Same, found this song when I was in Middle School lonely and bored with life, now studying for college with a girlfriend. Life really does always move forward
The animes name is: Yuushibu The full name is: Yuusha ni Narenakatta Ore we Shibushibu Shuushoku wo Ketsui Shimashita English version: I couldnt become a hero, so i reluctantly decided to get a job.
Lately ive been going to sleep at 9, and to wake up at 6 am right before the sunrise and playing this song while just resting my head on the window looking out, it is very relaxing
@@xylophoneman6175 Why? We have the easiest access to an extremely large variety of music. We don't have to worry about getting drafted any time soon. We have the most and the best entertainment. Among the other things that make our lives easier that we have
In the span of 10 months, I went from clinical depression and having to take medication, to loving life and being content with myself. Gotta love the human experience.
I realized that I had a pretty sad childhood, I always thought the loneliness came with me getting older, but even back I was alone. I just didn't know.
I spent majority of my childhood putting other before me and doing everything that was asked of me and never shared a speck about me and acted the way others saw me, I have and had a lot friends but still I am always alone in reality
as a lonely person myself, you and I have billions of others, just as lonely as ourselves. may not seem like much since you don't know any of them, and probably isn't, but something to console yourself.
I remember that innocence, checking when the light in the fridge turned off, waiting at the door for my toys to turn alive, sounding weird when I talked into the fan, peculiar, trying everything out, wondering why, never really caring that much but you did it anyway, go up the stairs in three steps, jump Into a pool backwards, who knows why, I miss just doing Holy Smokes batman, thats a lot of likes, Thanks X
itsmefatimah it’s the best way I could describe it, simplistically, it felt right to describe with child like wonder, because that’s what innocence was to me
I used to put my toys somewhere I can see them so that I watch them turn alive and I used to stare at them so hard that I started imagining faces on them
Made a poem from the title When I was young, Didn't worry bout the little things. All I did was play and dance and sing. Then life put a ring around my neck. I had no time to get my life in check. Now all the feelings inside of me are dead. Promises of forever are so haunting. Like a hellish memory, they come back to me. Seeing my parents separate was a sight to see. I live with all these dead feelings. The skin that guards my heart is slowly peeling. I keep on fishing for something healing, But the hook inside my chest cut too deep. Thought life would be so sweet. It's lonely. I'm hungry For love. Time is racing But I'm still chasing The memories of my past. My mind keeps erasing things Like it never happened. Thought life would be so sweet. It's lonely. I want to disappear with my dead feelings. - Space Kitty
@@adriaen3538 Just try and enjoy the little things in life, did you have a meal that you liked, did you see a cute bird, etcetera. Try to stay in the now don't think of what might happen later just stay present.
i hate to say that listening to this rn and reading your comment just explained what i feel towards this song, an inevitable goodbye makes you sad, and hate everything surrounding you and happening, because you are not in control, just sad man
Recently my best friend passed away from cancer. Even through all that he went through, he managed to keep a smile on his face and push forward till his final breath. One of his final messages to me was to enjoy the little things in life.. he sure did.. this song reminds me of the little things. thank you
It’s fun, till everything comes.. from Kobe to covid.. life’s hard sometimes , that’s why there’s these kind of music that would light your day up a little.
four years and I still just like popping this on and laying back and remembering, just remembering all that's happened love the life you have and do your best to improve the things you can
@@Luca-fw4ss yo did someone hurt you bcuz you sound like you want people not enjoy what life brings to people but it can also take things too but if your struggling on life then find help like people in this comment section I'm not saying that you shouldn't live life how you want to live it just say something when your struggling in life thats why we're here
The truth is some people are just born different. There's popular people and ignorant people, then there's us. The ones who have always been different. I used to fake everything I did as to gain friends and it worked but after 5th grade I just snapped or something.
we tend to be happy about small things before like whoa is that a rainbow or someshit... discovering anything at that age is a blast and makes me want to know more now we just eat work and sleep.. idk about others ppl life but mines become a loop of those 3
I wish I could go back being clueless on what the world really was, but if I did.. I would never be able to grow up, and help those people who are struggling with anxiety and depression. *just like me.*
It never really mattered how many emotionally supportive messages/comments I went through during my nightly terrors and fears of wanting to end it.. I wanted a hug. Yeah it sounds crazy and unbelievable how I could possibly prefer a hug over someone's paragraphs. But sometimes a hug is all I want and need to know someone is there for me and that I'm not alone. It's crazy. A long message of support can definitely put a smile on a person's face but after a hug it allows one to cry. A shoulder to cry on is a way to put it. Imagine sitting on your bed holding back tears in front of a loved one or a close and trusted friend before that person gives you a hug and says "It's OK I'm here let it all out" you can sit there and cry all you want while being in that person's embrace. Of course getting a hug is a lot less likely than a long paragraph of that emotional support or motivational boost. I dunno just thought I would rant for a second
This music should relax, but instead of relaxing it reminds me of good, happy past, that i lost and never gonna have again...and that's why i listen this music every day, because it give send me to past and that give me good mood.
I'm still young, I'm 15 years old, but I'm completely enjoying my life, well, my life has never been the best, in fact, quite the opposite, but I already appreciate the little things and I'm proud of who I was, and I am now 💜
These beats help me out in class so much. My anxiety gets to the point where I can’t get my books out of my bag when I get to class. These beats help me calm down and actually get me to do some work.
I still remember when I was in primary school, my teacher asked my class who wants to become an adult. Most of my friends raised their hands and cheered happily. They said once they are adult, they can do a lot of things. While im the only one who wished i could enjoyed more of these moments, where you dont have much to care about and just wander everything
This gives me vibes of the summer when I kind of just shut myself away and talked to nobody because of my grief being too horrible. My messy room and hot air blowing in through the window as I sat on my bed just staring at my ceiling thinking about how much I hated the world. What a different time indeed. Nostalgic in a weirdly bad way, at the same time however I don’t regret it at all.
you know the feeling when you just want to sit down, and listen to music, feel the music. the last few weeks were hard to me, almost did the unthinkeable, im thanking to all my friends that im still here.
@@TeenPerspektiva yeah, been getting better since then, life has changed... alot. Thanks for the care:) Hope everyone reading this are having a great day, if not, it will get better some day, trust me.
I hope God creates another world but it’s an anime world and all of us exist in it. Edit: I put this because society in anime is better then the real world, meaning I would rather live in a fantasy then the real world. Also thx for the likes and comments 🤗
Considering how old this video is and the feeling of the bg video is just too much i get so calmed whenever i hear this it never fails to be the best bg music for yt videos as well
i want to buy a island when i grow up and just make it mine. only me, just me, with a world of flowers and meadows and overgrown buildings where i can live peacefully.
The ending reminds me of my game overs and deaths in super Mario. My deaths in mario are equivalent to my "love life". Someone always gets fingers pointed and blamed, and each relation dies which turn to dead feelings about the person. Even after you get over it, sometimes you think about the past, what ifs and guilt if you "made" the other person cry. Sad comment but try to be positive and reflect. Thats my advice.
Saturday, April 13, 2024. These songs leave me speechless, I simply cried listening to them, Nostalgia is without a doubt the strongest and most beautiful feeling for me, when I think about the past, I burst into tears, I'm happy with who I was, and who I am now , the past is Wonderful, the Future too, however, we must make the most of the present and create memories, to be a great past, I am Young now, I am only 15 years old and I know that I must enjoy this moment in my life 🌌🍃🌕🌧🌠
I listen to it all the time walking to my school while I have a coffee and I see every detail when I go down the street remembering and thinking and when I get to my art class and I just put the song and I draw relaxed without anything bad to think about ❤️
Eu escuto isso e me da vontade de ir a um campo verde florido,me deitar e olhar o pôr do sol enquanto sinto a harmonia com as plantas e o vento batendo no meu rosto...
"Dead Feelings" : I killed them. why? It all started in senior year of high school, we have been talking everyday since after graduation and I go to her house to chill and all that stuff. We have so much in common and she always threw hints my way but when I finally told her I liked her (we have been through our 1st semester of college at this point and almost done with the next) she told me that she couldn't believe and that she wanted to remain friends cause she doesn't want that if something goes wrong we never talk to each other again. I Loved her so much that other females didn't even look attractive anymore (only had eyes for her). Now after all the hints and vibes I got from her she does me wrong in the end. I'm taking her out one last time tomorrow. My feelings for her are dead and it's all because of me.
It makes me feel so happy when listening to this song. Like I can achieve my dreams. I better keep listening then 😅 I'm rooting for everyone out there to achieve their dreams, and to get to the absolute best they can in their life. Keep going, I know you can do it. Just a little reminder that you are never alone and I'm here for you :) love you ❤️💜 Keep going- You can do it, we believe in you!
brings me back to when i was young, never had a worry just played with my toys, gave a lot of hugs, played my vsmile, talked in the fan to make a weird noise. life was good, still is but not as good as my youth, nope cant get better than that
