hey...i don't know u but u will get through this. you are so special and mean so much to me. its ok to cry and let the emotions out. it will all be worth it in the end i promise x.
Felt you bro. I felt like I can't called my home "home" anymore, they're not my family anymore but hey everyone trust me one day we will leave our house and we will star new life🥺 I promise one we will be able to🥺 we just need to keep fighting all these pain and we will free🥺 we can talk to each other we can be a real family 🥺❤️ I'm proud of you guys🥰🌞❤️
I want to dive into the deepest part of the ocean, and just lay there. I want to slowly slump to the bottom and forget. Forget about life. Forget about the pain. Forget the hurt. Forget the regret. Forget the unloved feeling. Then, I want to slowly fade away and never be heard from again. edit: i’m still alive (3rd edit) i’m a senior now (‘: i was a freshman when i wrote that. so proud of myself for pushing through, and you should be proud of yourself too. i love all of you, know you are amazing and worthy of help, love, compassion, comfort and support. stay strong my beloveds, i know you can do it. i’m proud of you all. stay safe 💗
i feel that on such a personal level, you just get to the point where you feel like your life has no purpose and that you’re better off gone. it’s been 2 months since you wrote that so i hope you’re doing better now, but i’m in that spot right now.
I GOT TWO FREE TACOS! I mean think about it. Sinking into the ocean and letting go. Letting everything go and not having to worry about anything else. Avoiding problems and drama and stopping time.
Get help! I can relate but life is worth so much more and you can still change your life into better. I believe in you and everyone going through something like this. You are strong as hell.
Theylove uzii Nooo don’t say that. Someday you will look back at this and you will be proud and happy that you’ve stayed strong and didn’t end it. Remember this is your life. Your choice you can do WHATEVER you want. Better days will come. Maybe you lost your hope today but don’t you remember those days when you still enjoyed life? Don’t you want to go back to that feeling? YOU CAN. Get help, talk to a therapist and you will see it will help. I really hope you’re still here. You’re time is not up!
Hey, it’s okay. Take a few deep breaths. Fill your lungs slowly and embrace on the air. Listen to the lotion of the air blowing through your nose. Drink some water. go on a walk.
Cameron Jolly trust me i understand, currently sobbing trying not to wake my parents, but i hope you're doing better since you wrote that comment 9 months ago.
same... I'm sad too but not because of a person... some persons make me feel a little bit better but nobody is the reason why I'm sad... it's.. myself... myself, my life just everything that has something to do with me... I don't understand it myself... sryy.. for wasting your time... i can't even describe how I feel and why I'm exactly sad and depressed... I'm a mistake and a failure sorry that I wasted your time.....
you are not alone. everything will be ok in the end, if its not ok then its not the end. trust me. you deserve to be happy. you are too strong for this world. keep fighting. I'm always here. to talk, to listen to help. your a stranger and I love you, imagine how the people in your life feel. thousands of people feel how you do. you are not alone. and you will feel better soon. I'm so proud of you
Ella Meredith just try and work on yourself a little bit and if that’s not enough you can get someone in your life to help guide you through it! It doesn’t have to be black and white help
Hey! I'm so glad you're still here! Stay strong, please! Ily! You can still meet so many beatiful moments in this world, so many beautiful people, songs, art, games, movies... You matter and i wish you all the luck in the world! 💕
@@laurendevereaux415 Thank you for staying here!! And don't leave yet! Maybe you'll find something amazing tomorrow or in a week, you won't know if you give up now! Keep fighting! Sending love and hope from the other side of the screen! ❤️✨
I don’t like some people in my family but I don’t want to hurt the ones that I do care for. The friends, my dog especially. I don’t know what id do without him. My friend hasn’t replied to the apology I sent her 8 hrs ago after a fight we had 4 days ago of me relapsing. I feel so alone and he’s the only one I feel like I have left. He’s old tho and has cancer, pls don’t leave me Rocky. :(
@@kevitamaster-brewkombucha5472 i'm sorry to hear about the fight with your friend, i hope you can get it all cleared out. And about your dog too. i hope Rocky will have many more great moments with you! ❤️ I was also wondering, would you want to be friends with me? ✨
My dad is dying and I can't do anything and I can't see him at all, because I'm in quarantine and with my mother and it fucking sucks I can't handle it, I hope you are okay and strong I love you
It’s okay I know what it feels like. I didn’t even get to say goodbye. But it’s all part of gods plan sweet. They are in heaven, and he is next to you right now, wishing he could hug you and tell you that he is okay and that he loves you. It’s okay. You will see him again one day, just not too soon. He’s right here, and he loves you.
I look at myself and I dont recognize what has happened Im fading away and I see myself disappear My bones and skin start to u disentagrate Into dust that flows in the wind I see it happen but I dont stop it I just let it be This isnt me. Shes gone shes desd buried in the cement Eyes so dead you can see she doesnt have a soul Nothing goes right Theres nothing left. If i were to leave permanrtly It woukdnt affect anyone My soul died years ago My bodies still walking Its the only thing alive Depression fought and won the match I gave up a long time ago
life story: my family passed away in a car crash 4 years ago. That day they wanted to go out to eat and I was tired so I didn’t go. I remember cops coming to my house waking me up and taking me to the hospital and after to my grandma, it’s all very blurry but the cop telling me my family didn’t make it still haunts me. I am the only one left so I’m a orphan. Every single Sunday since then I’ve been going to there graves, to clean it and have lunch there or draw a bit ( because I’m an art student). I remember the first time I accidentally dialed my mom after the accident and I heard her voicemail and realized that she’s not here anymore , it broke my soul. I used to still do that but one time a random stranger answer the phone call and I realize that I had to delete my family‘s phone numbers because they weren’t gonna answer any more. I have so much more to say but I just want to let you know if your reading this that I’m happy doing art and I will probably still come here ( to my family’s graves) every Sunday, but I know I’m going to make it with them looking over me with a smile. Much love leo ❤︎
I know this is from a random stranger but I'm so sorry that happened to you, this made me tear up. I'm so proud of you for being so strong and doing what you love. I hope you have an amazing life ahead, if you ever need someone I'm here :)
Leo, your family is so proud of you right now, they are and will always be with you and the only thing they want for you is to be happy. Keep their memory alive with your own art.
I’m depressed: it’s for attention. I have anxiety: it’s for attention. I am sad: it’s for attention.... I cry: it’s for attention....... I ask for help: I’m lying............... I ask for therapy:it’s just a phase. I commit: Why did she not ask for help?!! She should of told us!....
dont let trump outlive you, even if after hes gone, stay okay? ive been through the same things and i understand what its like to feel like that, nobody was there for me, i was alone. but im getting better by the day, stay stay strong bb
this song makes me wanna run away and forget everything. forget the people, forget the problems, and just everything. i could completely start a new life. with no more pain and ache. only joy and happiness. but i know that will never happen. i have to live out the sadness till i die. i wanna die, but i cant. i dont wanna hurt my family or friends. but it would also hurt them if they knew i felt like this. so i just have to stay silent and not talk to anybody. its not that i dont have anyone to talk to, its just that i dont wanna be judged. i just want somebody that wont judge me or leave me. i jus wanna be happy again. i miss being happy. i dont feel it very often anymore. i only feel joy when im with friends. but i cant cry anymore. im numb. ive cried too many times. i just wanna be happy again.
hey stay strong and keep going. ik things might be tough but you need to stay alive. you matter , you are loved. i hope things get better for you. stay strong and stay safe.
But...then...we will suddenly realize...running away will relieve the thoughts and feeling temporarily then and only then when we realize...they never went away...that, that is the truly sad part☹
This song makes me feel like I'm slowly dieing. Like the world around me is becoming foggy, yet I still know what's happening. I feel like my mind slows and I feel tired. But in a... Calming way. Like I should have felt this sooner....
trash 101 I know I feel that way all the time like I can’t escape the water I’m just trapped deep down drowning and I’m fighting and giving it my all to get out but I just keep sinking
I just got a nostalgic flashback to a time in my life where I was really not well.. this kind of music is so powerful and i'm really glad you decided to change it up!
I love that song, it reminds me of a friend who died last year and I miss him so much, In that night I cried soo much and listened to this song it makes me cry every time I‘m listening to it again...
Does anyone else lay staring at the ceiling crying so hard that they grasp there pillow hard like their holding on for life and then u let go and the waterfall of tears comes streaming down and you want nothing else but to fade away bc they wouldn’t notice or is it just me... oh ok just me
you are not alone. everything will be ok in the end, if its not ok then its not the end. trust me. you deserve to be happy. you are too strong for this world. keep fighting. I'm always here. to talk, to listen to help. your a stranger and I love you, imagine how the people in your life feel. thousands of people feel how you do. you are not alone. and you will feel better soon. I'm so proud of you
if it's one of those nights, change the play back speed to 0.85x on RU-vid and just sit on your floor, listen, stare at the walls, stare at the ceiling, watch as the lights from cars pass by your window without a sound, and as you fall into that numb state, close your eyes and lay back... goodnight, my love
"You've got a warm heart, you've got a beautiful brain, but it's disintegrating, from all the medicine" Crap, that hit too close to home. About 3 years ago I lost my best friend because she was an addict, and after stopping and not being addicted anymore, she had seizures. She ended up having a really bad seizure and passed away. I miss you, Tanya
sometimes i just feel like laying under the stars for hours and forgeting everything forget my pain while it rains and with someone i love and get deep with them and them understanding
I ran away a few months ago and while I was walking away from everything I knew, I had this song in my head. I thought I was making the right choice but it was a mistake. I just made my panic attacks,depression, and anxiety worse
I listened to this at one of my darkest times of my life. I used to cry til Id get numb to this song and a couple other songs too. I come back today listening to it and I realize it really does get better. It really does. I still have depression and I still have really crappy days but I'm still here and I'm so happy I stuck around.
This song is so good to listen to during chemo it just makes u want to keep going just to listen to it It just makes u feel depressed and makes u think about random stuff that makes u want to carry on and is so inspirational. I was so close to stop all the chemo but I carried on and this song helped me through the hard times of it
{lyric} Pick it up, pick it all up. And start again. You've got a second chance, You could go home. Escape it all. It's just irrelevant. It's just medicine. It's just medicine. You could still be, What you want to, What you said you were, When I met you. You've got a warm heart, You've got a beautiful brain. But it's disintegrating, From all the medicine. From all the medicine. From all the medicine. Medicine. You could still be What you want to be What you said you were, When you met me. You could still be What you want to What you said you were, When I met you When you met me. When I met you.
I know I have things I need. I’m provided by things. But I don’t feel like I’m enough anymore. No matter what I do it’s not enough for anyone. I’m always there for everyone else, I listen and I talk.But no one is there for me. I’ve always made people’s days at school and it’s still like I’m talking to a brick wall. I’m so tired; mentally exhausted. I can barley move out of bed in the morning. It’s hard. My “friends” are not really my friends. They are just there during school, never there for me. And it sucks, it really does. I’ve been holding on to my emotions, and my inner thoughts because no one cares enough to listen. Or when I do I’m being “dramatic” most of the time the reply’s are “same” or “felt” it’s never “do you wanna talk about it”. I’ve given up. :(
All the comments here are people being sad in their feels this actually motivates me you guys are worth it, life will throw the hardest of times at you you’ve got a second chance pick yourself up you can do this it will be hard but at the end it’s all worth it you’re given a life you can’t escape it why not make the most of it you can do this!!
Let’s all take a moment to appreciate Ashton Irwin because if he didn’t discover the other boys in 5sos he could’ve ended it all. And he didn’t. I couldn’t be happier, he’s my king and my savior, he saved me from self harm twice now. Thank you Ashy❤️ you are forever mine
I can hear every memory. I can feel every scratch. This song makes me feel so much. It feeds my sadness yet liberates my mind. The haunting voice pairs incredibly with the melody. It actually makes me cry so much... and I don’t even know why. I miss everyone that’s left me, and everyone I’ve left. This is where I come to cry...I think I need a hug.
me thinking of x makes me go back to 2017-2018 where we was alive, he was my world i still love him to the bottom of my heart. and always will love him🥺he has a special place in my heart .
This makes me think so much of my dad. He passed from a Heart Attack because he was dehydrated from drinking too much alcohol. He was stressing out over my Mom because she had Cancer. I saw him, as he was having a heart attack. I was only 3, I walked into the Living room as he was sleeping in a chair, my Mom was giving him CPR. My mom forced and locked me into her bedroom. The last time I ever saw him was looking out the window seeing him being carried away.
The first time I listened to this song slowed, was a night I was balling my eyes out and I had headphones on and I just stared out the window while it was pouring rain and lightening and my room was all dark
Hey, you there. I know you’re just lying in your bed. Listening to sad songs. Staring at the wall and looking through the comments. Letting the tears be tears. Understand everything without thinking about anything. And in these moments we exist without really existing. These moments are golden.
I don’t wanna feel the way I do at 13, I want to go out and make my childhood a good one but I have no motivation, I’m always crying and just moping around, never getting out with friends, just say In my room left to think
Let me pray for you: Dear God please help this beautiful and amazing person reading this find their way out of this dark.place Bless them bless them In gods name Amem
Human touch. Our first form of communication. Safety, security, comfort, all in the gentle caress of a finger. Or the brush of lips on a soft cheek. It connects us when we’re happy, bolsters us in times of fear, excites us in times of passion and love. We need that touch from the one we love, almost as much as we need air to breathe. But I never understood the importance of touch. His touch. Until I couldn’t have it.
I wanna lay still. but I can’t. I’m incapable of sitting still or relaxing. The only time I really relax is when I sleep. This makes me want to relax and feel weightless, and emotionless. Goodnight.
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