to be “unfindable”. Would love to hear your thoughts on non-doership, no-self, and no free will.
Hi Howdie. I was introduced to you through the quantum businessman/ symphony of realities and am so grateful to have explored your content over the past two months. 🙏
Hi Howdie, I found you recently and you gave me a lot , I mean A LOT of food for thought. I found you by searching about the false white light and you work resonates with me. Too many of this new age 'teaches' are full of BS, so it was great to find alternative materials like yours. Thank you so much for your work . 😊
Thank you for putting into words the feelings I’ve been having about this world. I appreciate you sharing your thoughts, research and experiences. You are proof that there is good in this world.
I want to say thank you Howdie from my heart. After you, everything changed in my mind and my way of seeing the world. And I'm very relieved to know this madness realm is not my fault, for that, I thank you a lot.
Thanks Howdie for update also for all your work ! I'm one of those who do not usually comment .Maybe because I'm listener of ALL and follower of NONE .But today I will make couple notes if I can:-). Hand writing is absolutely beneficial in some ancient cultures was a must e.g.old testament Kings had to copy old scrolls. Is trauma ,pain or suffering measurable by some standards ? I think its subjective at least to certain extent e.g.someone seemingly handles loss of its own children better than someone who lost a pet. Is it just emotional sensitivity make up which make difference or ? As father of two lovely kids who experience genuine exchange of love and cherish this every second I have to say that creator / master of this copy" soul trap realm " made hell a good job how to keep us here / recycle us here forever ideally. This would apply to loving parents at least IMHO. All souls / us who end up here in this realm at first ,ended up here as a form of punishment are we "fallen souls" ? Or we were misled / subject of original fraud / sin or we were kidnap here against or will or ... ? thanks and HPL to ALL
Howdie - Thank you for this. Yes, for the people I talk to and correspond with regularly there has been a nice shift in the feel of the back and forth. There is more emphasis on learning from each other and less emphasis on being right. Looked at this way you get an exchange of information and experiences rather than a debate. Very cool.
The seeds are being planted. The trees are growing. Some of them are just fighting it. But it's hard to fight the truth, once it's growing within you. They'll get there eventually.
Thank you Howdie.. for popping back into our lives and sharing your insights. I see exactly what is blowing up.. omgosh.. living with a P.M. here in Canada. and worldwide.. hard to watch what is happening to this country ...and you are so welcome.. you have really helped me to innerstand how I feel. and what I would like to accomplish in my life.. not in material things.. nothing I buy really lasts long in feeling good.. and on to the next. naw... the inner work.. is what I really want to work on.. innerstand.. and go beyond... with my age now.. in my seventies.. I have come to looking inward.. and seeing all of my flaws.. they seem to .. and things I don't like ... still have them.. they seem to linger... ugh.. yet.. each day I look at it.. the jealousy.. the feeling of being not good enough most of my life...... you have really put me on a path of innerstanding .. and reading so much more.. re reading Carlos Castanada's books.. I am ready for them now... thank you .. thank you.. thank you..
Yeah. "Open Reality" did a hit piece on the "Soul Trap" theory. I was pleasantly surprised at how much support there was for you in the comments. Beware, there are also channels supporting soul trap theory that are doing hit pieces on you as well. I think you are getting too close to reality.
That wasn't a hit piece, no way. Just the week before the guy was seriously considering the soul-trap theory. A hit piece goes like "THIS GUY IS STUPID AND SUCKS.. THIS IDEA IS STUPID AND SUCKS" etc. The Open Your Reality video was just a guy going through his own journey with this stuff, and you can call it a cope I suppose, but he wasn't attacking Howdie or anybody else.
@@neththom999 I think what sanity machine was getting at is that’s what he’s doing with his own channel, not Chad. Sanity is quite busy “exposing” people like Howdie and also spamming here advertising his channel. He’s posting under almost every comment here to come over and check out his channel or advertising it, not telling you what his real agenda is. Not that he doesn’t have some good content but he’s not trustworthy.
@@neththom999 I Didn't say he was attacking Howdie. He did, however, highly criticize proponents of the soul trap theory implying that they are part of the problem. I like a lot of what Chad has to say, but that statement simply did not resonate well with me.
Yo howdie, great to hear from ya man, it’s so wild the way this reality is operating, it’s like the program that governs this heliosphere or matrix is having a difficult time keeping the light from reaching the masses, perhaps the next cataclysmic event will be the programer rebooting the program. Anyways, have you seen any content from the yt channel Archaix, between you, Matt at Quantum Consciousness, mind unveiled and Archaix you can see a rise or expansion in this knowledge, which the ancients knew all to well. We are gaining ground in the collective consciousness. Keep sharing brother!
To start this sunday moning in my cabin with a nice cup of coffee and listen to the siniging birds around it, your video is a welcome gift. It makes me feel comfort, if you are with a good old friend from long ago and we begin were we ended. As a single women from 52 years young and in the second half of my life trauma was and still is the reason why I have learned so much and recognize the traps around me. Although my modus is within this so called reality one of survival because it seems every time I'll do a step forward there are 3 or 4 steps back, I fall, stand up, laugh, cry and go one and one......But to say oh yes it's your karma that isn't anymore my believe it is to obvious that life for me isn't easy and the road is not a happy journey. Respect for your sharings and work Howard and would loved to hear you speak more, yes I watch your former video about it, about true and authentic femininity & masculinity. And maybe I will meet a man who has a authentic way of being and stand for his gender and has the insight with it. Not for the sex as prior but just to communicate and feel his energy and to recognize the differents with the mass of man who are in my opinion not standing their ground. It is not that I blame them but I notice it through my life and see it in their eyes and behavior. Many are so silly and makes me sad to see them do what they do with a believe they know it all and are very atractive for the females around them. So just some thoughts from me, me who is nobody. Looking forward to the direction you will go and will lead us to new insights and maybe a other platform. See you soon!
