Fun fact.... this video almost got demonetized... I had to reupload it w/ a different description (barring any mention of the word "antidepressant" - GASP).
@@anikastarseed yea you already know why their illegal ..... Gotta keep the people's minds closed for the system to continue operating in the way it currently is
@@Jonah_Krsna_47 magic mushrooms are legal in Oakland and Oregon, also Washington DC. Like the cannabis laws, still a schedule 1 most dangerous drug federally, totally insane. It is true that some people have taken them and were later in a mental hospital, likely they started out insane, took a crazy high amount, took a contaminated dose, or just had bad luck in general, especially since alcohol seems about a thousand times more dangerous, and tobacco IS the most dangerous.
First time I tried shrooms I was like how in the world is the illegal!? This is the happiest I have ever felt. World was just radiating beauty and love.
The next day I was a different person. And stayed that way for a long time. Pretty sure I could use them again. God. I even have them. And I still haven’t. Maybe I will.
DMT, LSD, and psilocybin mushrooms are truly remarkable. A few years back, I was grappling with severe depression and mental health issues, and was diagnosed with BPD. It wasn't until a friend suggested psilocybin mushrooms that things began to change for me. It was a lifesaver, and I've been completely clean for 6 years.
Congrats on your recovery. Most persons never realizes psilocybin can be used as a miracle medication to save lives. Years back i wrote an entire article about psychedelics. They saved you from death bud, lets be honest.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? 🙏
Don't forget to respect the mushrooms, Golden teachers basically, they have some very powerful potential. It can show you what you need to see within yourself and in the world around you, changed my life for good. In the most positive way possible.
Everybody is struggling with mental health and could benefit from careful therapeutic use of substances like these. Wanna try, but keep being told I can't do it alone for the first time.
Since I tired psychedelics for the first time, I’ve been trying to describe the experience to others so there can try it as well, but i couldn’t find the right words to describe it.
Psilocybin mushrooms. Best shrooms I’ve ever had! Had some amazing trips when I first started taking them. Now I micro dose every few days before work and it has literally changed my life completely for the better.
I tried micro-dosing yesterday for the first time, and I had wonderful experience. I'm someone who suffers from chronic depression, and I was simply happy, not overly ecstatic, but genuinely happy and active with my friends and family. I was even excited to get out of bed this morning.
I have researched and found out that shrooms are very helpful, it has really helps to reduce anxiety and depression. I would love to try magic mushrooms but I can't easily get some, Is there any reliable source I can purchase one
The Trips I've been having have really helped me a lot,I finally feel in control of my emotions and my future and things that used to be mundane to me now seem incredible and full of nuance on top of that I'm way less driven by my ego and I have alot more empathy as well
Psychedelics are just an exceptional mental health breakthrough. It's quite fascinating how effective they are against depression and anxiety. Saved my life.
Does anyone know any good source to get them? I put so much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels, would love to give shrooms a try.
Psychedelics are genuinely one of the greatest gifts that we have been given. It’s such a shame that so many authorities have demonised them to the extent they have.
Imagine how many people go their whole lives without experiencing psychedelics. It's kind of sad. Especially when they could benefit greatly from it.. 🙁
@@eventuale5312 Don't think it is without risk. All class comrades that used them, paid a high price. You are dealing with real entities, that are amoral. Give away your energy for free and they will take it for free. Meditation and protection from integer knowledgeable people are very important.
Research shows that psilocybin mushrooms have promising results for mental health support, particularly in reducing symptoms of depression, anxiety and PTSD.
First time I ever took mushroom, I could understand why the system is so scared of it and why it is illegal. Costa Rica strain showed me how fear is nothing but just an illusion and that I am/we powerful beyond measure and how there's no such thing as death. We are all God as we are all one from the creator itself, and how Love will never ever brings itself low to face aggression or hate. It was THE most beautiful experience in my 37 years of life. Oh yes and I couldn't stop giggling, I was so happy and relaxed didn't even have a smallest worry or care in the world. One love ♥️
The system is afraid of a love based revolution... the system is built on violence, having a huge population unwilling to contribute to it is antithetical to its goals. Yet many people who know the truth are still contributing to the corrupt violent system through taxation. Letting fear of violence coerce them into funding the system.
My experience with shrooms was the same. I came to realize that we do not die. We are eternal and nothing we do is wrong. We are spirits having a human experience. Being out of body (dead) is our natural state. We never truly die. I wish our society understood that love is always the answer. Our world could be so much better if everyone used shrooms/ayahuasca/peyote etc. just once. I think all of our elected officials should be require to take them before getting into office.
Glad you’re doing good now. I started growing mushies after being at the end of my rope. I was stuck in the dark hole of ssri’s and psilocybin was the rope I used to pull myself out. I grow to give to friends and family now. I only need a reset every year or so. Never give up on yourself. Run into the darkness, shield down, sword up, screaming.
Damn.. I'm glad you climbed out of that hole. That "Run into the darkness, shield down, sword up screaming" hit me deep. Thats a quote for the ages. I needed that. Thank you.
@@RedsBigRig thanks, Ray. Hope you’re doing okay yourself. My older brother actually said that to me in a time of great need. I don’t know where he quoted it from and I’ve never bothered to look because to me, it came from him.
@@FlyingArmbar317 i am recently groing spores at this moment. Il looking forward for a spiritual and very intuitive trio to figure my bullshit out... I already know that if and when a bad trio comes.... Its going to be bexause of me..and about me.. But i am open to see my weaknes in what they are face to face and i am not only ready to accept it... But to be open to the thought of what could be doing and feeling and overall how to come out of this trip knowing so much more about my self and solutions to my vices...that beeing said, i WILL BE WRITING THAT QUOTE :Run into that darkness..my sheiild down, sword up and screamin... Oh oh boy am i ready to see what the mushrooms need to show me or and give me some knowlege.. Peace and love to all of you
@@RedsBigRig sounds great, Ray and if I could offer a few words of advice it would be: be persistent if it’s your first time growing. Mistakes are our greatest teachers. It takes a lot of patience to lose something you spent months working on ( and it will happen). Keep going until you reach the stars.
@@FlyingArmbar317 i appreciate you words extremely much man...... I met a GREAT teacher on line private and he has helped me tremendously as far as the growing is going.. However on the trio side...open to all deep and incentives! I have my depressions and being "stuck nowher in life' .. I am really really hoping these masapatecs take me on a deeep spiritual journey to helpm me see thing difffeeent and figure my issues out.. I am just trying to go into rhis with the up MOST favorite respect for them and an open to them for what the mushrooms decide to show and take me, 🙌🙏
Magic mushrooms awoke my mind, expanded my thinking, opened my heart, Heald my psyche, & literally saved my life after 14years of torturous abuses. it truly began a transformation for me.God made 'em and God bless 'em.
My experience with JMF was a whole new dimension and I saw the future of humanity. I saw aliens and it felt like I embodied the universe. It's beyond explainable.
I had an accident 20 years go where I became paralyzed from the waist down. I was in serious depression and pain and could not find my way free. I finally turned to psychedelics and it helped me to accept and overcome my situation. I had done psychedelics as a high school kid and that helped me to return to them when I really needed to.
Good to hear mate,you're a trooper. I have a neuromuscular disease eating me away,going to try microdosing to help me accept what's happening. Did it cause any paranoia or insomnia type feelings? I'm a basket case
Psilocybin is the best drug experience ever.. it just reveals how really undescribably beautiful everything is and it is really difficult to forget it. Bye Bye childhood trauma
Mushrooms did wonders in my life. I was severely traumatized years ago as a teenage, got diagnosed with ADHD. Spent my whole life fighting ADHD. I suffered severe depression and mental disorder. Not until my wife recommended me to psilocybin mushrooms treatment. Psilocybin treatment saved my life honestly. 8 years totally clean. Never thought I would be saying this about mushrooms.
Hey mates! Can you help with the source? I suffer severe anxiety, panic and depression and I usually take prescription medicine, but they don't always help. Where can I find those psilocybin mushrooms? I'm really interested in treating my mental health without Rxs. I live in Germany don't know much about these. I'm so glad they helped you. I can't wait to get them too. Really need a reliable source 🙏
YES very sure of Dr.alishrooms. I have the same experience with anxiety, depression, PTSD and addiction and Mushrooms definitely made a huge huge difference to why am clean today.
Microdosing has never worked for me. I need a BIG dose once or twice a year to be good and off all antidepressants. Mushrooms have been my friends for over 25 years 😊
@@felicek797 DONT take psychs with SSRIs, it can lead to serotonin syndrome. Life threatening and just google it if you do not believe me. If someone who takes Antidepressants wants to try psychs he has to stop taking them for 2 weeks so your body is empty of it. Do your own research how each of them work on receptor level.
As a holistic psychotherapist, I help clients taper off of psychotropic medications. I'm also a certified EMDR holistic trauma therapist. I'm now investigating psilocybin microdosing to assist in this journey of healing. Thanks for sharing!!!
My therapist and I did EMDR together for about a year and it helped a lot. She encouraged my mushroom use and it’s so helpful with trauma! We can shut down empathy and emotions and it helped open back up.
@@isaa8521 not sure if I can share contact info here. You can go to my channel and click on the About tab and contact me there...my email and website are there. Thanks for reaching out. :) Ken
Wow, Julianne! Your videos have been an amazing help to me. I’m a 69 year old retired veterinarian with a history of chronic depression. I have been microdosing for several weeks and I feel that it has made me feel better than I have felt for years. Through your encouragement and information, tomorrow morning will be my first psilocybin trip (1mg). I am now living in Playa del Carmen, Mexico so I’m going to, at least, start my trip on the beach with a friend standing by. I’ll report back to you. Thank you so much.
I just tried MUSHROOMS for the first time. I felt as if i was in the center of the universe. I didn't go crazy after such an extreme experience. Totally got rid of depression, anxiety and illicit pill addiction.
Today, the mushroom compound is being used in clinical trials for end-of-life anxiety, treatment-resistant depression, addiction, eating disorders and other conditions with unprecedented success, and psilocybin-assisted therapy has been given FDA “breakthrough therapy” status as a treatment for depression.
Idk why I’m here, I wasn’t exactly looking for this content, but the video popped up on my feed. That being said… Damn, posting a video like this is incredibly brave of you. Appreciate the honesty. Glad to hear things are going better for you now 😊
therapist Rx it to select patients in Canada and Australia just legalize microdoses, so mental health will be the beginning of the revolution that brings healing plants into the mainstream
I suffered the borderline disorder for over 15 years. With so much anxiety not until I came across psilocybin mushrooms treatment psilocybin treatment actually saved my life honest.
Psychedelics definitely have the potential to deal with health issues like anxiety and depression, would like to try them but it's just hard to source out here.
Just found your channel and I think its great, I've been struggling with anorexia and depression for 2 years now. Since like 4 months ago I got into spirituality and psychedelics and it got me out of that shit. I think that this message should be more wide spread!
Best of luck with recovery. Powerful of you to share. Hope the testimony is encouraging. I witnessed the person closest to me in my life recover after experiencing the same for years . It’s been over a decade. We’re so grateful she’s better now and living a happy meaningful life. Times will be tough but we get stronger and can learn to love ourselves and feel better.
Thank you so much. I also have been diagnosed with C-PTSD plus clinical depression and anxiety disorder. I had been on antidepressants and anti-anxiety medication for years the result being just a feeling of "numb & dumb." I can relate to your battle weaning off. I am a new microdoser and so far so good. I have done lots of research but I enjoy your channel very much because your personal experience with microdosing has been invaluable.
I've been on a deep depression (taking several antidepressants) for 15+ years now and I have never seen someone describe so accurately what I feel. I just feel "numb & dumb". Thanks for this insight!
Your presence is so grounded, that watching this video actually brought me into that space of remembering that being "okay now" is the most important thing. A very powerful testimony.
You didn't really change your personality more just came out from life conditioning and revealing your true self. You were always there just buried under other people's ideas and forced trauma. Unfortunately that is a fact of incarnation
Psilocybin containing mushrooms saved my life. The drastically reduced my benzodiazepine withdrawal allowing me to quite illicit pill addiction after three years of heavy daily use before it would had became medically dangerous to quit. It has also helped me survive depression.
@Micheal Harris I was having this constant, unbearable anxiety because of university stress. Not until I came across dr.sporess, a very intelligent mycologist. He saved my life honestly
I am feeling the same way too. I put too much on my plate and it definitely affects my stress and anxiety levels. I am also glad to be a part of this community.
Ive spent a lifetime managing serious baggage and self medicating through turmoil along the way. All of it was done alone essentially, and not to my detriment in the end....I have survived. It is absolutely wonderful to see this kind of healthy self awareness and moreso, use of the internet for therapy...in your own life and Ill wager as you well know, the health and welfare of many others that find their way to your journey and your words. Congratulations to you ma'am, for being as strong as you needed to be. You are blasting barriers in mental health, making ground both for you and for all those that come after. Take care of you as you have and know your path is watched and rooted for. I went 3 years celibate intentionally a few years back (7-8) and had reached a point where I thought I was content that way for the rest of my life. Point is, I was wrong, the time was so very good for me,. and I walked away with a new set of sons, who are younger than grandchildren I have....the universe rewards the efforts we make for the betterment of more than ourselves. You are heading for a great change, and thank you for your story.
Bravo on your healing journey! I just ended a 3 month micro-dosing schedule and this past weekend I took 2 full grams and the trip was powerful and very healing. I felt the warmth of love just hitting me like lightning bolt. I too have noticed my mental health improve dramatically, it brought me closer to my mother allowing me to be more open. I better understand my father and why he is the way he is. I'm taking a couple of months off and will possibly go back to it.
Wow, it’s so cool to hear you talk about all the positive changes microdosing has brought into your life. I recently participated in a yoga nidra + psilocybin microdose journey. It was so beautiful and I felt such comforting bliss and peace. I’m feeling called to start a protocol, and stories like yours are really encouraging.
I’m so glad you talked about the power of the present moment because that is exactly what I came to realize and practice after a few of my own trips. This is great work I’m going to share your channel with my girlfriend. Safe travels to you and thanks for the video!
Fantastic channel, very intelligent young lady. One other way to measure the success of your channel is the guidance it may give to even one person with depression, anorexia etc...it may actually save the life of someone who stumbles across it. That is a incalculable legacy and something you should be really proud of.
Thank you for this information. I'm in the research phase of micro dosing. I know it will help me. I recently starting taking lions mane tincture. I have to tell you it's been a massive game changer as far as anxiety and feeling low. I'm loving it. I ran out and noticed immediately. I'm ready to start my M.D journey. I'm so glad I discovered your channel. Thanks again.🍄
@@topcat2033 Hi, not yet. I keep 'waiting for the right time' ....plus I am unsure how to grind and put correct dosage into capsules. I need a recommendation on a good/accurate scale to use. Thank you for responding.🙂🍄
I can't help visualizing you as a guest on Joe Rogan's podcast sometime in the future! I love the style and pace of your presentation. Never before have I absorbed so much info so fast and so painlessly! Fan for life!
I’m just two weeks in and totally get your explanation! 👌🏾It’s a sense of presence I haven’t experienced in a long long while. The fight or flight mode is turned off. ❤️
Thanks to you I started microdosing, I now took my 4th dose and Im tryring higher doses each time while meditating. I have debilitating PTSD with physical symptoms. Thank you ! PS: i LOVE your hair.
*Crubtrea* has some good quality strains of psilocybin mushrooms including other psychedelic You can reach out to them incase if interested in getting that
Thank you for sharing. I have been struggling lately with depression and suicidal ideation, and i have been considering microdosing. Genuinely appreciate you sharing your experiences
I can't tell you how thankful I am for your videos, "I'm an idiot" I literally spit out my tea. I started a 3/3 1 month regime yesterday and I devoured your videos in preparation - I am worried coming from an addictions background and such a high tolerance for drugs - it won't work for me, but I'm trying to keep my intentions positive. I suffer from PMDD - a severe case of it, and not a candidate, nor does my doctor recommend antidepressants. It's crazy listening to your story. Thank you again for creating this content
this video is so helpful and informative. it's hard to find content that touches upon everything you spoke about in regards to microdosing and mental health. I relate so much with your mental health journey. got a lot from this video
Thank you for these videos. I think everyone should try psychedelics! From my own personal experience, many of the plant medicine such as, ayahuasca and mushrooms have changed my life. Coming from the background of being an I.V heroin user for 14 years, I never thought taking plant medicines with good settings and intentions would make such a change 🙂🙏🏽. I myself have been microdosing consistently for over a year as well, my focus has seemed to shift to the present. Before I would be caught in yesterday, which would bring up the feelings of anger and resentment, or I would be stuck in tomorrow which would bring up fear and anxiety. Being in the present has allowed me to enjoy life more. Shrooms are not a cure for me by no means, it’s just a different voice that provides guidance. Journey well 🙏🏽
I'm looking forward to Oregon's psylocibin therapy program rolling out in 2023. Being a facilitator will be my contribution to the planet. 🍄 I'm so glad it worked for you. We need more people to speak up and break the stigma.
@@3rdguy it's been a fail. The program is NOT equitable like it was supposed to be, and facilitators are expected to pay 10 k for only 150 hrs of education and pay 2k a YEAR for their licensure. To compare, I'm a massage therapist and I pay 150 every two years to keep up my license. In short, it's financially unsustainable as a career, especially since there's no income posted for this position.
I participated in the first legal psilocybin clinic over Labor Day weekend, and it revolutionized my life. I suffered from 23 years of untreatable suicidal depression, anxiety and PTSD, and since the session four months ago I have been free from all of this. I am now filled with joy and wonder, and the deep wounds in my mind and soul are being healed. The change in me is noticeable to my friends. It is a miracle. It truly is magic.
Thank you for being so open and generous with your spirit. This is the first video of yours I’ve seen and I am so impressed with your authenticity. I look forward to watching more. Thanks for all your doing 🙏❤️
It's good to hear you have psychedellics have helped you in your life. I've always taken mushrooms for recreational use but these past few years when doing them for fun I am realizing that a full trip of 1/4th of an oz (Golden Teachers), will leave me feeling happy for a long time after it's over. So now I am having a full blown trip every year that leaves me feeling happy for months after it's over.
wow, I'm amazed to have found someone with an experience so closely resembling my own. I just started microdosing and even the first time I did it I felt an immense change in my psyche. Thank you for sharing your story!
Question: did you use magic mushrooms from nature or magic truffels we can buy here online in the Netherlands . And what dose do you microdosing? I am confused about this. I have like 12 gram magic truffels divided in 12 doses of 1 gram .
Julianne, thank you for this. You popped up in my feed and I clicked! Also subscribed and shared your video here with multiple friends who are deconstructing and dealing with a lot of anxiety and depression. I have some questions that I'll add after the video, just in case they aren't included. Bless you for having this channel and sharing your experience~ not just the dosing, but also your journey of depression, anxiety, and getting off of SSRI's. That is serious business! I don't think people realize this when a doctor puts them on these meds 😢
"who would guess that the thing that would make psychedelics popular is to make them not psychedelic?" - Terence McKenna (butchered quote from memory) Mico's are great though
Thank you for sharing! I'll be doing this soon as pharma and tons of therapy has always failed me when it comes to depression. I have high hopes for this from all my research. God gave us everything we needed to treat illness without pharma poisions.
I meditated for one year on a beach where I rented a tiny 12 ft. by 12 ft hut with a single cot. Cow paddies all around in the grass areas of the hillside where magic mushrooms grow everywhere. Every morning after some water I walked the meadows popping a dozen or more and chew them. Occasionally I also found blue meanies which are very powerful. First I would find comfortable shaded oceanview and make sure I had water for half day. I knew the poison would be tough in the gut the first half-hour painful time but then the happy visions in great colors and watching ocean sky birds waves sun or rain and spend the day. Wonderful experiences improvements in my personality and patience changes. Then I discovered LSD and the next year with 100 days of trips opened wonderful insights into life, well worth it. Then five years of 60 grams of Afgan hash monthly. Wow, life was fun never depressing. somehow, in my social life with farmer village people I started helping them free. I see them, eat with them every evening and they trusted me it was worth the many years I spent. They gave me so many gifts thru the years and built me home and land free. Mushrooms are great.
As beneficial as microdosing is, it can be even more effective when paired with at least one large dose experience. This may not be for everyone, but I've had several traumas, especially childhood types, and large dose sessions have helped me immensely. In ways that are difficult to explain to those who have never experienced them.
Absolutely beautiful, your experience is nearly identical to mine. Just took them last Saturday and life has been good to me since then. Thanks for sharing and hopefully someday people will truly be able to understand with people like you to explain to people who are too scared by societal norms and their own true thoughts and emotions ❤️
Anti-depressants end up being depressants. A friend of mine committed suicide because of the black hole that continuous use of them created in his mind. It is criminal that shrooms have been criminalised. Utterly ridiculous.
I also started microdosing psilocybin to eliminate symptoms of my anxiety, depression and recent burnout. I was amazed at all the benefits. I put my experience into a video 🙃 I think the biggest surprise was getting back that missing piece of myself 🥰
Thank you so much for sharing this. I’m going thru something very similar to what you went thru and am having a tough time with it. This makes me feel like I’m not alone and gives me hope, thank you!
Love your videos. I'm sharing them with my friends. Your honesty is amazing. It's so important to spread the knowledge on this topic. Thank you so much for doing it in such a...digestible way. You are an excellent ambassador for psilocybin.
I’ve never heard anyone speak that open and honest about themselves before. Ever. I’ve got some work to do on myself. I think I’ll subscribe. Well done Julianne.
Thank you so much for making these videos on microdosing! I'm about to start microdosing after I'm done tapering off my antidepressants - wish me luck 🥵
Some people use microdosing to ease the process of tapering off antidepressants! I would do a lil digging on this... James Fadiman did a talk on it, I believe. I only wish I had discovered microdosing while I was tapering!
@julianne keu Thank you once again for doing this video and updating us on your journey and progress. Thanks in part to your videos I began my microdosing journey September 2020, this after being on antidepressant for 16 years that pretty much numbed my feelings all together and after experiencing my 3rd worse depression/anxiety episode that lasted from April 2020 until about beginning of October and completely recovered in November 2020. After listening to how bad your side effects were upon weaning off your antidepressant, I consider myself one of the lucky ones, because thankfully I did not experience any side effects and I had been on this useless medication for 16 years! 🙏🏼. In any case, I’m still microdosing but in my case, I’ve gone from every 3 days to every 2 weeks and so far I continue to do very good. It has definitely given me more clarity on many things personally and motivation through the roof! I’m going back to school and start this Wednesday, super excited!! Thank you for being passionate about mental health, for sharing your experience and encouraging others to research and find an alternative method to mental well being. 🥰🙏🏼
Oh my goodness, Olga 😭When I first read your comment, I just about cried! I then clipped it and shared it to my Insta (I cropped your name and photo out first of course) - just wanted to share the testimony. I'm excited for you and for what this next chapter has in store. Thank you for taking the time to write this update - it is such a powerful update. I pray your example will continue to uplift others - as it already has ❤️
@@JulianneKeu Thank you for sharing my testimony, I too pray that it does encourage others and give them hope that there is a way out of that darkness. 🙏🏼
I started microdosing several weeks ago, after a lot of investigation and research. It's improved my mental and physical health immensely, giving me a sense of rebirth and rejuvenation. Eventually I plan to reduce the number of days per week. The 'sweet spot' for me is 150 mg of Psilocybe Cubensis in the evenings. All other pharma antidepressants have done nothing for me. Nature provides real healing. Thanks for the video.
This (and your other few videos on this subject) may be some of the best microdosing videos on RU-vid! And I've seen a lot haha. The issues you've addressed that led you to the SSRI are JUST like mine. Even just watching this I became aware the aspirational anxiety is OCD related (a compulsion as you put it), I hadn't actually made that connection before. But that's the thing, microdosing seems to really work well for mild-moderate OCD related anxiety. This vid inspires so much hope, I've had a rough time on antidepressants, overall they've actually just made my life worse, and have become the main problem these last few years. I'm FINALLY less than a month from being at 0 after nearly 2 years of going down slowly. Your description of in the moment contentness, present minded perspective were described perfectly, but the real kicker is your ability to keep the learnings without the microdose, that's the thing that makes me the most hopeful about microdosing once I'm off the antidepressant. Please keep these vids up, I really hope YT doesn't demonetize them, you're providing such valuable information to others who are suffering. I've been micro-dosing golden teachers since mid-2019, they've helped immensely with the withdrawal symptoms, both acute and long lasting (rebound depression). I haven't actually dosed on a schedule yet, I've averaged once or twice a week for a few weeks, then take some time off. The overall effects have been a bit muted by the zoloft but they're always a big help the day of. I've only had 24-48 hour relief, but never much more than that. I know in my heart it's the ssri and the stimulant that keep my mind and emotions so limited. As I'm approaching this last bit of the taper I think I might jump on the Fadiman protocol depending on how I continue to react. I may take another break around the time I'm at 0 just to let my brain rebalance but this video has me so excited to do that or Stamets schedule in the long run to let my brain heal and hopefully this takes my mental health farther than the antidepressant ever could. Just praying I don't have migraines as bad as you did, I've had little bits here and there but nothing unmanagable yet. OMG and the nightsweats and insomnia have been awful.
Wow I ve experienced all that trama PTSD childhood ptsd Usmc vet..Self-medicating with drugs and alcohol when I came back to the United States never did any kind of doctors medicine I’ve always been into psychedelics just from the music that I follow and then I started realizing that this microdose Will put me in a better position to be a loving father to my daughter and it has
I think one of the keys is the fact that you go into the experience with a purpose. Meditating helps to focus that purpose/intent in your subconcious. If you take them just to party , that's all that you will notice.
I suffer so badly with Major Depressive Disorder. I wish I could try this method but I have no idea even where to begin to look for it. Thank you for this video.
I am recovering from paralysis. Psilocybin are a major part of my recovery. Micro and macro dosing. Lions Mane also. Paul Stametts is a good source of info.
Thank you for sharing your experience. When you mentioned the withdrawl "brain zaps," I knew exactly what you meant. I am in the process of tapering off my anti-anxiety medication. It has a 7 year process of tapering off. Hell. Your video gives me so much hope. I will be beginning my micro-dosing soon.
Thank you so much for your videos. I started my MD journey yesterday and used your videos to make my decisions. I am looking for exactly what you've achieved and I'm really hopeful and excited. I have 2 years clean from drugs, alcohol and psychiatric meds and this is my next level recovery. You're so thorough and hit exactly what I needed. Again thank you for your work and sharing your life.
Thank you so much Julianne. Very powerful insight into a deep hole I was afraid to take on alone. This is the best breakdown I have checked out (and I've seen many) thus far. Truly appreciate you sharing this segment of your journey as I know it shed a wonderful light on my own.Wish you the best!
It's very refreshing to see an young woman showing more maturity than most of 30+ year olds nowadays. Kudos, Julianne, for showing a way that's different from either self-harm or victimhood. A question for you - after you started microdosing, did you try actually confronting yourself with whatever factors that caused you anxiety before or were you just going with the flow?
I’m glad you stuck with the RU-vids. I’ve just found your videos in the last couple of days and finding them super insightful and informative, keep it up please. Agree 100% that microdosing and meditation go hand in hand, as do mediation and ‘macrodosing’ if that’s a word yet haha. Thanks again.
Psychedelic’s definitely have potential to deal with mental health symptoms like anxiety and depression, I would like to try them again but it’s just so hard to source here
Psychedelics are the reason why i didn’t take my life when i was at my end. I was stripped of my ego and saw the beauty of life and interconnectivity and even though i still battle anxiety and depression, I’m doing better everyday and will never think in such a self destructive way again.
LSD and mushrooms completely changed my whole outlook on life. I became a better version of myself This experience gave me a lot of confidence about my self and my body. A bunch of bad thought / behavior patterns were broken. One of these was pretty bad OCD that made me wash my hands a lot. It gave me a lot of hope that things will be fine, this is the one thing that I heard throughout the trip: Everything is alright. The main reason for the trip was my severe depression and it definitely helped me (although it's not gone). Before all I could do was lay in bed. Now I am trying to rebuild my life one step at a time which wasn't possible before."
After 18 months researching micro dosing for MS I am now in a position to take the 'plunge' and begin my own personal journey. A BIG thank you for this video and everyone that has commented... ALL info including negatives is helpful. peace and strong mental health to all.❤
@@pavlinajirankova7382 Hi I am about ten weeks in and tbh I am 'feeling' so much better in myself. My thought process and reaction times are greater than before, my mood overall has improved and I'm more pro-active in getting things done (you know all the horrible little jobs around the house...etc). Unsure what to expect I dosed 3 days a week and 4 off. I did this for 8 weeks and took 2 off to see if there were any effects. I've not seen or felt any difference. I just started 'dosing' again yesterday. I'll stay with this regime until my supplements have depleted. Then I'm going to try a double dose for the same time frame and compare. I am currently micro dosing 150 mcg psylocibin, with a plan to purchase 300mcg in the new year. After that I may try to mix the doses to suit my needs. Everyone's different and needs info / courage to test n try. good luck. peace.
Joey from southern California chiming in. Great testimony! ♥️ Now if politicians (the majority) and law enforcement (again, the majority) could step aside, we may be able to reach out to others without their fear of consequence. Perhaps if those who oppose alternative treatments for spiritual and mental wellness gave it a chance themselves, they'd have a huge shift in their collective consciousness; I believe they'd embrace the results after experiencing themselves.
Or perhaps... if those in power would give these treatments a chance, they no longer would be in power... dun dun dun *tin foil hat* just kidding (but not). Always great to hear from you, Subscriber #301! (*inside joke*)
The fact that you improved your life to the point of sharing you’re experience and progress online deserves respect and recognition You inspired me thank you 🙏🏼
very informative & very much something i needed. Kinda hard to explain further but thank you! I know this isn't one of your newer videos anymore but it is the first one ive seen and I'm definitely going to be following you from now on
Yay!!! I'm in a similar boat. Busy reworking a lifetime of stress and trauma and emerging happy and well adjusted. Golden Teachers have helped me so much . I have connected spiritually with myself if nothing else and being calm and happy feels like a blessing from God himself. Thank you for spreading the message and best of luck with your channel. Also not dating and happy. Maybe one day tho, when I've done some work first.
Thank you! It's even more useful that you had a goofed-up start to it. You wind up covering some of the big questions just by relating your experience. Congrats on the subscription numbers too(as related to your mention in the video). What o just watched had integrity and useful information. You must be doing something right.
My younger brother passed away a month ago. Microdosing mushrooms is the only thing that helps. I’m 37 and I’ve been through a lot. It gives me a hope for living again.
On that topic, when I take a large dose, breathing feels like a sexual connection with the universe in a very holy and pure way. That's probably because the synesthesia effects I have on psychedelics are all tied to my proprioception. Positioning my body differently changes what I see and feel.
I think it's amazing your story it's truly groundbreaking material even for myself microdosing help me get off of opiates and the way you talk about your depression is how I felt about me coming off of drugs and it's been like 7 months now and I don't even have a craving for it I hope that this medicine is widely available soon
I find transcendental meditation can put me in a really blissed out state sometimes. It’s great if you want to reduce anxiety. It’s just like Yoda said “Luminous beings are we, not this crude mater.”
Spent years researching and just rediscovered this as I'm preparing to start psilocybin therapy🥳in the back of my mind I just always knew that when the time came for me to have this experience, despite impatience, I would know and I would feel it. I know its time🙌💫
@aishahmohammed2623HI, can you refer me to the person who has mushrooms? I recently ordered from someone and got scammed. Didn't receive my order, lost my money. Feeling desperate. Thanks
awesome. keep using your voice! we need people like you breaking it down and destroying the taboo. I just ate a bit of shroom this morning, didn't measure it out but probably .2-.3 g and this is my 2nd microdose. I'm feeling a bit more mindful, optimistic, and motivated :) I'm excited for the new day, endless possibilities await! (I'm also a seasoned meditator)
Thanks for the time you've took to share all this precious informations. Really good to see serious people talking about the real deal treatment. Keep up the great work!
Thank you ! As a Canadian like you, I’m impressed with the people trying to help change the mental health of people on this side of the border. The change is coming why now there’s startups and even bigger companies copying what happened to the newly created marijuana industry. Found a great supplier for psilocybin in Vancouver that you’re probably using but he cannot ship beyond Canada. Last question, because I’ve only tried 12.5 mg dosage and moving up to the 50-75 mg level, is that too much that can effect my driving a car? I’m 74 and have over 1/2 century experience? You’re great, keep up the good work!
