People like to pretend they care, but the reality is that they don't. If you become too much of an inconvenience in their life, then of what worth are you to them. Least it feels that way a lot, especially when 30 years of dealing with my own issues, by myself, tells me as much.
Jesus Christ Loves you all so much, that He Died for us all sinners so that we could be all saved And That's How much He cares and loves us, turn to HIM and accept HIM and let HIM change you For HE will, like HE did to me, GODBLESS you all❤️💯.
You’ll never be alone if you walk with Jesus/ a higher power. Took me decades to realize this, idk it’s proly just more cope. More and more cope everyday
To everyone who is doing homework, leave the chat, breathe slowly, take a sip of water, and focus. To everyone who is trying to sleep, leave the chat, grab a blanket, and get the rest you deserve. To everyone who is feeling sad, grab a snack, get some water, get a blanket, and write down your thoughts. When you're done, lay down, and get some rest, no matter the time. To everyone who is creating, you got this. Your art is amazing. Remain in your flow and get stuff done! To everyone who is struggling, you got this. I'm so proud of you for making it this far and I wanna see you make it farther, so do it for me please, and if not for me atleast do it for them. there is someone out there who obsesses over you, they might just be too shy to say it Not mine, but pass it around Have a nice Day/Night
Sinto falta das pessoas que perdir pelo caminho, as pessoas que magoei, eu sinto vergonha do que me tornei, hoje eu tento esconder o meu presente e trazer de volta a criança aque existia em mim no passado. Eu so quero pelo menos minimizar meus erros bobos que se tornam gigantes,nunca pensei que chegaria a este estando mental que estou, eu nao espero muita coisa da minha vida por que todas as coisas ruins que acontecem nela eu poderia ter evitado. Eu escrevo aqui como um desabafo. Tomare que isso nao continue esta me sufocando..
eu ja passei por isso e sei como é, uma hora vc muda, conhece pessoas novas e... ainda sente falta do passado? sim, porem agora voce reconhece que ciclos acabam e ta tudo bem, uma hora vc vai se tornar alguem diferente e mesmo ainda sentindo saudade do passado vc vai reconhecer que se voce voltasse pra aquela epoca sendo a pessoa que é hj, n seria mais a mesma coisa, as coisas mudam e as vezes sendo pra melhor ou pra pior, uma hora acontece
i need to change my personality so people will like me better, i need to change my looks so people will like me better, i need to lose weight so people will like me better, i need to be less loud so people will like me better, i need to be less outgoing so people will like me better, i need to be calm all the time so people will like me better, i need to change the way i talk so people will like me better, i need to be smarter so people will like me better, i need to get better grades so people will like me better, i need to change my soul so people will like me better, i need to change everything about me so people will like me better, i need to change the way i act so people will like me better, i need to change my life so people will like me better, i need to be more empathetic so people will like me better, i need to understand people better so they will like me better, i need to be gone so people will like me better.
fuck it. youre not living to please others so please do you and become your ideal version for your own quality of life. because everyone dies and is forgotten anyways. it would be a waste.
ahora estoy pasando por momentos difíciles, por problemas que ya no tendrán solución y ahora solo queda aceptarlo, me duele y mucho pero aprendí que así es la vida y se aprende por todo, siento que es difícil vivir pero no sé... Me siento tan triste por todo lo q me pasa y paso, quiero cambiar todo pero no se puede, perdí tantas pero tantas amistades, tantas personas que me amaban por culpa de mis malditos errores y ahora solo espero yo cambiar rápido...
I miss the old times where i been happy and could feel stuff again sadly i won't be able to feel this time again because of my derealisation i wish everyone else a amazing night/day
Todavía no entiendo porque siempre estoy cansado, si no hago nada, eso es lo que me dicen, la verdad estoy cansado de escuchar, pensar, hasta de sentir y mi unica preocupación es mi presente y futuro, la vida es linda pero no de color de rosa.
You must live without, that is where you will become a man. When you live without, when you live everyday with a certain empty feeling. Rest assured, that pain and emptiness will make you stronger and more conservative. Experiencing this pain now will save you tons later, so don't run from it. Enjoy it. Every second you become stronger with that broken heart. Don't run from the pain because you will never truly be able to escape it you can only give yourself the illusion that you are. eventually it will catch up to you, stronger than before. Don't run from it with alcohol. cigarettes, weed and other senseless things that don't truly matter and will only lead to the process being longer and in the end more painful. One day you will listen to this song with a sinister smile like I do and then you will realize what position I was speaking from. :) stay strong bro and head my advice you will thank yourself for listening to me. Pain is not important only growing from it and developing is.
the year is about to end. My last year, I have less than two months to make the most of everything and be with a girl I always wanted to be with but it's all in vain. I lost so many things this year, quite a few family members. This music is the only one that makes me feel everything I lost and am losing.
You're still haunting my dreams. With your brown eyes and red hair, with your laughs and frowns, with your voice and harsh words. I fail and fail again. I will never be good enough for you...
"Tengo novia" si ya lo sabía, pero pero aún me acuerdo que quería darte el regalo por qué te gustaba one piece, aunq no viera one piece, para mi sentí que era especial, fuiste mi "amigo", aunque me hacias mal por que solo era tu jodida psicóloga.. pero sabes me hubiera gustado ser tu amiga que solo me vieras con los ojos de esa forma.
I don't really know what I am, I don't know what I want to be or who I want to be, I wonder if one day these questions will answer themselves or if I have to find the answers
I have just the right answer!, All you need is GOD, I used to sometimes think "what was my purpose?" And until I Found GOD HE gave me purpose, an identity, and a goal and most importantly a new Life. And I've never regretted that decision ever. GODBLESS YOU and know Jesus Christ Loves you and Cares for you❤
I have just the right answer!, All you need is GOD, I used to sometimes think "what was my purpose?" And until I Found GOD HE gave me purpose, an identity, and a goal and most importantly a new Life. And I've never regretted that decision ever. GODBLESS YOU and know Jesus Christ Loves you and Cares for you❤
Is it just me who feels like I don't know myself? It's like I try to become a different person every day to forget my life today, I don't know who I am anymore.
i have heard this song at the worst time possible..she told me that she had a conddition in her body thats not the worst thing yet..she told me there are a 2 - 5% chance she might die.. i felt worried. she told me i shouldnt be worried. i still was. she told me i love you i told her i love you too with all my heart she changed my weeks my days my months as soon as she blocked me i felt broken..knowing that she has the chance to die.
Es que enserio, era capaz de hacer absolutamente todo por ella, me aleje de mi mejor amigo por ella ahora no tengo a mi mejor amigo, la ame con toda mi alma y ella no lo valoro para ella todo era un simple juego, un pasatiempo, intente entenderla hasta cuando me lastimo y aún así me sentía vacío, éramos amigos después de todo pero ¿A qué costo? Simplemente ya no era lo mismo, cada instante que pasaba o hablaba con ella solo quería volver a lo de antes, a volver a ser nosotros... :(
Después de un tiempo entendí que no podía seguir asi a ser un estúpido...Me despedí de ella, ¿Le importo? No lo sé...espero que no la verdad, intento ser alguien mejor pero nose che, nose ni que digo, nose nada, ni siquiera me siento bien conmigo mismo...
